Spring time

The company held a mobilization meeting a few months ago, which was about personnel transfer.The company has a branch in Yunnan, but the operation is bleak and the benefits are not very good.The head office in Shanghai hopes to select a few people from within the company to go to the Yunnan branch to help improve the loss-making situation there, and they can be transferred back to Shanghai after two years.This transfer can be said to be both an opportunity and a challenge. If the branch's operating conditions improve, then returning after two years will be a success, and a salary increase and promotion will be a no-brainer.But if it is not handled well, it may face the danger of being demoted.And two years is too short, almost none of the company's employees dare to take this risk, not to mention that there are many opportunities for promotion in Shanghai, so it doesn't have to be in this way, although it is the fastest.The company couldn't find the right person, and the employees didn't want to participate, so it kept procrastinating.

It never occurred to me a few months ago that I would have anything to do with this move.But the world is fickle, you never know what is waiting for you in front of you, just like the relationship between me and An Xin now, I used to wish I could stay with An Xin every day, but now, I really don't know what kind of mentality to face to her.My departure is good for Anxin, for me, and for everyone.

After thinking about it all night at the beach, I proposed to my boss the next day that I would accept this personnel transfer and rush to Yunnan.I knew full well that my actions would appall the old editor in the gold-rimmed glasses.Indeed, when I finished speaking, she took off her glasses, looked up at me from the mountain-like pile of manuscripts in surprise, and said to me in a long and loud voice after a pause, I said Xiao Ran, everyone in the company Knowing that after going there, you will pay a lot, but the return may not be there. It is similar to the hard work of the educated youth going down the mountain, so don't try it lightly, not to mention staying in Shanghai is better than staying in Yunnan.

But I still had a determined face, and I told her that I was still young, and I didn't want to stay in the same place all the time, and wanted to walk around when I was young and strong.The conditions in Yunnan are indeed not as good as those in Shanghai, but whether staying in Shanghai or Yunnan, this is a life experience. As for the outcome, I have never thought about it. As long as I try my best, I can accept the outcome no matter what it turns out to be .

My boss looked at me silently for a long time.

Xiaoran, I thought that with your personality, you would not participate in such activities, but I didn't expect it.She sighed and then said, I will arrange for someone to take over the project you are in charge of now. In a few days, you and the new person in charge will hand over the work, and you can transfer it next week.

The old editor took out the document from a nearby cabinet and asked me to sign it.Without the slightest hesitation, I picked up a pen and wrote my name on the document.

Things were done so easily and easily, and I only have one week left to leave here, to leave An Xin.I took a deep breath, closed the door of the boss's office, turned around and strode away.I couldn't help laughing at my hypocrisy.After talking so much, I just wanted to find a better and legitimate excuse to leave An Xin.

I will not say a word about this personnel transfer.An Xin didn't tell me anything about her boyfriend after getting drunk that time, and we spent the last week peacefully like this.An Xin was still the same as before, pulling me to go shopping, eating, drinking, and taking a walk. She didn't notice the abnormality in my eyes, and I just accompanied her silently.

Until the night before I left, I took the initiative to ask you out, saying that I wanted to eat your favorite Thai food with you, and you were very surprised on the other end of the phone.

However, you actually asked me out. It's the first time I saw you being so active, so my brain won't be enlightened.

I smiled and said, it was indeed the first time, so rest assured that you must appreciate it.

I arrived early and sat on the window seat on the third floor of the restaurant.The environment of the restaurant is very good. Under the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, you can see miniature artificial lakes, lawns, and some wooden boats, paper lanterns, and bamboo pavilions with Southeast Asian characteristics.There are few people in the restaurant on the third floor, and the lighting is deliberately dimmed. The smooth wooden round table, dark brown sofa, tropical setting, and the sound of running water make the whole restaurant full of fun and artistic conception.

I looked at the stairs, my palms were sweating because of nervousness.An Xin arrived 5 minutes early and waved to me at the stairs.I told An Xin, you really did me a favor by arriving early.

The dishes you ordered are all your favorites, and I just watched you quietly like this, watching your not very elegant eating; watching you talk to me all the time; watching you keep doing it for me Take vegetables.I can't imagine I'm leaving you tomorrow, but I have to.

You finally realized my abnormal behavior tonight, put down your chopsticks and asked me what was wrong, I said it was really nothing, but I have something for you today.

You look at me in surprise.

However, you are so weird today, you invited me to dinner and gave me a gift, I remember today is not my birthday.

I didn't speak, my palms were a little wet, I took out a box from my shoulder bag, and shoved it to An Xin's side awkwardly.An Xin said expectantly that it didn't look like a ring, and asked if I could open it now. I nodded, and I watched An Xin carefully unwrapping the wrapping paper on the box until I saw An Xin seeing the gift. With a surprised expression, I let go of the heart I was carrying and breathed a sigh of relief.

This is the first time I have given a gift to someone other than relatives and friends. The gift was bought a long time ago.At that time, I accidentally saw it in a jewelry store, and I just glanced at it and thought it was very suitable for peace of mind.This is a thin silver necklace with a full heart at the end. This heart is small and hollowed out, with some fine patterns carved on the surface.In particular, this heart is empty inside, and there is another heart exactly like it, only smaller.As long as you shake it gently, you can hear the crisp and sweet sound of two hearts colliding.

Nervously, I asked An Xin if she liked it, and An Xin said happily that it was the best gift she had ever received, and asked me to help her wear it.I carefully put the necklace on An Xin's slender and white neck, with a serious face.

Rest assured, when you wear it, you will think of me and every moment when I am with you, even if I am not here.

An Xin laughed at me being silly.

However, why are you not here when you say all kinds of weird things all night? Aren't you always by my side?

I tried to make myself look more natural and said, anything is possible, if I am really not by your side, you have to take good care of yourself.

That night, I drank a lot of wine. You wanted to stop me from drinking any more. Let me tell you, I won’t get drunk. I’m really happy today. It doesn’t matter if I drink more.But in fact, I know that I just want to get myself drunk so that I won't have insomnia tonight.But even if it is such a trivial wish, I can't realize it. Tonight is destined to be a long sleepless night.

The next day, instead of going to work, I took a taxi bound for the airport and was about to leave for Yunnan.

While waiting for the flight at the airport, I watched the crowds of people coming and going, hurriedly shuttling through the wide waiting hall, full of noise and noise.Suddenly, a sense of powerlessness that was drained from my whole body came to my heart. I took out my mobile phone and sent An Xin a 3-page text message. I didn’t have the courage to call An Xin, so I could only talk to her in this way. say goodbye.The text message reads like this.

Rest assured, forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. I know that if I said it early in the morning, you would definitely persuade me not to let me go. You must be very puzzled by my behavior, because you really can't think of anything wrong with me. The reason why I can't leave may be that I am tired of staying in this city and want to go to another brand new place.The city of Yunnan is something I have thought about going to see very early.What's more, my parents are old and my children are not around. After I get there, I can spend more time to take care of them, spend more time with them, and do my best to be filial.

Don't worry, during my absence, you must take good care of yourself, remember to eat breakfast on time every day, and don't forget the time as soon as you work, it is not good for your health.

Please forgive me for not letting you come to see me off and I left. I am just not used to the sad atmosphere of farewell, and I don't want you to worry about me.

I'm leaving, dear.

Looking at this text message that I deleted and deleted, I finally pressed the send button, then turned off the phone, and put the phone in my pocket. At this time, I came to the company's Xiao Dynasty.

Xiaoran, it's time to board the plane, let's go.

I nodded silently, got up and took my luggage, and followed Xiao Wang to the security checkpoint of the airport without looking back.

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