I'm going crazy and I'm green

"I... I don't know what the fuck is going on! If I had known earlier, I..." Liu Chao muttered bitterly, as if he was the one who was kissed suddenly.

Although Liu Chao is usually out of tune, his demeanor at this time does not seem to be fake, he seems to be the real me.But... But the most puzzling thing is that Liu Chao's gleeful look standing next to Shen Miao back then didn't look like he was pretending.

I wondered: "Then you...you, don't you like Yuanzhi?"

In fact, I asked this question very hard, and I finally opened my mouth, more like a prisoner in a sky prison who is disturbed by a sentence.A few days ago, Shen Miao had the best attitude and even made me daydream for a few days - if Liu Chao didn't like Shen Miao anymore, that would be great.I hope he can have a good marriage, and I can make up for the mistakes and shortcomings of the previous life one by one.

But now, no matter whether Liu Chao answers whether he likes it or not, to me, it is a blow to the head.

I looked at Liu Chao eagerly, waiting for his answer.

Liu Chao paused for a moment when he heard this, and seemed to be thinking about his words: "Tsk...how should I say this." He used a very shameless description, "It's like I am a long sword, and I have to find the one made of white jade. Willing to return to the sheath, I met Shen Yuanzhi first, and I thought it was him, how can I think that you, a dwarf, would fit better?"

Day, this is fucking nasty, right? Damn Liu Chao is still talking nasty at this time? ? ?

I feel like my tears just flowed in vain.This person Liu Chao has a certain kind of wonderful ability, he can turn any occasion into an unremarkable one, and he can also step my thoughts that have just popped up back to the ground.

Of course, I'm not much better off.

I sniffed and retorted instinctively: "Short ones are more suitable... Then it seems that your sword is not long."

Liu Chao said with a dark face: "You know what I mean."

"I don't know!" I was driven mad by Liu Chao's silent gaze, "You... how could you..."

"Why can't it be?" Liu Chao seemed to know what I was going to say next, and interrupted: "What you said before was afraid that Shen Yuanzhi would be harmed by us, and no one was allowed to go forward. Now you are itchy, I want to continue our relationship with him, but I'm not allowed to like someone. Why should I be wronged like this?"

I was so guilty of what Liu Chao said, so I could only honestly admit: "Yes... I am selfish, I am sorry for you..."

"I don't want to listen to you." Liu Chao suddenly grabbed my hand and asked, "Just tell me what you think of me."

I thought to myself who the hell would accept the appointment of the person I hate, and go to drink and have fun every few days, am I sick?

I tried to free my hand, but failed.Liu Chao's hands trembled. He didn't know whether it was because of the pain or other reasons, but he held the ground very tightly.

He asked word by word: "Just answer me, do you hate me?"

"You only need to answer one question, do you hate me?"

It was still that full moon night, I was sitting on the bed.

Shen Miao beside him should be drunk and confused, after all, when I was in the garden just now, I secretly kissed him on the lips, but he just looked at me blankly and didn't tell me to push away.

I have always been eager to know how Shen Miao thinks of me.But I don't dare to ask "Have you ever liked me" on weekdays, because I'm afraid I'm just asking for embarrassment.Therefore, I can only ask him when he is so drunk that he is unconscious.

If he doesn't answer, I can deceive myself and walk a few more steps on thin ice.

Sure enough, after waiting for a long time, I did not hear Shen Miao's voice.I breathed a sigh of relief, and when I turned my head to look a little disappointed, he had closed his eyes and fell asleep.

I thought to myself, this is one of the rare nights I slept with him.So I touched Shen Miao's hand and quietly got into the bed.

That question never had an answer.

But I know that this is actually a persistent, practical and cautious inquiry, and I know it best.

I looked at Liu Chao's hand, there was still blood oozing from the bandage.Suddenly, I thought of myself in my previous life.That person is very humble, but he is always in a cocoon, so he is not worthy of pity.But Liu Chao was different, he didn't do those things, he didn't have to go through those sufferings, he was worth everything.

In the past, Liu Chao and I called each other cubs, but they were all jokes and insults.But now, I have a wonderful and pampering feeling towards Liu Chao, as if I am really towards the cubs in the nest.

But this can't be said, Liu Chao will go crazy even more.

"How could I hate you? You are the only one..." I raised my head to look at Liu Chao, and I heard the trill of my own words, "You are the only one who makes me not have to hide anything."

Liu Chao smiled, his complexion turned bright.I thought that I had never shown my feelings to Liu Chao before.Maybe I usually have to choke him a few words, which made him misunderstand, thinking that I hate him very much.

I thought about it, and tried to make it clear to him that not only did I not dislike him, but I also hoped for his well-being.

I said: "Zilan, if... if you still like Shen Miao, I will never stop you in the future. It's just for me... just my Liu Zilan from the previous life..."

In the previous life, many people were involved, so what is it worth doing now?

However, Liu Chao seemed to have made a mistake, and immediately changed his expression, so fast that I couldn't react.

"Bah!" Liu Chao's face was as cold as ice, but he spat out sparks "puchipuchi" when he spoke, wishing he could burn me with fire.

He stood up and asked forcefully, "Yu Jiayan, ask yourself with your conscience, do you really regard yourself and me as one person? Do you and I really look like one person?"

I explained again: "You listen to me first..."

Liu Chao gritted his teeth and interrupted me: "Don't tell me anything about your previous life, gods and ghosts, it may not be true. Even if it is true, so what, it is just a dead Liu Zilan, dead Shen Yuanzhi. Do my shit!"

As soon as I heard Liu Chao mention the word "death", I felt nervous.On weekdays, I really want to beat Liu Chao violently.But today is different. Today I am a kind old father who is kind and gentle to the fool.

But Liu Chao was clearly angry and couldn't listen to anything he said.I explained it nicely, but he thought I was timid and confessed.He stood up abruptly and made a crackling conversation on the phone, which started with "he tricked me into getting a spanking when I was five years old".

He looks like an evil dragon recorded in strange books and strange tales, pacing around viciously dragging its tail, insisting on forcing you to give him a correct word.But you managed to talk to him patiently, but he didn't listen to a word, and even spit on you in the end.

I really want to pick up the teacup on the table and pour it over, after all hot tea can cool him down.

The evil dragon finally roared without hesitation: "How can we be alone? I dare to act bravely, but you are a coward who can't take half a step!"

I thought to myself why it's not over, so I pretended to be sad and yelled back: "Yes! I'm a fucking coward! It's a pity that you were blind before."

After speaking, he turned around, trembling uncontrollably.

Liu Chao immediately turned off the fire.

*Chaomei: Damn, the game is broken.