Bear Love◇Paradise Station◇

Brother Li in Zhao Yun’s dormitory has always been very friendly to me, and I have the best impression of him, so I found Brother Li, “Brother Li, why doesn’t Brother Zhao talk to me recently?” I pretended to be innocent ask. "This...uh..." Li Ge faltered and seemed to have something hard to say. "But it's okay, Brother Li, I trust you the most, you know it!" I looked at Brother Li firmly. "Let me tell you, Xiao Zhen, you should avoid looking for Zhao Yun in the future. Some students around you started gossiping about him, although I don't think so." Brother Li sighed and looked out the window.

This was like a thunderbolt from the clear sky, which deeply hurt my heart. It turned out to be like this, what should come still came.

I know I have done too much, yes, anyone with a discerning eye can see that I am too close to Zhao Yun, which is beyond the closeness of normal friends, I know I can't be so selfish, Zhao Yun avoiding me shows his heart He rejected me, so I sent him a text message like this: Brother Zhao, I know why you avoided me. Sorry, I caused you trouble. You are a good person. I won’t bother you again. I hope you are happy .

He didn't reply me, I know we're done, used up isn't the right word, we haven't even started, why is it done? In the days after the "breakup", I used to drink all day long to get rid of my worries. People said that I was haggard because of Yixiao, but I became even fatter. My original weight of 200 catties became 210 catties. My roommate didn't know about me. , I thought I was broken in love, and I was really broken in love, but who can know my suffering?

Time flies quickly in the alcohol, and in a blink of an eye it is the Spring Festival of 2003, and I go home.Every time I return to this city, Zhao Xiaoyu is always in my mind, and I can't get rid of it!On the 26th day of the twelfth lunar month, I decided to go to my alma mater to see the places I had walked with Zhao Xiaoyu.

Walking in the campus, it seems that I can see the shadow of me and him everywhere, and our laughter and laughter are lingering in my ears, and I can't help humming Xiaoke's "Looking Away":

Seeing you pass by the door seems to be a little sad

So I sang softly

So you and I are locked up tightly by love

but can't stay together forever

Who the hell is arranging this

Where you and I meet, there are still people coming and going

there is still love wandering

Where you and I are in love there are still people singing

Still young and ignorant and sentimental...

I wandered around the campus for more than an hour, looking at this and walking around, very melancholy.I took a deep breath and felt much better.As soon as I left the school gate, a familiar Mercedes-Benz passed by me and stopped not far behind me. I looked back, could it be him?

A fat man who was about the same size as me stepped out of the car. He was really a handsome fat man. I couldn't help but look at him carefully.Just as I stopped to watch the bears, another big fat man came down, yes, it was him, Zhao Xiaoyu!He got out of the car and walked towards the school gate with the little fat man in his arms. The little fat man winked at Zhao Xiaoyu and asked him to look at me. Only then did Zhao Xiaoyu see me. We stared at each other for about 15 seconds, neither of us said anything.I can probably guess their relationship, tears flowed out, I immediately turned around and left, I don't want him to see me crying!The man I've been thinking about day and night has found someone else!And don't plan to contact me at all!What a fool I am!There are better-looking fat people around me, and they are so rich, how could they fall in love with me? !I just walked a few steps when I heard him shouting, "Ye Zhen! Long time no see, why did you leave without saying anything?"

I don't know what to say, this man who took away so many firsts from me still has the face to say this at this moment?I didn't turn back and continued walking. He caught up with me from behind and patted me on the shoulder, "Don't go, don't you want to talk to me since we haven't seen you for so long? You've gained a lot of weight and you're even cuter, haha!" It seemed he didn't notice my tears.

"Well... you have a companion, go and accompany him, I have something else to do, I have to go." I didn't dare to look at him, because my eyes were full of tears.

"Yo, are you crying? Something happened in the past two years, so I haven't contacted you. Don't cry, I'm back, right?" He whispered to me.

"Oh, I see, let's talk again when we have a chance, I'm leaving, I'm sorry." I couldn't forgive him for his change of heart right away!

"Xiaoyu, hurry up and leave when you're done talking!" the little fat man called him.He said helplessly, "Wait for me to find you, wait for me!" Then he turned around and left with the little fat man.Tears, continue to flow, I don't care about the eyes of passers-by, I just want to cry out that grievance, or I will suffocate to death, I know!

It's Chinese New Year, but I'm not in the mood of Chinese New Year at all. I haven't slept much for several days. I began to wonder if there is any real love in this world. My mother asked me if I was in a relationship. I said no. You think too much , just close the door and continue to lie on the bed.Until a phone rang, and my mother said she was looking for my call, I got up weakly and went to the living room to answer, "Ye Zhen! I'm Zhao Xiaoyu, I'm downstairs at your house, come out and chat!"

"Uh, what's the matter? I'm not feeling well." I declined.

"Don't pretend! I'll wait for you, I'll wait here until you come out!" His tone was very strong.

I looked out the window, he was standing next to his Mercedes-Benz, the winter in the north is still very cold, about ten degrees below zero, fortunately, it was sunny, although he is ruthless to me, but I can't be unkind to him, I said "Ok Come on, I'm going down now."

His appearance hasn't changed much, but he's more mature. Without the young beard before, he looks much cleaner.He asked me to get in the car, and he kept talking and talking all the way, but I ignored him, and now I only hate him!

I don't know how long it took, but he took me to a high-rise residence. He said it was his house and he lived in it himself.

"Oh, it's pretty good, it really is the young master of a rich family, ha ha!" I said weakly, I haven't had a good meal for several days.

He looked at me and clicked his tongue a few times, "My Ye Zhen is getting more and more beautiful, come on, let my brother hug me." After speaking, he hugged me.

I didn't resist him, I planned to let him finish talking and I would leave, and I would never have anything to do with him in the future.In this way, he hugged me for more than a minute, and his hands began to grope, "Don't do this, you have other fat people, you don't need me anymore, I don't want to be played by you." I pushed him away.

There was a sense of disappointment in his eyes, "Oh, I see, then sit down for a while."

"Do you have anything else to say? I'm going to leave if I don't have anything to say." I stood up and said.

"I said hello to your mother. You have dinner with me tonight. I know you are in a bad mood recently. Let's go to dinner first!"

I can only sigh, okay, I'll finish dinner with you, and I will make you give up completely!

He took me to a high-end western restaurant. As a poor family, I never dreamed of entering such a high-end place. He asked me what to eat, and I said that I could just order Kung Pao Chicken, and he burst out laughing , Said that I was too rustic, he said I should help you order.I don't know what he ordered, I didn't really want to eat with him, but I must make it clear!

The dishes are all served, he said you eat, I took a few mouthfuls, I was so choked up!I must explain it to him!

"Zhao Xiaoyu, I'm not afraid of your jokes. I've been waiting for you for so long. I think about you every day. You said we would use QQ to communicate, but have you ever used QQ? Why do you promise what you can't do? ? Well, even if you can’t get on QQ, what does that fat guy you brought with you that day mean? If I hadn’t bumped into you, I’d still be thinking about you every day! You’re really too much, I’ve had enough, I hope This is the last time we meet, we don't want to have any relationship in the future!" I said so much in one breath, happy!

He kept silent, gently twirling the goblet of red wine in his hand, took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and had to admit that a man who can smoke is very attractive, I actually stared at him After a few seconds of rapt attention, I finally regained my senses, I can't do this anymore!