I'm going crazy and I'm green

After Shen Miao lightly tapped my forehead, he straightened his upper body.My broken hands covering my mouth were neither hanging nor raised, so I had to shrink back.What kind of steamed river prawns are on the dinner table is what I look like now.

The carriage has come to a steady stop, about ten steps away from the Princess Mansion.The emotion in Shen Miao's eyes made me keep looking out the window, trying to let the coolness outside cool me down.

The door of the princess mansion was closed tightly, except for our group, there was nothing empty, it was surprisingly quiet.

My side also suddenly became empty. Turning around, Shen Miao had already got up and sat opposite.I was afraid that my emotions would be leaked, and I was also afraid that he would mistakenly think that the action of covering my mouth just now was disgusting him, so I forced myself to observe Shen Miao's expression.

But he just looked at me tenderly and patiently, as if waiting for my response.

Seeing that I hadn't spoken for a long time, he closed the carriage window first.

"Xiaoyan." Shen Miao waited for a while before speaking, "You already understand, right?"

Even if I'm really a teenage boy, I know what a kiss means.What I don't understand is why this kiss fell so gently but irresistibly at this moment, between me and Shen Miao.

Like the one who stole the fruit under the tree, he had long been coveting the sweetness of the fruit on the tree next door, looking forward to picking one every day, but when he was hit on the head by a falling fruit one day, he felt a guilty conscience holding the fruit slipped away.I'm afraid that if I have to hide in a dark corner where no one is seen, I dare to chew the fruit carefully whether it is bitter or sour.

So my first reaction was to cover up and avoid: "Brother...why did you suddenly..."

"So hasty, it's true that I didn't think carefully, but..." Shen Miao paused for a second, and then said seriously: "It's not sudden, but it has been in my heart for a long time."

Shen Miao pointed to his chest, which was once soaked in the blood red of death, and was decorated with the red flowers of Zhuangyuan Lang not long ago.

He said: "There are still a lot of words accumulated here, would you like... Come in and listen, Xiaoyan?"

I felt that the roof of the carriage was spinning rapidly, making everything around me dizzy, in a daze, like a dream... Could it be that I was dreaming?This is like... like a bridge that can only be created in Huang Liang's dream, it can easily make people ecstatic.

I said to myself, promise, say yes, so what if it's just a big dream?

After waking up, there will be no more Shen Miao with a smile on his face, and you will become that Liu Chao who drinks alone and repents... Liu Chao... Liu Chao...

I suddenly came back to my senses, my eyes collided with Shen Miao's, and the words I was about to say were swallowed back into my stomach again, with a "bang", it hurt my stomach.

Shen Miao's eyes were sincere and firm, but my hands and feet trembled inexplicably, thinking of another person.That person is usually idle, but today he also spoke to me sincerely and firmly.

He told me to treat him as an independent person who is entitled to say likes.

I looked at myself in Shen Miao's eyes, as if I saw something else through myself.So even opening the mouth became as difficult as a thousand mountains.

"Xiaoyan? What are you thinking?"

"I..." I shook my head blankly, not knowing, let alone thinking about what I was thinking.

"Are you thinking about Zilan?" Shen Miao asked sharply.

Frowning slightly, he gently and cruelly lifted the lampshade, revealing the ugly, burnt-out charred wick inside.

Shen Miao looked at me for a while, then suddenly apologized and said, "Sorry, I didn't mean to trouble you."

"No... I... I... didn't mean that, brother, you naturally..." I tried my best to explain, but in my panic, I subconsciously blocked Shen Miao's hand that was about to reach out.

For a moment, both of them were stunned.

Brother Li's voice suddenly sounded in the tormenting silence.

"Little brother!" Yu Jiali did not know when he stood in front of the gate of the originally empty Princess Mansion.

Yu Jiali's complexion didn't seem very good, he walked to Shen Miao's carriage a few steps, looked in through the window: "What are you and Yuan Zhi doing in the carriage, won't you come down?"

"Brother...Brother urged me, I, I, I, I will go first." I didn't dare to look at Shen Miao's cloudy face, like the mouse that was almost caught stealing rice, trembling through the large cover of Brother Li. And got into the hole.

Brother Li was also a little strange today, he put his arms around my shoulders, and led me into the house as if afraid of being lost.

Halfway through the walk, Brother Li suddenly asked me in confusion: "Is there anything Hui Bao wants to tell me?"

I was still thinking about the matter on the carriage, and I was taken aback by surprise, and said with a puzzled face, "No...it's nothing..."

Yu Jiali asked again in a calm voice: "Is there really nothing?"

"...No...No..." I don't care about anyone now, "Brother, I'm a little dizzy, I'm going back to my room first."

Saying goodbye to Yu Jiali, I hurriedly ate a few more mouthfuls of food under the nagging of Wan Yue and Huan Xing.

The sun sets early in late autumn, and three stars have been faintly dotted in the sky.

I fell down on the bed in pain.I can't wait to squat down the self I was an hour ago, and then press hard under the book to learn a lot.

I'm an idiot, why couldn't I even say a normal sentence just now?It doesn't matter if the brain is useless, and the hands are not good, so it is better to chop An Sheng early than to block Shen Miao's hand just now.

And why the hell did I run away?

Shen Miao...how sad Shen Miao must be...he...he will hate me...never...won't you see me again?

I managed to get Shen Miao with a smile on his face, and a kiss when he was sober like a pie falling from the sky. What a wonderful situation, I was stirred into a pot of burnt paste by myself.

Others are full of worries, and they are still tossing and turning in the middle of the night. They don't want to be clear and would rather wait for dawn.As for me... my head resting on my neck would feel dizzy, and when I was dizzy, I would fall asleep desperately.

I gave myself a head shake, barely opened my eyes, but the thin layer of skin on the eyes showed my sense of existence, and I closed them again unwilling to be lonely.

Before falling into the darkness in a daze, I dug out the thing that was just buried in my heart and could not be humane to others.

I asked myself according to the scattered words on it——

Why... at that time... did you think of Liu Chao?

When I opened my eyes again, I found myself standing in a festively decorated room.Although the structure of the room is unfamiliar, the people inside are indeed familiar. Wan Yue gestured at me with a piece of red cloth embroidered with messy gold threads, and the light was blinding.

Yu Jiali, who had a strange face in the afternoon, still had a strange face, as if he was about to come up and say something to me, but was dragged away by Yu Jiamin with a look of disgust.After a while, Yu Jiamin came back again, patted my shoulder, and said softly: "Little brother, you have to live well in the future."

what?

In amazement, Wan Yue, like those barbarians doing street juggling, threw the square cloth suspected of being written by Yu Jiamin over from a long distance, and it just happened to cover my head.

I was so red that I was dizzy, and sat back on the bed.

"Master, please wait patiently." Wan Yue said, and with a "squeak", the door was closed.

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Little fish is going to have a bad (chun) dream