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Except for grandpa and grandma, only Yi Shi would call him that.

He Zhao's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and he squatted in front of Yi Shi, speechless.

Yi Shi raised his eyes to look at him, wiped the corners of his wet eyes with dry and warm fingers, pulled him into his arms, and said in a low voice, "I still love to cry so much."

"Have you been drinking?" He Zhao smelled a very faint smell of alcohol from him. Yi Shi should have washed it carefully, but he still smelled it.

"Lunch in the laboratory." Yi Shi said concisely, "It smells bad?"

He Zhao shook his head: "It doesn't smell bad."

He didn't like the smell of alcohol, but it smelled good when it was mixed with Yi Shi.

He wanted to ask Yi Shi why he drank. No matter what the situation, Yi Shi basically didn't drink, and felt that this question was meaningless.

Yi Shi didn't speak, but rubbed his eyebrows, contours, and lips with his fingers bit by bit, and finally leaned over and kissed him.

They kissed a lot, but it had been a long time since they had had a long, quiet smooch like this.

A kiss for a long time, so long that He Zhao couldn't breathe, and physiological tears fell from the corners of his eyes.

"I don't want to be separated from you." He Zhao inhaled softly, with a crying tone, sounding very wronged, "Why would I want to be separated from you? You clearly know how much I can't leave you. I'm busy and I miss you every day."

Yi Shi bowed his head to kiss him again, bit his lips lightly, licked his lower lip, the touch of lips and tongue was direct and strong, and his breath intertwined.

After a while, Yi Shi touched his forehead and the tip of his nose together: "You will speak nice words."

He Zhao is too smart and sensitive, but also too brave and optimistic.

Yi Shi admits that he is more timid and pessimistic than He Zhao.He was afraid of separation and the impact of physical distance on their relationship, even if it was just some possibility, he refused to try.

But things have come to this point, it is difficult to have another choice.

Compared with separation, he couldn't bear He Zhao's regret and guilt towards him. He didn't want their relationship to be mixed with anything else, and he didn't want He Zhao to always feel guilty in the days to come.

He understood He Zhao's thoughts, and if it was him, he would not want He Zhao to sacrifice for him.Although he didn't think it was a sacrifice, it was just a multiple-choice question for him, so he chose He Zhao without hesitation.

But He Zhao didn't think so.

It wasn't He Zhao who became his burden

Instead, he became He Zhao's burden.

He Zhao has always been loose and easy-going. He lacks nothing, and he doesn't want anything in particular. He doesn't have to want anything, as long as he is comfortable, he can do anything.

But his gentleness and calmness are covered with stubborn pride. He has his inverse scales, and he only accepts what others spare no effort to do, and doesn't need anything that is too heavy for him.

Yi Shi had just taken a nap on the sofa, and suddenly dreamed of a young man walking on the school road with dense branches. He was light and comfortable, lush and green, and as fresh as the summer wind. He was a little distressed and stubborn, and said with red eyes, " Wait for me to be fine, and when I grow up, I will try my best to live the life I like."

This time, it was not others but him who troubled He Zhao.

He had promised He Zhao that he would not be wishful thinking for him, but would stand by his side and treat him well.

Several times in the past few days, he wanted to nod and compromise.

I want He Zhao to no longer be troubled by this, and no longer have a stern face.

But at the thought of leaving him for five years, not five months, five weeks but five years.

How many five years are there in life?

Time always slips through his fingers quickly, and he doesn't want to miss every day, month and year of He Zhao.

"We won't be separated for five years, two years at most, and I'll go to you, okay?" He Zhao lowered his voice, with a tone of discussion.

"Two years?" Yi Shi put his arms around him, not knowing what he was planning.

"One year, one year." He Zhao changed his words, "Forget it, it will still take two years."

"What do you mean?" Yi Shi frowned, "You don't have to..."

He Zhao's family and friends are all here, and he doesn't want He Zhao to experience what it's like to leave his hometown and live alone overseas.

He Zhao covered his mouth: "Look, I know you are like this, I can't do anything, you can do anything, double standards. Can I go abroad for fun?"

Yi Shi pulled his hand down: "I don't want to go abroad, but I can study for a Ph.D. step by step in China."

"Don't get excited, listen to me first, okay?" He Zhao kissed him.

"Okay, tell me." Yi Shi lowered his gaze.

"It's not just us. In our 20s, we have to face a lot. It seems that the most important things in life have to be done at this age. Studies, work, family...floating, unable to take root. Now you are getting more and more I'm busy, I'm sure I'll get busier when I officially work, and I don't have much time to be together." He Zhao's tone was subconsciously coaxing, "We might as well give each other a little time, and make an appointment for two years first, and we'll be together soon." Focusing on academic work, this is not separation, but to focus on solving other problems quickly, so that we can be better together in the future."

Yi Shi snorted lightly, like mocking but also helplessly: "After thinking about it for a few days, you came up with this to convince me?"

"I'm not right?" He Zhao was pricked by his words, and frowned slightly.

"You're right." Yi Shi kissed his forehead.

The biggest problem between them is not the distance or jet lag, but the lack of time.

Perhaps this is a situation that young people of this age have to face. Time and energy are limited, and there are too many things to do.

I want to collide and communicate with the world, but also want to stay with my lover.

In the past few years, Yi Shi has also returned to the United States several times, but it was a holiday, and even with the time difference across the Pacific Ocean, they could still find their own time.

But now even if they live in the same house in the same city, they spend less and less time together.Coupled with the time difference and the distance, I am afraid it will be difficult to even see the stitches.

"You and I don't have to choose one or the other in the future, and we don't have to be in opposition. You concentrate on your research, and I do my work steadfastly. I will go to you whenever I have a vacation. You have to come back to see me when you have time. I will definitely miss you very much, so please make a video call to me when you have time, and you don’t even want to get rid of me.” He Zhao said.

He Zhao spoke very lightly, as if this matter was not that serious, not a big problem, and he was full of hope for their future.

Yi Shi moved the corner of his mouth, but finally said nothing.

He Zhao and the future have never been a choice, let alone confrontation, He Zhao is his future.

He couldn't foresee the future, but he hoped to spend every day with He Zhao in the future, and hoped that He Zhao would be at ease.

After a moment of silence, Yi Shi said slowly, "Okay, let's give each other some time."

This time it was He Zhao's turn to be silent, he lost all his energy to persuade others with his eloquence just now, and hugged Yi Shi without saying a word.

Yi Shi is different from him. What Yi Shi decides is decided, unlike him who hesitates.

Yi Shi asked, "Do you still remember what you said?"

He Zhao said too much, but he seemed to know which sentence Yi Shi wanted to ask.

He nodded: "I remember."

Yi Shi asked again, "Is it still counting?"

He Zhao pursed his lips and nodded again: "It counts."

Yi Shi took out a small box out of nowhere, inside was a pair of rings, very simple and wide.

"Will you put it on?" Yi Shi asked.

He Zhao smiled and stretched out his hand: "What kind of marriage proposal are you doing?"

Yi Shi put the ring on his ring finger: "That doesn't count?"

"Forget it." He Zhao changed his words, put another ring on Yi Shi's ring finger, raised his hand to look at the desk lamp, "Platinum, right? It's even inlaid with diamonds, isn't it expensive?"

Yi Shi tapped his forehead lightly with his knuckles, and He Zhao held his hand again to look. Yi Shi's hand was a bit bigger than his, with long and strong fingers and well-defined joints. Wearing this pair of rings looked good.

"You don't look like a pair of rings when you wear it like this. People think it's just a fashion decoration." He Zhao said.

Yi Shi said, "Are you willing to wear the ugly one?"

He Zhao didn't speak, hugged his neck, straddled his lap, sniffed lightly in the pit of his neck, and kissed him bit by bit.

Yi Shi intertwined his fingers with him, breathing intertwinedly, the two of them didn't say anything, but they seemed to have talked a lot.

……

"Hua Zhu Ye Ye, you will be my wife from now on." He Zhao leaned against Yi Shi's arms, his ending sound rose slightly.

Yi Shi's forehead was wet with sweat, and he snorted with a vague smile from his throat: "Are you sure?"

Yi Shi finally laughed.

He Zhao didn't bother to argue with him anymore, so he wrapped his arms around his neck and directed against him, "Let's go take a bath."

Just talking but not moving, Yi Shi hugged him in this posture, his arms were firm and strong, and he walked very smoothly.

He Zhao touched his arm and whistled.

Yi Shi was busy for a long time after the matter was settled, but after successfully getting the offer, he had a short period of free time.

He Zhao returned to the third year of high school in a daze, and Yi Shi was successfully escorted. After a few months, he has been around him all the time.

But maybe it was because he was overworked from running around before, and after a few days of being idle, Yi Shi had a cold and a fever.

In the past few years when He Zhao and Yi Shi were together, he had seen Yi Shi catch a cold, but this was the first time he had a high fever.

I couldn't tell what mood I was in, so I asked for leave to take care of my boyfriend at home.

"It's so pitiful." He Zhao took Yi Shi's temperature.

After taking antipyretics and sweating, he finally lowered his temperature.

"The fever is gone." Yi Shi said hoarsely.

"You also returned it once at noon, and burned it back." He Zhao took the dry pajamas and insisted on changing them for him. He unbuttoned them one by one, and fastened them one by one, his eyes lingering.

Yi Shi: "..."

The two of them chattered nonchalantly, and after a while, wondering if the medicine had worked, Yi Shi fell into a deep sleep.

He Zhao sat on the side of the bed and stared at the patient when he had nothing to do. Yi Shi's silhouette became more handsome and stern as an adult, and the sharpness of his youth has not disappeared, and he is still clear and cold.Handsome is handsome, a little cold, a little fierce, and now he is asleep, but his eyebrows and eyes are still not stretched.

But pale lips are suitable for kissing no matter what.

The figure is taller than before, with broad shoulders and straight back, which is simply a natural clothes hanger.He still looks a little skinny when he puts on the clothes, but he has been exercising all year round, his muscles are strong under the clothes, and his waist and abdomen are clearly defined. He Zhao knows it all too well.

He sat and admired his boyfriend's beauty for a while, couldn't help kissing the corner of his lips, and got up to cook porridge.

He Zhao basically has no experience in taking care of patients, but he has been taken care of a lot when he was sick since he was a child, and the general process is still very clear.

There has been no one cooking in the kitchen for a long time. Yi Shi always cooks. Everything he does suits He Zhao's appetite, but he is getting busier and has no time to cook. He Zhao is lazy and mostly eats takeaway.

He Zhao's thoughts were aroused, and he was thinking wildly while washing the dishes.

They had lived here for several years, and the room was like an old friend watching their days and nights.

He Zhao usually doesn't take classes seriously, but during the review month, he stays up all night every day in order not to fail his subjects. In the middle of the night, Yi Shi also gives him urgent tutoring in advanced mathematics.

He Zhao failed English CET-[-] once, and Lin Maoxiu laughed at him for losing face to his boyfriend.He Zhao vowed to work hard and strive to one day be able to talk naturally with Yi Shi's family in English.Yi Shi did not encourage him, and said indifferently that there is no need, his father and younger brother are both learning Chinese, and their grades are better than He Zhao's in English, and He Zhao was so angry that he strangled his neck.

He Zhao had a party with his classmates and friends, drank too much, and called Yi Shi to pick him up. He was very drunk and excited, and when he got home, he hugged him and kissed him.Yi Shi was visibly angry, allowing him to do something but just ignoring him.He Zhao couldn't hold back anymore, he kept rubbing against him, coaxing him with nice words, and vowed to report to him every time he drank, and let him pick up every sip.

When He Zhao took graduation photos, his grandparents came. At this memorable moment in his life, Yi Shi had to pretend to be an "ordinary friend", just like other friends.He Zhao couldn't bear it, so he quietly held hands with him, and Yi Shi touched his tiger's mouth comfortingly.

It is certain that the tall and thin boy has matured a bit. In the past few years, he has been so busy and has grown so fast, but it seems that there is not much change. If I have to say it, he has softened a bit.The sharp and indifferent young man who stood out from the crowd for the first time was still calm and indifferent, but he has already walked into the crowd, inactive but no longer rejecting people thousands of miles away, and no longer being out of place.

In the past few years, there has been an endless stream of people who like Yi Shi and pursue him. Forget about girls, there are even boys who find out that Yi Shi has a boyfriend and feel that they have a chance, so they also come to join him.

He Zhao thought with a bit of relish, fortunately he knew him early, Auntie Xiao Ma was right, so he had to act early, otherwise how could he have been deceived early?

"...I'll do it." A hoarse voice suddenly came from behind.

"What are you doing here?" He Zhao turned around, "My porridge isn't ready yet, why don't you sleep a little longer."

"Enough sleep." Yi Shi said.

"Why don't you just lie down and watch TV and play games?" He Zhao said with a smile, "It's rare for you to get sick, so you can enjoy my services."

I don't know if it's because the cold medicine with the first-class sleeping effect hasn't worn off yet, or because Yi Shi is sick and has a fever, so he hugged He Zhao directly from behind, putting his head on his neck.

He Zhao was holding a knife and was about to cut some meat, but suddenly he couldn't use the knife: "..."

It's killing me...

Yi Shi noticed his helplessness, put his chin on his shoulder, held his hand, and took his hand to cut the meat one by one, and the cut was finished in a while.After throwing the meat into the pot, the two of them continued to wash their hands in this position. The dish soap was creamy, and they rubbed their four hands together.

Yi Shi's breath sprayed hotly on He Zhao's neck and side face, and He Zhao felt that his old city wall face, which had been practiced for many years, was completely red at the moment.

He Zhao's throat was a little dry: "Not feeling well?"

Feeling the small arc on his shoulders shaking his head, He Zhao said again: "You just have to be brave. You still had a fever of 38.7°C two hours ago. Why don't you go to sleep?"

"Your ears are very red." Yi Shi answered irrelevantly.

Who is to blame!

He Zhao turned around and wanted to kiss him, but Yi Shi avoided it: "You want to be infected?"

He Zhao: "I'll just kiss you, just don't open your mouth."

He Zhao was already tall, but Yi Shi was half a head taller than him.After He Zhao finished speaking, he could clearly feel Yi Shi's hands around his body tightened slightly, as if he wanted to wrap him in his arms harder.

Although the arc of his movements is very small, how could He Zhao bear this.Immediately turned around and kissed him face to face, kissed gently, and licked his tightly closed lips.

Yi Shi pressed his forehead and pushed him away a little, the emotions in his eyes were obscure, so thick that it was hard to look directly at.

He Zhao's heart beat faster, his bones were brittle, he didn't think about anything, he raised his face slightly and leaned forward: "Contagion is contagion, you just open your mouth."

"A man's mouth." Yi Shi said to him.

Yi Shi only said half of what he said, and He Zhao consciously added the second half, a deceitful ghost.

He smiled and didn't speak, and still maintained the posture of asking for a kiss. Yi Shi touched his face and said hoarsely, "I owe you first."

The author has something to say: Sadly, I also caught a cold...