Unable to say beyond the GL-Sequel

After breaking up with Hui, in the days when he was alone, he suddenly had more free time. He was proficient at work and didn’t need to spend much energy. The author's literary talent attracted me, and then I began to wonder what kind of person could write such an article.

I joined the group, and then brazenly added the author as a friend, and found out that it was a city, but one was the westernmost and the other was the easternmost. I called her occasionally to chat about her articles and each other. After autumn, It's winter.

Finally, I couldn't bear it anymore, and called her before I got off work on another weekend.

"Why don't I go find you tomorrow." I want to see her.

"My friend will be upset."

"Are you afraid that if I eat you, you won't succeed?"

"OK then!"

I was very happy. I got up early the next day, washed and went on the road. After driving for more than two hours, it was already past 11 noon when I arrived at her place. I called her when I arrived at the appointed place. After a while, I saw her A long-haired girl, wearing a pair of gray and white mesh sneakers, and a dark-colored sweater with a slanted collar and a large collar, walked over with her face turned to the sky, and her eyes and eyebrows were alienated.

"I'm going to the Internet cafe to upload my essay first." She said to herself, speaking very fast.

"My friend is very upset that I came to see you, saying that your purpose is not pure."

"Haha, is it?" I only know that she has a girlfriend who is entangled.

"I broke up with my girlfriend, I just want to make friends with you." I was not sure why I was so persistent in wanting to see her, I really just wanted to make friends with her, I'm afraid it wasn't, but my words Still don't want to admit it.

When I arrived at the Internet cafe, I sat next to her. I watched my movie, and she passed on her text. Then she patted me and showed me her friend’s photo.

"quite pretty"

She showed me their chat records again, and her friend said to me in the records, "You think she is handsome too." I felt uncomfortable after reading it, at least I would not say that about others.

"Can you play Crossfire?"

"not good at."

"let's play together."

At the beginning, I followed along to join in the fun, and then I realized that I was not at the same level as her. It was the first time I saw a person who could play such a level of sniper rifle. Later, I just concentrated on watching her play. Her focused profile is very beautiful. , the skin is not particularly good, and the facial lines are not particularly soft. Due to the winter, the lips are a little peeling. It is such a combination, but it gives people a harmonious beauty. It reminds me of what she said about herself Because of her background, she began to feel sorry for her.

When I came out of the Internet cafe, it was already dusk, the sun was hanging slantingly, the temperature was not bad, and the wind was blowing slightly on my body.I went to her relative's house with her again, listening to Dong Zhen's song with one earphone on the way, chatting with each other, this is the first time I met Dong Zhen, her voice is very classical, very sad, singing It gives people a poignant feeling, I am only holding her arm, this kind of picture, in the eyes of outsiders, is not harmonious, I am dressed like a little boy holding a person like this.I am very happy in my heart, although I know that she has a deep bond with the person she has broken up with, and even though I know that she loves her very much.

"I know there's a donburi restaurant that's pretty good, so let's eat there."

"Okay." I was very happy to be with her. Although it was the first time we met, there was an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

"I usually eat here." When I entered the door and looked at the menu, she said this. It's a small restaurant with a lot of people eating. We each ordered a meal.

When I came out of the restaurant, the lights were already on, and there were few pedestrians on the road.

"It's late, you should go back."

"Anyway, you don't have to go to work tomorrow, so I'll take you home."

After sending her downstairs, she turned around and asked me.

"It's so late, maybe there's no car, why don't you go and get a room next door."

"It's okay, I'll go to the Internet cafe for a night out."

"My mom doesn't like me bringing strangers home."

"It's okay, I won't go in, you go back, go to bed early, then I'm leaving, see you online."

After I finished speaking, I left. Her house was very close to the Internet cafe where I used to surf the Internet. Halfway there, I heard a rush of footsteps running towards me. I was a little surprised when I turned around and saw it was her.

"You walked so fast, you didn't even hear me calling you, my bicycle is outside the Internet cafe, can you push it over for me?" I took the key, looked at her, and didn't think much about it, maybe I was a little stupid Well, obviously she can push it by herself.

Riding the bicycle unsteadily to the downstairs of her house, led by her, entered the building, her house is on the first floor, put down the bicycle, the room is not big, simple and old furniture, the bathroom is also small.Both of us are from poor families. For me, no matter how bad the environment is, at least she has her mother to accompany her, but neither of my parents is around. Thinking about it this way, I feel so depressed Heavier, I just stood in the living room of her home in a daze, and heard her say: "It's very late, I'm afraid my mother will not be happy to see you when she comes back."

"Then I'm leaving." I turned around and almost ran away. At this moment, I knew that my purpose for her was not pure.

After chatting with her on the Internet for a while, I nestled on the sofa and fell asleep. I woke up at 6:7 the next morning. I went to the bathroom to wash and wash my hair. I didn’t want her to see my tired self. Her face was still pale, and she smiled self-deprecatingly. When she came out of the Internet cafe, it was already dawn and it was a little cold. Thinking that her throat was uncomfortable during the promotion these days, she went to the supermarket to buy some throat medicines and the like, and waited until [-] Called her at noon, watched her go to work, and then went home by car.

I kept in touch with her casually. Occasionally on weekends, I would go to her by car, have a meal, and then go to an Internet cafe for a night out. She said that I don’t have to do this, it will be very tiring. I just want to be closer to her, and then I said to myself : "I like you, but it's just my business."

In the middle, I had a private chat with another girl who liked her in the group. The content of the chat was a little blurry. I just remembered that I gave full play to my dark nature and wanted to scare away all the people around her who liked her. Now that I think about it, it’s really Childish can.

Gradually she also felt that I liked her and alienated me intentionally. She was at work that day and saw her send a message saying that it was cold in the supermarket and that she was going crazy from freezing, so I couldn’t sit still anymore. I bought warm babies in the supermarket and went to look for her by car. When I got there, I called her, but she didn't answer. She just sent me a message and told me not to come.

Walking aimlessly on unfamiliar streets, I feel very depressed, and my concern may already be a burden in the eyes of the other party.Passing by a supermarket, I walked in by accident. I didn't expect that as soon as I entered the door, I saw that poor and hateful person who was busy with his head down. The previous haze was swept away. A flash of surprise.

"What time do you get off work? I'll pick you up." I handed the warm baby to her.

"I don't know yet. I have an appointment with a classmate today. You should go first."

"It's okay, I'll wait for you at the Internet cafe across the street. Call me after get off work." Knowing that she was rejected, she said this without giving up, and left the supermarket happily.

There is still some fate between us, so we can meet you like this.

Just when I was about to despair, I received a call from her.

"Let's go to have a late-night snack, or the restaurant near my house." Listening to her helpless voice, I smiled.

After dinner, on the way to send her back, neither of them spoke, the night was very quiet, she sang Dong Zhen's song, with a nice voice, she leaned her head on my shoulder, and left.My heart skipped a beat, then calmed down.This night is still booked in the Internet cafe near her home.

I still didn’t go home during Chinese New Year this year. I went to find her and knew that she must be with her family, so I waited silently in the Internet cafe. After 9 o’clock, I saw her text message saying, “I can only come to accompany you for a while.” , suddenly happy.Seeing her enter the Internet cafe and turn on the machine, I sat on the armrest on the right side of her sofa and wanted to give her a massage. After struggling a few times in my heart, I followed my heart and squeezed her shoulder.After sitting for a while, he sent her home, handed her the purchased things, and couldn't help but stop her when she turned around to enter the corridor.

"Xue, wait a minute, I have something to tell you."

She looked at me, waiting for me to speak.

"You close your eyes."

She still looked at me without moving, sighed, approached her, saw her dodge subconsciously, hugged her, quickly kissed her left cheek, then called "Happy New Year", turned and ran In the rain, I can feel my heart beating fast.When I arrived at the Internet cafe, I saw the message she sent: "You scared me just now." I don't know if it is good or bad.

I remember she said that she is very similar to the person she likes very much, and she always does things when she thinks about it, regardless of whether she doesn't care. She said: "Why do you do this? I hate Pisces the most."

Even if I hate it, so what, I can't control myself, even if you don't like me, so what, I still can't stop liking you.