Laid-off guide is a cat wife

Every sentinel has to go through a rigorous psychological test before registering to officially work in the White Tower.

Especially the "Chief" or "Leader" Sentinels, even if they have already entered the job, must undergo regular psychological examinations, report their mental state truthfully, and take ten days off every month of work to avoid fatigue and wear and tear, which may cause irreversible damage.

Miao Xun is the leader sentinel. His five senses are several levels higher than that of ordinary sentinels. However, not only has he not received regular maintenance, but he has also been "naked" for many years of high-intensity work.

In order to carry out the task, killing people in many places a day, not eating or sleeping for a week is a daily routine, and there is a long-term wheel battle in units of months.It was not scrapped due to mental breakdown, and it was entrusted to Yuesa's "special maintenance".

This kind of "maintenance" is not the usual way of being sent to a nursing home for one or two years of vacation, and arranging a guide to help you rest with peace of mind.Instead, in order to ensure maximum work efficiency, directly "shut down and restart", and brainwash the whole.

After washing away the entangled information of the Houkai, the young sentinel can be stimulated to regenerate the self-protection power, thereby restoring the mental level to a "usable" level, and quickly put it into use again.

Therefore, Miao Xun's working life is much higher than that of Zanka and other sentinels.For how long, no one knows except Yuesa.The only thing that is certain is that Miao Xun has been soaked in the sea of ​​bloody killings long before he reached adulthood.

"Miao Miao..."

Xue Fang took Miao Xun aside, pressed him and sat down.The meals he sent earlier can keep warm for 48 hours, and they are still piping hot.

I poured out a bowl of soup and scooped it with a spoon. It tasted moderate in temperature and would not scald the cat's tongue, so I blocked the person and started feeding.

"Take two sips, I'll feed you." The spoon was brought to his mouth.

Miao Xun stared at the wall stubbornly, with a cold and decisive expression: "Go away."

She looked fierce, but her tears kept dripping down her chin into the bowl.

Strong in the outside and doing in the middle.

"The soup is getting saltier." Xue Fang teased gently.

Miao Xun was stunned, and then realized that what Xue Fang said was that the tears dripped in and became salty.He was even more ashamed, and pushed the soup bowl away, "I won't drink it!"

Like a cat with teeth and claws.

"Okay, then I'll drink it." Xue Fang didn't insist anymore, but tasted the soup carefully by himself.The broth is delicious, with the fragrance of vegetables, and the taste is light, suitable for the sentinel who has just been injured. With the taste of a guide, of course, you can't taste whether it has become salty.

But Xue Fang just felt that the key to the delicious soup was those few sour tears.

A kitten that has not grown up well and healthy does not even have the memory of ordinary people's accumulated experience, and lives entirely by feeling and perception.

Mistakes made, will be made again.

Those who have been beaten before will be beaten again.

Where I have been, I still want to go.

Loved, will love again...

Like a piece of colorful hard paper, rolled into an inescapable samsara, whoever steps on it will leave a mark forever, and if it rains again, the colors will become stains...

After experiencing pain, she has long been numb, but the two times she cried were all because of him.

Xue Fang gently put down the soup bowl, and whispered in his mind: "I'm sorry."

With tears in his eyes, Miao Xun turned his head slightly, but his eyes went dark.The guide rushed forward, pinched his chin, and kissed him forcibly. The soup melted and filled his mouth with the guide element. Before he could react, he swallowed it subconsciously, and his stomach immediately burst into flames.

As if the stove was about to be turned off, a basket of glowing charcoal was stuffed into it, and the steam burned all over the limbs, causing the toes to curl up.

None of the Sentinels were resistant to the pheromones that bound the guides when wounded.

"Grab my waist, I'm going to go into your brain and fix it." The voice coaxed in a low voice.

"Huh?" In the chaos, Miao Xun slowly stretched out his arms, and as soon as he touched the other party, he suddenly withdrew his hands.Almost in confusion and panic, he tightened his collar to cover his exposed skin, and struggled to back away, "You want to lie to me again."

Xue Fang frowned slightly, carefully observing his reaction, "I didn't lie to you, I wanted to fix you up. Your barrier is in a 'naked' state."

Miao Xun's performance was very contradictory.If it's self-protection, it's normal to attack him instead of backing down.

Backing down means... not wanting to be offended, and... not wanting to hurt him.

"No...you want to trick me into going to bed." The rust-gold eyes were wet and vigilant.

"Miao Xun..." Xue Fang wanted to hug him, but he suddenly made a gesture:

Two hands, thumb and index finger facing each other, make a triangle.

- Touch prohibited.

One of their agreed gestures.

Xue Fang realized the seriousness of the problem.

Due to his previous persecution, an incorrect logic was established in Miao Xun's consciousness, as if he should be whipped if he failed the task, and he had to call the master if he slept with him.Miao Xun began to instinctively resist deep integration with him.

It was as if they had returned to the state they had just met overnight.

"Okay, I will abide by the agreement and will not touch you without consent." Xue Fang stood up and sat back half a meter automatically to keep a distance.

Miao Xun stared at him with a defensive look.His tears dried on his face, two sharp lines contrasted with the light honey-colored skin.

"When can you leave?"

Xue Fang thought for a while, and replied: "Play a game with me, and I'll get out right away."

"I don't want to play." Flatly refused.

Xue Fang explained the rules of the game on his own: "Now you are the 'master' and interrogate me as a 'slave'. If you think my answer is correct, I will sit forward 10 centimeters. If I answer a wrong question, I will leave immediately. How about it?"

Miao Xun was still attracted by his proposal.

"...How do I know if you're lying?"

Xue Fang chuckled, "Use your powerful intuition as a sentinel, Master Mi."

Hearing that address, Miao Xun bit his lower lip and reluctantly agreed.

"The first...question." Miao Xun exhaled deeply, "Before you left last time, you told me that you made an appointment to do another compatibility appraisal, did you already know there was a problem?"

"Yes." He answered simply.

Miao Xun quietly grabbed the fabric of the clothes.

Xue Fang noticed his small movements, and continued: "But it's not your problem, it's me who is doubting myself."

"……What's the meaning?"

Xue Fang told him everything: "Alyssa ran into Yuesa at the matching place, and saw a memory, which was a line of digital codes. I followed the search, but unexpectedly found that I and Hu Shuo had done research on improving fit.

"You have read my memory and know that there was a period of time that was not normal. I am afraid that I ate some messy things that caused me to show a high degree of matching with you, so I want to confirm again. If there is really a problem, I will tell you the truth and let you choose.”

"But..." The information he got from Yuesa was not like this at all.

"I can also tell you that the results of the research are: there is no thing that can really improve the fit. There are only some drug hormones that can fake the effect of binding heat and give you the illusion."

Xue Fang moved forward 10 centimeters calmly, leaned over and asked gently: "Think about it carefully, have you been given any strange injections after being injured and unconscious?"

Miao Xun thought for a while, and said confusedly: "But Yuesa has always kept a distance from me. Even if he hit me, he never did it himself. He is not like this to other sentries."

"That's just because he's perverted!" Xue Fang was vaguely annoyed. He knew this perverted thinking best, "If you don't beat you yourself, you can deceive yourself and others and not take moral responsibility. If you kill two of his subordinates afterwards , he will feel more relaxed, and will not feel that he is hurting you at all."

"Why do you understand so well?" Miao Xun narrowed his eyes.

"...Uh, maybe it's because I watched 200 hours of his various interview videos in order to bring him down, so I deduced it?"

Xue Fang often records and observes various politicians in private, and Miao Xun also knows it, so he can accept this answer.

"You're worried that the fit is fake, and I'll be mad, aren't you?"

Xue Fang's sudden question touched the weakness in Miao Xun's heart.

Although he didn't admit it, when he heard that he and Xue Fang loved each other, his side might be completely false, and he felt extremely guilty and ashamed.

He is already a manufactured plaything, and if he can't even fall in love with someone, it's also a fake.

At that time, he was in a state of confusion and was taken into the room. Yuesa's secretary told him that Xue Fang would come to pick him up soon.He maintained a posture, waited and waited, and thought a lot during the period, how to explain, how to make Xue Fang accept.

But the more he thought about it, the more he felt that if he stood in Xue Fang's position and learned that his partner didn't love him, he couldn't accept it at all.

Therefore, when Xue Fang walked into the room, he exhausted all his strength and said with weakness: Don't see each other again in the future.

He would rather cut it off directly than tell Xue Fang: I think, maybe, maybe, my liking for you is also fake.

"I don't want you to know... It feels like I betrayed you..." Miao Xun lowered his head, his eyes started to heat up again, "But I didn't betray you, at least when I remember, I didn't."

Xue Xin felt a dull pain in his mouth.He guessed that Miao Xun would think so.A little wild cat with a strong self-protection mechanism, when it encounters something bad, its first reaction is to eat it by itself, without making a sound, its stomach is worn out, and it will not make a sound even if it has internal bleeding.

Don't pull his big tail, pat his butt to make him spit it out, it will be too late when he finds out again.

Before going to see Miao Xun, Xue Fang concluded that Yue Sa must have left behind, and if he was able to let him go to see Miao Xun generously, he must have used some bad tricks.

Yuesa understood Miao Xun very well, pinched his weakness, and was sure that he would never take the initiative to mention this point to Xue Fang.Xue Fang knew Miao Xun better, so he must pry open his mouth, dig out the rotten flesh from the dirty wound, and then take good care of it.

In the game between the two, it was Miao Xun who got hurt in the middle.

How could Xue Fang not be in pain, but still bear it?

But he couldn't let go.

It didn't matter if he was stabbed, or he was misunderstood, scolded afterwards, or wanted to separate, but at that time, he absolutely could not let Miao Xun swallow it, and silently cut himself bleeding with glass shards.He would rather let him explode, and the two of them will bear it together.

He is the one who controls the future of the two of them, so he must force himself to make a calm judgment.

Not treating the wound in time because of fear of pain and letting the pus develop is a choice made by the weak.

It doesn't fit Xue Fang's temperament.

Xue Fang told him seriously: "Miao Xun, you have to trust your own feelings, and don't just trust anyone. If you can, I even hope that you don't even trust me all the time."

Xue Fang may be the only one who teaches young friends not to believe in themselves all the time.

Miao Xun raised his head, his eyes were a little surprised, after thinking about it, he seemed to understand what he meant.

"Yuesa hinted at you that you had a throb with him and betrayed me. But you never betrayed me."

Xue Fang moved forward another 10 centimeters, next to the silent young man, and sincerely said to him:

"You once told me that if you don't have memories, you have to make good ones.

What is true and what is false.

The happy times spent with you are real, the laughs together are real, and the inner joy of bonding is real.

Compatibility is such an intangible thing.After all, it is because we love each other and have a high degree of compatibility.Or does compatibility make us fall in love?No one can tell.

What if we met as ordinary people?

I'll still go to the movies and eat in the ghetto with you because you cried because you played a tune.

The cause and effect of my falling in love with you will not change.

To me, you are cua, an indispensable protein for sustaining life.Fit, to me, is just salt to taste.I don't eat salt, I won't die.But I would die without you.

Take ten thousand steps back, even if Yuesa really fits you better than me, so what.

You feel so uncomfortable just being touched by him on the face, then I have done more than him, who do you accept more, needless to say?Your inner resistance is enough to prove that you don't like him. Since you don't like him, you never betrayed me.

You have to believe in yourself.

Moreover, you are by my side now, don't be afraid, just be my dear kitten. "