I'm going crazy and I'm green

"That's not okay!" I blurted out.

The two who were discussing "regardless of family background, as long as they can be nice to Jiamin" were taken aback by me, the princess mother and father-in-law looked at each other and asked me, "What's the matter, Yan Bao?"

"I..." I panicked for a moment, and immediately calmed down and made up random things, "I heard from Sister Jiamin that she envied her mother and father very much, and also looked forward to getting married with those who admired each other."

The story between the eldest princess and her son-in-law Yu Chengsi can be counted from a sneak peek at a certain Qujiang banquet during the reign of the first emperor. 20 years later, that extraordinary marriage has settled down and become a good story in the world.

Sure enough, the princess's mother smiled when she heard the words, just like a young daughter.I applauded my impromptu response in my heart, and said: "So I feel that Brother Shen and Elder Sister don't know each other, and they don't have any affection for each other. I'm afraid...I'm afraid it's not appropriate."

The son-in-law said with a smile: "Jiamin, a girl, can really say anything."

If sister Jiamin listened to this by accident, she would have given up the fabric and satin, and used embroidery needles to create a different pattern on my back.

However, Princess Madam poked my forehead with her finger and said, "Since we don't even know each other, how can we talk about affection? I asked you to come here because Jiamin only told you what she kept, and Shen Miao didn't know me anymore. I am familiar with you. From your point of view, do these two people have the same temperament?"

I was dumb for a moment, and the sadness that had climbed up my brow in the back garden fell straight into my heart.

I know Yu Jiamin's temperament, and I also know that this girl has read a lot of story books and legends recently. In her dreams, she wants to marry a brave general, and use her tenderness that is not neatly embroidered to melt hundreds of refined steel into spring water.

But Shen Miao, I know what kind of tea he likes to drink, what kind of snacks, and which kind of poems he likes to read, but I don't know what kind of people he likes, and I don't even know whether he is biased toward men or not. Daughter's house.

"Then...then I'll ask?" I didn't even know what I was answering.

Princess Madam looked at me with an unusual expression, she said helplessly: "Okay, and be careful."

I don't know what will happen to others when their emotions are complicated. I am the kind who will lose the ability to think. I was guided by a stupid idea that came out of nowhere, and I stepped in front of Shen Miao.

Shen Miao didn't ask me what I wanted to see him for, but just looked at me and waited for me to speak. His eyes used to be like spring water, but now they are cold pools, but there is clearly me reflected in the waves.

Reflected in his eyes, the person with a completely different appearance from the previous life seemed to say to me: "Ask him, ask him quickly, you obviously want to know too."

A small spark was sparked in my heart by that voice: "Brother Shen, may I take the liberty to ask you something?"

Shen Miao replied: "Naturally."

I felt a little hot on my face: "I don't know if Brother Shen is happy..."

After speaking halfway, I felt that this was too straightforward, so I turned a corner and asked, "I don't know what kind of people Brother Shen thinks is the most comfortable to get along with?"

Shen Miao was stunned for a moment and said, "Maybe he is a person with sincerity and integrity."

"No... um..." I was afraid that Shen Miao would get the wrong meaning, so I had to put it more bluntly: "I said agreeable...meaning that I want to spend the rest of my life with him."

Shen Miao's expression was unusually flustered, and he didn't answer directly: "Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

Seeing Shen Miao's uneasy look, I felt a "thump" in my heart, and the spark that had just ignited was extinguished again, for fear that this rude and out-of-the-ordinary question would offend him.

Seeing that Shen Miao hadn't spoken for a long time, my head, which was not bright in front of him, was poured with a big bucket of paste, so I hurriedly said without thinking: "I... When I got married, I was a little curious."

Shen Miao didn't make any other movements, but I felt that apart from a smile, there was something more hidden in his eyes that I didn't understand, like a wave that was about to break through the lake and sweep things down the shore. .

He said: "Then why did Jiayan think of this?"

After Shen Miao finished speaking, I felt quiet for a few meters around, and I even clearly heard the sound of myself swallowing saliva.

I couldn't help muttering, Shen Miao was too tall in this life, even if I was sitting there, I felt that his shadow could completely wrap mine.So when he asked such a question, I felt a sense of oppression in my heart.It felt like a monster was following my ass, chasing me so much that I had to shake out the inside and outside of the talking bag to have a look at it.

I confusedly and honestly explained everything.

Hearing me talk about the idea of ​​the princess mother and the son-in-law's father, Shen Miao's face turned cold immediately, his eyes were no longer cold pools, but ice surfaces with a cold light, and my legs trembled from the cold.

I carefully looked at Shen Miao's expression, and I didn't know where the desire to survive came from and pushed me to add: "It's... not just for this, I also... I want to know more about Brother Shen."

After I finished speaking, I wanted to slap myself. It would be better not to say this, but Shen Miao's face was not as cold as before.

I thought to myself, maybe he doesn't like being arranged for a marriage by others, or maybe he doesn't like people talking to him for other purposes.

Although Shen Miao didn't say no directly, he only said that he had no chance or blessing, but I knew he didn't like this marriage proposal.While regretting my opening, I was also secretly happy.

After a while, Shen Miao said: "Jiayan, next time don't explain such things to others lightly, it might ruin Lingjie's innocence."

I was afraid that Shen Miao would regard me as the person who only talked to him for the sake of his parents, so he immediately said, "Brother Shen is not someone else, I believe in Brother Shen!"

Seeing that Shen Miao's complexion improved a lot, I didn't know where I got the shame, so I beat the snake with a stick and said, "I just said something offensive, I hope Brother Shen won't hate me for it..."

Shen Miao looked at me and said, "Of course not."

is... is it?

After parting from Shen Miao, I bought a lot of jewelry and story books before returning home.After a random meal, I followed Sister Jiamin into her yard, and asked someone to bring over the jewelry I picked, and took out two or three volumes of story books from my pocket.I always feel a little sorry for her.

Yu Jiamin smiled "puchi", picked up the hairpin in the brocade box and said in disgust, "I guess you don't know what is a fashionable pattern." But he ordered his servants to put away the brocade box.

"Why are you so nice to me today?" Yu Jiamin asked.

I retorted: "Isn't it a day when I don't hold the storybook to pay tribute? This hairpin is just a gift from the book dealer who saw that I was a regular customer."

Yu Jiamin snorted coldly, pretending to be angry and ignore me.

Just when I thought it was too late to stay in my elder sister's room and got up to leave, Yu Jiamin said, "By the way, I read a novel yesterday about Prince Chengqian (1) The story says that after the death of Xin Xin, Prince Chengqian cried over the little statue of Xin Xin all day long, and died in depression."

I thought to myself, what a novelty, the crap about these two has already been written badly.Besides, when Yu Jiamin was talking, she was always eloquent, and when she read the emotional part, she still pulled me to cry, and quickly raised her buttocks to slip away before she opened the chatterbox.

But Yu Jiamin's next sentence made my butt fall back onto the soft stool.

She said: "Later, the two reincarnated as Prince Zhang Huai and Zhao Daosheng (2), and continued their relationship."

(1) Li Chengqian, a prince of the Tang Dynasty whose same-sex story was recorded in the "Old Tang Book" :)

(2) Prince Zhang Huai is the Li Xian who led a group of people to annotate the Later Han Dynasty, another Tang Dynasty prince whose same-sex story was recorded in "Zi Zhi Tong Jian" :)

*Yu·I can't read the atmosphere·Straight man's words

*Cue the real people in history in an overhead text, because the whole life of these two people ended with "abandoned as common people", and the great changes in fate were all introduced by men, which made me secretly poke my brain for a long time Rebirth text (it's still the kind of be for two lifetimes, so I don't have a story of my own.