all i want is a man

Happiness has different meanings and standards for everyone. For Xiao Chuan, being with Xia Xuechen is a great happiness.

The days of leaving Xia Xuechen became a kind of torment that Xiao Chuan had never experienced, and every minute and every second was filled with anxiety.

Losing is more cruel than not getting.

Time passed day by day, and Xiao Chuan's fantasy was shattered day by day.He was lucky at first, thinking that Xia Xuechen would only propose to break up when he was too sad for a while.When he figured it out, he would naturally return to himself.He would send Xia Xuechen a text message of greeting and comfort every day. Every time he fantasized about the sorry or missed words, but every time he turned on the phone, it was a short "much better, thank you", every time, Xiao Chuanxin As dead ashes.

Feeling unwilling, Xiao Chuan happily called Xia Xuechen every day.At first, Xia Xuechen would simply deal with a few words.After that, I stopped answering the phone.Xiao Chuan dialed back and forth, always beeping, that voice, over and over again, made Xiao Chuan's heart gradually turn from warm to cold.

The dormitories of Xiao Chuan and Xia Xuechen were not far away, but Xiao Chuan always felt that he should respect Xia Xuechen, so he didn't take the initiative to go to the dormitory to disturb him.He expected that their love would awaken naturally.

Except for the occasional meeting, Xia Xuechen and Xiao Chuan became more and more distant.Those dazzlingly beautiful and outrageous pasts seem to never go back.As time passed day by day, Xiao Chuan became numb day by day, no longer expecting a miracle to happen.

Insomnia is inevitable when you are in a state of turmoil.How to relieve worries, only Du Kang.Xiao Chuan no longer wants to chew the desolation alone in the dark.He started clubbing late at night to spend money to get drunk, and when he was drunk, he went to the dance floor, exaggeratedly distorting his body, and let the feeling of heartache be worn away by alcohol amid the sound of heavy metal beating.

Drunk eyes blurred, confused, in a trance, a figure approached.

"Handsome guy, have a drink?" A young man with oily hair and pink face asked.

"Afraid of you?" Gudong Gudong, Xiao Chuan drank three cups of the unknown liquid in front of him.

"What a man! I like it." The young man tentatively climbed onto Xiao Chuan's back with his hands full of tattoos and slightly protruding veins.

"Who are you?" Xiao Chuan usually hated those male stars who slapped the back of their head and their foundation would fall straight down.

"Handsome guy, don't be afraid. I'm a regular visitor here. You can just call me Pete." From time to time, the young man winked at a few passers-by of the same type, and his colorful hair swayed back and forth to the rhythm of the music.His hand wandered on Xiao Chuan's back, as if he had been granted permission, he tried to pull the jacket out of Xiao Chuan's belt.Taking advantage of the situation, he also got close to Xiao Chuan, his eyes fixed on Xiao Chuan, and his seductive breath slowly revealed: "Play with brother tonight?"

It's not that Xiao Chuan didn't notice the young man's actions just now, he just felt that they were all here to get drunk, so it's fine if they don't go too far.Apparently, the young man and Xiao Chuan have different understandings of Chuge.Xiao Chuan's shirt had come off the belt, and the young man's smooth fingers hungrily penetrated and groped Xiao Chuan's skin.

"Fuck your mother! Get out of the way! I can't afford it!" Furious, Xiao Chuan threw the young man to the ground.

"You...what are you pretending to be pure? I don't know what kind of territory this is?" The young man covered half of his cut face and glared at Xiao Chuan bitterly.

"You are not allowed to touch any ground!" Xiao Chuan was anxious, clenched his right hand and raised his fist, just about to strike hard.

"Come here!" A high-pitched female voice was inexplicably familiar, so familiar that it was annoying.This is Xiao Chuan's first impression.

Being dragged and stumbled out of the bar, Xiao Chuan realized that the person who came was none other than the famous and thunderous God of Thunder——Lei Fengnv, who is crazy.

"You? You really linger." The second half of the sentence Xiao Chuan muttered in his heart.

"Stinky boy! You actually come to this kind of place? Tired of work, aren't you?" Lei Feng didn't hold back, and directly grabbed Xiao Chuan's ears and pulled them up.

"Goddess, Goddess, I was wrong. I was wrong. It's going to be broken. It's going to be broken. Help!" He kept his ears in a low voice and cried out for help.

"Isn't this a bar?" Xiao Chuan lowered his head and said in a muffled voice.

"This is not only a bar, it's also a gay bar." Lei Feng didn't hesitate and spoke bluntly.Lit a mole casually, the thin and long smoke made Lei Feng's slender fingers even more slender.

"You didn't lie to me?" The wind made Xiao Chuan wake up a lot, and various emotions such as disgust, shock, fear, and self-blame flashed across his eyes, and his eyelids twitched unconsciously.

"Now I know I'm afraid. Some time ago, there was a lot of noise about the purge operation of N University. Now is a sensitive period. Although Y University has not issued an order to prohibit it, but if what happened tonight is revealed by those good people, you will suffer .You know the power of the Internet.

Don't think I don't know the photos of you and Xia Xuechen. You know better than me who the protagonist in "N University Gay Scandal Discovered" is.I'm too lazy to talk to you. "Lei Feng breathed out the clouds gracefully, but his words were not half sharp. Xiao Chuan only felt that he was being scanned and seen through by the woman in front of him again and again, leaving nothing but nakedness.

"How do you know it's us?" Xiao Chuan obviously behaved much better.

"Don't ask such a mentally retarded question. I don't want to think about what my sister and I do. I am an English teacher at Y University. You and Xia Xuechen's little trick, trying to hide it from me? You are still young. The boys in the outer courtyard are much better than you. Times, I saw through and exposed them one by one. Just you guys? How funny!" Breathing out the last puff of smoke, he stubbed out the cigarette.

"Why are you here?" Relieved, Xiao Chuan finally thought of a question that could save face weakly.

"Torture or interrogate?" Lei Feng had a contemptuous look on his face, and a look of kindness in his eyes.

"No, it's about concern." Xiao Chuan said tactfully.

"I'm so bored, come out with my boyfriend to get some air." The expression on his face was taken for granted.

"Where's your Xia Xuechen? You are so gluey every day, loving each other, why do you have time to enjoy the fireworks in the world today?" Now, Xiao Chuan became the passive party to be beaten again.

"We broke up." In front of the capable female hooligans in the old city, it is more cost-effective to tell the truth.

"Divided?" Lei Feng's black and thin willow-leaf eyebrows hung upside down, not returning to their original shape for a long time.

"What evil did you do kid? You met Chen Yan, she must have a cold personality. It's not easy to meet someone you like, who knows, it's only been a year." Lei Feng shook his hair and pulled out another gun. Smoke, suddenly, green smoke curled up.

"It's only a year." Talking about Xia Xuechen, Xiao Chuan felt sad.

"Hey! Don't cry, don't cry. Just take it as a face to my sister. Take two puffs and let your breath go." He said and handed a female cigarette to Xiao Chuan.

"Cough! Cough! Cough!" Xiao Chuan is an athlete. He usually pays attention to maintaining his body functions and does not smoke.As soon as he took a breath, the entire lung lobe protested violently.

"Okay, okay. Stop smoking. It can be seen that your kid really likes that skinny one." Taking a long puff on the cigarette, the thin tendons around his neck suddenly appeared, and he exhaled light smoke, "Don't be angry. I just... ...Let’s talk about the facts. My sister chased you all day to play ball, and you were not a bird. I’m not bragging, a S-shaped woman with a big Y like me is absolutely the best. Of course, you have no chance now. I won’t stimulate you. You Want to get back together with him?"

Xiao Chuan couldn't stand Lei Feng's jump-start thinking the most, maybe it was the case for those who had been influenced by British and American culture.

"I dream about it. I can't forget it at all." He admitted helplessly, took the cigarette from Lei Feng's hand, took a puff, and said, "Because of him, I fell in love with Y University, Y City, and this lovely place; Because of him, my world is brighter. Because of him, I started to read Zhang Ailing, Chi Li and Fangfang; because of him, I started to listen to Faye Wong and understand Xu Wei; Chopped green onion and coriander; because of him, I began to follow Korean dramas, Japanese dramas, and American dramas; because of him, I felt that I had found my wings; because of him, I knew I was so timid; because of him, I started going to bed before eleven; because of him, I take every breakfast seriously; because of him, I began to like to eat bread; because of him, I gradually stayed away from junk food; because of him, I stopped running red lights; because of him, I want to live well and try to protect him. I am his Seiya .”

"Does he know all of this?" Lei Feng was moved.

"I don't know. If it's a burden to him, I'd rather he doesn't know anything. Another one."

At midnight on the street, at the door of a bar, a man smoked Moore.Xia Ye in the mountain city sobbed with heartbroken regret.

"Take him to the outside world for a walk, his vision will be opened, and the pain will be relieved. In this world, there is nothing that can't be overcome. It's just that sooner or later." After all, Lei Feng's suggestion is not unreasonable.

"However, he and I have taken a lot of leave this semester. If you skip classes again, you will definitely die." Even though you usually don't like any class except sports, but when it comes to critical moments, you are really a little scared.

"You are stupid. You just said that many things happened to Xia Xuechen. Even if he wants to heal his wounds, he must be left alone. It is already mid-June, and the final exam will be in one month. Take him now. Go out, when the time comes, all subjects will be red. Even if he heals old wounds, he will add new worries. Stupid!" Lei Feng's analysis was very precise, and his criticism was merciless.

"Then what should we do?" The eyes and tone were almost asking for help.

"Last second, I didn't have anything to do. However, this second, I already have a great idea." Looking at Xiao Chuan's eager eyes, Lei Feng smiled and said: "Our old Wang said, During the summer vacation, the school will select several representatives to participate in the "×× Cup" roller skating competition in S Province. The top three will have rewards, and they are very generous. I know your strength. When the time comes, you will receive the bonus , take your sweetheart and travel among the mountains and rivers, why not do it?"

"Old Wang? Your family? Are you married? Who is it?" Question marks popped up in Xiao Chuan's mind one after another.

"You're smart, even pigs and bears don't believe it!" Seeing Xiao Chuan's stunned face, Lei Feng finally couldn't help it, "Wang Mu."

"Wang Mu?" So that's the case, I thought it was some tall, rich and handsome, diamond king and old five.Pick up and jump up, justsoso.Xiao Chuan secretly grimaced in his heart.

"Let's go!" Lei Feng put his arms around Xiao Chuan's not-thin shoulders.

"Where are you going? Where's your boyfriend?" This woman is so wild and unrestrained, Xiao Chuan scolded in his heart.

"No sound for such a long time, that white-eyed wolf probably has a new prey. Go to my house! Do you have a place to go so late? Don't be too polite." Walking to the parking lot, Xiao Chuan was stuffed into the parking lot without any explanation. On the co-pilot of the red Buick Regal.

"Sit still." Before he could agree, the red car flew on the road like the wind.Like thunder like wind, like thunder like wind.Xiao Chuan explained in his heart.

It took about 10 minutes to arrive at Lei Feng's house.With good expectations in his heart, Xiao Chuan had a good night's sleep.Ignoring Lei Feng's ghost screams in the middle of the night - because the speed of the car was too fast and the alcohol was surging, Xiao Chuan's belly finally landed on the floor of Lei Feng's house.

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