in love with my psychiatrist

When Zhu Fan arrived, Qianyun and I were stopping in front of a group of introductions to the history of Mississippi blues music in the State History Museum.Qianyun likes the country music and blues music here very much.

I held up the phone and said softly to her, "Zhu Fan is here to pick us up."

Qi Qianyun, who was staring intently at the group paintings on the wall, changed her expression slightly, and turned to look at me, "Zhufan? Come to pick us up?"

I quickly explained, "He just came here to see us, Qingshan drove the car away, I thought we would take a taxi, take a bus or something, it's too much trouble, your body..."

I know I said the wrong thing.

Her nerves that had gradually relaxed her vigilance towards me visibly tensed up again, and she began to speak sharply again, "Sorry, at least before the onset of the disease, I was a normal and healthy person, don't treat me as if I can't even walk, bus A patient who can’t sit still. There is so much compassion, you can go to the street and find a homeless beggar for alms...”

"Qianyun!" I couldn't bear to hear it, "What's wrong with you?!"

Coming to the United States, oh, no, maybe it's the first time to speak to her in such a questioning tone, why did she become so unreasonable.

She froze for a moment, the corners of her mouth curled up, and she looked deeply at me with deep pool-like eyes, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, "So, you see, this is unbearable."

My gentle, considerate and generous Qianyun has now become a sharp tyrant.

However, looking into her eyes, there is hidden love and hurt that I can understand.

I knew that before the sharp point stabbed me, it must have stabbed herself deeper and more painfully.

My heart softened instantly, and I stretched out my hand to pull her.She waved it away mercilessly, continued to turn around to look at the exhibition on the wall, turned her back to me and said coldly, "You go, I can go back by car. He came here from a long distance, don't be left out in the cold."

It was only at this time that I realized that she was not angry at me for worrying about her health and treating her as a patient. The point was that the person who came to pick me up was Zhu Fan.

I really regret that I didn't tell her about this in the first place, but along the way, she kept staring at me, as cold as ice, and it was difficult for me to even have a conversation, and there was almost no chance to say it.

If I had known earlier, even if it was an impregnable wall, I would have to do my best.Now that I have offended this person, what should I do?

I took a deep breath and said softly to her, "Qianyun, we have faced him calmly before, I thought we had already settled the matter about him in our relationship, so I didn't care, you Don't get me wrong, he and I..."

She still turned her back to me, "You don't need to explain to me, we have nothing to do with each other. In fact, I think he is pretty good, you can reconsider him, oh no, you may already be reconsidering. I sincerely wish."

"Don't be like this, okay?" I tried my best to suppress my voice which was beginning to be a little uncontrollable.

Calm down, don't be scared by her harsh words, sarcastic remarks, duplicity, be patient, she is waiting for me to fall into the trap, so I can get away from her immediately, if so, it will leave us both in pain , don't be led astray by her.

"What?" She turned to look at me.

Now, don't confront her, don't confront her, don't quarrel with her, I try my best to calm myself down.

"Then, let's take a taxi or take the bus back." I took out the phone and dialed out.

"What are you doing?" she asked.

"Call Zhufan and tell him to go back." I said.

She grabbed my phone and looked at me as if she was suppressing some emotions, and then she said every word with sincerity, "Qi Qi, I'm sorry, I was in a bad mood just now, and you probably misunderstood that I was deliberately annoying you. I'm not trying to anger you on purpose, what I said just now is the truth, you can consider starting over with him."

I was stunned.

Not afraid of her sharpness, not afraid of her angry words, not afraid of her stabbing me, pushing me away, but I didn't even expect it, so afraid of her seriousness.

The eyes were burning, it must be the blood from my heart, but I still looked at her unwillingly, holding hope, "Qianyun, don't lie to me, I know, you said that on purpose, you want to push me away, right? It's like you lied to me that you married Qingshan..."

"Qiqi, then why don't you think about it, why should I lie to you? You think I'm only doing it for you, so you think I'm wronged, I'm pitiful, you sympathize with me, and you're not reconciled, so you desperately want to return to us But I did this, not so much for you, but for myself. I don’t want to bear your love anymore. We can’t go back, Qiqi. Even if the doctor says, I won’t get sick for the rest of my life, even if I Now that we are cured, we..." She looked at me, still serious, "I can't go back either."

This is the most words she has spoken to me since she confessed to me in front of everyone and her parents on her birthday party.

However, it was such a cruel word.

I shook my head and tears fell.

She said that even if the doctor said that I will never get sick in my life, even if I am cured now, we will not be able to go back.

I don't care about the others, but only this sentence, it seems to be a death sentence for me.It kept twirling and whirling around my ears until I couldn't take it anymore and ran out with dim eyes and left her side.

Zhu Fan's car was parked at the door.Leaning against the car door with his arms folded, he was obviously surprised to see me running out of the museum with tears in my eyes.

He grabbed me and was about to ask, but I grabbed his arm and said, "Take me anywhere, I want to be quiet."

He stopped talking and opened the back door for me.

I cried tick-tock along the way, and he kept helping pass tissues. I felt embarrassed while crying, and apologized, "I'm sorry."

He smiled, "It's okay, after you finish crying, see if you need to tell me, let me give you some advice."

I nod.

He asked the driver to drive to a resort with a beautiful sea view and found a quiet cafe.

When we sat down face to face, when I calmed down a bit, he coughed twice, and then said, "Let me tell you the good news first, Luhai is selling well, your publicity is amazing, our investigation shows that the deal Among the customers, 50.00% started to pay attention to us because they were moved by the publicity.”

Well, in retrospect, it seems like a lifetime away.

After receiving the wedding dress from Qianyun half a year ago, the Luhai project has also entered the final stage of publicity and finalization. I completely ecstatically devoted myself to work, and started working overtime crazily with Estelle and Eyes.

The plan was rejected time and time again by ourselves, again and again by Zhu Fan, again and again by Feng Sheng, and again and again by Luhai Board of Directors.....

Seeing that there are only three days before the final decision, our design expression elements and theme copywriting have been completely reworked, but the three of us have no new ideas at all.

The night was bright and the stars twinkled.

At night, the sky is as quiet as a still wave, even though the city below is bustling, it is also quiet by itself.

It's like I miss Qianyun's heart.No pain, no tangles.

I look back and my eyes are frowning in front of the workbench...that wedding dress, which is hanging in the living room window, is flawless, white and quiet.

Looking at it, for some reason, I suddenly had an idea in my heart, and I was ecstatic, as if I stretched out my hand to grab it, and it was always a little bit worse every time, but this time, finally, I held it tightly in my hand.

"Got it!" I yelled at Estelle and the eyes.

Their contemplation was interrupted by my shout, and they didn't react for a while, and looked at me blankly.

I went over and squeezed estelle on the sofa to the side, "Is this okay, use this wedding dress as the main picture, superimpose it into two pieces of visual effect, don't need any other elements, the background color is all pure white, the theme copy ——It’s best, it’s you. And then the subtitle—even though there are thousands of mountains and rivers, you make the years quiet. The words are also white. Blue strokes.”

lle and Yanyan didn't talk for a long time, I was a little uneasy, "Is it too selfish, I admit, it's based on some of my personal feelings, but I have to consider the reality of the project..."

"That's great, leader!" His eyes slapped the table first and he jumped up.

lle hugged me, "iris, this is the best."

The biggest problem with Luhai is that it is not a little far away from the urban area, and it is farther than ordinary suburban villas. It is also different from ordinary simple villas. This project has gorgeous villas and exquisite small households.

Those who buy villas may consider the nearby suburbs, and those who buy small houses may consider the convenience of the urban area.

How to touch people emotionally and convey Luhai's concern for humanity and tolerance of values ​​regardless of its architecture and philosophy is a key point.

lle said, this is the best.

We rushed out the design overnight and passed the latest plan to Feng Sheng.

Anxiously waiting for the result, Feng Sheng sent an email saying that the entire board of directors approved it.

We cheered.On the second day, I was told by Feng Huanyue that Qi Qianyun was infected with HIV and lied to me to leave the country.I flew to America.

Everything seems to be a long time ago, but it is obviously less than 365 days.

Suddenly, Zhu Fan stretched out his hand in front of my eyes and said, "Well, Feng Sheng, I, and the board of directors have unanimously decided that in addition to the plan fee agreed in the earliest contract, your team will have an additional reward of 50 per person. Yes, Feng Sheng also asked me to tell you that Luhai Company formally invited you to serve as the marketing director of his company. As for whether you agree or not, you can directly reply to him."

I forced a smile and said, "Thank you."

Zhu Fan looked at me and sighed, "It seems that you are really not interested in money or work at the moment."

I looked at him and forced a smile again.

He said, "Tell me what happened."

I said, "Qianyun just told me that even if the doctor says that I will never get sick in my life, even if I recover now, we will not be able to go back."

Zhu Fan raised his eyebrows, "Do you believe it?"

I replied, "She spoke very sincerely, earnestly and calmly."

Zhu Fan looked at me thoughtfully, said "oh" softly, and stopped talking.

I looked at him curiously, "What are you thinking?"

He pondered for a long time, looked at me seriously, and said, "Qiqi, have you forgotten how you and I missed each other?"