The high-risk occupation is actually me

It took a few minutes at most to find a file, but Huaci did not come out for a long time. Chen Zhenjin sat on the chair in the entrance hall where he was resting together, and his expression was not in the slightest impatient. , his expression slightly relaxed.

Sitting on the floor of Hualei's study room, Hua Ci was holding the bulging old notebook, silently heartbroken, laughing and crying like a fool, and it took half an hour before he came out of the room with red eyes, with a look on his face. It was rare to be anxious: "Secretary Chen, I want to see Xiaolei..."

But there was no one in the hall, and the second half of Huaci's words were choked in his mouth. He turned around and saw Chen Zhenjin probably heard his voice, and hurried out from the depths of the corridor, his movements flustered: "Mr. Hua."

Huaci was a little puzzled, and before he could ask, Chen Zhenjin took the lead in explaining: "Mr. Hua, Mr. Hua asked me to tidy up a few clothes that he is used to wearing in his room. I was just packing up."

"What about the clothes?"

If it was an ordinary Huaci, I would probably believe it, but today I just got a glimpse of the sincerity that has been hidden for many years, and my mood is particularly sensitive. He probably has been with Hualei for so many years and has cultivated some blood connections. He looked over Chen Zhenjin's shoulder. Deep in the long corridor.

The photosensitive lamps slowly went out, and Huaci suddenly felt an unbearable heartache, mixed with panic.

The pain was so strange that he had to think about it, Hua Ci stuffed the documents in Chen Zhenjin's arms, and walked towards the corridor holding the old notebook tightly.

It was rare for Chen Zhenjin to surpass him, and he raised his hand to grab his forearm: "Mr. Hua, I..."

"Let go."

Chen Zhenjin's obstruction made him almost feel a little scared. His heart trembled faintly, and he pushed open one door after another. In fact, he didn't know what he would see, and he didn't have any presuppositions.

There are many rooms in this large flat floor, which are used as gymnasium, home theater, storage room, game room, etc. Huaci used to be busy with work, and all the things at home were bought by Hualei. unclear.

Every room seemed to be open normally, and there was no one there.

Hua Ci stood in front of the door of the last room behind the corridor, and slowly pushed it open, after a short moment of stupor, her hands and feet were cold.

A huge machine stood quietly in this room that was originally used as a storage room. The machine obviously required people to lie on it, but there were many strong bandages hanging from both sides of the bed, like the tentacles of some terrible animals.

At first glance, Hua Ci thought it was just a massage chair with some strange shapes, but he soon understood what his sense of familiarity was.

In the intensive care unit of the London Mental Rehabilitation Hospital, he had also seen an electrotherapy machine almost exactly like this one.Severe mental patients who are extremely restless, impulsive, and hurtful will be forced to be tied to an electric chair under the guidance of a doctor. After a short electric shock, they are neither human nor ghost, and are in excruciating pain.

However, electrotherapy is a quick-acting treatment to save lives when patients are ineffective or intolerant to drug treatment. It is an emergency measure that has been required to be used cautiously by doctors and hospitals, and abuse is never allowed.

Huaci let out a breath of air-conditioning, walked into the room step by step, raised his hand on the electrotherapy machine, raised his hand suddenly as if he had been scalded the moment he touched it, his lips trembled, and he wanted to ask something, but he didn't know where to start. Open your mouth.

He was holding the old notebook, and the heart he had just harvested was in pain like a knife in an instant. The unbearable truth was hidden in it, and finally he couldn't hold it, and the dominoes collapsed one after another.

"Mr. Hua." Chen Zhenjin walked to the door of the room at some point, and he didn't know what to say, so he could only yell dryly.

"Why did he use this?" Hua Ci closed his eyes, "Who asked him to use this?"

Chen Zhenjin said in a low voice: "Electrotherapy equipment is strictly controlled, but Mr. Hua managed to get a few of them. This residence, the old house in Province Z, and the office have them all. Electrotherapy is very harmful to the body, but Mr. Hua insists on going his own way. He ...It is true that the mental state is not good, but it is far from the level that needs electrotherapy. We persuaded him many times, but he said..."

Chen Zhenjin's voice paused for a few seconds, and then he continued to finish speaking with difficulty: "Mr. Hua said that he wants to become normal, and become normal as soon as possible...I'm afraid that if it takes too long, you will really forget him."

A rush of heat surged into the corners of his eyes, the windows in the room were clear and clean, and the silence was like a cloud in the sun.

"Where is Hualei? I want to see him."

Chen Zhenjin raised his eyes, Hua Ci in his eyes turned his back to him, his hands were propped on the electrotherapy reclining chair, his head was drooping deeply, his thin back seemed to be supported by jade bones, revealing a deep sadness.

The private mental rehabilitation medical center on the outskirts of City S is hidden in the low hills, surrounded by greenery and fragrance in the spring, and adjacent to a lake that is far away, like a paradise.

Hualei sat on the wooden chair by the lake, squinted his eyes and looked at the light that was not dazzling in the sky. After looking at it for a long time, the corners of his eyes were slightly moist. He closed his eyes and said to the nurse behind him, "Help me change my freshman suit." A standard hospital gown."

This nursing home is very private, and most of the patients are either rich or expensive. Needless to say, the environment is superior, but Huaci only feels cold. He looks at the large and dazzling white, and follows Chen Zhenjin's guidance step by step.

They walked into a room, but they didn't see anyone. Hua Ci raised his eyes in doubt, but before asking, the dean next to him explained: "Mr. If you want to watch it, you can watch it here first, but I don't recommend you to do so."

"Why? Will it affect him in any way?" Hua Ci asked immediately.

"It will never affect Hua." Chen Zhenjin answered him: "Mr. Hua's spirit has never been good, but in fact he can control himself. It was only after being stimulated by Ms. Shao Yunxiu that he became more intense. Now it is the outbreak period. , once the symptoms flare up, it will be more intense, and it may be too sad for family members to watch."

Hua Ci clenched his hands tightly, his throat moved dryly, he shook his head and said, "I want to see... let me see him."

The dean picked up the remote control on the table after receiving Chen Zhenjin's affirmative look.With the sound of "beep", the entire black screen behind them gradually became transparent, and they could fully see everything in the connected ward.

Hualei was hugging his legs and shivering in a corner of the room. His tall figure was so pitifully curled up to such a small size, he kept mumbling something, and pinched himself restlessly with his fingers.

The moment Hua Ci saw him, he took a step forward irresistibly, and asked eagerly, "Is he cold?"

But he soon knew it wasn't.

"drop--"

There was another electronic sound, Hualei's voice amplified a little bit in this small room.

"Why isn't my brother awake...I'm so scared, brother, I'm so scared..."

"Brother, wake up, brother, save me... Brother, look at me, don't leave me, I'm afraid..."

Hualei buried her head deeply on her knees, grabbed her hair vigorously, and repeated these few words over and over in her mouth. His eyes were determined to be unable to distinguish emotions, as if he was trapped in a deep nightmare. Trembling with fear.

Hua Ci walked towards him step by step, wanting to reach out to touch him, but was isolated outside the barrier, untouchable.

Chen Zhenjin and the dean stood behind him silently, without saying a word.

This state did not last for a long time, Hua Lei seemed to be able to hear someone talking in his ear, he shouted "Stop talking" while standing up from the corner, running around like a headless chicken fleeing for his life. The tables and chairs in the room were bumped and overturned, and they didn't feel any pain at all.

The voice next to his ear seemed to be constantly increasing the weight, forcing him to fight the air from fear to anger.

"Stop it! I told you to stop it! Go away!"

"It's your fault! Brother won't blame me! He won't leave me!"

He exhausted all his strength with one punch and one punch. In his hallucination, all the people who had hurt Hua Ci in his name turned into evil ghosts and shouted in his ear: "We are all for your own good!" We are all for the Hua family! Huaci is not the Hua family! Tell him, he will never forgive you!"

The obsessions of more than ten years came from his dream to the eyes of reality. It took more than ten years to get rid of them, and the suppression became more and more intense. He exhausted all his strength and couldn't convince himself, and of course he can't now, all All struggles are in vain.

Like a fist in the air.

Hualei's movements came to a standstill, she suddenly let go of all the strength in her body, and knelt down on the ground dejectedly, from full of hostility to a humble balloon, slowly choked up.

"Don't tell him, please, don't tell him, I beg you don't tell him! I only have him, he will go, he doesn't want me anymore! I only have him!"

Hualei knelt on the ground, buried his head in his arms, weeping in a low voice and gradually wailed, Huaci couldn't see his expression, only his broad back trembling, like a helpless child.

"I didn't do anything wrong, it's not that I did something wrong...I just like him, I just...I just want to be with my brother, why are you doing this..."

Hua Ci's heart was about to break, his palm was clasped on the screen, covered under his palm coldly, he suddenly understood that the distance between him and Hua Lei now was Hua Lei's psychology that he hadn't realized for so many years.

You can see it, you can't touch it, Hualei is always afraid, guarding the horrible truth, drowning in guilt.

No matter how indifferent Chen Zhenjin is usually, he didn't have the strength to keep his face unchanged at this time, and turned his body slightly unbearably.

In the ward, Hua Lei's seizures became more and more severe, and he was gradually approaching the extreme of his mental state. His fragile spirit could no longer allow him to continue to be excited. Seeing that he still couldn't calm down by himself, the staff who opened the wards tried to control him.

Hualei struggled and roared angrily in a group of white coats, like a wounded beast.

Hua Ci felt distressed, and said anxiously: "What are you doing!"

The dean behind him explained: "The patient had used electrotherapy many times before, and it was very frequent and intense, which made his spirit very fragile. In a situation like today where he has no way to calm down, he needs the help of our medical staff. "

Hualei's roar echoed in the small room.

"I want to see Huaci! Let him come to see me! I am his younger brother! I am his younger brother! Let him see me! He can't let me go!"

He was completely immersed in anger, and the hideous and distorted staff members all showed horror from their eyes, but Huaci could see the grievance from his anger, seeing the nine-year-old who pretended to be unreasonable For a little boy who wants a kiss from his brother.

Hua Ci turned around, her eyes were red: "Let me in."

The dean was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly explained: "Sir, you may not understand, this is a normal clothing method, and we did not abuse the patient..."

"I'm his brother." Huaci's throat was choked with severe pain, but he still managed to finish speaking, looking sideways at the struggling man on the hospital bed, "He wants me to accompany him, he's afraid."

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The Internet crashed yesterday, and I didn't have time to update it