I'm going crazy and I'm green

The next day, at the gate of Zhuijin Pavilion.

Liu Chao did not enter the box to wait as usual, but parked the carriage at the door, and jumped out of the carriage when he saw me arrive at the place.

I feel helpless for his swaggering behavior of blocking the road: "You just wait for me in the room."

"Wouldn't this better reflect my sincerity?" Liu Chao replied with a smile.

I was used to hearing Liu Chao's similar words, so I didn't care.But when the two stepped up the stairs, Liu Chao suddenly turned around.

He stopped me who was about to go upstairs, and said to me with a serious expression: "You are not allowed to mention anything about the previous life or the next life today, I will feel uncomfortable when I hear it."

Looking at Liu Chao's admonishing appearance, it seemed that I was dragging my sword and gun to go to the battlefield, so before leaving, he had to grab my robe and give me some advice.

Although I felt that what he said was inexplicable, I still nodded in agreement.After all, the several quarrels I had with Liu Chao were all because I brought up the things in my previous life. Now that I know it, I will naturally not touch the firecracker that explodes at the touch of him, and there is no need to warn him.

As soon as I entered the box and sat down, I couldn't help but snorted coldly.The box we are in is one of the best suites in Zhuijin Pavilion, although it needs to be booked in advance on weekdays.That's why Liu Chao had booked a place early on. For the one that was staged yesterday, he must have been the one who didn't believe that I would come to the appointment, so he sat in a carriage and blocked the road as an invitation.

Liu Chao heard me snorting coldly, looked around and asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

"Nothing..." I shook my head.

After the followers retreated one by one, Liu Chao looked at me.

He barely gave me a chance to breathe, and asked directly: "If my guess is correct, you and Shen Yuanzhi have accomplished something good, right?"

I was blushed by Liu Chao's words, and said in a low voice: "What does it mean to have accomplished a good thing..."

Liu Chao asked back: "Isn't it? You have been sticking together recently, and Shen Yuanzhi must have said that he told you his heart. Could it be that you will still reject him?"

According to Liu Chao's temperament, if I concealed it, it would only make him feel more uncomfortable, so I said frankly: "Yuanzhi did say...I...I didn't refuse."

"What about me?" Liu Chao's eyes turned red in an instant, and even his speech became slurred, and every word fell heavily on his heart, stirring up a trembling ashes.

He asked me with red eyes: "When you promised him, did you think about me?"

Before I could answer, he mocked again: "I see, you must have happily agreed after hearing what he said. You didn't even believe that I really liked you at first. I'm not worth it."

Looking at Liu Chao's red eye sockets, I feel like countless needles have pricked tiny holes in my heart.Those needles don't make people bleed at first, and then with the beating of the heart, they sneak in little by little, and then ambush into the flesh and blood, taking the opportunity to pierce the past and secret thoughts hidden in it.

I wanted to get up and go up to him and comfort him.I want to tell him that I already knew it and believed it long ago.I want to say that you are worth it, all kinds of good things are worth it, but I can't afford the word "good".

But I... I had already promised Shen Miao that day, and now I can no longer promise to Liu Chao.No matter how much I say, it's just empty talk that hurts more and more.

I made up my mind and tore out the words I had rehearsed several times in private.

I said to Liu Chao: "Zilan, this was never your problem. It's just me..."

Liu Chao interrupted: "It's just that you like Shen Miao better. But why? I came to you first, and I said those words first, why not me? Why was I rejected?"

Even though I was in a daze because of Liu Chao, I instinctively felt that there was something wrong with this statement, but I promised that Liu Chao would never die early.So I took a sneak look at Liu Chao's face, lowered my head and said cautiously: "This... This is not a matter of first come, first served, but..."

I didn't know how to explain it clearly to Liu Chao, so I made a very inappropriate analogy in a hurry: "...but it's hard to say and unpredictable. It's like you weren't... didn't you also admire Yuanyuan at first?" , and later..."

Halfway through my sermon, I realized that I had said something wrong again. When I looked up, Liu Chao even turned red with anger.

"Shut up!" He roared angrily, "It's all right if you don't want to have a serious talk with me, why are you still talking nonsense to perfuse me!"

Although I don't know where the words came from, I also knew that I said something wrong, so I apologized obediently, and waited impatiently for Liu Chao to calm down his anger.

Liu Chao blushed for a long time, then stood up again.He stood in front of me, and his voice came clearly to my ears.

He asked: "Then tell me, do you really want to reject me, or did you reject me because of Shen Yuanzhi?"

A sense of panic suddenly arose in my heart: "What... what does this mean?"

"It means putting aside Shen Yuanzhi, do you have room for me in your heart?" Liu Chao leaned over, "It means that I kiss you like this, do you feel it?"

After finishing speaking, he touched my ear with his lips.

The hot air came with a shivering feeling, I subconsciously covered the ear that was being kissed, and heard a faint sound in a trance.

In my panic, I couldn't help but ask, "What's the sound?"

Liu Chao said irritably: "Where is there any sound, don't avoid the question, answer me quickly."

I felt the tips of my ears turn red, and my face was burning. The trembling feeling that had invaded my veins seemed to be broken, and there was a tearing heart sound in the air.

The voice was not beautiful, but it was so clear that I couldn't ignore the reverberating throbbing in it.I don't know whether to speak up or just bury it in order to deal with the situation.

While hesitating, Liu Chao could already see what I was thinking.

He pleaded: "Just tell me, okay? No matter what happens to you and me, I'll be satisfied if I can hear that you have been tempted before."

I looked at Liu Chao's eyes, those eyes were still wet, and it seemed that he couldn't tell the depth of the water.I stretched out my foot tentatively, but couldn't step on it, and fell into it unexpectedly.

As if bewitched, I heard the sound of myself being soaked by the lake——

"I... I was moved."

Liu Chao let out a long sigh of relief: "That's enough."

As soon as Liu Chao finished speaking, the strange feeling that had been swaying since he stepped on the stairs of the Jin Pavilion suddenly lifted the veil, revealing a hideous face.

I looked at Liu Chao suddenly, who was stared blankly by me.I recalled the request when I went upstairs, the room I had never booked in the past, and Liu Chao's obviously excited expression when Shen Miao was mentioned.

Many unusual things forced an absurd and terrifying idea to emerge slowly.

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The large-scale death scene ahead (for everyone, it is