growing up porcelain doll

◎Gong Qing returned to the room with the admission notice, and felt very nervous looking at the big brother lying on the bed playing games.He handed over the notice and said, "Floating

Gong Qing returned to the room with the admission notice, and felt very nervous when she saw her elder brother lying on the bed playing games.He handed over the notice and said, "Brother, your notice has arrived."

Cheng Yu, who was on the top of his head, didn't raise his head to take a look when he heard it, and just responded casually: "Oh, I see, let's put it on the table first, I will finish this round soon."

"En." Gong Qing responded and put the notice on the desk, sitting on the chair sullenly thinking about what to do in the future.

At the beginning, he did not choose A University in Wushi City because he was afraid that he would not be able to suppress his thoughts, and would not be able to resist asking for more from his elder brother because the distance was too close. Although this year has been very hard for him, his desire for his elder brother is not so much. It didn't decrease at all because of the lengthening of the distance, but he still tried hard to adapt.

If he can't correct his feelings, try to disturb him as little as possible. At least in this way, his secret belongs to him alone. At least in this way, he can control himself not to drag his elder brother into the swamp.But what about in the near future?Based on his understanding of his elder brother, he is in the same school, and his elder brother will definitely come to him often. This kind of care by his side is warmer and warmer than the greetings on the phone. The more he meets, the more he experiences. The pressure also increased, so can he still be sure that he can control himself?

he does not know.

Also, if the elder brother is in love, how should he face the love of his elder brother and sister-in-law under his nose?

He couldn't take it.

He frowned and looked at the notice filled with joy, but his heart was full of melancholy.

After Cheng Yu finished playing the game, he threw his phone on the bed, walked to the table and looked at his admission notice, and suddenly asked Gong Qing, "Are you surprised?"

Gong Qing was a little dazed, and looked at her elder brother blankly: "Huh?"

Cheng Yu directly fanned himself with the notice as a fan, and said with a smile, "I said, we are alumni when school starts, we can go to school together, we can meet often at school, eat together and go home together, are you happy?"

Gong Qing took a deep look at her elder brother, and after a long time, she smiled and said, "Happy."

Cheng Yu was very satisfied, he lifted Gong Qing's neck, and said in a relaxed tone, "We brothers are destined to be together!"

Gong Qing's heart seemed to miss a beat, even though he knew what the elder brother meant by "together", he still trembled because of this sentence.

He turned slightly to look at his eldest brother's bright eyes, and asked quietly in his heart: "Really?"

Cheng Yue, who graduated, did not go to painting classes this year. She never felt that her vacation could be so leisurely. After playing crazy for a while, she began to complain that such a long vacation was boring, and she returned to being a follower of her brothers. , as long as Cheng Yu and Gong Qing go out, she will follow wherever they go.

Huang Tao spent a lot of time with them during this vacation. He and Cheng Yu are also prospective graduate students, but he took the postgraduate examination, and the school he applied for was A University in Nanshi, so he returned to the local area after going around. .

In fact, a small part of the reason why Huang Tao decided to go back to Nanshi was because of Cheng Yue.

They were childhood sweethearts, and they played together since they were young. Huang Tao took good care of Cheng Yue, caring and loving her like his own sister.Cheng Yu liked to tease his younger sister since he was a child. Before Gong Qing came to this house, every time Cheng Yue felt wronged, he would go to Huang Tao to find comfort, and Huang Tao would coax her to buy him delicious and fun things. Relationships between people are good when they are young.

It was only later that Gong Qing came here, and they were only one year apart, so they could go to school together and go home together, while Huang Tao and Cheng Yu were the same age, so naturally they couldn't take care of Cheng Yue all the time.With the passage of time, the children at that time were gradually growing up and gradually formed their own circle of life. The relationship between Huang Tao and Cheng Yue was no longer as close as it was when they were young, but they were not far apart.

It is said that "a girl is eighteen and one flower". With the immersion of time, Cheng Yue has become more and more graceful. In addition, she has learned painting since she was a child, and she has a quiet temperament around her. Of course, this is what she shows outside. On the human side, she is still a lively and delicate girl in essence.

It can be said that Huang Tao watched Cheng Yue grow up, and he saw every change in Cheng Yue.He used to like her like a younger sister, but when they played together in Wushi three years ago, Cheng Yue's shy smile left a very deep impression on him. At that time, he suddenly realized that Cheng Yue was already a big girl. girl.

Cheng Yue's smile is like a weeping willow that has just sprouted in spring. When the wind blows gently, the tender twigs make the calm lake water rippling, leaving ripples in Huang Tao's heart.

He has always known that Cheng Yu has strict requirements on the relationship between his younger siblings, especially after hearing Cheng Yu say "If Gong Qing falls in love early, he will break his partner's legs", his affection for Cheng Yue became even stronger. I have to press my heart, at least I can't say it until Cheng Yue graduates from high school.

Now, Cheng Yue is about to become an adult, and Huang Tao decided to confess his love to her on her birthday.

Cheng Yue's 18th birthday was actually not that special. After the family celebrated for her at noon, she went shopping with her good friends in the afternoon, and had a hot pot meal with everyone outside in the evening.She actually wanted to spend more time with her second brother, but she was a girl after all, and she couldn't say a lot of things, let alone her second brother, so she didn't dare.

It was already nine o'clock in the evening after the show ended, and Cheng Yue and his friends took a taxi and went home directly. When they arrived at the gate of the community, they saw Huang Tao holding flowers, and happily ran over to say hello: "Brother Huang Tao!"

Her ponytail swayed back and forth as she moved, as if scratching Huang Tao's heart, and his hand holding the flower was slightly sweating.

"Happy birthday!"

Cheng Yue took the bouquet and lowered her head to smell it, then said with a smile, "Thank you brother Huang Tao, it smells so good!"

Huang Tao rubbed her head while she was lowering her head, and said with a smile, "Do you want to walk?"

"Huh? Where are you going?" Cheng Yue's eyes were like crescent moons, and her face was full of collagen, which was very cute.

Huang Tao pointed to the road ahead and said, "Just walk around the neighborhood twice, lest you go too far and worry at home if you come home late."

Cheng Yue said without thinking, "Okay!"

The two walked aimlessly along the trail. The warm yellow lights hanging on the branches in the distance attracted many moths. Cheng Yue hugged the flowers and smiled brightly. At first glance, they really looked like a pair of deep feelings little couple.

They chatted while walking, and after walking around the neighborhood twice, Huang Tao finally stopped and called out solemnly: "Cheng Yue."

Cheng Yue asked with a playful smile, "What's the matter?"

"I, I have something to tell you." Huang Tao was obviously a little nervous.

Cheng Yue chuckled, and said, "I've already said this all the time, what else can I say, I'll listen!"

Fortunately, the lights in the distance were dim, otherwise, he would definitely be able to see the peach blush on Huang Tao's cheeks.As if he mustered up his courage, he said, "Cheng Yue, I like you, can you be my girlfriend?"

Under the night sky, his eyes were extraordinarily bright against the background, his eyes were firm yet with some tension and anticipation, his tone was sincere and gentle, even though he already had someone in his heart, Cheng Yue couldn't help being moved.

After a moment of surprise, she gradually put away the smile on her face. Looking at the familiar face in front of her, her heart felt belated ups and downs.

In her heart, Huang Tao can be regarded as her third elder brother. She has trust and dependence on Huang Tao. Friendship and affection remain.

Like the second brother is a secret she has been unable to say for a long time, and she does not know how her relationship will develop in the future. She hides those loves that cannot be expressed in her paintings, and looks forward to one day realizing her own wish.

Perhaps this kind of relationship is taboo in the eyes of others, and it is not visible, but she really doesn't want to lie when facing her brother Huang Tao who has brought her very well since she was a child.

She bit her lip as if struggling, and after a while she said, "Brother Huang Tao, I have someone I like, so I'm sorry, but I can't promise you."

Huang Tao was stunned for a moment, then forced a smile and said, "Who is it? Do I know him?"

Cheng Yue nodded seriously, and replied, "Yes, he is my second brother."

"Gong Qing?" Huang Tao's expression was disbelieving, and he even stuttered, "But, but he, he is your brother!"

Cheng Yue guessed that Huang Tao would have such a reaction, so she quickly explained: "But he is not my real brother, we are not related by blood!" She seemed to try her best to prove that her feelings were okay, and continued: "I This is the case with my classmate’s cousin and cousin, they are married, and they also lived in the same family since childhood, so they are not related by blood!”

Compared with being rejected in confession, Huang Tao was more at a loss knowing the reason for the rejection. The shock brought to him by this incident suppressed the sense of loss of failing in confession a lot.

He settled down and said, "Then, does Qing Gong know?"

She shook her head with some disappointment, and said, "I don't know, I didn't dare to tell him, and neither did anyone else." She looked up at Huang Tao: "I just told you about this, you help me first Keep it a secret, okay?"

Huang Tao still felt a little dazed, like a dream.He nodded in a strange way, and said: "You have lived together since childhood. For so many years, Gong Qing has always regarded you as her own sister. What if, I mean, what if, what if he only treats you as a sister? And , Uncles, aunts, your brother, they may not be able to accept it. The situation of each family is different, you can't take the matter of your classmates and cousins ​​as a successful bet, have you thought about the consequences?"

Cheng Yue immediately became wilted, and she herself was very nervous and in a mess.She said honestly: "Think about it, so I have been keeping this secret. Of all the results, only one is the best, that is, the second brother also likes me, and we are inseparable, so that we can deal with all the problems in the family. But I dare not, and I am not sure that the second brother has feelings for me other than family affection. I dare not take risks, at least not now."

"Since you can see clearly, why don't you try to let him go and treat him as your own brother?"

Cheng Yue looked at Huang Tao helplessly, laughed at herself and said, "If I can control those feelings, I might promise you today."

Huang Tao seemed to see some bits and pieces of hope in this sentence, he said: "Then can you try to be with me, give me a chance, and give yourself a chance."

Cheng Yue was indeed moved. What she said today were the feelings that had been accumulated in her heart for many years. She didn't dare to tell anyone not only because she was afraid of the secret being leaked, but also because she thought that no one could understand her feelings.She is a girl, and she cares about the rumors and gossips outside.

Although she knew that what Huang Tao said was correct, maintaining a normal family relationship with her second brother was the most correct choice, but in the face of feelings, who could really be absolutely rational? There is a reason for the saying "You will not die until you reach the Yellow River, and you will not look back until you hit the south wall."

She said: "Thank you, brother Huang Tao, I know you are doing it for my own good, but feelings are really beyond my control. Maybe I will make a rational choice when I am more mature, but it must not be now , My feelings have been put on my second brother for three or four years, and it is not so easy for me to get back on track." She smiled wryly: "In the end, I still take chances, what if? So I have to be ignorant Waste your feelings in vain, you are still my good brother."

Even though Huang Tao was in a bad mood, he still raised the corners of his lips and said, "It's okay, I can wait for you. If you marry Gong Qing, I will wait to wish you happiness. If one day you run into a wall, maybe If you have figured it out, then I will wait for you to turn around and wish us happiness."

Cheng Yue never thought about who she would use as a backup in her relationship. From the day she was sure that she liked her second brother, she knew that her relationship road was full of ups and downs.She is not brave, but she is very kind, because she knows that everyone's life, time, and feelings are precious, and she has no right to delay others because of her emotional conflicts, which is immoral and unfair.

But Huang Tao's words really touched her. No matter what she pursues is good or bad, there is someone who will silently guard her behind her, be happy for her happiness, and pay for her sadness. Maybe being with Huang Tao will make her happy. It is a very happy thing!

Cheng Yue's eyes were filled with tears, and she couldn't figure out whether she was moved because someone was waiting for her or because she was sad because she had persisted in the illusory relationship for many years but couldn't let it go.

She couldn't help but threw herself into Huang Tao's arms and cried aggrievedly, she said sorry while sobbing.Huang Tao's eyes were also red, he really wanted to kiss Cheng Yue's hair, but he held back, in the end he just patted her on the back in distress and helplessness, and said softly: "Hey, don't cry. "