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The author has something to say: Note: 1. Any degree of mental illness needs to be taken seriously, and treatment must be followed by the doctor.

The doctor dispensed the medicine.

On the first day of taking the medicine, Rong Xiao was groggy and unable to get up for lunch.Lin Zhishen couldn't move him, so he didn't cook a bowl of noodles for him until two or three o'clock in the afternoon.

He ate and fell asleep again.

That night, on his own initiative, without telling Lin Zhishen, he reduced half of the medicine, but he was still very sleepy the next day, so he refused to take the medicine.

Lin Zhishen asked him: "Then what medicine did the doctor prescribe for you when you were sick?"

"I forgot, it's not this kind of medicine anyway. But I also felt that there was no difference between taking it and not taking it." Rong Xiao threw the medicine bottle into the drawer, "I hate this feeling of falling asleep all the time, I don't want to take it gone."

Lin Zhishen's persuasion was useless.

He couldn't decide this matter, so he told Rong Xiao's parents.They also tried to persuade him, but once Rong Xiao said that he couldn't wake up every day, they didn't dare to insist.

The side effects of this drug are indeed a bit big.

Lin Zhishen searched the Internet, and many doctors believe that moderate depression needs to be treated with medicine, otherwise it will not be easy to get better.

He remembered that he had a high school classmate who suffered from severe depression after going to college. He once posted a diagnosis report on Moments, and he seems to be in good condition now.

He sent her a message on WeChat: "I want to ask you, can you not take medicine if you have depression? If you offend me, it doesn't matter if you don't answer me, sorry."

Half an hour later, she replied: "I can only tell you about my situation. After taking the medicine for a while, I stopped taking it and just exercised every day. My boyfriend is a very optimistic person. He took me to out."

"Then how are you doing now?"

"Sometimes you're down, but most of the time you're fine," she asked. "Are you sick? I feel like you're an optimist."

"No, it's an important person."

"Then you must spend more time with him. Suffering from depression is very painful and often not understood."

Lin Zhishen was also quite worried, and read the self-reports of many netizens on question-and-answer websites. Indeed, some people said that they would get better without taking medicine, but many people also emphasized the importance of taking medicine.

He always felt that Rong Xiao's illness was a bit different from what they described, and most of the time he was fine, so he wanted to see the situation first.

Rong Xiao is still living an active life, doing what he should do according to the plan every day, and optimistically said: "I have survived the past five years, and I will overcome it."

Lin Zhishen's mother called to inquire about the situation.He said that Rong Xiao is strong-willed and has a strong yearning for life.

"That's good. When I was chatting with your aunt, she said that your cousin's sister-in-law used to be a nurse in a key mental hospital in District B. You can talk to her."

Lin Zhishen searched for this hospital in the navigation, it is a bit far away, it is in the suburbs.They used to have to take the subway for a long time, and they had to transfer to the bus.

My cousin got married last year, and my sister-in-law is now pregnant.After he added her to the family group, he didn't dare to bother her, and only asked a few questions.

My sister-in-law is not a doctor after all, so she can't answer too professional questions.

She thinks it is necessary to listen to the doctor and carry out drug control.If necessary, she can put her old colleagues in touch with experts over there.

The Lin family still has a wide network of contacts, now it's not a matter of finding an expert at all, it's because Rong Xiao doesn't cooperate.

Rong Xiao thinks that doctors and medicine are useless, and medicine for depression will only hinder him from doing things.He was afraid that Lin Zhishen would take him to the hospital and prescribe those medicines with serious side effects.

Melatonin had no effect on him, so he went to a nearby hospital to dispense sleeping pills.That is not a particularly good hospital, it is only suitable for prescribing medicine, not for consultation.

Lin Zhishen's little hope was gone.

Rong Xiao didn't take sleeping pills every day, but only when he couldn't sleep.The box of medicine is relatively mild, the effect of the medicine is slow, and there are almost no side effects.

Probably to reassure Lin Zhishen, Rong Xiao offered to run with him every day to exercise.

Rong Xiao still joked, suddenly kissed him and hugged him, and said that he was very happy with him—it seemed normal, but he became a little suspicious.

On Saturday, when Lin Zhishen took him out to relax, he suddenly asked, "Will my mother look through my things at home?"

"Huh? Has she turned over recently?"

"The last time she cleaned my room, she looked at my old phone and sent you the content."

"Is there anything you can't show her?" Lin Zhishen thought for a while, "You are not in good health recently, I haven't bought that kind of thing yet."

He replied: "...it seems not, but I hate it when she goes through my things."

Lin Zhishen went back and told Rong's mother tactfully that Rong Xiao was very sensitive due to illness, so he would come to clean Rong Xiao's room in the future.

Rong's mother also knew what she had done, she nodded silently, but still said stubbornly: "I don't want to clean either."

Rong's parents are not indifferent to their son, but Lin Zhishen always feels that they can't find something.

They always try to talk about some major principles of life, saying "the world is actually very beautiful", "you have to be more open", "young people should be energetic".

Rong Xiao was very impatient and tried not to get angry.

After closing the door of the room, Rong Xiao said to Lin Zhishen: "They don't understand me at all, they have never had my illness, they just keep persuading me to face life positively, as if this is a very easy thing."

"Then they really don't understand, so they can only persuade you like this." Lin Zhishen said obediently, "I see, you hate it when others persuade you like this. I won't say similar things in the future."

Rong Xiao was successfully amused by him.

Another time later, when they stayed in bed, Rong Xiao suddenly asked again: "Will people on the Internet do some extreme things and affect my real life?"

"That's so extreme. You didn't plagiarize at all, and you're not that popular." Lin Zhishen knew what he was worried about. "If there is such a thing, I will protect you, and the law will bring justice to you."

Rong Xiao was still a little worried.

"You are no longer alone. No matter what happens, I will protect you." Lin Zhishen clasped his fingers together, "You also said that only Lin Zhishen is trustworthy."

He calmed down for a while, and then began to think wildly again: "Will you break up with me in the future?"

"Why should I break up with you? What's the reason? What are you always thinking about?"

Two nights before school started, Rong Xiao had another emotional breakdown, fell into despair, and even thought of committing suicide.

His parents were attracted by the noise, and they began to persuade him again. The persuasion was only a few words, but it added fuel to his emotions.

Rong Xiao felt that he couldn't stay at home anymore, so he opened the door and left, Lin Zhishen hurriedly followed.

The neighbor on the same floor just walked into the elevator, and the door was still open. Before going in, Rong Xiao said, "Don't follow me, I want to be alone."

The elevator door closed.

Walking on the road outside the residential building, the wide environment and the cold wind on the face made Rong Xiao feel better.He just wants to keep going, to the ends of the earth, and never go home.

Gradually, he felt that his mood calmed down a lot, and all kinds of extreme thoughts in his mind were also fading away.

He heard a voice behind him, turned his head and realized that Lin Zhishen had been following him silently, neither near nor far.

He walked over to Lin Zhishen and hugged him.

"I'm sorry, I'm really worried about you coming out alone, so I have to follow you." Lin Zhishen said, "I know that when you are upset, you don't like to listen to other people talking about the truth. If I don't talk, can you let me accompany you?" you?"

Rong Xiao was afraid that what everyone said when he was sick would be irritating to him, but he found that Lin Zhishen was different.

Only Lin Zhishen will respect his ideas and will not blindly instill in him the view that "the world is beautiful".

The two of them went for a walk by the lake, as they had done before.

It was cold and windy by the lake at night.Lin Zhishen helped him put on the hood of the down jacket, and then took out a pair of mittens from his pocket.

"You went back to get it on purpose?"

"Yeah, you are afraid of the cold, I hurried back to get the gloves, and took another elevator down."

He also told Rong's parents not to worry, just leave it to him.

Rong Xiao watched him put the gloves on himself slowly, "There is a saying that people with depression will live shorter than normal people."

"It's okay, if you walk behind me, I still have to worry about who will take care of you." Lin Zhishen said softly, "People in our family live a long life. If there is no accident, I will definitely walk behind you."

"Won't you be sad?"

"People at that age always watch their loved ones leave. It must be sad at that time, but I will take a leisurely look at the spring blossoms and autumn fruits, summer cicadas and winter snow, and wait for the day when I get together with you."

Lin Zhishen organized his words, "Don't choose to die when you are young, because you haven't signed for the things mailed by Time. Many people say that they have been smoothed by time, but I think it also gave you courage. , let you understand..."

Lin Zhishen looked at him and said firmly, "My heart can overcome all difficulties in the world."

Rong Xiao was shocked by these words.

The greatest gift that time has given him so far may be that he met Lin Zhishen.

After school started, Rong Xiao was still the same, always busy and sometimes emotionally unstable, but because of Lin Zhishen's company, she became much better.

He was afraid of going to the hospital, and sometimes he would hide it from Lin Zhishen when he felt unwell.He always feels that tomorrow will be fine, next week will be fine, next month will be fine.

Lin Zhishen was confused by him.

Many times, he was too self-disciplined and too positive, firmly believing that there would be times to ride the wind and waves, and being pessimistic made Lin Zhishen very worried.

Lin Zhishen checked the symptoms of schizophrenia, but they were not very similar.His sister-in-law didn't dare to talk nonsense, but suggested that they find an expert to look at the situation, and the Seventh Hospital is also good.

That also requires Rong Xiao's cooperation.

As soon as Lin Zhishen acted tough, he lost his temper and asked why Lin Zhishen had to force him to go to the hospital. He didn't want to go.

"I don't want to lie in bed like a waste every day after taking the medicine. I want to go to class! I want to study! I want to live!"

He became emotional and it took a long time to calm down completely, which made Lin Zhishen dare not mess with him.

He only believed in the mild sleeping pill, and he would dispense it when he returned home during the holidays, which happened to be a long holiday every month.

Anyway, the past few months have been so random.

Soon it was mid-June, Rong Xiao was full of energy during the day, desperately completing the plan, but in the evening he began to feel depressed, and when the sun went down, he felt that all his strength was drained.

When he was in good spirits, his thoughts turned very fast, so fast that sometimes he didn't even know what he said, and his language was disordered.

When he is in a bad mood, he has to lie in bed for a long time.

He began to feel that someone was following him around the school, and that his stomach was slowly rotting.

We were eating in the cafeteria at noon, and a tall, fierce-looking boy gave them two extra glances.

Rong Xiao said with a pale face, "I think he wants to kill me."

Lin Zhishen felt horrified, and his spine felt chills, "Xiaoxiao, you must go to the hospital, and you have to go if you don't want to. Your current situation is really abnormal."