I'm going crazy and I'm green

I looked at Liu Chao in disbelief, and asked, "Is there someone else in this room?"

Liu Chao played the puzzled expression very well: "Ah? I'm telling you something private, how can others hear it?"

Originally, before Liu Chao answered, everything was just speculation, and I also hope that the thought that arises in my heart can only be an absurd thought forever.But as soon as Liu Chao opened his mouth, I could see it from his expression, and my heart sank to the bottom of the valley for a while.

I trembled towards the partition of the room: "Far away...is...is it you?"

A trace of panic flashed in Liu Chao's eyes, and then he said with a dry smile, "Ancestor, what kind of joke are you talking about?"

I didn't believe Liu Chao, who was trying so hard to cover up the truth, gave him a hard look, and the latter shut up without confidence.I called Shen Miao's name again, and walked into the inner room involuntarily.

Although the moment I saw Liu Chao's expression, I was sure that Shen Miao was here, but when I saw Shen Miao slowly walking out of the inner room with my own eyes, a cold air still rose from the back uncontrollably, and suddenly He rushed to his limbs, feeling cold all over his body.

Shen Miao stood still in front of me and looked at me with an indistinct expression on his face.

The words I said to Liu Chao just now made a sneaky detour on the beam, and then lingered in people's ears again.So I didn't want to look at Shen Miao's expression any more, and turned my head to miss him.

I thought that Shen Miao would be filled with fear and guilt after listening to my conversation with Liu Chao, but it was not the case.At the moment when Shen Miao appeared, compared with the fear and guilt that these wandering thoughts were pierced, it was more uncomfortable like a stick in his throat.

In fact, I don't feel bad because of Liu Chao. It's not that I don't care about him, but that I've been coaxed and tricked all these years.At such a juncture, it is rare for Liu Chao not to count as calculating.Although this method caught me off guard.

What really made me uncomfortable was that I finally realized a problem between me and Shen Miao that had existed since my last life.

I don't understand why Shen Miao accepted Liu Chao's appointment?I have clearly opened my heart and want to tell him everything.Why did he refuse to listen to my explanation, instead he had to see it in person to be satisfied?

So before Shen Miao could speak, I asked, "Yuan... Yuanzhi, when did you agree with Zilan to come here? Was it after meeting me yesterday?"

If Shen Miao first rejected my willingness to have a frank talk with him and then agreed to Liu Chao, I might not be able to bear the truth, so I would directly open the window and jump off the second floor, and simply settle everything.

Fortunately that is not the case.

Shen Miao didn't seem to expect that I would ask him such a question first, but he still replied: "Before talking to you. Xiaoyan, my original intention..."

Damn Liu Chao is a troublemaker!He really planned it for a long time!

Hearing Shen Miao say that he agreed to Liu Chao first, I felt better, and continued to ask before Shen Miao opened his mouth: "Yuanzhi, since you came, you must want to know about the things between me and Zilan. But yesterday I When it came to Zilan, you were willing to tell everything, why did you choose this way instead of listening?"

Shen Miao opened his mouth, unable to speak.

Today's various changes made people's emotions agitated, and I shot like a crossbow one after another: "Because you don't believe me, don't you believe that I will tell the truth?"

Shen Miao seemed to have a hard time, but he didn't want to say the reason, he just apologized to me blindly.

I just said that to Liu Chao, I don't think I can afford Shen Miao's apology, and I have no right to lose my temper to anyone.But I really didn't know how to face these two people in such a situation, I turned around and looked at the porcelain vase on the small table meaninglessly.

Seeing this, Shen Miao walked up to me and held my hand firmly, the look in his eyes made one wish to disarm and surrender.

Then he said anxiously: "Xiaoyan, I trust you and care about you more."

In the past, Shen Miao was not only good at writing, but also eloquent.As for me, I'm the type who can't speak, and who can make people half-dead when I open my mouth.Then when I heard Shen Miao say this, I really felt the feeling of others being pissed to death by my mouth in the past.

I didn't shake off Shen Miao's hand, looked up into his eyes and asked, "Then did you hear what I said to Liu Chao just now?"

Shen Miao struggled for a moment, then admitted: "I did hear it, but Xiaoyan, I didn't..."

"Do you want to say that you don't mind? You told me before that you don't mind, but you still accepted Zilan's invitation to eavesdrop. Now you want to say that you don't mind?" I understood it without a teacher. What Shen Miao wanted to say, continued, "Yuanzhi, is the 'don't mind' you said true or just a cover-up? You hold everything in your heart, I don't know what you think, I don't know. Are you happy or angry, and I don't know how you look at me. I thought I could understand now that we are standing so close, but I..."

I haven't finished talking yet, but I can't go on.I thought of the way I brazenly followed Shen Miao in my previous life, except for those polite words between nodding friends, he never paid attention to me.I know I'm not a good guy, and I'm stupid and cheap, ruining his career.But he still ignored me.

Not to mention love, he never even mentioned the word "hate".In fact, if he had said no at that time, I might have made up my mind to let go in the end.

But he also said nothing.

He didn't say anything until I dragged him and myself to drown in the mire.

I know that this life is completely different from the previous life and has nothing to do with Shen Miao, but I still can't help venting my emotions on him.

I withdrew my right hand which was being held by Shen Miao, and didn't dare to look at the two people in the room, before they could react, I turned and walked away.

He had just reached the stairs on the second floor when hurried footsteps sounded behind him.I knew it was Shen Miao who was catching up.

I also knew that today I was clearly sorry for the two of them, but I lost my temper indiscriminately and even asked Shen Miao aggressively.

I tried my best to restrain my emotions and turned around, wanting to smile at Shen Miao.But the corners of my mouth seemed to be stiffened by the cold wind, and it was very difficult to bend.

I said: "Far away, I... I'm in a mess right now, please let me take it easy, okay?"

Shen Miao's eyes were full of worry, he hugged me, but finally let go.

Shen Miao said yes.

After getting the word "good" from Shen Miao, I didn't care about anything anymore, wiped my eyes with my sleeve, and fled to the carriage like being chased and bitten by a monster.

When I got to the carriage, I heard footsteps behind me again.

I wiped my eyes subconsciously, and looked back, it was Liu Chao who came.

Liu Chao looked at me awkwardly, and whispered, "Would you like to hear me say a few more words?"

I looked at Liu Chao with complicated emotions, it tasted like the candy cubes just taken out of the jar were dipped in pepper, and then rolled into the pile of sour plums.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Liu Chao pointed to the carriage again: "If you rush home, can I ride with you and explain in the carriage?"

I didn't care about the many attendants standing beside me, so I resentfully said: "What are you doing with me? You and Shen Miao just cooperated very well. Go and ride together happily!"