I'm going crazy and I'm green

I regretted that I was careless in Picking Fragrance Pavilion and told Liu Chao the truth.If I hadn't been drunk at the time, maybe I could have found a better solution.

But now I feel that this erroneous leak is not entirely a bad thing, at least I finally have someone to confide in the words I have held in my heart for several years. It is extremely comfortable to pour out the messy emotions.The only downside is that my confidant, Liu Chao, doesn't seem to be very comfortable.

Like now-

"Yu Jiayan..." Liu Chao said impatiently, "If you continue to be such a mother-in-law, I will leave if you don't open your mouth."

"Don't!" I quickly grabbed him.

Ever since I met Shen Miao again that time, my heart has been in a mess.Joy, timidity, greed... all kinds of emotions are clamoring, making my head hurt.I'm not like Shen Miao and the others, who can express their emotions by writing a poem with a little ink or painting a few black birds and black bamboos, so I can only drag people to chatter.

The first person to confide in was not Liu Chao, after all, he was very poisonous, and I might have been pissed off by his nonsense before venting my emotions.

At first, I was looking for Sister Jiamin.Sister Jiamin has reached the age of marriage, but the father-in-law and the princess' mother-in-law feel that no one is worthy of this jewel in their hearts, so they see all the little sisters who used to go out to play and talk with each other to marry into wives. She could only stay in the house with nothing to do, and often sent me to sneak out to buy some weird script books to read, and she talked about emotional matters very well, just like a matchmaker.

So I asked Sister Jiamin: "Sister, I...well, I read a story before about a monster and a scholar. The monster likes the scholar and is afraid of hurting him. OK?"

Sister Jiamin glanced at me: "Why have I never read such a story before?"

She reached out and poked my cheek, and said in a drawn-out tone: "Little brother, you never discussed these things with me before."

When I saw that the situation was not going well and was about to run away, she grabbed my arm and asked, "Did you fall in love with a girl?"

I shook my head while shaking my hands, and Yu Jiamin guessed again: "I don't like girls, and I'm a monster and a scholar, so which young man do you like? It can't be..."

Wow, ah, women are so scary!

"That's how things are, I can only tell you." I said sadly to Liu Chao.

"Oh." Liu Chao said indifferently, "Then tell me."

I took a sip of tea, brewed up my feelings, told Liu Chao about my entanglements and struggles with Shen Miao, and concluded: "So I seem to tie a sharp stone to my heart with a thread, and I can't stop shaking , It makes my heart itch, and if it falls, it will stab me to death."

Liu Chao's expression became more and more wrong the more he listened, and finally he gritted his teeth and said, "You are sick, tell me this?"

I said in my heart that in order to protect you who are ignorant and flammable, I have restrained my feelings and omitted a lot of content.However, since Liu Chao seemed to want to turn the teacup on the table upside down on my head, I had no choice but to shut up and remain silent.

"First of all, get out if you are afraid, and fuck if you like it. There is so much nonsense to think about. 'Shen Miao was killed by me in the last life', so what? Last life, last life, not this life."

I want to refute him, if I have seen someone I like die in my arms, then I have lost all my courage, but I feel that I should not tell him this.

Only to hear Liu Chao say again: "Secondly, listening to you talk about your thoughts on Shen Miao, it's like watching your wife and concubine in front of me... oh!"

"You're the only one who is sick!" I hurriedly stuffed Liu Chao's mouth with snacks, and interrupted his next words.

Liu Chao spit out the crumbs and rolled his eyes at me.

My teeth itch when I look at Liu Chao now, maybe he looks at me the same way, in order not to hurt each other, we called the store to settle the money, and then went down the second floor from the box.

When I went out in the lobby of Zhuijin Pavilion, Liu Chao suddenly grabbed my sleeve. I was about to throw it away, but I saw Shen Miao coming down the stairs from the other side. There were several people with gray beards beside him. One actually looks familiar.

For some reason, I wanted to drag Liu Chao and run away, so that Shen Miao wouldn't see us.However, before I had time to react, a white-bearded bastard next to Shen Miao suddenly shouted at me: "Isn't this the young master of the Yu family?"

Shen Miao looked over immediately, I seemed to be cast a magic spell by his gaze, I was frozen in place and couldn't move, and Liu Chao who was beside me also stopped nervously.

"Young Master, Young Master Liu..." Shen Miao walked over with the group of people: "I haven't seen you for a long time."

So Liu Chao and I greeted them with our own secrets, and finally sent the group of old men away. The person who discovered me first kept telling me to say hello to the son-in-law on his behalf.

Oh, hello?Report the funeral for him.

If it weren't for this fine-eyed old bastard, I wouldn't be standing in the Jin Pavilion together with Shen Miao and Liu Chao, exuding a strange aura.

After waiting for his colleagues to leave, Shen Miao said, "I didn't expect to see Young Master Liu with Young Master Liu here."

God is poor, why does this sentence sound so familiar, as if it popped out of my mouth a few years ago.

I hurriedly said: "I came here to find some snacks, and who knows, I ran into him."

Liu Chao secretly pinched me, and I almost cried out in front of Shen Miao.

Shen Miao paused and said, "Those two are now...?"

Before I could say a word, I was intercepted by Liu Chao, who barked like a pug: "Isn't this just an appointment to have some snacks together? Brother Shen, come too, I guess you just talked to those old scholars, and you can't do it." It's useless."

Shen Miao nodded in agreement.