lover's self-cultivation

This night, since Si Xiangyan made that wrong decision, he was destined to be extraordinary.In the end, Weng Linran didn't come out of the bathroom by himself, but Si Xiangyan waited outside for an entire hour but didn't see her intention to come out, so he opened the bathroom door forcefully, kneeling on the ground with his body cold She holds it out.

Because he was wrapped in a quilt and didn't see it just now, Si Xiangyan discovered that Weng Linran's neck was covered with large and small red marks, and there were also many marks of being pinched hard on his body.Only then did Si Xiangyan understand why Weng Linran didn't let him take a bath for her just now, and why he hid under the quilt and refused to come out.

Feeling guilt and severe pain in her heart, seeing Weng Linran kneeling on the ground, the cold water almost poured her body like ice, and her body was covered with marks from her own scratches, Si Xiangyan quickly poured the water Turn it off, wipe her body clean with a soft towel, take off your coat and wrap it around her, and hug her horizontally.

Along the way, the silence between the two of them was terrifying, and even Weng Linran's weak breathing could be heard.Carrying her into the car, Si Xiangyan didn't dare to let Weng Linran sit in the back alone, so he let her lie on his lap.Feeling that the other party was still trembling, Si Xiangyan hurriedly turned up the heater in the car to the maximum, but even so, Weng Linran curled up his body into a ball and nestled on the small seat.

After finally bringing her back to the villa, seeing Weng Linran open the car door and walking down barefoot like this, Si Xiangyan hurriedly followed up and wanted to help her, but just as he stretched out his hand, before even touching her, he was caught Weng Linran waved his hand and pushed away.Standing in place, watching her staggering back to her own room in a state of distress, Si Xiangyan didn't even know what qualifications he had to say from the beginning to the end.

The entire hall was eerily quiet, the servants had already rested, and Si Xiangyan was the only one left.She sat on the sofa, took out the cigarettes in the drawer, and repeated the actions of lighting, inhaling, and exhaling.In a blink of an eye, the whole person was shrouded in smoke, and his vision became more and more confused.

If before going to the hotel, Si Xiangyan could still lie to herself that she didn't like Weng Linran at all, and would give this woman up for the so-called benefits.But after she saw Weng Linran's disheartened look, she couldn't tell the same lie again.

Now, as soon as he closes his eyes or calms down, Si Xiangyan will see the blood-stained bed sheet in the hotel and the traces on Weng Linran's body in Si Xiangyan's mind.Si Xiangyan is someone who has experienced it, and knows how painful it is for a woman's first time, but she cruelly forced Weng Linran to give her precious things to other men.Especially, she still loves herself so much.

Thinking of this, Si Xiangyan clenched his fists, feeling such regret for the first time in his life.She kept smoking, hoping to find a way to make up for it.But after much deliberation, there is still no way to find it.Weng Linran's behavior is too quiet now, it's normal for her to vent her anger by making noise at herself or beating herself, but she hasn't spoken since seeing herself, and even hid in the room as soon as she came back.

The worry in her heart made Si Xiangyan restless. She got up and walked to Weng Linran's door, knocked on the door lightly, and then turned the doorknob, only to find that the door was locked and there was no light on inside. Nothing out of the ordinary.Si Xiangyan knew that Weng Linran might not want to see her, so she returned to the sofa and continued smoking the cigarette that was mostly empty.

Compared with the quiet and smoky living room, Weng Linran's room is much cleaner.Lying on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, even though his body was exhausted and uncomfortable, Weng Linran couldn't sleep peacefully.Her whole body carried an unusual weight, as if the soreness in her heart had spread to every part, making her liver throbbing and aching.

He coughed twice, closed his eyes, and what flashed in his mind was Di Lao's face, as well as the words and sentences that the translator said to him.He said that he was just Si Xiangyan's subordinate, and she could be sold at will in exchange for something of equal or higher price.Thinking of this, Weng Linran smiled helplessly. The translator must have thought that he was too ignorant of good and bad, and he clearly exchanged a lot of money with his body, but he was still in a mood.

I tossed and turned on the bed for several hours, but found that it was getting more and more difficult to breathe, and my body felt uncomfortable all over.Touching his hot forehead, Weng Linran grabbed the clothes next to him and put it on his body, slowly opened the door and walked to the living room.She originally wanted to go out to get some air and find some medicine by the way.However, as soon as he reached the corner of the corridor, he smelled a strong smell of smoke and saw the fireworks flickering repeatedly in the darkness.

Knowing that Si Xiangyan was smoking there, Weng Linran let out a long sigh and sat down on the ground, looking sideways at the blurry figure in the smoke, laughing at himself for being too lowly.Even if she was hurt to this extent, she would still pay special attention to Si Xiangyan's every move.Just like now, just looking at her outline, the hanging heart fell from a high place, and became extremely comfortable.

He covered his mouth with his hands, suppressing the dry cough in his throat.Weng Linran leaned his head against the wall, not wanting to go back into the house at all.Sitting here she felt safe, not as scared as she was in the room.Just watching Si Xiangyan smoking like this, she felt her vision gradually blurred, and after a while, she fell asleep peacefully.

Si Xiangyan, who was smoking, heard noises in the corridor, put out the cigarette, got up and turned on the light in the living room, looked down and saw Weng Linran huddled on the ground in her own clothes, her long black hair had unknowingly gone from Her back was left to her waist, and her smooth black hair covered half of her face. Although she was frowning, she still looked good.

Seeing her falling asleep, Si Xiangyan hurriedly picked her up, but just touching her body, he felt a different heat.Finding that Weng Linran had a fever, Si Xiangyan was a little anxious, and hurriedly carried her back to the room, and woke up the private doctor in the middle of the night to let her come over quickly.

"How is she?" After waiting outside for a long time, when the doctor came out, Si Xiangyan put his arms around his chest and asked softly.

"Sister Weng has a high fever because of a cold. Although her body temperature is high now, I have given her antipyretics. She should be fine after a few days of rest."

"kindness."

Hearing what the doctor said, Si Xiangyan also heaved a sigh of relief.Seeing that the other party had packed up his things and was about to leave, she suddenly thought of something, but she couldn't say it out loud.After thinking about it, in order to prevent Weng Linran from having any other problems, Si Xiangyan still stopped the doctor, coughed a few times, and deliberately lowered his voice.

"Doctor Chen, if you bleed a lot for the first time, what should you do to deal with the aftermath?"

"En? What do you mean? Sister Weng, did she suffer trauma?"

"Not really."

Hearing Dr. Chen's rhetorical question, Si Xiangyan felt extremely embarrassed.She raised her head deliberately, looked at the other party dissatisfied, and assumed a posture that you should understand.However, the more she behaved like this, the more scared Dr. Chen became, and he forgot about the women's body.

"Sister Si, don't be angry. I didn't know she had other injuries just now. I'll go back and check."

"Stop." Seeing Dr. Chen tremblingly walking towards the room, Si Xiangyan called her to stop, with coldness in her eyes, she hated talking to stupid people.

"Sister Si, don't kill me, I won't say anything!" Seeing that Si Xiangyan's face became more and more gloomy, Doctor Chen hurriedly shouted for mercy.She had known for a long time that being a doctor in the underworld was a dangerous job, but she never thought that Si Xiangyan would be so scary when he lost his temper.

"It was her first time, there was an injury there."

After much deliberation, Si Xiangyan finally came up with such a euphemism.After hearing this, Dr. Chen blinked blankly, and suddenly thought of the ambiguous marks on Weng Linran's neck, and also remembered the incident that brother Wang told himself when he saw Weng Linran's wound last time.It is said that the boss recently changed his taste, dumped his boyfriend and found a girlfriend. Could it be that that person is... Seems to know something, Dr. Chen suddenly laughed, rummaged through the medicine box for a long time, and found a bottle of exquisitely packaged tube Pass the ointment to Si Xiangyan.

"Sister Si, this medicine is to prevent inflammation and it is very effective. It's just that the place is very fragile. You'd better be careful in the future. I'll leave first." Doctor Chen said, looking at Si Xiangyan's slender face His nails, with nail polish on them, just walked to the door, but turned back worryingly. "Sister Si, it's time to cut your nails."

After Dr. Chen finished speaking, he left with peace of mind. Seeing her ambiguous eyes before leaving, Si Xiangyan narrowed his eyes slightly, always feeling as if he had been blamed for nothing.Before she had time to think, in order to check Weng Linran's situation, she turned and went back to the room.It was found that the man was already lying on the bed comfortably, and the infusion needle was fine.Si Xiangyan sat by the bed and covered Weng Linran with the quilt. At this moment, the other party seemed to know her existence, and rubbed her hand affectionately with his face.The sudden intimacy warmed Si Xiangyan's heart, followed by a touch of distress.

"Even if I treat you like this, will you still sleep peacefully beside me?"