elopement alone

Si Yuchen didn't remember exactly what happened that night.

It seemed that Zhang Yan was crying the moment he entered his body.

Zhang Yan seemed to be completing a certain ceremony, kissing himself while saying I love you.

But Si Yuchen was still like a dead body, unresponsive to Zhang Yan's movements on his body.

Part of the black half-length hair was scattered on the chest, and the other part was pressed down the neck.

After returning from Deben, Si Yuchen didn't wear dreadlocks again, and her hair was tied behind her head all the time. It turned out that she had grown so long before she knew it.

How long has it been?

Has it been a few months since you met Chen Ningshu?

Zhang Yan seemed to have noticed Si Yuchen's absent-mindedness, which was undoubtedly a kind of contempt for her, and it took a huge blow to her self-esteem.

Retaliating, he increased the strength of his hand a little, and his nails scratched the inner wall.

"Ah!" Si Yuchen arched his back suddenly, his forehead was dripping with sweat, his facial features were mixed together, and he closed his eyes tightly.

"What are you thinking about? Are you thinking about Chen Ningshu?" Zhang Yan leaned over, put his mouth next to Si Yuchen's ear, and asked her word by word.

"No." Si Yuchen's voice still trembled slightly as the pain in his body hadn't disappeared.

"Then why are you distracted, I know your focus is not here—"

Zhang Yan's speed became very fast again, and Si Yuchen couldn't bear this rhythm, so he yelled, "Zhang Yan, stop! Stop!"

"Then tell me, do you love me?" Zhang Yan cocked his mouth, and Si Yuchen shut up with just nine words.

like?Zhang Yan, can you also shamelessly ask me I love you?

Si Yuchen was sneering, the laughter was a bit miserable, Zhang Yan seemed to be retaliating against Si Yuchen's reaction, and bit Si Yuchen's shoulder.

Don't you love me?Don't you ignore my love for you?Don't you think I'm a selfish woman?

If you don't love me, then no one else can get you either.

You can never, ever fall in love with someone else.

Even if it ruins your reputation, I can't give you up.

Si Yuchen had tried very hard to restrain himself, telling himself that he could cry and not show weakness to Zhang Yan because of the tooth marks on his shoulder, but the tears still came as expected, not even delayed for a second, not even for a second.

The idea of ​​pretending to be strong is really just a thought.

Compared with the pain of the body, hitting a stone with an egg is undoubtedly vulnerable.

"Look, are you still crying?"

Zhang Yan's words were somewhat gloating, Si Yuchen opened his out-of-focus eyes, and the scene in front of him was blurred, as if the shooting mode was adjusted to aperture priority, and the size was close to 1.0.

As far as the lens is concerned, it is a very good lens.

However, at this moment, Si Yuchen was complaining and unwilling about his own performance.

Even if you have to cry, it can't be at this moment. In such a situation, it's like telling Zhang Yan——

I still love you.

"I don't love you."

Zhang Yan's confidence was not crushed by these words, but his facial expression became more and more proud.

"If you really don't love me, why are you still crying?" Si Yuchen was ashamed and angry with his rising tone.

"It's because I think you are very pitiful. Knowing that I don't love you anymore, you will insult me ​​and trample on my self-esteem by taking possession of my body, but Zhang Yan, even if you kill me, my heart is still in Chen Ningshu's heart." body."

"You still have to be brave? Don't mention that woman's name in front of me. Why? Why do you fall in love with her? Why don't you love me?"

The movements of Zhang Yan's hands continued again, Si Yuchen was tortured for a long time, Dongfang's belly was pale, and his whole body was sore and weak.

He got up from the bed with his arms propped up, but because his legs were weak, he still rolled to the floor when he got out of bed.

The fist hit the floor fiercely, why am I so useless and cowardly.

With such an unbearable self, why did he think that Zhang Yan would let Chen Ningshu go?

Or, I shouldn't have agreed to Zhang Yan's conditions.

Chen Ningshu never thought that this day would come so soon.

When she received Si Yuchen's call, she was still in a daze.

"Accompany me to the bar on weekends and meet friends in the circle. You can also bring a few friends along."

Chen Ningshu knew what Si Yuchen's words meant, and also knew the consequences of what he did.

There is an abyss in front of you, but you still have to jump down desperately, because there is a vast ocean behind you, if you don't move forward, you will only be swallowed by the waves, and you will never be buried.

An Jing came out of the bathroom wiping her hair, holding the hair dryer in her right hand, and said to her as usual: "Help me dry my hair."

Chen Ningshu crawled to the side of the bed, took the hair dryer from An Jing's hand, and helped her dry her hair perfunctorily.

"Why do you feel that something is wrong with you recently?" Chen Ningshu immediately became vigilant with a quiet casual sentence.

"Have it?"

"I feel like you're listless. Is there something you're hiding from me?"

The quiet tone was very flat, as if he was suspicious of her, but Chen Ningshu still felt the pressure.

Yes, I just have something to hide from you, and I'm doing something that I'm sorry for you.

Such words are undoubtedly a stone in Chen Ningshu's heart.

Choked in my heart, as time grows every minute and every second, it becomes bigger and bigger, from a small grain of sand, gradually becomes a small pebble, then becomes a big pebble, and finally may become a pearl Woolen cloth.

So is your heart a shell?

For such a metaphor, Chen Ningshu wanted to laugh a little, but laughing in such a tragic situation should be more tragic than crying.

Chen Ningshu tried his best to make his rhetorical question seem more ordinary.

"Is there something I'm hiding from you?"

"For example, you found a mistress, found a girl outside, or got pregnant with a child."

Quiet said while laughing, as if he took this topic as a joke at all.

But unfortunately, the quiet joke became true.

"Then if I find mistress, what will you do?"

Chen Ningshu really wanted to know what An Jing's reaction would be, so she should take it as a psychological preparation for herself. She was a little nervous and uneasy, what kind of answer would An Jing give?

"If you really found Xiaosan—"

When Jing Jing said this, she deliberately paused.

"Then I can only accept you as a harem, hehe."

Speaking quietly, he snatched the hair dryer from Chen Ningshu's hand, turned off the switch, and pressed it on Chen Ningshu, and the two of them fell on the bed together.

"Miss me?" Quiet hair brushed against Chen Ningshu's neck, like every time before, let Chen Ningshu feel her tenderness and charm again.

"what."

"What, what, don't you know what I'm talking about?" Jing Jing smiled, her head lowered, and the tip of the two people's noses touched the tip of their noses. Every time Jing Jing said a word, Chen Ningshu could feel the airflow in the air Scroll in.

"I don't know." Chen Ningshu blushed slightly and tilted his head slightly.

"Then—it can only be verified."

"Huh? What?"

Before he finished speaking, An Jing had already kissed her.

Lying quietly beside Chen Ningshu, he fell into a deep sleep.

Chen Ningshu was still thinking about the topic just now.

Did I find mistress?

After getting such a wonderful you, how could I still see others in my eyes?

The irony is that I have such a beautiful you, but I still do things that hurt you.

If I don't do this, I should be forced to separate from you.

I am not strong and brave enough, I cannot stand the pressure of public opinion and the questioning of my parents, I dare not gamble everything I have for a promise that even you yourself cannot confirm and fulfill - you will love me forever.

But if you continue to lie to you, sooner or later I will be dumped by you too.

Since I will break up with you no matter what I do, why not let us prolong our time together, even if we are doomed to have no future, I hope to create more memories with you.

On the weekend, Si Yuchen arrived at the entrance of the TV station very early.

Seeing Chen Ningshu coming out alone, Si Yuchen asked, "Didn't you call your friends?"

Chen Ningshu smiled helplessly, "Don't you really want more people to know about our fake love?"

Si Yuchen was quite embarrassed, "Well... I'm just afraid that you will feel bored, you are not part of this circle, you have never met those people before."

"So do you think I will embarrass you? Do you think I can't speak, I can't please people, and you are afraid that others will question your vision? Embarrass you?"

Chen Ningshu wanted to get angry, and such sharp words made her feel vented.

If it wasn't for the mess your ex-girlfriend made, why would I have to hurt An Jing?

What does the relationship between the two of you have to do with me?Why are you pulling my back?

I also want to pretend to be a good friend to help you through the difficulties, so what about my quietness?Who will appease my silence?

Si Yuchen was only stunned for a second, and then said immediately, "I'm just afraid that you will feel bored, don't say that, it will make me feel bad."

"It doesn't matter, it's okay if you feel uncomfortable, I don't like you anyway."

Knowing that Si Yuchen would be provoked by him, Chen Ningshu still wanted to speak out.

"Well, yes, I know, you like quiet."

Si Yuchen pretended to be relaxed and smiled, as if he didn't care about Chen Ningshu's harsh words.

Chen Ningshu was silent for a long time, and when he got off the car, he said to Si Yuchen: "So you don't have to pretend to be a good gentleman in front of me on purpose. Whatever you do is futile for me, but It's useless."

"I know, I know I'm terrible. It's because of my relationship that you got into trouble. If I can handle the matter with Zhang Yan, you don't have to be threatened, so no matter what you say, I They will listen, even beat me and scold me.”

Chen Ningshu turned his head, looked at Si Yuchen with a complicated expression, and wanted to say something, but he had no other thoughts, so he had to give up.

When entering the door, Si Yuchen held Chen Ningshu's hand. Chen Ningshu wanted to struggle, but Si Yuchen said, "Now that it's all over, do you want to back down?"

Chen Ningshu didn't speak, and could only let Si Yuchen's behavior go.

"Hey sister?"

Chen Ningshu felt that the voice was somewhat familiar, and carefully looked at the girl not far in front, wasn't that Wang Siyao?

Wang Siyao ran over, very excited, "I didn't expect senior sister to come to the bar too?"

Chen Ningshu smiled awkwardly, "Yes, you come to play too?"

Wang Siyao nodded, moved closer, and suddenly found another person standing beside Chen Ningshu.

Looking Si Yuchen up and down, "Who is this next to you?"

Chen Ningshu didn't know how to introduce Si Yuchen's identity, was he a friend?girlfriend?

While still thinking, a sharp-eyed person next to Wang Siyao recognized Si Yuchen.

"Si Yuchen! Wang Siyao, your senior, do you still know Si Yuchen?"