I'm going crazy and I'm green

The most frightening thing is not that Liu Chao bluntly said in front of everyone that the poem was written for me. After all, he dared to say even more outrageous things in front of the Heavenly King and Lao Tzu.

I was faintly afraid in my heart, because after hearing Liu Chao's similar words before, my first thought was to beat him up for talking nonsense.

However, after listening to Yu Jiamin's report this time, I couldn't help but wonder whether it was nonsense or the truth.

Can't even figure it out.

Only now did I understand that not only Shen Miao had changed in this life, but Liu Chao had also changed a lot.

I was the only one who not only lived my life with no ambition, but also seemed to have come back to life, foolishly walking along the old road, thinking that I could find their hearts.

Before leaving, I asked Yu Jiamin in a self-deprecating way: "Liu Chao alone said that he... loves... admiring me, so why is it that my father came here specially to warn me not to be careless?"

Yu Jiamin stared at me like a fool and sighed: "Silly little brother, even I can feel it, mother and father still can't see through it?"

"……what?"

"Whenever you talk about Brother Shen, your voice is softer than your sister-in-law calling Brother Shen."

Yes, you all understand people, but I am an idiot who can't understand anything.

A fool like me naturally doesn't know what kind of wind is blowing this autumn. Not long ago, Shen Miao was sent here, and today another willow tide is blowing.

When such a thing happened, I thought that both parties would avoid it. Who would have thought that Liu Chao would find me on his own initiative and want to talk to me about what happened that day.

The princess lady happened to be in the mansion, and when she heard that I was going out, she called me over and warned me: "Just have a glass of good wine, but don't drink too much."

I replied that I would not drink today, but the princess mother let out a long sigh, asked someone to fetch a fleece cloak, and kicked me out of the house.

The chariots and horses were already waiting outside, and Liu Chao didn't seem to be looking well today.He opened the curtain and leaned out half of his body, and sat back when he saw me going out.

I got into the car, and the car drove slowly towards the Jin Pavilion.Maybe it was because I didn't know what to say, so the two of us were not like usual. We would always demean each other when we met, but we had nothing to say all the way.

Liu Chao didn't seem to care about my silence, instead he took his time, and even drank tea on his own after sitting down, as if he didn't come to find me on his own initiative.

When I saw Liu Chao like this, I felt aggrieved.He looked calm and indifferent, obviously he didn't know what to say, so he wanted to wait for me to hold back and ask.

However, I had nothing to do with him, I held my breath, and really wanted to know what happened that day, so I had to speak first.

"You...what are you thinking?" I stammered.

After Liu Chao snorted, he said that he didn't understand the vague words, and he didn't want to answer me, so he turned his head away.

I waited for a long time, and couldn't help pulling Liu Chao's hand. Although he turned his head to look at me, he withdrew his hand abruptly, his face not looking very good.My hands were empty, neither stretched nor dipped, I could only look at him embarrassingly.I felt inexplicably wronged.

In the end, I retracted my hand, picked up the words that I was ashamed to say and wrinkled in my heart from the corner, and honestly leveled them: "I...I just want to ask, why did you say that day? ...that the poem was written for me." I added, "and in front of so many people."

"What should I do? Open your eyes and say that the thing with the seal is not mine?" Liu Chao sneered when he heard the words, "Or follow Du Wang's words and admit that it was written for Shen Yuanzhi? Then guess who will take care of us. Get out of the bag?"

"I... oh... I don't mean it like that." I said helplessly, "I think no matter what the situation is, the princess consort can handle it properly. Why do you have to stand up all of a sudden?"

Liu Chao put his hand on the armrest beside him, and made a "hiss" sound as he moved, as if nails were placed upside down on the armrest.

He said: "I was in a hurry at the time, how could I get these things. If Du Wang's words were taken seriously, I would be fine, just pat my ass and leave. According to Shen Yuanzhi's current situation, it would be embarrassing. Don't hold back Du Wang's mouth?"

I thought to myself that you are not blocking Du Wang's mouth, but I still said to myself - if Liu Chao and you were changed, you might do the same.

I kept convincing myself in order to cover up the answer that was about to come out.

However, Liu Chao didn't intend to give me a chance to deceive myself. The corners of his mouth were curved, but he didn't smile normally, which made me panic.

"Besides, the thing expressing my heart was originally written for you, so why don't you need to say it?"

!!!!

The boulder, which had been worrying me for a long time, finally cleared the clouds and mist, fell from the sky, and fell straight on top of my head.

"At that time, Du Wang and I hadn't broken up yet, and I was full of thoughts on letting him polish it up for me."

I was dizzy from being hit, but I resisted instinctively: "Fuck... what are you kidding!"

Liu Chao gave a disdainful "tsk": "I'm just kidding, I really mean it."

He stared at me for a long time, then suddenly leaned sideways.Before I could react, he had already pinched my chin with his hand, and then——

Liu Chao lowered his head and kissed my lips.

This kiss came suddenly, and it was broken at the touch of a touch, and a thunderbolt exploded unexpectedly, shattering everything he knew and suspected.

Seeing that I hadn't recovered yet, Liu Chao planned to bully me forward again.I quickly pressed Liu Chao's hand and pushed him away.

I was about to scold him for being crazy, but I felt something was wrong.I went to pull Liu Chao's hand just now, but he immediately shook it off, and since the autumn clothes are not thin, I didn't notice anything.Now that I was holding his hand, I realized that something seemed to be wrapped around his arm.

Thinking of Liu Chao's unhappy face today, and the sound of gasping when he raised his hand, I immediately went to lift Liu Chao's sleeves.

The person who wanted to bully him just now shrank back immediately, and shouted as he retreated: "Ancestor, why did you pick up people's clothes in broad daylight!"

"Shut up!" I rolled up Liu Chao's sleeves, and as expected, I saw some blood-oozing bandages inside, and his arms were still trembling slightly.

"You...you were beaten by your father?"

In fact, there is no need for Liu Chao to answer, I should have thought of it a long time ago, even I, who is recuperating in the princess's mansion, knew about this matter, let alone the general's father who was at the Qianqiu Banquet.

With his temperament, when he heard his son bluntly say that he likes a man in public, but the other party is still a family he wants to flatter and curry favor with, he will definitely beat and scold Liu Chao.

"You...I..." I couldn't speak, for fear that my voice would tremble when I opened my mouth.

On the way here, except for that unspeakable shyness, all I could think of was to ask Liu Chao later why he had to say such words, which made me so embarrassed in front of everyone.

But I never thought that my embarrassment was bullshit. After Liu Chao said this, living in that ghost place of the General's Mansion would be much more embarrassing than mine.

Even... I thought with guilt... If it wasn't for the fact that I caused so many things, Liu Chao wouldn't have to suffer this much.

"Fuck...why are you crying? I slipped away after the old man beat me a few times." Liu Chao said violently, "Now I've been beaten and kissed for you, I should believe it."

I don't know why I cried so easily, I wiped my face indiscriminately, and didn't dare to look at Liu Chao's arm, my heart was crumpled by guilt.

I didn't know whether it was to Liu Chao or myself, I scolded: "Damn, what's going on with you!?"

＊Xiao Shen temporarily stays behind the scenes, and the trendy girls are crazy about scoring.