contradiction

?14-himself[himself]

The world is pure white, the sky is black, and the blood-red rain falls. They fall on Levi's body, wet his hair, and then slide down his face, as if he was crying uncontrollably.

When he raised his head, the rain couldn't wait to get into his eyes, stinging the nerves, making his vision as if coated with a red film.He looked up through the blood, and the white space kept peeling away silently to reveal the darkness. The fragments were corroded by the blood and emitted steam during the falling process, and after gathering, they permeated the sky, making the already manifested black look a little far away , it seems that it will not be swallowed so quickly.

——telling big lies, constantly deceiving himself.

Then suddenly, something flashing light shot at him, the speed was so fast that he had no time to dodge.

It was glass-like shards, piercing the air sharply, leaving a scratch on his face, slowly oozing blood, and quickly disappeared before his eyes before he could even feel the pain.Then, behind him there was the sound of the fragments piercing into the flesh, and a cry of pain that overflowed to his mouth but was swallowed.

Levi turned around immediately.

——The man was wearing the clothes of the Survey Corps, and was chained and half-hanging in the air. His body was covered with fragments, all of which were deeply embedded in the flesh. Some of the exposed wounds were about to heal, while others were brand new turned outwards Open, bloody.He was enduring this kind of endless pain in this world, the new fragment pierced his right eye, his face was bright red, but he didn't know if it was his own blood or the rain from above .

But maybe there is no difference.

The man was looking at him, with the other eye that was still intact, looking at him without emotion.

Levi's pupils constricted suddenly, and he looked at the man's face, scarred enough for him to recognize it.

This is himself.

This embarrassed man who looked at him with such indifferent eyes was himself.

"He" quickly ceases to be silent, as if he can't wait for something, but at the same time, with crazy pain, "he" opens his mouth to Levi.

【give me back--】

Then at this moment, the chains that restrained "him" broke, and they hit the ground heavily without making a sound. The impact of the landing caused new blood to flow from those wounds, but "he" just ignored it. Walking towards Levi, "he" tore off the piece that stuck in the eye, making the sound of human tissue being cut again in the air, but "he" didn't seem to feel the pain.

"He" stared at him with his left eye, one step, two steps.

But he didn't move, his whole body was as cold as if he had been frozen, he could only watch that self approaching slowly until he got close to him, and the whole person came together.

——"He" wrapped his arms around his neck, and gave him a hug with the strength that wanted to kill him.

Those fragments that were originally only on "him" pierced Levi's skin, and the moment the pain hit, he heard another self whispering in his ear, with a faint Crazy smile.

【—serves it right】

Just like the girl who yelled at him crazily at night, her face was full of tears, and the painful and uncontrollable emotion made her black eyes glow with hatred. She laughed and stared at him tremblingly, repeating it over and over again.

You deserve it, you deserve it.

The next second, without waiting for him to make any response, "he" suddenly turned into powder and fell to the ground, and then the sky shattered completely, as if the silence before was also a lie to deceive him, huge fragments fell around him, huge The sound even brought tinnitus, and it seemed that it would never stop.He covered his ears, clasped his fingertips so hard that they turned white on both sides of his skull, and his breathing became more and more rapid. The memories that had been spinning in his mind suddenly stopped moving, but his thinking was still slowed down by inertia. Spin like crazy.

Finally, he heard the boy's voice and stopped everything, as if he had stolen time from a god.The boy said countless words in countless scenes, and the avalanche rushed towards him, and swallowed his soul in one bite.

[Captain Levi. 】

[Soldier, do you know?You are actually a very gentle person. 】

【Soldier, if I say I like you, will it bother you? 】

【Captain, tomorrow is my birthday, will you give me something?I don't ask for extravagance, just one thing you don't want. 】

[Soldier, do you know the sea? 】

[Soldier, what is the world outside the wall like?What will the water of fire and the land of ice look like? 】

【Captain, are you going to die? 】

【Captain, will you still be with me when the war is over? 】

[Soldier, can we build a small house by the sea and raise a puppy, we can take a walk by the sea after dinner and watch the sun rise together, but the sun on the horizon will be different from what we see It is the same?Will you get burned from being too close? 】

[Captain, I am a human being, I know I am not a monster, do you know that too? 】

[Captain, happy birthday, and then, can you entrust all future birthdays to me?I will never bore you. 】

[Soldier, do you feel tired?I hope you can count on me. 】

[Soldier Commander. 】

【Captain, will there be a day when you wake up and forget about me? 】

【Captain, can I love you? 】

[Soldier Commander. 】

[Captain Levi. 】