Forget about hope

? Su Ran felt that he had hinted so many times, but Chen Qiumiao didn't respond at all, which was also a kind of rejection.

However, he wanted to hear Chen Qiumiao reject him personally.

Does this count as self-abuse?

Su Ran was very conflicted. On the one hand, he was urged to leave quickly by his strong self-esteem, and on the other hand, he was worried about Chen Qiumiao, who couldn't even do housework.

However, when he saw that Chen Qiumiao was able to take care of him when he was sick, Su Ran felt at ease again.It seems that Chen Qiumiao can take care of herself in the future, and Su Ran doesn't have to worry about it anymore.He can completely erase his feelings for Chen Qiumiao and find his own happiness.

However, Su Ran was a little unwilling.

Why did I have to do housework for my high school physics teacher for so many years?Why does that guy have the ability to take care of himself but still let him see such a messy daily life?Why can't that guy take care of him in every possible way but can't even give him an answer ending with a period or an exclamation point?

Su Ran could ignore the adoring eyes of his female colleagues, beg his parents to let go of their desire to let him get married and have children, and ignore the pointers of those with ulterior motives, but he just couldn't leave Chen Qiumiao behind!But why?Why did Chen Qiumiao always want to leave Su Ran behind?

When Su Ran and his only ex-girlfriend first met, he knew that this girl was found according to Su Ran's taste and standards, and only Chen Qiumiao knew Su Ran's taste and standards.

Since Chen Qiumiao wanted to leave Su Ran behind, Su Ran also dated that girl for a period of time in a fit of anger, but during that time, Su Ran always felt that something was missing in her own world. When the girl proposed to break up, Su Ran unexpectedly Feel very happy.

Su Ran didn't expect Chen Qiumiao to return to Su Ran exactly what Su Ran had done for him, otherwise it would become a deal.Su Ran knows what Chen Qiumiao is worried about, Su Ran also knows that Chen Qiumiao may really dislike him, and Su Ran knows what kind of future her choice will face.

The future, time, vision, expectations, responsibilities, these are disturbing realities.

So, Su Ran didn't want to wake up.

Because I have decided to leave his side after waking up.

In parting and bondage, he chose the latter.

Between hurting and being hurt, he chose the former.

But not waking up now is not a solution. After all, if I don’t wake up, I will be stabbed to death by a man or a male ghost who claims to be the steward of the ghost train, and my soul will be taken away.In order not to cause trouble to others, Su Ran still felt that he should reason with Chen Qiumiao well. Although this would cause unnecessary trouble to each other, it was better than dying for no apparent reason!

In fact, he really thought it would be better for him to die before, but when he thought about his parents, his friends, and this Chen Qiumiao who didn't belong to him, Su Ran suddenly didn't want to die anymore.In life, there are infinite possibilities.At least he didn't want to make them sad, at least he didn't want to die in front of Chen Qiumiao.

"Will I be able to wake up as long as I want to?" Su Ran turned her head and asked Yanuo who was waiting by the side.

Zhou Siqi nodded: "Yes, you are now in the state of leaving the soul, as long as the body is not dead, you can wake up!"

"As expected, I still want to live." Su Ran also smiled.

Do you want to live or at least live by that person's side?Yano couldn't help gossiping, but since the target of the job has made it clear, he has to do his own responsibility.Thinking of this, he slapped Su Ran into the ward without hesitation, and waited to see the show.

Su Ran looked at herself in deep sleep, and then looked at Chen Qiumiao, who was guarding beside her, whose eyes were almost as black as eye circles.

What are you afraid of, just tell the truth when you wake up.

Just say you like it!

I am really an idiot, why did I delay talking until now!

Su Ran's family members are rushing here, Chen Qiumiao suddenly feels unable to face them.What would they say when they saw his family?Say you are his high school teacher?But, high school teachers don't have to keep guarding their unconscious students, right?Did he really always think that Su Ran was a student or a child?

Actually, Chen Qiumiao was afraid.

What is he afraid of?

He was afraid of ruining Su Ran, afraid of being hurt, he was afraid of the eyes of the world, he was afraid of the blame from his ex-wife, and he was afraid of his cowardice.

Who can stand the mocking eyes of those around them?Who can stand the pointers of the seven aunts and the eight aunts?

Of course, Su Ran can't bear this, can she?

What happens if the status quo is disrupted?

Will Su Ran leave herself because she can't stand those things?Will I make more wrong choices?

What does the future look like?

What was it like in the past?

He didn't dare to think about it!

Therefore, their relationship has always remained at the stage of close friends.

So, he kept procrastinating, refusing to give him any answer.

But now Su Ran just fell asleep like this, and didn't even give him a chance to reply.Like it or not.The answer to this question is actually very clear, but he has been avoiding it before.Now, even if he didn't want to escape, Su Ran couldn't hear his reply anymore.I am such an idiot, why did I wait until this time to have the courage to say I like it!

If only I had such courage earlier.

It would be great if Su Ran could wake up...

The wind slightly opened the white gauze curtains, and a ray of sunshine took advantage of this opportunity to shine in and sprinkle on Su Ran's face. It seemed that another difficult night had passed.

On the hospital bed, Su Ran opened her eyes, just in time to see the expression on Chen Qiumiao's face.

It was a calm and changeable morning, even the shadows of the trees outside the window were still.

The happy laughter comes from Chen Qiumiao

The confused tears came from Su Ran.

The expectant smile came from Arno.

"I like you."

The small voice that only the two of them could hear came from Su Ran.

"I know."

The warm embrace in the quiet morning comes from Chen Qiumiao.

"Come on."

Blessings full of comfort and joy come from Jarno who has witnessed this.

after a long time--

Maybe it was really a long time, when the sun melted the last inch of permafrost, Yano suddenly remembered the two people hugging tightly in the ward, out of curiosity, but also to ensure the quality of his work , he began to inquire about their later stories.Let's not explain whether people can see it or not, at least anyone with a gossip mentality can guess what happened between Chen Qiumiao and Su Ran, and of course Yano is more concerned.

Zhou Siqi hoped to see them break the shackles and truly be together as each other's lovers, but things backfired.

Chen Qiumiao is still a physics teacher in high school. She makes lesson plans every day and faces headaches for students one after another.And his ex-wife had remarried a long time ago, with a former suitor.Su Ran is still a small business executive, living a boring life from nine to five to three o'clock every day.However, the two hadn't been in touch since they left the hospital, as if they had suddenly become strangers.

The two began to be busy with each other, began to deliberately not care about each other, began to stride forward in the direction they wanted, and began to put each other's photos at the bottom of the cabinet.

Su Ran said that knowing that he likes me is enough.

Chen Qiumiao said, just know that I like him.

The contact between the two is not completely severed, at least the address, mobile phone number, and other things have not changed, so it is easy to get in touch.

But they need time.

One second, one minute, one hour, one day, one year or a lifetime?

Exactly how long it will take is unknown.

Qin Yuqi, who was left alone in the ward, still stood there dumbfounded, completely unaware of what happened just now, and while he was in a daze, the old man in the opposite room woke up one night, and the baby in the next ward started crying in the middle of the night, And Xia Mingxiao beside him was still sleeping like a dead pig.

When Zhou Siqi appeared in front of him again, it was almost dawn.

Qin Yuqi wanted to ask something more, but found that she didn't know how to ask, and Zhou Siqi just walked around in front of him without doing anything or saying anything.

Ahhh, it's really hard to figure out ghosts or something. ?