Unable to say beyond the GL-Sequel

In May, Rong and I went to the Changfeng Park Underwater World and liked the blue and quiet feeling.

At the end of the month, I asked N to sing together. After Rong and I opened the box, we put the things we bought in the supermarket on the table. The waiter saw it and said that we can't bring things in, and then I got upset.

"The box has been opened and the money has been paid, so you said you can't bring things in. Why didn't you say that at the cashier just now?"

"We posted a notice inside the cash register."

"Then you see, I brought my things with me, and paid for the room, so let's do it this time, next time I know, just don't bring it."

"That won't work, your things must be stored at the bar."

The waiter insisted that we put our things in storage. I have never seen such obstinacy.

"Then if you insist on this, let's stop singing and return the money to us."

"We don't check out here."

"Originally, we came to sing just to have fun, but after making trouble like this, we are not in the mood to sing. If you return the money to us, we will leave immediately."

When I got up, Rong was also very angry. We went to the bar to ask them to refund the money, but they refused.

"Your time is money, isn't our time money?"

"Tell your manager to come out" Rong slapped the table and shouted. To be honest, I was also scared when I heard this, so I wanted to leave quickly.

After making a fuss for a while, I got the money and left, and I made an appointment with N at another place, the price was very low, and the acoustics were good.Rong likes Mavis Fan's songs, and N likes Cheer Chen more. The song "Fish" sung by N was the one that impressed me the most that day.

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What can't be taken away, what can't be thrown away, let the heavy rain erode it

Let him assume I'm trying to defend myself

If there is an embrace that is brave no matter the cost

Don't let me fly, surround me gently

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I'll give him everything I can't take away

let him hold me in the palm of his hand freely

If there is a world that is muddy, it's outrageous

Forgive me for flying, I used to love the sun

N's singing voice is high-pitched and clear, revealing a trace of stubbornness.I don't know if it's because Scorpio girls have an almost perverted persistence in love, which makes them more devoted to themselves when they sing. In short, the few I know sing very well and are very emotional.

In June, our company chose Tianmu Lake in Zhejiang Province for its annual public tour. As usual, the boss and his friends drove there by private car.When we got there, we ate lunch in the hotel and tasted the legendary Tianmu Mountain Fish Head.In the afternoon, I went to the Nanshan Bamboo Sea. When I entered the main entrance, my eyes were full of emerald green, and occasionally clear streams flowed through the mountains. The group experienced a bamboo raft tour, and finally took the cable car to the top of the mountain.The first time I took a high-altitude cable car, the fog in the mountains was very thick, and the temperature dropped as we went higher. We had to wear disposable raincoats to block the wind. When I sat on it, I kept staring at the thick cableway, thinking about it Is it solid?The most conspicuous thing on the top of the mountain is the golden Nanshan Shou Buddha, and the "Shou" character carved in various fonts on the wall behind it is quite ancient.I’ve been in Shanghai for a long time, and I’m really in a good mood when I go out to visit the mountains and rivers occasionally. If I live in this kind of place for a long time, I don’t know if I will still feel good, probably not.

In July, Rong and I went to the World Expo.The temperature was very high that day and there were a lot of people. We had to line up in front of each restaurant. We went to Sweden, Thailand and other small restaurants and didn’t go back until sunset. The biggest feeling was: there are so many Chinese people!

Because we were too tired, we went straight back to Rong's house, and the two of us sat on her bed for a while, looking through the photos I took before, and she saw the photos in my mobile phone, including girls' photos.

"What is the relationship between this woman and you?"

"Huh? Oh, it's my friend who plays the dance machine together."

"what about this?"

"what about this……"

I answered all the questions she asked, and then she got upset, and even deleted all the photos of girls she thought had something to do with me without asking. I got angry and grabbed the phone.

"If you are jealous, you will be jealous. Why delete the photos on my phone without my permission?"

"I just don't like pictures of other girls on your phone."

"I hate that people don't trust me the most. What qualifications do you have for me to put you on top of my heart? You don't deserve it."

I slammed my phone against the wall, and then I got out of bed and dressed, ready to go home.

Rong Tan sat on the ground and burst into tears.

"At least, don't go tonight."

After saying this, she cried even harder.Most of my anger subsided, and I also felt that what I said just now was too cruel. Although I never said I loved her, there was no need to be so relentless. I took off my half-dressed clothes, picked her up from the ground and put her on the bed.

"Don't cry, I'm not leaving tonight."

I still didn't say the apology in the end. I felt that her parents next door might have heard something. There was so much movement just now, but no one came to knock on the door.

In September, we went to Nanjing.It was fine in Shanghai, but when we arrived in Nanjing, it happened to catch up with the cooling weather. We didn’t bring thick coats, so we bought one at a roadside shop, went to Sun Yat-sen Mausoleum and Confucius Temple, and ate old duck vermicelli soup. I also went to the bar upstairs of the International Youth Hostel and had some drinks.After I came back, I caught a cold and was told by Rong.

"If you're willing to spend a little more, you can buy a thicker coat and you won't catch a cold."

In fact, this sentence itself is nothing, but it doesn’t taste good to my ears. My girlfriend has a cold, and she still says such things. I don’t know what she is trying to express.

In October, we went to Tianzifang. The flavors of various small shops and small alleys in Shanghai were very strong, and the ice cream was delicious. I was sadly scratched by a cat I molested.

October 10, N's birthday, invited me, Rong and Zhinv Lin to Sheshan Happy Valley to play, just in time for the Halloween night event, there are staff wearing skeleton costumes everywhere, and pumpkin lanterns can be seen everywhere.Lin suggested to play the jumping machine. N and Rong didn't want to play. I didn't play it before, so I went to play with Lin. When I was queuing up, I saw other people screaming loudly on it. So exaggerated, when he sat on it, he was not much better than others.

In November, Rong and I went to the Shanghai Art Museum Biennale, when my hair was already reaching my shoulders.I really like the style of the whole building of the art museum. It is a bit retro. The exhibitions on the first to third floors, sketches, watercolors, oil paintings, videos, and sculptures in various styles give people different visual and psychological impacts and gain insight.

At the beginning of December, Rong and I broke up because of a very small matter.Lan invited a few netizens to her home. He heard that we have a very special bar here. She wanted to check it out, so she called me and asked me if I knew how to get there, and I happened to go there.

"Anyway, I'm fine. The bar is a bit out of the way. I'll take you there. At worst, you invite me to dinner."

"Okay."

I don’t think it’s a big deal. Rong called me on the way there by car, and I told me that I was taking Lan and her friends to the bar that we and N had been to last time. At that time, the attitude was not very good, so I said we will talk about it when we go back.

During the meal, Lan's cell phone text messages kept ringing, and I had a bad feeling in my heart. After arriving at the bar, Lan answered a call and went out. When she came back, she had a very ugly face.

"What did you and Rong say about our business?"

"what?"

"FUCK!"

"I didn't say anything, just said that you touched me, and I didn't touch you."

After hearing what I said, Lan went out to make another call.Before I heard Rong say that she and Lan discussed the details of having sex, I couldn't understand why the two of them had to discuss this issue, and then Rong asked me how you and Lan were, and I replied to what I just said , I really can’t tell you the details.Lan came back and put down the phone angrily.

"It's Rong!"

I couldn't understand Rong's way of doing things, so I called her.

"I told you what you have to say. When I go back, you tell me that many of Lan's friends are there, and she and I didn't go out alone. You call Lan and quarrel with the past, you Don't you embarrass me?"

"I just don't like it when you go out with her."

"We are a group of people, okay? You clearly just don't trust me!"

"I just don't like it when you take her where we've been."

I don't want to explain so much anymore, I'm very tired, very tired.When we were together, you said that you were going to get married in the future, but you didn't want me to have any extravagant demands on you. I also tried my best to treat you and our relationship with peace of mind.Now, you're acting as if you love me so much, even if it's true, I can't accept such unreasonable behavior from my girlfriend.

"let's break up!"

After I said this, I hung up the phone. I don't want to know whether you and Lan are arguing because of new or old grudges, or something else.

For several days in a row, Rong called and complained, "It's not that I don't feel bad, it's just that I can't bear the thought of living with such a woman after reconciliation, so I am determined to break up.

It was the birthday of our colleagues in the company. We made an appointment to have dinner with everyone after work, and then we received a call from Rong.

"I'm going to have dinner with my colleague later, so don't come to me, let's talk about it another day."

"You lied to me."

"I didn't lie to you. It's my colleague's birthday. You can go back."

After tidying things up, when my colleagues and I walked out of the company, we saw Rong squatting at the door of our company. I could only tell my colleagues that you go first, and I will come right away.

Her eyes were red, she had obviously cried again, I looked at her, and thought of my former self, why bother to abuse yourself for a woman who doesn't love you.

"You go back first, my colleague is still waiting for me, don't come to me in the future."

After that day, Rong never looked for me or called me again.