come close to me hold me

"Guru~"

A strange sound broke the warm scene, Jiang Yien blushed, covered his stomach and pursed his lips, looked up at An Xun timidly, and smiled a little far-fetched.

In An Xun's soft eyes, there is only a gentle smile of doting: "A certain kid, seems to like the sound of stomach rumbling the most?"

Smoke was coming from Jiang Yien's head, his body froze, only his eyes blinked twice in embarrassment.She regretted that when she was a child, why did she like this kind of embarrassing voice, and it was recorded on the front page of the favorite diary!

The little girl looked at a loss, she was so cute to the bottom of her heart, An Xun couldn't help but wrap her in her arms, patted her on the head to comfort her twice: "Are you hungry? Have nothing else to eat?"

"No... no... I'll go heat it up!" Jiang Yien ran away with the vegetables he had packed during the day, always feeling that his stomach was still restless, and he might make two more noises at any time.

An Xun got up and followed, her expression and steps were different from when she came, it seemed that there was a gust of wind pushing her away behind her, and the lights at home were also like the sun.

It turns out that the sofa at home is also a good place to pack up and mourn.

Afterwards, the two of them untied their hearts, had a simple dinner, and started to pack the big and small bags they bought from the mall.From the moment he saw An Xun put the couple's toothbrush and mouthwash cup in front of the washstand, Jiang Yien's previous embarrassment and dullness disappeared, and even a spark was ignited.

"Sister An, do you choose white or pink?" Jiang Yien asked An Xun while holding two electric toothbrushes.

"White."

Of course, it goes without saying.

Jiang Yien nodded, and put the white toothbrush into the pink mouthwash cup: "Sister An, let's change the cup? This will make it easier to see that they are a pair!"

After all, An Xun couldn't escape Fennen, he didn't know whether to laugh or cry, seeing the little girl's eyes full of expectation, he could only obey her, bent his eyes and said with a smile: "Listen to you."

The carpets purchased online a month ago arrived one after another, and the smell dissipated. The two of them continued to work and packed everything. After a lot of trouble, the coffee table, the edge of the bed, and the study room were all covered with carpets. .

"Sister An, why did you suddenly think of buying a street stall?"

Jiang Yien was so tired that he was sweating profusely, sitting on the carpet in the study with his legs spread out, scratching and playing with his hands repeatedly, enjoying the change in color when he smoothed and reversed the fur.

An Xun came to sit beside her, looked down at her fiddle with the carpet, her bright autumn eyes sparkled with joy.

Jiang Yien is like this, sometimes she looks mature and sophisticated, sometimes she looks childish, fake and real and sometimes real and fake, which face is the real her, it's hard to tell, and it doesn't matter anymore.

Maybe it's all her.

The so-called old-fashioned mind and the eyes of a child who are not deeply experienced in the world, probably, that's it.

"Because a certain kid can fall when he walks."

"because I?"

Jiang Yien stopped, raised his head and looked at each other, his eyes were bright with surprise.She remembered that after she slipped and fell, An Xun blamed herself, "It should be carpeted", and that was enough to make her deer bump around.

An Xun nodded and smiled, acquiescing.

Jiang Yien was so elated that he had nowhere to hide his shame, so he simply leaned into An Xun's arms, lay on his back on her lap, played with the corners of her clothes, and curled the ends of her soft hair with his fingertips, covering up his carelessness with carelessness. be terribly upset.

"Sister An is really nice."

An Xun froze for a long while, his ears were red and his eyes reached his neck, his hair was pulling his scalp numb, and he couldn't help shivering.

He couldn't bear to let the girl get up, so he could only try his best to ease his stiff body, and rubbed the girl's hair a little dullly.The girl seemed to feel her caress, raised the corners of her mouth, curved her eyebrows, and smiled softly.

The uneasiness and stalemate in An Xun's heart were also melted and dispelled at the moment of this smile.

She thought, the romance in the world is nothing more than that, what flowers and diamond rings, confessions and oaths do you want.As it is now, it is enough to light a sunset lamp in the study room, put a book and a cup of tea in your hand, lie in your arms with your lover, and whisper a few words.

"Xiao En, what kind of life do you want in the future?" While speaking, she casually held her cuff and gently wiped off the thin sweat from the little girl's forehead.

Jiang Yien frowned and thought for a while. She had drawn the blueprint of the future in her mind countless times. She was ambitious. Although she hated to admit it, deep down, she also had a dream of being a hero.

Since meeting An Xun, her ambition has not diminished, but has become more concrete.The figures of her parents have long been invisible. There are thousands of good doctors, and she has never set any standards in her heart.

Now, An Xun is her standard.

The difference is that in the past, she only wanted to go out, and only wanted to fly higher to get rid of the haze behind her. Now, in addition to her dreams and beliefs, she is also willing to hoard her family and love.

An Xun gave her a home, a home where she could imagine countless things.

"Hmm... My latest thought... is to become a regular! When I became a regular, my intern girlfriend also became a regular, right?!"

An Xun couldn't laugh or cry, and gently pinched the little girl's cheek: "Don't make trouble, I'm asking you seriously!"

Jiang Yien was indignant, and got up and said, "I'm serious! After I become a full-time employee, my salary will be enough to meet my food and clothing. I want to learn how to manage money, and use the assets left by my parents to make our future life easier. A little richer."

"Buy a big villa, okay? Give you a big study room, put your Steinway, upgrade your floor-to-ceiling bookcase! I also want a Lego room, can we build a castle together? Let's make another soundproof The piano room, so that I won’t get into trouble when I play the piano!”

"I still want to read more books on child psychology! Don't you like children the most?"

Every time Jiang Yien sees An Xun's gentle eyes looking at the children, he is moved.Moreover, with the advanced test tube technology and legal support, they can use bone marrow to extract stem cells and cultivate a daughter that truly belongs to them.

She thought, if her daughter was like An Xun, she would be amazingly beautiful.

"Our daughter, what's your name? How about An Leen? An Xun loves Jiang Yinen hahahahaha...Jiang Aining is also pretty good, the cohesion of Jiang Xiaoen and An Xiaoai!"

Saying that, he looked towards the direction of the sunset lamp, and then said:

"If we have a child in the future, I want to give her a full childhood as much as possible. Material and love must be available, and she should have what other children have, and I want to give her what other children don't have."

"When we are old, retired, and our children are grown up, we will travel around the world! You say, kissing in front of the Sacred Heart Church before sunset, will love really have eternity?"

Not knowing where to start, An Xun burst into tears.

She can only look at the girl's eyes from the back side, and she can tell that those eyes are looking far away, shining brightly under the reflection of the sunset light, and the slightly raised jaw outlines a beautiful and soft face. line.

An Xun has always liked young, frivolous and arrogant Jiang Yien's age. The future they describe is always bright and full of hope.

I like it, because all this was too far away from me in the past, I was locked in the dark and cold, and I never imagined the future.But from this moment on, she can immerse herself in it to her heart's content, dreaming of her dreams, and frivolously frivolously.

Under the sunset light, she seemed to see their twilight figures, strolling on the seaside on the waves, listening to the wind blowing the wheat waves in the fields.Time may make the little deer in their hearts sleep peacefully, and there will be no throbbing and shyness in their eyes, but it will make them wrap each other more firmly in their hearts, hide them in their eyes, take everything that the years have given, hold hands, and slowly Into the end of the sunset.

It must be two happy old ladies.

His gaze was as bright as the moonlight, and the water had been rippling for too long. An Xun wiped away the tears all over his face, hiding his previous emotion, and jokingly responded:

"When you retire, I'll be on the seventh day, and I don't know if I'm still here..."

Jiang Yien straightened his body suddenly, turned his head and frowned fiercely and said seriously: "Nonsense! You want to live to be a hundred, and I want to live to be a hundred! However, if you can't walk anymore, I will push you away." Can I take you in a wheelchair?"

An Xun's thousands of words were choked in his throat for a while, tears fell like broken threads again, his lips and teeth separated for a long time, and he only uttered the word "good" softly and hoarsely.

An Xun seemed to suddenly understand that the old man always said that he hoped that he would live longer than his partner, which turned out to be the most romantic love words.Thinking of how sad and disturbed I would be if I really left one day, when I was dying.

How can you rest assured and leave the little girl alone.

She's already been left behind once.

Jiang Yien said that she likes children, but in fact she never planned to get married and have children, but because of her younger sister, she has tolerance and understanding for all children.From this moment on, she really longed to have a child.

she thinks……

If I leave first, let our daughter continue to accompany you instead of me.

Seeing that An Xun was crying so badly, Jiang Yien blamed himself a little, wiped away her tears distressedly, embraced her, and softly comforted her.

"Sister An, do you believe in an afterlife? If there is a next life, can we meet sooner?"

An Xun didn't know how to answer, when she met Jiang Yien, the little girl was only eight years old, isn't it early enough?If it weren't for the difficult family affairs, she would go back to find that poor little friend, take her to the playground, buy her white rabbit toffee, help her get back her toys and snacks, and take her out of her rice bowl Onion, ginger and garlic.

She will accompany her to grow up slowly, and resist the heat and cold of the world for her.

She regretted that she didn't, and she blamed herself that she didn't, that she didn't accompany the children through the most bitter and tormenting days.

She was so heartbroken that she was absent.

"Sister An, I love you so much."

Every word fell heavily on the tip of An Xun's heart, making his eyebrows startled, and the remaining bits and pieces on his eyelashes dripped again with the rain:

"Xiao En, I..."

I used to think that love is gravel and fine sand, no matter how much it is filled, there will always be gaps, but now I find that love is actually a stream of water, which diffuses in and fills up the heart without even realizing it.

So crazy, so drunk.

An Xun was thinking, it would be unfair to say that little girls can easily fall in love with mature women.

She is also obsessed with her little girl.

Those three words were almost on the verge of spilling out of his lips and teeth. After several efforts, he was still restrained by shyness to the point where he couldn't utter them. He secretly complained in his heart why he couldn't express himself so calmly like a little girl.

Probably, subconsciously, she still cared about the people whom she said "I love you" to have no good end in the end.

"It's okay, I allow you to hide love in your heart," Jiang Yien saw An Xun's embarrassment, reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, withdrew from his embrace, looked up at An Xun and smiled softly.

An Xun felt sour. She knew how much the little girl expected her to speak, but her "I love you" was like a curse.

Saying I love you to your family every day is a warm rule that Xiao Anyi learned from kindergarten.An Xunben was stingy to speak, but in the face of her younger sister's enthusiasm, she still responded, and under her younger sister's urging, she expressed it softly to her mother implicitly.

However, good fortune tricks people.

Just a moment after opening the mouth, the steering wheel of the car twisted as if out of control, the engine roared due to unreasonable acceleration, and there was a frightening sense of weightlessness after the boundary was wiped out. For a moment, the sky was dark.

So for a long time, she couldn't hear these three words. When Jiang Yien passed by them last time, she also subconsciously forced herself to ignore them. This time, she really couldn't pretend to be indifferent. A girl's love, sometimes It was a drizzle that was long, gentle and lingering, but sometimes it came too violently, so violent that it almost broke her.

How could she bear her wronged.

"I'll sing it to you."

She found a voice that could be expressed for her, wiped away her tears, got up and walked to the piano, sat down, lifted the piano cover, and breathed steadily.

Jiang Yien got up from the carpet in a daze, slowly moved to An Xun's side, and finally sat on the piano bench together, every step seemed to be probing, she didn't fully understand what An Xun meant, and she wasn't sure I can sit in this position.

Fortunately, An Xun just looked at her and smiled tenderly, then turned his eyes back to the keys, and acquiesced to her sitting beside her.

The moon is white and the wind is clear outside the window, the room is warm and harmonious, and the strings are flowing with the prelude. Soon, the ears are sent to melodiously, like a breeze blowing through the clouds, rolling and relaxing, lingering and moving.

"The wind is still blowing tonight, thinking of how gentle you are, the days with you are extraordinarily relaxing..."

It is the song that will fascinate you no matter how many times you listen to it - "Intimate Lover".

Jiang Yien had never heard An Xun sing before, she thought it would be very difficult for a calm and introverted person like Sister An to be able to speak.At this moment, An Xun was by her side, singing softly for her, which still made her unbelievable.

Looking at An Xun's side face, under the backlight, there was a layer of veil and mist, which was still unclear and incomprehensible.

An Xun's voice is also like the sounds of nature, just like her people, cool and gentle, suddenly distant and near.It also seems that the sad autumn rain is falling on the heart, making people feel sore and painful from time to time.Even because of the slow melody of this song, under the dim light, she actually got a little drunk from singing.

"My dear, dear lover..."

Jiang Yien suddenly heard a few subdued tremors at the end, and when he turned his head to look back at An Xun, the man actually looked like pear blossoms with rain.

Tears just brushed past the piano keys, and the sound gradually became like a song like weeping. Jiang Yien didn't know what kind of mixed feelings that person had in his heart at the moment, which made his eyes so soft and so sad.

It turns out that after the ice beauty melted, she was also a little crying bag.

Jiang Yien seemed to have discovered some treasure again, her brows raised slightly, and she wrinkled sourly, no matter whether her behavior was disturbing or not, she just let herself lean on An Xun's shoulder, she shed tears and followed her heart broken.In my heart, there was still a little bit of coquettishness and reproach.

You got me, drunk.

"This is the most exciting time of my life..."

At the end of the song, people stay together.

Jiang Yien was silent for a long time, her thoughts swirled in the reverberation of the music for a long time, she was already confused, what is the relationship between them now.

Just let the hand that was still a little bit drunk, embrace the sad and uncontrollable tearful person, embrace her, kiss her forehead uncontrollably, lower her eyes, kiss away a drop of saltiness from the corner of her eyes, and finally arrive In the ear, there is a circle of breath, which is fragrant and lingering.

"Sister An...

"Could you just turn right now?"

The author has something to say: the lyrics quote the famous Taiwanese music producer Xiaochong's lyrics and music, and Anita Mui sang the song "Intimate Lover".

"An old-fashioned heart, and children's inexperienced eyes" comes from the Internet, and the author is unknown.