Enlightenment

Wei Xiaowei started a fight with him, and the classmate yelled, "What kind of real suit are you, a poor bastard? You don't want to see if you deserve it! Hit me? Hit me!" I got the money back? I have spent all the remaining thousands of dollars, and I can’t get it back.”

Hearing these words, Wei Xiaowei was like a bolt from the blue.

In the end, Xu Yan came to solve the matter.But because of this incident, Wei Xiaowei's temperament changed drastically, and he was even less talkative than before.It was as if he had locked himself in a closed cage, and Xu Yan couldn't help him no matter what.

After graduation, Wei Xiaowei started his own business as a boss. At the beginning, he owed a lot of debts and suffered a lot of crimes. The company opened and closed, closed and opened again.

Later, he slowly started to make money, and Wei Xiaowei also became rich.He gradually understood how wonderful everything money brings, and began to lose himself in the feasting and feasting.

But he never forgot his uncle. Every year during the Qingming Festival, he would bring a few bottles of wine and a bowl of noodles to his grave. In the end, he got very drunk and slept in the cemetery for a night.

Once when he was drunk, he held the bottle and cried and asked himself, now that he has everything, he can’t be happy anymore, why?

If he was still awake at that time, he would have said to himself, because the uncle is gone, no matter how much money he earns, there is no way to buy him another bowl of noodles.

One day later, when he went to visit his uncle's grave, he met a fellow-sick man who told him his own sexual story: "The man I like is Xiao Yi, we met in high school, when he They opposed me in everything, and no one looked down on the other. So that every time the dean saw the two of us, he had a headache. Later, somehow, we became good brothers and were admitted to the same university.

Xiao Yi is very handsome. Anyway, I can't describe how handsome he is. Anyway, he is the kind that girls love most.And I'm ugly as hell.When I went to college, I started to receive love letters from the first day of school until I graduated from college. During this period, I handled all his love letters for him.

At that time, I still felt very puzzled, why did Xiao Yi hand over the love letter he received to me?After asking him, I found out that he didn't know how to deal with it, and found it troublesome, so he threw this mess to me.

When I learned the truth, I wanted to beat him up, but I felt that it was too unworthy to beat him up because of such a thing, so I gave up.

The constant connivance made him start to get worse.The Valentine's Day chocolates from the juniors and the female classmates in the same class, he threw them to me and asked me to handle them for me.

In my sophomore year, I couldn't take it anymore. I pointed at him and scolded him. You can't handle it yourself?Don't know how to say no?Don't have a long mouth?

But I think it would be embarrassing for a girl to refuse directly.

Do you know what your behavior is like?This is to hang them all the time, which is even more insulting to them.I really don't know what you are thinking in your head, are you still a fucking school bully?Are all your answers copied?

Fuck, are you fucking looking for trouble?If I had that ability, I would have entered Tsinghua University and Peking University long ago.

I laughed, as if it was still the case.Fewer and fewer people sent him love letters after that day, but there were still some.I still fulfill my 'obligation' to help him deal with the love letter.

But I didn't think that the bastard was using me as a shield, saying that I didn't like him having a girlfriend.

After graduation, he said he liked me. I thought he was joking, but slowly I found out that he was serious.At that time, I thought he was a pervert, because I thought it was really disgusting for two big men to be together. You said, how can normal people like...like people of the same gender as themselves?

However, I found out that I was wrong.Love has no definition, nothing can define love.Gender, age, appearance, social class, nothing is allowed.

I was with him, Xiao Yi took my hand, his eyes were full of new hope, he said, there is forever between us.

I nodded, holding hands with him and walking into the distance.

There is light in the distance, waiting for the darkness to come.

Immediately afterwards, Xiao Yi and I talked about our relationship for eight years. In the past eight years, I have been his best listener and favorite lover. We are very happy.

Until Xiao Yi got sick and was quarantined.I separated from him, and the day of quarantine was the last time I saw him.I really didn't expect that such a plot that can only be seen in TV dramas would happen to me.So, watching TV, movies, and novels and anime, we don't know whether they are explaining life or just for entertainment.

Later, in my eyes, Jinan had no winter, and Xiao Yi and I had no eternity. "

The man smoked a cigarette, "There is still a life and death between love." After a pause, he said with a smile: "He forgot."

Wei Xiaowei looked at him, lowered his head, and smiled wryly.

Sympathy.

"Boy. Is that your dad?"

"My partner."

"..." The man froze, "Sorry."

"It's okay." Wei Xiaowei stood up, looked at the sky, and smiled: "I should go, goodbye."

Wei Xiaowei didn't take a few steps, only to hear the voice of the man behind him, "I hope we all live for our courage."

He waved his hand and replied, "That's not courage, that's love."

After that, Wei Xiaowei bought a noodle restaurant and named it 'Uncle Noodle Restaurant'.Although the business was not very good, it continued to open until Wei Xiaowei passed away.

When Wei Xiaowei was alive, he also did many good deeds.He often helps patients who have no money to see a doctor. As long as he does good deeds, he will not be left behind.Until his death, Wei Xiaowei donated all his money.

He sometimes wondered if those he helped knew he was gay.What will be the attitude of those people?

That's it.

How can a few words from others defeat my life's pain.

"Uncle, the noodles I eat don't have the same taste as before..."

"Tell me, is it because I don't have you..."

Before dawn, someone took a selfie in the mirror, unable to see the ugly and the beautiful, and unable to distinguish the truth from the fake.

13. Special

◎After Jiang Shu died, Song Nianqing took Lou Ranyue to attend to his funeral.At that time, the two were no longer the beautiful girls they used to be, but two ordinary people...◎

After Jiang Shu's death, Song Nianqing took Lou Ranyue to attend to his funeral.At that time, the two were no longer the beautiful girls they used to be, but two ordinary old grandmas with wrinkled faces, supporting each other to Jiang Shu's yard.

Their daughter helped to pack things, and she found something and suddenly shouted: "Mom, look what I found." It was exactly the same as when Song Nianqing was young.

Song Nianqing asked Lou Ranyue to sit still, and went into the house to see what her daughter found. It was a pile of letters. Song Nianqing opened one casually, and the letter read:

'Jiang Yan, long time no see.How are you?I'm doing well except without you. I don't love anyone else. I've always loved you.My parents used to ask me if I still miss you, and I always said no, but in fact, it was all fake, outrageously fake.

After you left, they didn't care about me, saying that as long as I'm happy, it doesn't matter if they like men or women.My parents also asked me to find someone to love again, but I only want you, only you.

I want you to smile at me again.

You can never imagine how old I am now, because you have no concept of time, this year is your No. 20 year, and I am already over 50 years old.

Over the years, I have worked hard to live and love you in my own way.Don't you like chrysanthemums? I planted chrysanthemums on the hillside left by my grandparents.

It's blooming now, but it's beautiful, but I don't know if you can see it from the sky.In fact, it doesn't matter, as long as you like it.

Next year's Mid-Autumn Festival, I want to dream of you, shall we be reunited in the dream?It's a pity that I didn't dream of you every Mid-Autumn Festival in the past.

However, don't dislike me now, I am old now, not good-looking, and not as flexible as before.Some time ago I fell while picking fruit, don’t worry, I’m fine, just take the plaster.

Don't say my plaster doesn't work, my plaster is handed down from my ancestors, and it works.In the past, my grandparents used this when they hurt their feet and waists, and they healed within a few days.

I'm pretty much better now.

When I was out shopping today, a boy ran up to me and gave me a piece of candy. He said that I would be fine for Chinese New Year alone, and eating a piece of candy would not be so bitter.

I think so too, an old man looks quite pitiful during Chinese New Year.For so many years, I have watched other people’s fireworks set off. I always sit in the yard and watch them.

After you left for so many years, I haven't eaten candy anymore, and I don't eat sweets anymore.Actually, it’s not a big deal, it’s just that after you leave, everything I eat tastes the same, bitter.

Eating sweets is the most bitter.

I don't like to eat things that are too bitter, so I don't eat them.

But that candy is sweet.

Hahaha, how can I talk about all kinds of miscellaneous things.

There's so much I want to tell you, I don't know where to start.There are really too many things that happened after you left, let me pick some that you will listen to.

Do you remember Liu Yunyan?After you left, he became very popular. Every year on your birthday, he would send a message to celebrate your birthday, and every year on your death day, he would send a message saying that he missed you.

One thing, this kid is stronger than you, that is, he hates black fans so much that fans don't need to take action.

He also wrote two songs, one for you and one for us.

I have listened to that song many times, but not as much as yours.This is necessary. After you leave, I can only listen to the voice messages you sent me before.