Unable to say beyond the GL-Sequel

"Why? I'm Lan's alumni."

"Oh, you are that Rong from that day, right?"

"Well, have you seen that person recently?"

"No, why?"

"Nothing, just ask."

Her first temptation was careful. Didn’t she like that netizen? single.

On the weekend, when I came out to play the dance machine, I just received a call from Rong.

"Where are you? I'll pick you up."

I went downstairs and saw her in a black shirt, yellow cotton vest, sunglasses, curly hair and the yellow electric car she was riding. The color of the car and the cotton vest is really not flattering.

"In the evening, my friend and I have an appointment to drink at the bar, let's go together."

"Okay."

When we arrived at the bar, there were already people waving to us. One of them was almost drunk. Another girl with short hair in a white jumper comforted her.

"N."

"what."

After a brief self-introduction, I ordered a beer and listened to their chat.They all know each other. They are either classmates or colleagues. I am the only outsider. I just drink my own and play billiards and two-player football with Rong intermittently.When the drink was about the same, Rong said she was a little drunk, and asked me to drive her electric car over. It was the first time I drove an electric car, but I didn't drive into the ditch. N took her back, and they lived very close. I still walked home.

I know the story of N and her girlfriend from Rong. It started beautifully and ended badly. No matter how much they love each other, they are still not together.I haven't experienced the pain of that kind of struggle, and I can't understand the difficulty of their choice, but why, the N who impressed me is also a Scorpio, is it really so evil?It's just that this time, I don't intend to provoke. After going through the snow, I understand that a person like N who loves so deeply can let go of the person she loves. It is difficult to break her psychological defense unless she loves me. I'm also interested, otherwise I wouldn't have a chance. With this kind of awareness, and after getting along with her, I knew that she didn't have much interest in me, so I took her as a friend of Rong with peace of mind.

The relationship between Rong and I changed qualitatively one night.

That day we went to eat sushi at the sushi owner's restaurant in our dancing machine group, and the two drank some sake. She seemed a little drunk, with her head resting on my shoulder. It's easy to fight, depending on the situation, I can only send her home.

"Rong, let me take you back, you can't drive like this."

She thought for a while, then nodded in agreement.

Alcohol is definitely the catalyst for the beginning of various relationships.Her house was relatively remote, and it was getting dark.

"It's so late, it's hard to get a taxi, and it's not safe for you to go back. Why don't you just sleep at my house."

When I said the sentence of sending her home, I thought of what would happen, but my ears still warmed up when I heard this sentence, and it felt like I had planned it long ago.

"Ah."

I went up to the second floor with her. Her room is on the left side of the stairs, and her parents' room is on the right side. There are not many things in the room, mostly wooden old-fashioned furniture. She went to the parents' room and told me that I was staying here. Say I'm her classmate, I couldn't hear clearly through the door, and then she took me to the bathroom on the first floor and she went upstairs.

Sitting on her bed after taking a shower, thinking about not being able to resist eating others later, subconsciously hope to develop slowly, but now staring at this bed, it seems impossible, this orphan and widow are burning firewood, no matter what Now, just do what you want, I am not a good bird, pretending to be pure.

When her mind was in a mess, she pushed open the door.

After turning off the light, the two of us were lying on the bed. I was lying straight, and I felt a scorching breath rushing towards the left side of my neck. She leaned over and smelled it.

"What brand of perfume did you wear? It smells good."

"It's not a perfume, it's Rexona Men's Antiperspirant Deodorant."

"Really? I've been smelling it all night and I like it."

As she said that, she approached me and smelled it. Sister, I am not Liu Xiahui. I don’t want to be so provocative, so I reached out and lifted her head up and kissed her. Then I felt that I was shocked. I am not food, even if You don't have much experience, so don't gnaw like this!After such a toss, the desire in my heart retreated halfway, and I lay between her legs, neither advancing nor retreating.

"Don't you dare want me? Are you afraid of being responsible?" Seeing me stop, she deliberately used this to provoke me.

But I'm such an instant fire.I slid my hand to her, and I went in as soon as I stood up. It was very wet and tight. Wave after wave of contraction came from my fingers. I was still excited. Even though I didn't like it that much, I still had the desire to occupy her. This is The so-called animal instinct, no matter how advanced it is, is nothing more than that.I forgot to ask her a few times. In such a cold day, my whole body was soaked in sweat. I don't know when I fell asleep.

It was already late when I woke up, I poked my head out of the quilt and saw Rong's mother pushing the door in, and couldn't shrink back, so I said hello.

"Morning Auntie."

"It's okay, you guys go to sleep for a while, I bought raw fried rice, you and Rong can eat it together later."

"Okay, thank you auntie."

"Oh, don't go back at noon, I have bought all the food, you can go after eating."

"Huh? Uh... ok. We're up now."

Watching her mother go out, and turning around to see Rong Jingliang looking at me, I suddenly felt like I was on a pirate ship.

It’s been a long time since I ate home-cooked food. I seldom cook by myself. Ping and my commute time are different, and we can’t eat together, so we basically just eat outside.Rong's mother's cooking is quite delicious.

"what about the taste?"

"It was delicious."

"It's not delicious at all, Mom, look at this dish is so old, and the soup is so oily."

"I cook it for you, but you still hate it, Xiao He, look, my family has never said that I cook delicious food, how did I give birth to a daughter like you?"

"What are you talking about?"

I just laughed, watching their mother and daughter quarreling with her father, this should be the feeling a family should have, no matter what they say, they are unscrupulous because of love, so I can understand what Rong said that she still wants to get married in the future , Regarding my sexual orientation, I don't want to leave regrets, nor do I want to completely hurt the hearts of my family members, so I am just a post for her to experience life, and I will leave one day.

We went back to her room after lunch, and I saw a lot of composition books on her desk. She followed my line of sight and fell down on the bed.

"There are still a lot of essays that have not been approved."

"Why don't I approve it for you."

As I said that, I started to work on my own. Because my father is a teacher, I am no stranger to these things. I found typos, wrote comments, and scored. Rong took the composition I had approved and corrected it with the red pen.

"The score you gave is too high, it won't work."

"Yes, Chinese teacher, I think it's up to you to approve it yourself. I'm about to go home."

"Oh, I'll take you by electric car."

"okay."

The following days were very peaceful, sometimes I went to her house on weekends, and sometimes I stayed at home by myself.

In 2010, I lived together with Heping, Ping’s son and her boyfriend, Brother Sun. We have lived together in Heping for a few years, and we already feel like family members. Sometimes we also talk about the men and women around each other. As usual, I called my grandparents, parents, third uncle, and grandma to say New Year greetings. Calling Xue before the 12 o'clock bell, until the bell is over, for me, she is not only a friend, but a family member.

I am crazy when I love someone, I devote myself wholeheartedly to falling in love, and I value the other person more than myself. After the end, I am sad but it will not last long, so for Lan or Xue, once the relationship is withdrawn, It's easy to be friends again.

I just don’t allow myself to overindulge myself, even if I’m broken in love, I don’t allow myself to immerse myself in it for too long. Sometimes this is actually very sad, but there is no way to change it. I have no sense of security. I am always afraid that I will be too dependent if I lose it. , It’s hard to trust others, especially family members, maybe it was the big daddy’s stick when I was 10 years old, which shattered my confidence in everyone’s trust, maybe these are just an excuse for my selfishness.

In April, Rong and N and their other good sister and daughter Lin decided to go to Hangzhou to play, and I, as a family member, also went to join in the fun.

N and Lin took the train, and Rong and I took the bus because there was a long-distance bus station nearby. We also booked different hotels, they were Orange Hotel, and we were Hanting.

When we arrived in Hangzhou, Rong called them and made an appointment to meet them on Hefang Street. There is a street near the bus station called Hefang Street. After walking for a long time, I couldn’t find anyone. When Rong called her friend to confirm, I was already irritated. Yes, I just interjected, if there was a mirror at that time, my face would definitely be equated with a resentful woman, if there was such a person by my side at that time, I would have sealed her mouth with tape, but Rong didn't say anything , and then I felt that I was a little unreasonable, so I restrained myself.

I took the bus and found that Hefang Street is next to the West Lake. It feels like an ancient town in the south of the Yangtze River. Silk shops, snack bars, and pharmacies are lined up on both sides of the street.Seeing that it was noon, they picked a restaurant, which was said to be a century-old restaurant, and ate a few signature dishes.

After eating some snacks, a few people headed for West Lake.

This is the third time I have come to the West Lake. The first time I came by myself, and it was also a weekend. I also took a boat trip to the lake with a stranger, and then found out that the other party also came from Shanghai for the weekend. The boy insisted on paying for the boat. My Xinjiang mother and son on the same boat did not refuse.The second time, I was with Lan. The two walked around the West Lake. They were exhausted and met a pair of the same kind. When it was approaching Leifeng Pagoda, it started to rain heavily. It took a long time to get a taxi. The hotel was almost drenched.This time, four people, three literary youths plus me, a young man who is not good at strolling around slowly, drink coffee at Starbucks when tired, Rong and N both like photography, and took pictures along the way, as usual, take a wooden boat tour of the West Lake, Liu Lang Wen Ying, San Tan Ying moon…….

In the evening, we planned to go to the bar as planned. It may be that the address on the Internet is different from the actual address. We searched for a long time but couldn't find it, so we went to a jazz bar casually.The environment was not too noisy, the wooden tables and chairs were full of people, and the four of them ordered barrels of beer and various snacks.The live jazz band is good, and the voice of the female lead singer is very comfortable to listen to. Light a cigarette and hold it casually in your hand, listen to music, drink beer, and the tiredness of the day is swept away.Then we went back to the hotel separately, and when we left, we also left separately. Rong and I were still in the car.