I'm going crazy and I'm green

In the box of Zhuijin Pavilion, Liu Chao kept babbling with his mouth open, and Shen Miao occasionally opened his mouth to make peace.In the eyes of others, this atmosphere is really good, who knows how uncomfortable I am?

I was sandwiched between them, holding the teacup in my hand and putting it down again, and after a while I picked it up again and took another sip.I just talked with Liu Chao in another private room, and I have already drank several cups of tea, if I drink anything now, I will be urged to go east (1).But I didn't want to leave Shen Miao and Liu Chao alone, and I was so nervous that I had nowhere to rest my hands and feet, so I had to put something in my mouth to relieve the tension.

On the other hand, Liu Chao is so natural that he picks up some fresh and interesting things to tell, and he still insults me from time to time.I snorted coldly in the dark, thinking that Shen Miao didn't like to make fun of others with thorns.

Just at this time, someone presented a brocade box with several snacks inside, so I took a five-color pastry and gnawed it.Unexpectedly, after one bite, the five-color crisp made a "click, click" sound, causing Shen Miao and Liu Chao to stop talking and look over.

God damn the store, why did the fried noodles be so crispy!

Seeing that I was choking, Liu Chao laughed out loud, and pointedly said to Shen Miao: "Young Master Shen might as well try this dessert, it sounds weird."

Shen Miao... Shen Miao actually looked at me and smiled.To be honest, Shen Miao looks really pretty when he smiles.Compared with the "little ovary" in the Guozijian who looked like a good-looking woman a few years ago, Shen Miao's face is now handsome and resolute, and his smile even looks like he has just melted away.But when he smiled like that, I was so ashamed.

I was about to refute Liu Chao or explain to save face, but I was anxiously choked by the shortbread, lowered my head and coughed.

"Hmm...cough cough cough!" I coughed and struggled to reach the teacup on the table, my heart was full of sad tears for my face.

Seeing this, Shen Miao immediately raised his hand to pat me on the back, but Liu Chao stretched out his hand too.

Even though it's hard to see, I feel their hands patting my back... patting... patting together.I turned my head involuntarily, and saw Liu Chao and Shen Miao's eyes met for a split second, and then quickly withdrew their hands.

I frowned and turned back, coughing even harder.Regardless of whether I looked rude or not, I grabbed the tea on the table and drank it "gurgling".

After I finished drinking the tea, Shen Miao reached out and patted my back again, and asked worriedly, "Is it better, Jiayan?"

"It's better..." I slumped between them and said numbly, my thoughts had already rolled into a dead end.

It would be even better if the chef of Zhuijin Pavilion made the fillings of the puff pastries firmer and choked me to death.

After returning to the princess mansion, I sat in the pavilion of the willow pond in the backyard garden, watching the red fish swimming in the pond in a daze.One inadvertently, the catkins flying around got into my nose, which made me sneezed a lot.The maid next to me quickly went to hand over the handkerchief and advised me to go back to the house.

Taking the handkerchief, I waved the people standing on the left and right to step back, and sat alone, sniffing and daydreaming.

I don't know what Shen Miao and Liu Chao saw when they looked at each other today. When I think of the scene where they stared at each other, I feel sour in my heart.

In the final analysis, Liu Chao doesn't necessarily regard me as himself. After all, it's the different experiences in two lifetimes, the difference in temperament gradually appears, and it's two different skins.But I kept saying "you are me, I am you", and I didn't fully regard him as myself in my heart.

Seeing Shen Miao getting along with Liu Chao made me feel extremely uncomfortable.At first I thought it was the fear of repeating the same mistakes, which was the same as my own feeling of not being close to Shen Miao.Now I know that in the final analysis, I am still that selfish and useless person. Under the fearful face, all the dark thoughts bred by the desire for monopoly are hidden.

Seeing Liu Chao approaching Shen Miao was essentially the same as watching others approaching Shen Miao, with some uneasy guilt added.I couldn't help but think that maybe my self-righteous "stop Liu Chao and protect Shen Miao" was really self-righteous, in case someone should have lived a good life in this life, Liu Chao and Shen Miao should have been a couple in this life The mandarin ducks crowed together, but I got involved.

Wouldn't it be that I have ruined my two lives alone?

I was still in a daze in the pavilion, but someone came in: "Master, Su..."

"Get lost, my lord! I won't eat those broken crisps from now on!" Now I get annoyed whenever I hear about crisps and pancakes.Roaring angrily, she turned around and faced Huan Xing. She looked astonished and didn't hold anything in her hand.

"This..." Huan Xing paused for a moment before whispering, "Su from the main courtyard...Su Lifang just came over to deliver a message, saying that His Royal Highness and the son-in-law have something important to discuss with the master... Please go to the front courtyard."

I took a deep breath to calm down, and was about to go to the main house of my father-in-law, but I saw Huanxing standing aside awkwardly, which made me feel uncomfortable.

The princess's mansion treats servants very well, unlike my general's father's mansion where a maid who was beaten to death would be dug out of the well every now and then.Shen Miao had seen that scene before. Several servants carried the maid's body and retreated. The wind blew up the maid's wrist, revealing a section of bruised wrist. Follow the Wind (2)."

In fact, I didn't hear it clearly at the time, and I didn't pay much attention to this kind of thing when I was used to it.On the contrary, after Shen Miao's death, I accidentally remembered what he said that afternoon, flipped through the book and read the pronunciation to piece together this sentence, I don't know who I was sighing.

Since then, my temper towards the servants has gradually improved a lot. After all, they are all innocent people with a living life.

In this life, I have never said anything serious to girls like Wanyue and Huanxing. I know that it is not easy for them, and I know that they are sincerely treating me well.

So seeing Huanxing like this, I felt a little sorry, but it was impossible to pull down my identity and apologize, so I had to urge her to follow quickly.

When we arrived in the main courtyard room, the two people on the main seat were talking sideways, and the princess’s mother’s smile was sweeter than honey, which made me feel jealous.

"Yue Bao is here." The Princess Madam saw me and beckoned me to go to her, the maid at the side hastily set up a soft stool.

"What did mother and father call me for?" I asked.

The princess mother glanced at the people around her, and the son-in-law father immediately said: "I want to ask you about someone."

"Who?"

"Shen Yuanzhi, who had a good relationship with you when you were in the Imperial College, we think you are closer to Shen Yuanzhi, so we know better than others." The son-in-law continued, "What do you think of Shen Yuanzhi?"

I was dumbfounded by my son-in-law's question: "Father, what are you asking Brother Shen for?"

The princess patted my head: "My little elm head, of course, is to pick a good husband for your sister Jiamin."

(1) Deng Dong = go to the bathroom

(2) "Miscellaneous Poems" written by a third princess (?) surnamed Cao, "Turn the pendant away from the root, flutter with the wind"

*Recently, Xiaoyu is all painstaking, and after Xiaoshen's probation (?) and brother Chao's instigation, she will become a sweetheart.

*Tomorrow will be interrupted once quq

*chirp me