I'm going crazy and I'm green

In the 32nd year of Tianhe, Shen Miao returned to Beijing.

The emperor laoer praised his achievements in Qingzhou and promoted him to be a doctor of the Ministry of officials.The second place students from the same batch of Jinshi are still studying in the Imperial Academy, and Shen Miao has already taken the real job of the fourth grade, so there is no one in the limelight for a while, and the crowd is like a market.Many people held the gift list, hoping to use the pretext of "cleaning up the dust for Mr. Shen who returned to Beijing", and came to the door to curry favor.

The door of Shen Miao's house was no longer the wooden door of the small dilapidated courtyard in the east of the city. The mansion bestowed by the emperor was built on the north side, only a few streets away from the princess mansion.I could walk to his housewarming party.

Perhaps to avoid suspicion, this housewarming banquet only invited a group of teachers and students who had a good relationship with the Imperial College back then, including me and Liu Chao.From the moment the servants in Shen Miao's mansion handed over the invitation card, I began to prepare the gift list myself.The matter of preparing the gift list used to be Wan Yue's work, but she married the guard A Mo the year before last, and gave birth to a sweet and soft daughter just last month, and she is now confinement.Others were not familiar with my tastes and habits, so I had to do it myself.

Speaking of which, even though Wan Yue and Ah Mo stayed by my side together, I didn't notice much of their flirting. It seems that I am really slow in observing words and expressions.

So I brought the new maid, Huan Xing, followed by the attendants carrying gifts, to Shen Miao's new residence.

Shen Miao personally came to open the door for me. The moment I saw him, I was stunned.

In the past four years, I have imagined the scene of reuniting with Shen Miao many times.Maybe it's the joy of finally seeing someone I miss, or maybe it's the sadness of seeing a stranger, but definitely... definitely not being scared.

"Good words" Shen Miao said, "Come in."

"Shen... Brother Shen..." I unconsciously expressed the shock in my heart: "You... are so tall..."

Shen Miao was wearing ordinary clothes, like a tall and straight jade tree standing in front of the door, the corners of his mouth slightly curved when he heard this, my heart thumped again, and some unclear thoughts arose again.

I was half a head shorter than Liu Chao in my whole life, and even at the age of 16, I was often caught and called "little man" by that bastard, but Shen Miao was even taller than Liu Chao.Perhaps because of his four years of experience as an official, Shen Miao even looked a little majestic.Let alone a scholar, people would believe that he was a refined general.

Mom... I swallowed my saliva after Shen Miao, what kind of dangerous land is Qingzhou in, to hone my darling like this.If he scolds me, my hands and feet will be as weak as before, but in my previous life I was emaciated, and in this life I will be frightened.

Shen Miao suddenly stopped in his tracks, and I, who was following the outline of his height with my eyes, almost bumped into his back.When I looked up, it turned out that Shen Miao had led me to the main courtyard, and not far away was sitting a carefree Liu Chao, waving at me.

Shen Miao told me that he has an uncle from his clan who is also visiting, and it would be polite to go to the front to greet him.Just as I was about to speak, Shen Miao said again: "Jiayan, the guests will leave later, can you stay a little longer, I have something for you."

"Good... good!"

I don't know what expression I have now, my heart has exploded like fireworks, balls of dazzling light flashing make my head dizzy.I stood there stupidly, watching Shen Miao's back disappear behind the rockery, then turned around and slowly sat beside Liu Chao, sighing.

"Cub, what's the matter with you?" Liu Chao asked me in a low voice, which was rare.

I sighed again, not daring to say what happened just now, for fear of irritating Liu Chao's nerves, so I could only reply: "Shen Miao...Shen Miao is so tall now..."

It took Liu Chao a while to realize what I meant by "now", and he let out an "oh".After a while, he asked again: "How tall was he before?"

"It's about the same as me." I thought sadly.

"Hmm..." Liu Chao was silent for a moment, and then said with difficulty in a pitiful and disillusioned tone: "Before that, it was quite... not high."

The corner of my mouth twitched, and I kicked Liu Chao hard under the table: "I'm talking about the old me, the same height as you."

"That's not bad." I don't know why Liu Chao has a mysterious sense of self-esteem about his height, insisting on spending nearly a moment analyzing with me that his height is actually the same as that of Shen Miao.

He talked for a long time, and saw that I was still silent, so he stuck to my ear and asked maliciously: "Why? You don't like Shen Miao like this."

"I like it."

Liu Chao gave me a white look: "Isn't that enough?"

This annoying...

After a while, Shen Miao came back, and the housewarming banquet officially started.I watched Shen Miao standing among the guests, chatting with everyone, he responded skillfully to other people's flattery and congratulations, everything was so skillful, so humble, and so strange.

Liu Chao whispered in my ear: "Shen Yuanzhi is so exciting."

I felt that the scene where Liu Chao was talking about Shen Miao with me was absurd and funny, but the mood that was just blowing up like fireworks just now subsided unconsciously, and I was actually disappointed.

I finally understood what my vague mood was after I opened the door and saw Shen Miao just now.

The tall, promising Shen Miao, who is surrounded by everyone when he talks and laughs happily, is exactly the life I regretted so much in my previous life, and I think he should have had a life.

When I jumped from the river, what I thought in my heart was that the heavens are pitiful, and it is better to rebuild the ruined life of my champion man.If I could see Shen Miao like this, I would be willing to be put into the frying pan and fried crisply with just a sneaky look.

But when I really saw him, I realized that my heart was filled with only willing joy?

I actually thought of Shen Miao who was trapped studying in the backyard. We were like two wild beasts who hated each other. We had sex in a way that almost killed the other beast, but he was mine.

The person in front of me is my Shen Miao, but he is not like my Shen Miao.