Spring time

The work in Yunnan no longer needs my intervention. The company's operating conditions have improved a lot in these years, and I have fulfilled my mission and completed my trip to Yunnan.

As early as half a year ago, I was able to apply to return to Shanghai, but I was always procrastinating, and it passed after half a year. I admit that I am timid and cowardly, although I really want to see the peace of mind that I have been thinking about day and night, but 2 More than a year is enough to make everything unrecognizable. I am afraid that when I see An Xin again, she will pass me by as a stranger, and I don't know how to treat her.We don't seem to have any intersection, whether it is the relationship at work or the relationship between friends, we are over, and even after I go back, I don't know what name I will meet with you again, so I can only escape, I Fear of such a reality.

But my brother applied to the headquarters, hoping to stay in Yunnan and continue working.He said that although this place is not as prosperous as Shanghai, it is fresh and simple enough, and it does not have the fast-paced lifestyle of Shanghai, so he can enjoy life here leisurely.More importantly, he not only found his position here, but also met the most important woman in his life, so he was reluctant to leave.For her sake, he gave up the promotion and salary increase in Shanghai, and chose to stay in this small magazine as a director.

My brother told me, it’s hard to meet someone in this life who you like her, and she likes you, you understand her heart, and she understands all of you, why don’t you cherish it, and keep her in this beautiful place How satisfying and lucky it is for me to grow old.

I smiled and congratulated him.

Brother, it seems that when you meet Xiao Xin, your life will be complete.

Xiao Xin is the shopkeeper of a backpacking inn, because the theme of that issue of the magazine was to introduce characteristic inns in southern Yunnan. We visited all over Yunnan Province to collect information, and Xiao Xin met in Dali.It can be said that Xiao Xin and brother met like old friends and fell in love at first sight, but the dull brother didn't know how to please the girl, and in the end it was Xiao Xin's initiative that made them fall in love quickly.For this reason, I have fallen for my brother many times, blaming him for saying how it is possible for a girl to take the initiative to chase him. This kind of thing is the boy's responsibility.And my brother just scratched his head shyly with his hands, his face full of intoxicated happiness.

Xiao Xin is a typical Yunnan girl. She is petite, but hearty and enthusiastic. I once half-jokingly said to Xiao Xin that you are the only one who can bear my brother’s dull and awkward personality. Sometimes my brother’s personality can’t even stand me.

Xiao Xin told me earnestly, Ping, there are indeed some things that make people crazy, but just because I like him, everything about him, even his shortcomings, I will accept them as advantages.

After listening to this, I couldn't help laughing jokingly at Xiao Xin's infatuation, but the shadow of An Xin unconsciously appeared in my mind.

In the past six months, my brother and I have been quite free in Yunnan, and I continue to hang on, and my brother is also at ease waiting for the next batch of resignation documents from the head office.Brother said that before I return to Shanghai, we must complete our previous agreement.Taking advantage of this rare opportunity, we packed our bags together and went to Tibet, Sichuan, Vietnam, and Thailand.It's just that there is more Xiao Xin on this journey.I even took them back to my hometown and stayed there to meet my parents.

How long has it been since I have been so relaxed? From the age of 22 to almost 30 now, I have been running back and forth for my livelihood, future, and relationships.It's just that now I can finally stop and take a nap.But these are just short stays, and there are still too many things waiting for me to complete. After this trip, I should also set off to return to Shanghai, because I can’t stay here forever, no matter how I escape, What should be faced is still to be faced. Besides peace of mind, I still have my life.

On the day I left, my brother and Xiao Xin came to the airport to see me off. My brother said to me at the time of parting: "Of course, don't think too much when you go back. Let things come naturally and take care of yourself." I nodded and said goodbye to them, and then carried Not much luggage turned around and left.

Sitting in the cabin, my heart still has a lot of ripples, and I can't calm down for a long time.After escaping for so long, I finally came back, An Xin, how should I face you now.

I shook my head with a wry smile, staring at the bracelet you gave me on my right wrist. The bracelet has become extremely smooth due to my unconscious touch from time to time. Bracelet, the unevenness of a certain part of the bracelet can be clearly felt on the fingers, and there is a beautiful and profound word engraved there, heart.

Don't worry, how are you? I'm back.

It was already evening when the plane landed in Shanghai, I got into the taxi that was finally flagged down, and after telling the master the address, I leaned on my seat exhausted.I opened the window and let the breeze gently hit my face, because it was the end of summer and the beginning of autumn. At this time, Shanghai no longer had the sweltering heat in midsummer, and gradually became cooler and more pleasant.

The lights outside the car window are already bright, the crowd is surging, and not far away, you can vaguely see the transparent tower of the Oriental Pearl Tower.Because it is the weekend, there are a lot of people traveling and having fun, and the commercial pedestrian street is full of couples, lingering outside the exquisite and luxurious window, and from time to time, you can see the staff in cartoon puppet costumes hired by the store to attract customers. Balloons and leaflets were distributed, and in the densely packed office buildings, huge advertising screens were colorfully decorated with luxurious brand promotions, flashing neon lights.

The car was moving slowly on the crowded road, surrounded by traffic jams, so the master couldn't help but cursed in Shanghai dialect, and I couldn't stand the smell of gasoline filling my nose, so I had to close the car window. closed.

When I finally returned to the house where I had been away for nearly 3 years, I could smell all the familiar smells, and the nerves that had been tensed for these years were instantly relaxed. It seemed that I finally regarded this as my place to live.

I was so tired that there was nothing in the house that could be used for dinner, and I really didn't want to go downstairs to fill my stomach. I simply packed my bed, opened the windows to ventilate, took a hasty shower, and threw myself down impatiently. On the bed, regardless of the smoke and musty smell in the room, I slept in a dark and unconscious state with the quilt covered.

The sleep lasted until the early morning of the third day. I woke up from hunger and had to get up. I sat up and opened a corner of the curtain, and the window was still gray.I turned on the phone, and found that all the calls from the company were displayed on the phone. I suddenly realized that I could sleep for such a long time. I simply washed up, found a breakfast shop downstairs, and ate hungrily Three bowls of porridge and some buns are enough to satisfy my hungry stomach after two days of hunger.

At 9 o'clock in the morning, I drove to the company, thinking that the director should be in a hurry. I came back, but I couldn't report it for a long time, and I still didn't know how to explain it.

The days when I came back went smoothly. I was promoted, my salary was increased, and I had an office of my own, and the work was not as busy as before. I just sat quietly in the office to approve some manuscripts and drink coffee. , read the newspaper, or attend some meetings on a routine basis, occasionally take charge of some projects, and live a regular life from nine to five every day.

The company's cooperation with the kitchenware company ended a year ago, but it formed a strategic partnership with the advertising company where An Xin works, and they often have project exchanges.But I have left the advertising department, and I have not participated in these contract projects too much.

In this way, a month passed quietly when I came back to Shanghai. I have never seen An Xin during this month. I don’t know what kind of life she is living in now. A happy little family, or continue to live together as a couple for 8 years, maybe she doesn't even know that I'm back.

I thought that from then on, we would live separately in each other's worlds, you go left, I go right, each other stubbornly refuses to turn back, and we will never meet again in this huge city.But until the conversation I overheard in the tea room, sparks sparked in my ashen heart, and I couldn't help but want to get close to you again.

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