Jellyfish under cherry blossoms

With a click, the door opened, Lin Liunian walked home in a trance, and Lu Chuyuan's voice came out immediately.

"Baby, you're back." Lu Chuyuan rushed out from the kitchen, noticing that Lin Liunian's left ring finger was empty,

"You're hungry, come over and have something to eat." He took Lin Liunian's hand, kissed his forehead, and led him inside. Lin Liunian followed him to the dining table and sat down without saying a word.

Lu Chuyuan pushed a bowl of porridge in front of him and said, "Try it, your favorite porridge with preserved egg and lean meat."

Lin Liunian picked up the spoon and took a bite. The porridge had cooled down to just the right temperature. Lu Chuyuan smiled and watched him take a bite, and then continued, "Honey, I've made up my mind. Since I've resigned, let's Just take a good rest and go on a trip together, okay? Go where you want to go, Australia, New Zealand, stay away from the world, and no one can disturb us."

Lin Liunian slowly poured the porridge into his mouth mouthful without looking up.

"When you get tired of playing and don't want to leave, we'll find the most beautiful place and open a coffee shop together. I'll accompany you whatever you want."

Lin Liunian still didn't speak, Lu Chuyuan panicked, "Baby, what's wrong with you, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those words last night, it made you sad, please forgive me, I won't drink anymore, um ?”

Lin Liunian finally put down the spoon, took out a shiny object from his pocket, put it on the table and pushed it to the person opposite.

Lu Chuyuan said: "I bought it for a long time, and I haven't found a chance to give it to you. Even if you don't wear it, you can keep it. Treat it as a resignation gift from me. Congratulations on starting a new life."

"Gu Kong is dead." Lin Liunian said.

Lu Chuyuan stared blankly, since Lin Liunian entered the door, he felt that his state was not right, but his heart forced him to bypass it, otherwise the result would definitely not be satisfactory.

"You always knew, why didn't you tell me?"

Even at this time, Lin Liunian's tone of voice to him was extremely gentle, and he was reluctant to say anything to complain about him, but Lu Chuyuan just saw the frustration in his eyes.

"I did intend to hide it from you. I have selfish intentions. You blame me. I have nothing to say. I have seen you like this all these years, and I thought about telling you, but I just can't say it. It's been six years. Time The longer it drags on, the more I don't know how to tell you, I thought it would be fine if I dragged on, you will gradually forget him, I'm sorry."

Lin Liunian took a deep look at him, exhaled slowly, and said, "No need to apologize, you don't owe me anything, I can't take the ring, you can put it away."

Lu Chuyuan panicked, and reached out to hold Lin Liunian's hand: "Liu Nian, where are you going?"

Lin Liunian stopped, and said softly: "Go back to the room, I want to take a rest, I'm a little tired, didn't you say you're going on a trip, let's arrange the itinerary first."

Lu Chuyuan was stunned for a moment, and when he came back to his senses, he only saw Lin Liunian's closed door. He was worried for a long time. Fortunately, on the trip to New Zealand, Lin Liunian didn't come out to have a New Year's Eve dinner with him until evening, and waited with him until twelve o'clock, saying Happy New Year to each other, and Lu Chuyuan finally felt relieved.

Lin Liunian sat on the recliner on the balcony, watching the lights of the high-rise buildings go on and off outside, and the things that he could not figure out before suddenly became clear at this moment. Before he resigned, maybe he really didn't think much about what he would do in the future. Now he knows up.

only……

He turned his head to look at the balcony next door, Lu Chuyuan was still silently accompanying him with the light on.

You lied to me once, and I lied to you again, Lu Chuyuan, thank you, and I'm sorry.

Lu Chuyuan had a dream, in which he returned to his high school days, and the question he once asked Lin Liunian was brought up again,

"Didn't you say you wouldn't really like anyone?"

The boy who was questioned sat quietly under the window sill. The pink cherry tree outside the window met a breeze, and a burst of colorful petals fell, softly covering the table and his hair.

"But I fell in love with Gu Kong, I like him so much, you can tell, can't you, Chuyuan?"

Lu Chuyuan woke up and looked at the time. At 04:30 in the morning, he sat up, put his hands on his knees, and kept rubbing his temples. The words of the man in the dream still remained in his mind.

No, Fleeting Years didn't say that at the time.

"fleeting time……"

Lu Chuyuan suddenly turned over and got out of bed, and knocked on the door of Lin Liunian's room several times, but there was no response. He began to panic. For the first time, he felt that the hand on the doorknob was so weak that there was nothing he could do about it. catch.

The door was unlocked, but there was no one in the room, the windows were closed, there was no wind, and there was only a piece of letterhead on the table, with a few lines of beautiful words written on it.

"Chuyuan, sorry to leave without saying goodbye. Both you and I need some time to sort out the past. During this time, I want to go for a walk alone, don't read."

At nine o'clock in the morning on the first day of the new year, Jincheng South Road.

Lin Liunian was walking alone on a busy old street. He booked a plane at [-]:[-] in the morning and returned to the city where they went to high school together.

He looked at the deep alley, his perspective was different, his mood was also different, things changed.

He went to a snack bar called Deep Alley and sat down. This was his favorite restaurant. He used to come here to eat after school for a long time. No matter how much he ate, he never got tired of eating. Three days and five days, one week For two weeks, I got tired of eating a few classmates who came with him, only Lu Chuyuan was left to accompany him every day while complaining, except that day, the sky was high and clear, the wind was sunny, and he was in a good mood.

If it wasn't for a hard-to-touch porcelain.

He was sitting on the low table outside the shop waiting for the food, when suddenly a person who turned the corner bumped into the boiling water at hand, and then sprinkled it on his ankle accurately.

"Hiss~ow~~It's so hot, it's bubbling..." Gu Kongdan lifted his legs and sat down along the way.

Lin Liunian looked at the face with a proper expression, and slowly raised his eyebrows. He was sure that the cup of boiling water was hot for him, but he could drink it.

"Why are you so indifferent? Hurry up and send me to the hospital, huh? This kid?" Gu Kong raised his hand and shook it in front of his eyes.

"I remember you." Lin Liunian thought it was strange. He didn't like unnecessary contact with strangers the most. If it was normal, he would never take the initiative to talk like this. He must have chosen the way to get things over with quickly.

After he finished speaking, he saw a dazed flash in the eyes of the person opposite, and a hint of expectation, although Lin Liunian didn't know what he was surprised about.

"Ok?"

"Master Chicken Blood at the swearing-in meeting." Lin Liunian said this, but Gu Kong's words on the campus radio rang in his mind, "What you do in life is to try to feel everything that is real and far away."

"Heh." Gu Kong closed his eyes and smiled lightly, the anticipation disappeared with the movement of opening his eyes, but the starlight in his eyes remained undiminished: "Thank you, my name is Gu Kong, how about you?"

Lin Liunian paused, but still said his name.

Gu Kong smiled slyly: "Lin Liunian, I remember your name, you must be responsible to me today."

Lin Liunian looked at him without blinking, and he said, "To my feet."

Lin Liunian had no choice but to look around and said, "The hospital is too far away. There is a Goupi plaster shop nearby. Let's buy some medicine for burns."

Gu Kong raised his eyebrows, noncommittal.

Lin Liunian understood, stood up obediently, grabbed his wrist to help him up, Gu Kong curled up his mouth in satisfaction, and limped along with his shoulders.

After getting the medicine, the old man started to play tricks again, insisting that the cup of boiling water scalded his nerves and made him unable to bend his legs and bend down. He kept talking for a long time without asking Lin Liunian to apply the medicine for him, but he didn't leave.

In the deserted alleyway, Gu Kong bent his legs and leaned on the stone wall to cry, Meng Jiangnv was not as miserable as him.

Lin Liunian was called out by him to be psychologically burdened. After taking the medicine, he knelt down to help him apply it. He loosened Gu Kong's shoelaces and pulled down the socks to expose his ankles. There was a little redness, but no blisters.

Lin Liunian thought that it must have been a little hot at the time, so he began to seriously apply the medicine on him. Gu Kong didn't say a word until the medicine was finished. I felt dizzy for a while, and my eyes went black.

He waited for a few seconds before he regained his composure, and found a hand on his waist, Gu Kong put his arms around him, and asked with nervous concern, "What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?"

"It's okay, hypoglycemia, you..." Lin Liunian signaled that he could let go. Gu Kong's nervous eyes had not faded away, he let go of him, and he said after a while: "Human life is very fragile, and hypoglycemia should not be ignored." Pay attention to."

Lin Liunian was a little uncomfortable being looked at by him like this, so he took two steps back and nodded in a daze.

Gu Kong was like a magnet. When Lin Liunian took a step back, he took a step forward until his back touched the wall, but Gu Kong didn't stop.

Lin Liunian raised the hand holding the medicine unconsciously, making a subconscious defensive action.Gu Kong smiled, leaning on the wall with one hand, his face got closer and closer, so close that he could see himself in Gu Kong's dark eyes.Lin Liunian felt that it was difficult for him to breathe. He put all the responsibility on the innocent boss. The boss should not have given him a cup of hot water, so that he would not be the victim of being touched. He had no choice but to die generously. Close your eyes.

Gu Kong was amused by his appearance, breath sprayed in Lin Liunian's ears, Lin Liunian opened his eyes, only saw Gu Kong's hair from the corner of his eyes, and heard him say: "Brave muscles and bones for a hundred days, after that every day Here, I am waiting for you."

Lin Liunian was in a daze, staring at the boiled water on the table in a daze, the snacks had already been served, and the narrow alley next to him was empty.

Later, every time he came here to eat, Gu Kong was already sitting here. Lu Chuyuan almost wrote his dissatisfaction on his face several times, asking him: "Are you familiar with him?"

Lin Liunian replied indifferently: "It's okay."

Lu Chuyuan curled his lips and said, "University is great. I have a holiday so early, otherwise I would be so free."

Lin Liunian smiled and said, "So you know him too."

Lu Chuyuan snorted coldly and said, "Are there not many people discussing him in the school? I just heard it casually. He is our senior and has been admitted to a top domestic university. Otherwise, how could he be allowed to start the swearing-in meeting?"

Lin Liunian walked in front and listened to Lu Chuyuan's awkward words and laughed straight away, his eyes were crooked, and there were parentheses when he laughed. Lu Chuyuan caught up with the smiling eyes in two steps, and asked: "How many times have you Tian is in a good mood, unlike you."

Lin Liunian said, "Am I usually very unhappy?"

Lu Chuyuan said: "Are you unhappy? You seldom have emotional fluctuations at all. You are indifferent to everything. You are neither unhappy nor very happy."

Lin Liunian gradually slowed down, and asked softly, "Is that so?"

Lu Chuyuan looked at his gradually fading smile, the light in his eyes faded a little, and his heart ached for a moment. He and Lin Liunian had known each other for a long time. He knew the situation of their family very well. He was better than Lin Liunian himself. We all understand why he became like this.