in love with my psychiatrist

I looked at Qingshan and joked, "Help me kidnap her and take her away?"

She also laughed, "Lu Qiqi, you can still joke at this time."

I smiled and didn't answer her words.In fact, I just didn't say the sadness and suddenness in my heart. If I look bitter and bitter, how will I deal with the relationship between me and Qianyun and the future life.

Qingshan suddenly sighed, looked at me and said, "It's really embarrassing for you, I always thought..."

"Why?" I asked curiously.

"I thought that in your relationship with Qianyun, you were the one who was taken care of and protected. Qianyun is always too considerate of the people around her, she will give in the way she thinks is right, even regardless of everything, Even if that is not what the other party wants, she looks mature, but she is as stubborn as a child, this is why we often resent her but also have to feel sorry for her, so..."

Qingshan paused for a moment, then took my hand, "So, it's hard work for you, you have to be patient, take it step by step, don't be frightened by her coldness, the colder she is, the more she loves you, because you are afraid You are hurt a little, and I am afraid that you will suffer and be unhappy with her."

I nodded, "I understand, I understand. I just want to be with her, love her well, and support each other like family. The rest is nothing. Thank you, Qingshan."

Only then did she laugh, "Wait for you to deal with this internationally renowned doctor who is as difficult as an unreasonable child, and then thank me."

After finishing speaking, she gave me another meaningful look and said, "I see, you are her psychiatrist."

"Hmm." I rubbed my chin, nodded in agreement and willingly, the two of them understood each other, looked at each other and laughed at the same time.

The second day of chatting with Qingshan, Wednesday, was the day when she and Qianyun went to the American International HIV Carrier Intervention Center for examination and treatment. The center was far away from the bustling metropolis, and was built in a secluded area in Mississippi, where the forest is rich in negative oxygen ions.

The beautiful scenery along the way may be to allow HIV carriers to travel with a more peaceful mood.

However, it was obvious that Qi Qianyun was not peaceful, her cold expression became restless.

This woman has many international professional titles and has solved problems for so many people with difficult mental illnesses. However, she always faces her own problems like a child who pretends to be deep. What to do to see.

I turned my head slightly, looked at her pretty profile, and reached out to hold her hand.

As soon as she touched it, she still instinctively shrank back.

She said to Qingshan who was in the front driving seat, "Qingshan, stop the car and let me take the co-pilot."

Qingshan returned, "Qianyun, sister, you don't know that one of my quirks is that I don't like people sitting next to me when driving."

"Then let me drive. You take the co-pilot." Sitting with me in the back row, this woman I love deeply has no fuel-efficient lights.

She is so smart, she obviously knew the moment she got in the car and saw me, why Qingshan went out of the usual way and rushed to drive when she went to the intervention center this time.

"It's on the highway. You can't stop and change seats." I said slowly.

The people around him gave up struggling, leaned back on the chair cushion with their straight backs, and said muffledly, "Qingshan, it's fine for the two of us to go in the future, if someone else goes, you have to tell me. "

Qingshan glanced at me in the rearview mirror and stuck out her tongue.

I answered, "I want to accompany Qingshan every time in the future."

She didn't look at me, but looked sideways out of the window, and said angrily, "Then I'll go alone, we'll go separately."

Qingshan said, "Uncles and aunts need to use the other two cars, and this one is the only one left... Well, then you can use it, and Qiqi and I will take a taxi or take a bus to go there in the future."

I saw the corner of Qianyun's mouth move, and I held back a sentence for a long time, "It's up to you."

It sounds so cruel, but I was happy in my heart, Qi Qianyun, she won't let us go like this, she paused for so long just now, and the corners of her mouth moved like that, I'm too familiar with it, it's a compromise, it's just her mouth I just don't want to admit it.

Qi Qianyun, under her icy exterior, is a pure heart after all.No matter who.

The doctor who monitored and intervened for Qianyun and Qingshan was the most famous HIV prevention and treatment expert in the world, a gray-haired foreign old man with glasses.

He formulated a unique set of antiviral intervention treatment methods for the two of them. After another examination and treatment, in his consulting room, he was holding the examination report. We saw him frowning, sitting face to face at his desk. The three of us remained silent for a long time.

For a long time, I asked Qianyun and Qingshan, "Have you had any symptoms recently?"

Why do you ask?

My heart was beating wildly, my throat was already cold, my fingertips were already cold, I didn't even think about it, I held onto Qianyun's hand tightly.

She took one look at me and didn't refuse this time.Instead, he shook mine back slightly.

I don't know whether it was the frowning and questioning of the old expert in front of me that frightened me, or the long-lost response from my lover. My eyes were hot and I was about to cry.

Qingshan let out a big breath, glanced at Qianyun, and said to the doctor in English, "We don't have any symptoms, please tell me directly."

The old man stroked his chin, thoughtfully, and said slowly, "You two are in a strange physical condition..."

I really wish I could pinch his throat and finish the sentence at once.Do awesome people need to speak so slowly?

He glanced at us again, "It's very strange. In fact, these two times, I didn't treat you with antibodies, just the most conventional nutritional supplements. But after testing, you still have antibodies in your body."

"This means a good direction. What kind of antibody did the test result show, and where did the antibody come from?" As expected, she was both a doctor, and when Qianyun heard it, she immediately understood and asked the key point.

Qingshan and I are still a little confused.

Before the doctor answered, Qianyun shook my hand again, as if to comfort and celebrate after ruling out the bad results.

I held her back, my heart was full, at this moment, I felt like the strength of a family, the firmness and warmth given to each other, as if everything was taken for granted without hesitation.

Qi Qianyun, why are you rejecting me, why are you resisting?We need each other so much.

"It looks like a good direction, but we can't draw conclusions right now." The old expert didn't give Qianyun an answer, only saying that this is a complicated subject and a special case that requires further testing and monitoring.

He also sighed why this special situation happened to both Qingshan and Qianyun at the same time.

Therefore, Qingshan and Qianyun went into the examination room again and underwent a series of more complicated examinations and tests, and were told to continue following the intervention treatment course prescribed by the doctor.Others, doctors will conduct monitoring analysis and research in conjunction with other professional fields.

Get out of the intervention treatment center.Only then did Qianyun realize that she was still holding my hand, she shrank back like an electric shock as if she had woken up from a dream, and awkwardly crossed her right hand with her left hand.

At the same time, he quickly went to the car and said, "I'll drive."

Qingshan was about to step forward to stop her, but I shook her head and said with a smile, "Let her go, take your time. Thank you very much."

Qingshan shook her head, "You're welcome, whoever you are. Also, take your time, let you spend more time together, she gradually got used to it, and found that it's actually not as difficult as she imagined, in fact, everything is so natural, maybe it will be fine. ft!"

She shook her fist at me, cheering me up.

Naturally, I shamelessly got into the co-pilot, Qianyun looked at me, as if about to say something, I quickly laughed, "Doctor Qi doesn't seem to have the quirk of not allowing anyone to sit in the co-pilot."

Her words were choked back by my words, she ignored me, started the car, the fair skin on her face was taut, but there was an imperceptible smile on the corner of her mouth.

After the treatment that day, we were all in a good mood because of the expert doctor's words. On the way back, Qingshan suggested to go to the State History Museum.I quickly said yes, but Qianyun remained silent.

The two of us automatically accepted her as the default, and before she resisted, I quickly leaned over to help her change the navigation to the State Museum before she resisted.

After a while, a text message rang on my cell phone, I opened it, and Qingshan sent it from the back row, "Lu Qiqi, I can only help you here, you can take care of it yourself in a while."

"What do you do?" I asked.

"I drove back. I made an appointment to visit my mother in the nursing home. You should visit the museum carefully. The place Qianyun has always wanted to go to since she came here," she replied.

"Then what should we do?" I was at a loss, there was no car.

Qingshan, who was also dizzy, remembered, "囧, yes, I didn't think about it, I drove the car away, what should you do? .”

At this time, another text message was received on the mobile phone. When I opened it, it turned out to be Zhu Fan, "Qiqi, I came to the United States on a business trip. I just wanted to see you and Qianyun. I have already arrived in Mississippi. Let me tell you the details. No address, driver can't find the way."

God helped me too, I didn't even think about going back to him, "It's convenient and convenient."

So I sent him the address of the State Museum and told him what time to pick us up.

I am loyal to Mingyue, everything is for everyone's convenience, let Zhufan who came to see us so coincidentally come to pick us up, and then together with Qianyun, we can get together with him and treat him to a meal, such a harmonious idea .

Who knew, but because of this, Qianyun's achievements that showed signs of breaking the ice just now were ruined in one fell swoop.

So, the ex is the ex, even if the relationship between you and the ex is as pure as buddies and sisters, as pure as Bai Xue, but in the current position, you come and go are either ambiguous or ambiguous, and you should be jealous Being waving his sleeves, rolling his eyes and being despised.

Especially when the relationship between the incumbent and you is still in the cold ice age.

So, I asked my ex to pick me up and the current idiot to the extreme, no doubt, definitely, simply courting death.