contradiction

?12-girl[girl]

The heavy rain poured down suddenly, covering all the sounds in an instant. The only thing that could be captured was the broken sound of raindrops hitting the ground. Countless similar sounds gathered, as if the whole world was about to split apart.Thunder and lightning suddenly appeared and disappeared, drawing a strange figure in the black sky, threatening, shouting, and slowly depriving people of their breath.

Levi doesn't know where he wants to go, but he knows he has to.The sweltering heat in the room prompted the anxiety to continue to expand. The unexplained dream was a sign. He was puzzled but could not restrain himself from looking for it. Fragments of memory swirled in his mind, cutting out new scars, and his headache became more severe. His mind is not clear anymore, everything he sees is shaking irregularly, and his vision is blurred, but the sound of the rain outside is amplified countless times and squeezed into his ears, forcing him to become even crazier.

The cold sweat that came with him when he woke up from the dream made his clothes icy cold, clinging to his hot skin.He casually put on his clothes and threw the scarf on the ground. The white color was too conspicuous against the ground, irritating his retinas and even causing dizziness. He turned his head and left as if stumbling away. The feeling slowly changed and became soft, as if it would no longer be able to support his weight.

And below, below is Alan's residence, the underground space full of pain.

He quickened his pace and slammed open the door.

The moment the rain fell on him, he seemed to hear the sound of a collapse coming from behind. The basement was like a black hole, sucking up all the bricks, rocks and sand, and the whole house disappeared, leaving only a huge pothole. The boy was sitting at the bottom, looking at him with a smile, his golden eyes showed nostalgia, as if he was asking why he didn't come down to accompany him.

boom--

The thunder broke out, and the lightning that followed illuminated Levi's pale face, leaving heavier shadows in subtle places.He felt that he heard Alan's voice, hiding under the huge thunder and rain, calling his name softly one after another.

[Captain Levi? 】

He turned quickly.

——Nothing has changed, the complete building, the open door, and even the heat inside the door are left intact.He stood so small in front of this giant building, like a powerless ant that had just escaped a disaster.

Levi began to fantasize uncontrollably, if those words were true, if what he saw when he looked back was a completely dark pothole, the boy stayed at this far away and so easy to approach distance and stretched out his hand to him, smiling , seems to be begging for a hug.The boy called his name, urged, urged, and then cried to him with a lonely expression.

【Why don't you come over?Why can't you show me a little more mercy?Why do you have the heart to leave me in such a dark place? 】

[I want you to be with me, I want to see you every day. 】

So Alan, who looked like 15 years old, reached out to him again and asked him.

【is it okay? 】

He couldn't even understand what these words meant. All he could know was that his body moved involuntarily, and he approached step by step. When he reached the edge of the hole, he saw the boy smile again, and raised his hand even higher. That's it. Greet him with bliss and make him continue with his legs.

One step, two steps.

The sound of the rain suddenly became quieter, and Levi looked at the scene in front of him, a familiar arrangement.He just came out of here 10 minutes ago, and the choices he made just brought him back to this hot space, and nothing changed.He turned his head to look at the door he had just pushed open, and the lightning outlined his shadow on the wooden board, appearing and disappearing from time to time, he didn't know what he was doing, nor what he wanted to do.

He stood there motionless, the rain slid off his body and fell on the ground, causing only the place around him to be darker, as if a mischievous child drew a circle around him, announcing in a mischievous tone Everything in the circle is his property.Levi lowered his head again, and the rain marks immediately returned to their original form, without any other meaning.

lightning.

Another elongated shadow appeared on the ground, extending in front of him, like a messenger from hell.

He looked up at the drenched girl, the red scarf covered half of her face and made the hatred in her eyes more clear, she looked at him, clasped her hands, as if facing an unforgivable enemy , her gaze was directly on Levi's body, this almost murderous anger brought back his consciousness, the coldness of the rain was finally absorbed by the skin, and he even felt the touch of the clothes against the skin.

But the brain is still blank, unable to think, and refuses to function.

The girl started to yell at him, her shrill voice smelled like blood, pierced through the rain and came to him, pierced his heart, and exploded inside, causing her voice to resound repeatedly in the chest cavity, Almost exactly the same as the boy trapped in a corner of the dungeon in the dream, their voices began to overlap, followed by their faces, and the person Levi saw in his eyes changed completely.

His short brown hair was wet from the rain and stuck to his face, his golden eyes were filled with hatred, angry, complaining, and questioning.

【Why--! 】

【Why--! 】

[Why leave me behind alone—! 】

[Why can you still live so happily, why do you take away all my happiness so cruelly—! 】

Finally, the sound stopped, and the overlapped shadows began to separate. The girl gasped out of strength, clenched her hands more tightly, and seemed to be trapped in an unsolvable maze. She withdrew all her emotions and lowered her head to the ground. It became clearer and clearer, and fell hard to the ground with all her hopes.

Then finally, she raised her hand and threw it towards Levi with all the strength in her body.

The emotion in her eyes was more painful, but there was a smile on her face full of tears, as if she was looking at a clown, and finally couldn't bear it at the moment when the round piece of metal hit Levi Laugh out loud.

She stepped back step by step, and let out a sound mixed with madness and joy.

"You deserve it, Levi."

"You deserve it."