Love on the left bank, you on the right bank

Inner song: Stefanie Sun-Kepler (fan exclusive loop playback website, recommended matching)

"Hiding among the many lonely stars, I can still find you. 』

The graduation ceremony came to an end, I looked around the entire activity center, in the vast sea of ​​people, I was sure that I did not see the teacher, she was not in this venue.

After the last award was handed out, I could still hear someone wailing that it was not the teacher who presented the award for him. It is a fact that the teacher has a good relationship among the students, which is understandable.

Next, it should be the final stage—the graduation song.According to the instructions of the master of ceremonies, we students stood up from our seats, faced the senior sister who was about to say goodbye, and held the lyrics in our hands.

After three bows, all the lights in the auditorium were suddenly dimmed, and there were a lot of discussions for unknown reasons, and then, someone shouted from the crowd: "Isn't that Teacher Youyun?"

I froze.

The eyes of the audience, following the dazzling white lights, focused on the center of the stage, and one could tell at a glance that there was a person standing there, and this person was definitely no stranger to me.

"Before we sang the graduation song, our Bilian Association asked the most upright teacher in the school, Huang Youyun, to lead the song for us, which represented her expectations and blessings for our students in the school." After the introduction of the host of the Bilian Association, Then I retreated to the sound control room aside, and my gaze was fixed on such a beautiful teacher.

In my eyes, the teacher always has a faint sadness lingering around her, which makes people feel unreachable and ignorant.I still don't understand the teacher's sadness and sorrow.Her beauty, mixed with the bleakness of autumn, lasts for a long time...

"Can't wait for you to be my brightest star

I'm still willing to lend you my light

projected on you until your brilliant light

Quietly hanging in the distant sky』

This is the first time I heard the teacher's singing.An indescribable eye sensation slowly flowed from my fingertips in my body, and waves of waves followed the deep sea and penetrated into the bottom of my heart, and there were bursts of howls, so sad.

More than 200 days of love, every little detail seems to be the teacher's care, accompanied by her warm singing, warming people's heart.

The sincerity of the bento, the ingenuity of the latte, the understanding of the lottery, the sincere expectation of the earrings, the careful collection of the weekly diary, the every word of the text message...these traces of love suddenly churned and disturbed my heart thoughts.I am not a graduate, but I also have the urge to cry when I listen to it.

But, I know, I can no longer cry because of the teacher.

"When you are immersed in the cold Milky Way in the sky

Is the sparkling light enough to warm you up?

When you think of the light that comes from me

I'm still willing to sing for you

The teacher who moves like a businessman and is out of reach, the woman I have been looking forward to for this life, has she always been so gentle and sad?

It was me who hurt her.

My immaturity and ignorance hurt the teacher.

"Zuo, what's the matter with you? You look bad..." Facing the concerns of my classmates, I gritted my teeth and shook my head to reply, "It's all right, just a little pain in my stomach, it's all right."

After chatting with my classmates, my attention was still on the front, listening to the teacher's singing clearly in the noisy frolicking, and I wanted to remember this beautiful woman for the rest of my life.

"Twinkle twinkle like your body

Hiding among the many lonely stars, I can still find you

Hanging in the sky to shine light to reflect my loneliness

Remind me that I too am just a lonely star

I once thought, why can't we love each other and be together?Should teacher-student love be condemned?It was only after I broke up with the teacher that I realized the answers to these questions.

Sometimes love is not about loving each other.If there is love, teacher-student love can also be allowed, as long as it is sincere---but we have no choice.

We don't have the courage to go hand in hand.Because we understand each other's fears, your and my worries, and the past reflected by "being in love", we don't have the courage to put everything aside and mess around together.

No... the courage to never turn back.Hurt other people, just to fulfill our love, my teacher and I are unwilling and reluctant.

I laughed a few times, trying to hold back the tears.

"In the vast world

sea ​​of ​​people changing

shine with you

let's continue

exhausted all thoughts

sing a song for you

for you"

"Use all your thoughts to separate, Zuo, do you think it's worth it?" Xu Haicen asked calmly word by word in a cold voice, "The future is so long... There is no reason not to get back."

I froze and couldn't help straightening my back.

I know Xu Haicen's calm gaze, looking at me quietly.

"I know you love me, and I believe you love me, but... Zuo, you can't let go of the past..." I wanted to speak up, but Xu Haicen just patted my head and said, "If you Being able to put it down so quickly can only mean that my vision is wrong."

"...You are a long-term and kind person, how can you let go of the deep love in the past so quickly? I can see it all... Zuo."

My shoulders slumped, I closed my eyes tiredly, and leaned my head against Xu Haicen's shoulder, even though it was thin, it gave me infinite peace of mind.

Our fingers were clasped together, our eyes were hot and our noses were sore for a moment.

"Xu Haicen... Let's find some time to go to Hualien, shall we? I heard that the sea view of Suhua Highway is very beautiful."

"OK."

"Twinkle twinkle like your body

Hiding among the many lonely stars, I can still find you

Hanging in the sky to shine light and reflect my past

Remind me that I am no longer a lonely star'

"I'm Huang Youyun. Congratulations to the senior sister of the third grade who is about to graduate and is about to embark on another journey in life... This is the first year I teach in this school. I think it's just four words—unforgettable. You are all lovely children, kind and innocent. The job of our teacher is to find you in the vast sea of ​​people, and then try our best to let you find your own light and happiness in this vast universe. .Teachers and students can be both teachers and friends, and this is enough. I hope that in your future life, you will take our blessings and travel the sky.”

"I think the teacher is talking to you alone?" Xu Haicen said.

"You don't have to go to a very high place, just go to a place that suits you. This is my expectation and hope."

The warmth of the text message at that time, now in retrospect, there is only burning heartache, which almost makes me breathless.

Memories kept coming, and I had a panicky sense of saying goodbye.What's the matter with this panic?

"Ah Zuo, the teacher wants me to tell you to go to the math office to find her after the ceremony is over." The classmate kindly sent a message, I glanced at Xu Haicen, she just nodded slightly, telling me to go.

That kind of panic still makes me feel so powerless when I think about it now.

After the graduation ceremony, I skipped seeing off the senior sister and went straight to the teaching building.My pace quickened, I gasped for breath, and kept running against the wind, when some familiar images suddenly flashed in front of my eyes.

There is a girl lying on the table, looking at the sparkling sea, looking sad; a woman is standing outside the classroom, smiling tenderly and beautifully.

"Are you Si Ting?"Great, I finally found you. 』

"Huang... You Yun? 』

The girl stayed in the cafe, holding two glasses of heavy latte and asked inadvertently, "Teacher, are you waiting for someone?" 』

"I'm waiting for you.I think... you are very suitable for long hair. 』

The bright moonlight scattered all over the ground, setting off the woman's face so charmingly.The two lines of tears on the girl's cheeks wet whose eyes.

"I said I don't have anyone I like... because I love you...Si Ting. 』

Such an intense joy that I can't forget to this day.

The woman in my memory became clear before my eyes.Those people and things disappeared, leaving only fallen leaves scattered all over the ground, flying in the eyes.

"Teacher, are you looking for me?" I asked.The teacher turned around and smiled slightly, "Yes, I'm looking for you."

"What's wrong?"

The teacher walked up to me slowly, and I looked up at her.

"Here you are," she said softly.

It was a wedding invitation.

The warm voice of a woman comes along with a gust of warm wind──

──"Si Ting, I'm getting married."

I clenched the wedding invitation in my hand and closed my eyes lightly.

"Is that so... are you happy?"

"Yes, I am very happy." The teacher answered me without hesitation.

That's it.

The most beautiful woman in my memory, goodbye.

Goodbye.