i fell in love with a straight guy

Time flies, at least for the vast majority of ordinary people.

My brother is getting married and he sent me an invitation the night before the wedding.

I looked at my brother in the red wedding dress on the wedding post, it was so pretty and gentle.

I stared at that photo for a long time, and the peace in my heart shocked me.

My brother is getting married.

I was driving aimlessly, with a necklace made of my brother's house keys hanging around my neck, and my brother's wedding invitation was placed in the co-pilot.

The wedding has already begun.I was still driving aimlessly on the road.

I don't want to see my brother put a ring on someone else, I don't want to hear the word "wife" out of my brother's mouth, I don't want to see a perfect match, a perfect match, used on my brother and others.

It is taboo to be distracted while driving, I know, the coach told me that on the first day of learning to drive.

Driving with emotions is dangerous. I know that every time I was angry or sad, my brother would pick me up in the car.He is afraid that something will happen to me.

Right now, I'm out of my mind and emotionally agitated.But I just want to sit in the car, I don't want to go anywhere.

I was like this, letting the evil thoughts swallow me up bit by bit.

The green light ahead came on, and I stepped on the gas pedal subconsciously.

When the big truck speeding through the red light came towards me, I actually saw it.The rubbing wheels accompanied by the roar of the accelerator, like hell rushed towards me.

By coincidence, I didn't step on the brakes.

I don't even know why I'm doing it, I haven't even thought about why I'm doing it.It's just that there is a voice inside of me that has been tempting me.

Come on, come on, this is what you want, and you will be free when you come!

Over the years, I have never done anything on a whim.

Last time, I confessed my love to my brother while drunk, and the ending was full of regrets.This time, it's the last farewell to my brother, and I don't regret it.

This time, I completely followed my heart.

When I was a child, when other children had their parents playing with me, I was alone in a big empty house;

When I was a child, when other children broke their arms and cried to their parents for comfort, I only had one sentence: a man should learn to grow up, what does he look like crying;

When I was a teenager, I felt that I had grown up. I told my parents that I wanted to learn painting. I felt that my future belonged to art. They told me that my future belonged to finance. They gave birth to me so that I could inherit the company;

When I was young, I fell in love with a person, like all my friends around me, I pursued him with all my heart, thinking about our bright future, he told me, you will always be my good brother, and I am going to get married ...

The truck was crushing me like a wall, and I didn't even raise my hand to block it.

The wind whizzed past my ears, and the darkness swallowed me all at once, and the harsh sound of brakes, the impact of steel plates, and the sound of the windshield shattering came from my ears.

I calmly greeted my fate.

At the moment when the impact hit, I seemed to see my brother wearing a white shirt and calling me with a playful smile, "Junior brother, be happy, you will get wrinkles if you frown all the time."

I laughed, and I wanted to tell him that I am happy and you should be happy too, but I can no longer control my body.

I opened my eyes for the last time, I want to catch that shadow, I don't want to walk alone.

Instead, the shadow ran towards me. He was wearing a sharp black suit, like the one he wore when I dreamed that we were getting married.

Against the light, he ran towards me anxiously, as if he was afraid that he would not be able to catch up with me.

Brother, don't worry, as long as you want, I can slow down and wait for you. If you can't walk, I can turn around and run towards you.

Brother, I knew you couldn't bear it... You came to pick me up... You picked me up... Let's go...

Brother, happy wedding, in the future, no one will pester you anymore.