I'm going crazy and I'm green

The journey back to the mansion took a long time, and I regretted it before I got off the carriage.

Not knowing where he got his face and confidence, he barked at Shen Miao and Liu Chao.

After all, no matter in my previous life or now, I was the one who felt sorry for Shen Miao.In the previous life, whether he talked to me or kept silent, in the final analysis it was because of my own desires that I used those unforgivable methods.In this life... In this life, after I finally exchanged my thoughts with him, I felt some unusual thoughts about Liu Chao, and those thoughts even fell into his ears.

Thinking of Liu Chao, I got out of the carriage absent-mindedly.If it weren't for someone to support me, I'm afraid I'd have to step on the ground again, fall off the step stool and squat like a flower.

Before today, I had thought about it countless times, did I really think about Liu Chao?Now I feel that when I think about this question for a long time, everything gradually reveals the answer.

Shen Miao, to me, is Tan Lang (1) who has been in my heart since the first meeting in the previous life, his appearance and inside are all my favorites.Even if I didn't have the adventure after jumping into the river, but stood on the bridge and drank all the Mengpo soup, maybe I would still slip when I saw him, and then sink in in a daze.

And Liu Chao... I never connected him with the love affair at first, I just thought it was two well-know people who came all the way and went through a lot of jokes.When people were shocked, they couldn't get away.

The figure of Liu Chao has become an indispensable part of the eyes and everywhere - I can't do without him.

The more I thought about it, the more painful it became, and the more I felt that it was my turn to show off my prestige just now. Under the correct circumstances, it should be Liu Chao and Shen Miao who joined forces to arrest me and beat me up, and they might have to go away together.

I have sighed countless times in my heart, and swore countless times, saying that I would treat Shen Miao and Liu Chao well and not make them sad, but in the end I still messed things up and made people even more embarrassing.

I touched the table in the room where a single slam could kill a bloody head, and then retracted my hand in fear, thinking that tomorrow I should steal the firewood and wattle in the small kitchen, and obediently crawl over to plead guilty.

On the second day, I was about to go out, but Liu Chao came to the princess mansion first.

Seeing Liu Chao's chariot and horses stop, the gatekeeper sent someone to inform him, but Liu Chao's figure was not seen for a long time.

No matter how big the Princess Mansion is, it wouldn't take half an hour to walk into my yard through the front door.I even quickly thought that the person who just came in to announce that "Mr. Liu is here" was just a fantasy born of my anxiety.

I hastily called the attendant who had just delivered the message: "Go to the front door and see why Liu Zilan hasn't come in yet?"

The attendant ran back and forth in a hurry, and replied: "This... this Mr. Liu is still waiting outside the door."

I wondered: "Ah? What are you asking him to do outside? Why don't you invite him in first."

The attendant might also find it weird, why not: "Young Master Liu invited you, but it's just that Young Master Liu said that the younger one will come in only with your master's approval, so Young Master Liu still..."

It was actually Liu Chao who felt that I didn't want to see him, and was afraid that he would be kicked out if he came in without authorization, so he didn't go in directly like before, but waited for someone to inform him at the door like a stranger visiting the princess mansion.

The attendant dutifully added: "Young Master Liu also... also said that if you don't want to see him, master, he will... just sit down and die under the stone lion at the gate."

My mouth was bitter, and I hurriedly asked Liu Chao to come in, but just as the attendant turned around, I stopped him again, and went to the door by myself.

After a lot of trouble, I finally met Liu Chao.

Liu Chao sat across from me lifelessly, staring at me as if his eyes had never moved.We looked at each other in silence for a long time, and he turned his head away as if he was worried about something.

After another period of silence, he and I both spoke in unison, "I'm sorry."

Although the evil voices on both sides were as weak as the withered mosquitoes in late autumn, they were heard by both sides.

Liu Chao opened his eyes wide and looked over in surprise.

I raised my voice and apologized, "I shouldn't have yelled at you like that when I left yesterday."

Thinking of Cai Cailiu Chaohou's appearance at the gate of the Princess Mansion just now, I felt sore, and added: "I definitely have no intention of not wanting to see you again."

Liu Chao waited for a long time before confirming that this sentence was not an auditory hallucination.He suddenly recovered from that lifeless state, and he became much more energetic, and he was a completely different person from just now.

He rubbed his head and said in embarrassment: "I... oh... what I did yesterday, I also... really did not behave properly."

"But...although I got through with Yuanzhi and acted like this, but the things I said were not rehearsed in advance to trick you." Liu Chao said seriously, "I said, 'No matter what happens to you and me, It's not empty words to hear the sentence that you have moved your heart and I will be satisfied."

I said: "I know, it's just that you don't want to do this without telling me again"

Liu Chao let out a "huh", then leaned over to test and said, "You are still very angry, aren't you?"

I thought to myself that what you did made my eyes go black, and I still feel quite uncomfortable about the matter itself.

But I decisively replied: "I haven't."

Liu Chao firmly believed that I was still angry, and after thinking for a while, he said, "Don't be angry. Are you angry because you are worried about Shen Miao's thoughts? You...you really don't have to worry too much about this matter, Far away from him... Hasn't he liked you for a long time, I don't think he will part ways with you because of this matter. "

He said sadly: "At best, beat me up."

When Liu Chao said these few words, his tone was weird, it didn't look like he simply opened the jar of jealousy, but he gritted his teeth more than pure consolation.

After he finished speaking, he looked at me and was stunned for a while, as if he was recalling something.

Finally, I looked at him suspiciously.He seemed to think that what he said was strange, he patted the table, and laughed at himself: "Damn, why do I feel like I'm playing a matchmaker."