i fell in love with a straight guy

The person I love, my senior brother, is a straight man.We have been together day and night for eight years, and I confessed my love on the spur of the moment, scaring him away.Later, my elder brother was getting married.On the way to his wedding, I didn't hit the brakes when I saw the big truck speeding through a red light. ?In my life, the first warmth that I won by myself, the first person who is willing to stay by my side, willing to take care of me sincerely, treat me well, cry with me, make me laugh, I have someone I love.My life is like a roundabout.My brother held the lamp, held my hand, walked with me on a very firm, warm, and happy road, circled around, and left me where I was.The person who walked with me for a long time took another person's hand and walked towards the straight and spacious highway of his life.I'm just a circular road in his life, a speed bump, if he bypasses it, of course he can continue to move forward.But how could he understand that the Ring Road is my whole life.Content tags: Sadomasochism in a strong young age┃ Search keywords: Protagonist: Bo Wenyu, He Yi┃ Supporting role: