embrace the memory of youth

"Some things are beyond our control. Can you go back first? I want to be alone." Looking at the ceiling, I said emptyly.

"Don't drive me away, let me stay with you"

"Do you think I will be a rat crossing the street tomorrow, everyone shouts and beats me?" I smiled faintly.

"I protect you"

The next day I woke up in his package, I like the smell he exudes, there is no miscellaneous smell, I don’t want to get up, I am more afraid that others will look at me differently, after working hours, fourth uncle He called me to let me not have to go to work for the time being. Suddenly I thought of Liu Jun's cold face, the complicated eyes from those people in the company, and another change in my dad's attitude. I dare not think about it anymore. Hold Bingbing tighter.

We just got up at noon, my father and mother didn’t know where to go at this time, but I was also relieved, Liu Bing went out to buy vegetables and cook, and I sat aside and watched him busy, the food he cooked was not very good Eating, just passing the test, it can be imagined that this man seldom entered the kitchen before, I basically had no appetite, even if I was very hungry, I felt that I couldn’t fit any more food into my stomach.

In the evening, my parents still didn't come back. I called my dad's cell phone, and my sister-in-law answered the phone. She only said that my mother would be taken care of by them temporarily, and I had to deal with other things by myself. The meaning of the call was very clear in less than a minute. .

I have been hiding at home for ten days, and Liu Bing has been with me all the time. Instead, I am used to the two-person world without being disturbed by others.

No. On the 11th day, Liu Bing was called by my fourth uncle to go to work. I panicked at home alone and wanted to walk around the door of my house. I didn’t see Xiaohong standing at the door of my house. Her face was even uglier than ten days ago. , The eyes are even more scary, which makes my hair stand on end.

Seeing her look, I gave a perfunctory smile and entered the room again. She came in behind me. I was a little timid with her aggressive posture, but I still kept a smiling face and made tea for her. Water was poured, and we were silent for a long time afterwards.

"Brother Liu Yu sometimes really misses when he was a child, he had no thoughts and a carefree life. When he grows up, he feels more troubled, hehe... I thought that marrying someone I like would make me live happily ever after, but it was just a dream after all. "She made a sound in the silence, I didn't know how to answer, I awkwardly held the cup in my hand, and then she said

"There is Liu Zhiye in the front, and you in the back. I really don't know what is worse than you. I hate, I hate that your Liu family has some shameless people." After she said that, she laughed wildly, but when my fourth uncle was involved, I Wondering.

I asked, "What's the matter with my fourth uncle, just come to me if there is anything." She turned her head, glanced at me, and sneered.

"Do you know how Bingbing's father died? It was a good thing done by that bastard fourth uncle of yours. At that time, I knew that Bingbing and your fourth uncle had a physical relationship, so I gave up the idea of ​​marrying them. Later, I couldn't help his father's begging, so I had to marry them. I told them about it, but in order to make them sever ties, he exchanged his own life for him to turn back. I thought the matter was over, but I didn't expect you to show up again, haha... I want you to be spurned even if you go out. I let it out"

I gasped, humiliated and hurt, everything became a joke, I shared the same man with my fourth uncle, she was still talking in my ear, but I didn't hear a word , Then she knelt on the ground and woke me up. I hurriedly tried to help her up, but she pushed her away vigorously.

"Brother Liu Yu, I beg you, leave him, not for anything else, just in front of me and his children, he is innocent, we can't let him grow up under the guidance of others, and my time is running out , I have been taking a small amount of medicine in the middle, and I hope to leave this evil world as soon as possible." After she finished speaking, she kowtowed violently.

Tears started to flow from my eyes, I stepped forward to support him, and said sadly, "Get up, or I will lose my life."

"If you don't agree, I won't get up. Before I came, I went to the hospital and bought a lot of medicines in a mess. I took them all in one go. I don't know if I will die. I don't need to worry about anything, I don't need to think about anything." She raised her head, a cell appeared on her forehead, and the corner of her mouth was bloodshot.

"Let's go to the hospital quickly, I promise you, leave him, leave him forever, I beg you, follow me to the hospital"

I helped her up, and when she stood up, she fell heavily on the ground. I was so anxious that I held her in my arms and rushed out of the house. As soon as I got to the road, a taxi appeared.

Half an hour later, Xiaohong was pushed into the hand room, and I was wandering outside like a walking dead. Then my fourth uncle, Liu Bing, appeared and asked me how I was doing nervously. I couldn't tell what it was like to face the two of them. I want to beat them, but I want to slap myself.

"You kid, what are you doing in a daze?" The fourth uncle said anxiously. I gave him a dazed look, thinking that they had a life at their hands, and I couldn't communicate with him normally. I turned my gaze to Liu Bing, I finally saw his anxiety towards Xiaohong, I said lightly

"It's still undergoing surgery, I signed it for you, don't be offended"

"Brother Liu Yu, I should thank you, how could I blame you?"

Hearing his words, my heart feels like a needle prick, the wound is not very big, but the pain is very real.

An hour later, Xiaohong was pushed out of the operating room. The doctor's facial expression showed that she was not very optimistic. Later, she learned that Xiaohong's internal organs had already festered, which was caused by taking medicine indiscriminately. The idea of ​​going down.

A few days later, Xiaohong was discharged from the hospital, and Liu Bing never came to see me at night. As a result, I had already guessed that it happened suddenly, and I was not used to it.

Now I dare not go to work or go out. The jingle released by Xiaohong before spread more and more widely. Many classmates who had contacted me called me to ask me. Every day when I woke up, I was afraid of the sound of the phone. Later, I simply unplugged the telephone line at home, and passed ten days and a half months like this.

Later Liu Bing appeared, his eyes were red, he must have not slept well, and he must have been in great pain, we exchanged glances at each other, implying that we missed each other very much, but we restrained our impulse and did not hug each other tightly as usual , Silence, the dead silence of the air, can hear our heartbeat.

"Brother Liu Yu, I'm sorry." After a few minutes of silence, he finally spoke. It's been a long time since I heard his voice, and it was very pleasant to hear.

"Stop talking, go back and stay with Xiaohong," I said lightly.

"Leave me in later"

"En" and then there was silence again, I didn't want to play with my phone, but he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and handed me one, I refused, he took the first puff and coughed violently, I was concerned explain

"If you can't smoke, don't smoke, it's not good for your body"

"I don't want to either. Lying on the bed at night, my mind is full of you. I can only use nicotine to numb my nerves and stop thinking about you."

"It will fade after a long time. I don't think so much. I spend 4 hours a day reading, 4 hours writing, 4 hours cooking and eating, and 12 hours sleeping." I said against my will that I had already thought about it. lines.

He smiled faintly, and tears flowed from his eyes. At that moment, his tears were like a sharp sword, piercing my heart deeply. I pretended not to see it and continued to play with my mobile phone.