Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

"Azuo." She called out my name softly, she closed her eyes, and leaned against my forehead, her warm breath stirred her heartstrings, but the words she said were so sad...

"When will I be able to walk into your heart?" In the quiet room, Xu Haicen's soft voice seemed to be deafening, "I always feel that... this seems to be an endless road, and I can't even see anything I hope... even if you are by my side."

I gently pulled her down on the bed.I leaned close to her and hugged her, unable to say anything.

"The closer I get to you, the more I don't understand your loneliness. Why are you so strong?" She caressed my face and stared at me seriously: "So strong that I was almost swallowed. I have never loved anyone , I don't know what to do to love someone, so that the other person can know that I am sincere..."

"That's enough!" I held her hand and said a little excitedly: "Xu Haicen, you are good enough to me...really good enough...so good that I don't know how to return it you....."

"Azuo, you know." There was an ambiguous atmosphere in the cold tone.Her eyes are blurred but clear, I seem to understand what she wants.

"Xu Haicen..."

"Huh?" I met her eager gaze, and I said as a matter of course: "I smell so bad, I want to take a bath." Then, I saw Xu Haicen's head with veins, and the next second I was kicked out of bed, plus clothes Also lost.

"Woo...why did you kick me out of bed!" I wailed.

"The most incomprehensible stinky lion in the world, go wash it for me." So I rolled into the bathroom sadly.

I took the change of clothes, leaned against the door, and sighed softly...

Sure enough, I still... have no choice.

When I came out of the shower, Xu Haicen was lying on the bed with his back to me, seemingly asleep.I tiptoed into bed, afraid of waking her up.Seeing that she was still fast asleep, I breathed a sigh of relief.I stretched my arms around her waist, so that her thin body could feel at ease because of me.

"I don't know how long it will take me to forget the teacher, but I will never leave you. I hope you can... stay with me like this all the time."

She burrowed into my arms, and I could vaguely see her snickering, and I laughed too, without poking her.

That's it.

How good it is to let time stay at this moment.

This day is a very special day for senior high school seniors.

The auditorium of the school looked honorable after being carefully decorated by the Bilian Association. Fallen leaves full of memories flew in June, accompanied by the endless singing of graduation songs, and accompanied us through this period of time together.

Walking past the classroom of the senior sisters, they were playing around wearing corsages, and a few more emotional senior sisters wiped their tears frequently.I walked silently to the teaching office on the third floor with a stack of homework in my arms.

The graduation ceremony will start soon, and I hurried into the social science office. After finishing the homework given by the geography teacher, I originally wanted to go directly to the auditorium, but I couldn't help but stop.

Looking at the mathematics office at the end, an indescribable tingling feeling spread in my heart.There was no one around, and in the end, I turned my head and walked towards the mathematics office.

Just watch it again... I took a deep breath and convinced myself it was the last time.After walking into the office, I stood in front of the teacher's seat and unconsciously clenched the handouts in my hand.

I stared blankly under the teacher's desk mat. The notes I wrote to the teacher before, whether it was the progress of homework submission or the registration of grades, the teacher collected them one by one and pressed them under the transparent desk mat.

But there's more to it than that.

The weekly diary that belongs to me is quietly lying on the upper left corner of the desktop, and the rest of the weekly diaries are stored in the cabinet at the back. Only I...are carefully treasured...

Quietly clenched my fists, and then slowly loosened the tight fists, I silently picked up the weekly diary book, and opened it carefully──

──『How lucky to meet you. 』

That was the first weekly diary I drew, and the delicate handwriting was written on the bottom so happily and quietly.

──『I spend my whole life with you. 』

I only now understand that a few short sentences can make people feel heartbroken like this.

──『Believe, believe, you are beautiful』

I speeded up the page-turning action, and suddenly, I stopped the page-turning action. In my trembling eyes, a simple but shocking picture of joy and sadness stung my fingertips...

──It was a pencil sketch I was lying on the table in a daze

"The first time I saw you, I knew you were the one I've been waiting for. 』

I lightly closed my weekly diary and sighed lightly at the empty office, feeling a little dizzy.

Every word the teacher said, every horizontal and vertical stroke, and the single-mindedness of the painting were all about me.

After putting the weekly diary back in place, I turned around and walked out of the mathematics office. After looking around, I slowly walked towards the auditorium.

As soon as I pushed the auditorium away, I looked around, and finally walked to the class and sat down in my seat.

"Zuo, why did it take you so long to hand in your homework?" Xu Haicen asked coldly, at this time the lights in the auditorium were also dimmed slowly. "Because the social studies office was not open, I spent some time. Bi Dian hasn't started yet?" Hearing the teachers' dresses whispered behind me, I thought, it probably hasn't started yet.

In addition to the graduating seniors being the focus of the graduation ceremony, the attire of the teachers is also a hot topic of discussion, especially female teachers.

Almost all male teachers wear suits, while some female teachers wear long skirts and some dresses, which is different from the usual relaxed appearance in class. This gap is refreshing.

It's just that I didn't see the teacher.

After the chief guest's introduction speech was over, I started to issue graduation certificates. My restlessness was finally discovered by Xu Haicen.

Even in the dimly lit auditorium, I can still see her indifferent smile clearly. "Are you looking for a teacher?"

I froze slightly, then shook my head.

"I'm not looking for a teacher, I just want to confirm one thing..."

『The graduation certificates are now issued. All the students in Class [-] of three years are invited to come on stage. In addition, teachers Liu Zijin, Hu Weihan, and Huang Youyun are invited to present them. 』

The moment the teacher walked out from behind the curtain, the whole world seemed to be silent for an instant, and my eyes could only accommodate the teacher.The teacher was as beautiful, charming and radiant as that night.

Just far away, out of reach.

"Are you sure?"

I lowered my gaze and nodded, "Well, I think I get it."

"That's good." Xu Haicen smiled lightly.

I think I... can slowly let go.

Even, I still love the teacher.

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The weekly diary is written in Chapter 5. The teacher has been cherishing it until now before Xiao Zuo fell in love with her (?

Including some scraps of paper, registration forms, as long as there is Xiao Zuo's handwriting or everything related to her

For teachers, it is precious.