My name is Dazai

Tangun was floating in the river, only then did he realize what he promised earlier.

The water in this river was not rushing, and as long as Tangun calmed down, he could float easily.

In ordinary water, as long as the mentality is not panic, it is very difficult for people to sink.

So now he is floating quietly on the river with Dazai, his clothes are completely soaked, his coat has long since disappeared, Tangun's shirt is soaked and stuck to his body, he is clutching his scarf, As if looking for comfort.

"... Dazai, how long are we going to float? I'm a bit cold." Tangun pulled Dazai in his direction.

"We are dying for love." Dazai's head sank from time to time, making a gurgling sound.

Tangun looked at Dazai, wondering what he was thinking, if he didn't like him, why did he let him be his boyfriend, if he liked him, why could he expose such a big flaw in front of him so freely?

"You can swim, so you can't sink at all." Tangun sank a few times, but found that he automatically held his breath when he got underwater.

"Do you want to experience the feeling of choking on water?" Dazai asked suddenly.

"...No" Tangun said uncertainly, "I just think that the two of us who can't drown should go ashore earlier. It's winter and it's very cold."

The feeling of heat before was just an illusion caused by drinking.

"Try it." As he said, Dazai pressed Tangun's head firmly with his hands, causing Tangun to dive headfirst into the water.

In an instant, Tangun choked on the water, and then struggled to float to the surface.

"Cough, cough, cough!" Tangun felt his nose and throat hurt, "Are you going to kill me?"

"It doesn't mean that, after all, it's too weird to die for love and become homicide." Dazai held his chin, "It's very difficult for me to die, maybe I can't kill myself even if I kill Tangun, so forget it."

"What kind of strange person are you?" Tangun was about to drag Dazai to the shore.

"Don't worry, my house can be reached along the river." Dazai pulled the wet white cat back.

"...This is your house?" Tangun squeezed the water from his clothes with his hands. He was wearing Dazai's windbreaker, looking at the garbage dump in front of him.

Tangun wanted to buy a blanket at the convenience store on the way, but his wallet was in the windbreaker, and the windbreaker was missing.

The money he earned from working hard...

Although Tangun would not put all his money on his body, he did bring quite a bit of money when traveling, and the money he lost was already a month's salary.

And Dazai's wallet...

Although his windbreaker was strangely intact, he lost his wallet.

This is probably the price of the anti-gravity windbreaker.

Dazai gave him the windbreaker, and he said that he was still wearing a thermal suit under the bandages.

Although I don't know what the reason for this weird combination is, Tangun still put it on.

Dazai opened the container: "That's right~" Tangun: "...Are you a mafia?"

Dazai nodded.

"The Mafia lives here." Tangun took off Dazai's windbreaker and looked at it.

It doesn't feel cheap.

"It's the same wherever you live." Dazai walked in first, rummaged through the suitcase, and then prepared to change clothes, "You can wear my clothes, our bodies are not much different."

Tangun grabbed Dazai's wrist and closed the box with his other hand: "Let's go."

"Eh?"

"Go to where I live." Tangun took Dazai's hand.

Tangun lived in a youth hostel, and because he shared a room with many strangers, the price was very cheap.

Outside the hotel, young people who like to stay up all night gather together to play games.

The two wet guys Dazai and Tangun walked in without attracting attention at all. After all, it is not too strange for young people to do some strange things.

Although many people are still having fun outside at this time, it is not the time to take a bath.

After Tangun finished washing and went out to buy medicine, he found Dazai still wrapped in bandages in the compartment.

The problem was that there was no blood on the bandage he changed, so it was obviously not injured.

He could only put away the medicine he bought, thinking that Dazai was like the second-highest student in the class.

However, the chuunibyou in the class will not be haunted like Dazai, it is said that this will have a social death-like experience, just wrap his eyes secretly at home, and then say that this is a certain seal.

Why did Tangun ask about these things...

Of course, it can be used as novel material if there is a chance in the future.

If Tangun's true inner thoughts were found out, then his classmates with secondary illness would probably drown Tangun in the toilet even at the risk of being beaten and crying.

When Dazai came out, he had already changed into a new white shirt and black pants, but because he changed without drying his hair, the shirt was a little wet with his hair.

Dazai sat on the bench, then handed Tangun a towel, and looked at him eagerly.

Tangun rolled his eyes, took the towel, and started to wipe him off.

"Dazai, you should live somewhere else." Tangun wiped Dazai's hair.

Dazai's curly hair was brushed until Tangun left it half dry.

It's quite warm here now, and it will almost dry naturally after ten minutes.

"No." Dazai refused without thinking.

After Tangun sat down to work, he turned to look at Dazai, and Dazai also looked at him.

The eyes of the two met, and Tangun felt that Dazai looked like he had bitten through the wire and was sitting aside looking at the shit-shoveling officer's black cat. He was clearly sitting there obediently, but it just gave people a provocative feeling.

how to say……

Kind of familiar.

When Tangun dated girls before, they sometimes acted like this.

Provocate him to test his bottom line, want to see how tolerant he can be.

"Do you still have feelings for living there?" Tangun put his elbows on his knees and looked at Dazai.

"That's not true." Dazai firmly denied, "It's just one of my temporary places."

There are neither any good conditions nor any emotional experience there, but it is just one of Dazai's places.

The cat is a cadre cat of the Port Mafia, but it is still a stray.

"Then... Dazai, why do you say that?" Tangun asked bluntly, "Before you dragged me into the river."

While threatening him to be his boyfriend, he also did strange things to lower Tangun's favorability.

Dazai lay on Tangun's lap: "Why do you say?"

Tangun didn't quite understand, he really couldn't figure out what Dazai was thinking.

He could feel that Dazai didn't want to make trouble out of no reason, and there was a certain logical relationship behind him.

"I want to ask Tangun, why didn't you ask me about dragging you to die for love, but where I live?" Dazai lay on Tangun's lap, lazily, as if asking this question casually, " No matter how you look at it, the issue of dying for love is the more serious one, right?"

Tangun felt that this question was rather dangerous.

"Although they are all things that hurt the body..." Tangun covered his forehead in distress, he felt that he was a bit unable to describe his complicated and chaotic thoughts, "Dazai, you should not be the type who will mess around. The point is Dazai, I think you should treat yourself better."

Dazai blinked and looked at Tangun.

"Although we are in a relationship now, we haven't been together for too long, and we have a lot of time to solve more complicated problems." After Tangun said this, he was stunned. He seemed to want to prepare for what he said. Same as getting married to Dazai.

Dazai's expression also became strange, he sat up slowly, with his back to Tangun.

The two were silent for a long time.

Then Dazai turned around slowly and remained silent.

"Have you considered a better apartment?" Tangun put his hands on the chair, he had the urge to leave at any time.

"I have." Dazai replied.

The conversation between the two was finally not a suffocating silence.

"You have..." Tangun looked at Dazai in disbelief, "then why do you live in that place?" Dazai squeezed his chin: "Because there is a seal there, and I mainly guard it there."

Tangun: "...I remember you said it was your temporary place"

"Because the sealed things are terrible, I have already destroyed several residences." Dazai covered his face, and then lifted his bangs vigorously.

Tangun: "..."

"School two?" Dazai raised the corners of his mouth, "Don't think I didn't guess that you complained about me being a middle school."

"You are so annoying." Tangun turned his head with some disgust.

The guy evaded his question again.

"Why don't you take me to my secret residence?" Dazai has several nests, and most of them are unknown to Mori Ogai.

He didn't care where he lived, but Tangun didn't seem to think so.

"Just don't tell others." Dazai squinted his eyes and smiled, he put a finger on his lips, "Even Ango and Odasaku should keep it a secret."

"Aren't they trustworthy?" Tangun was pulled by Dazai to stand up, and he hurriedly picked up Dazai's suitcase.

"Oh, it's not like that." Dazai shook his head, his mood seemed to be getting better, Tangun didn't know which words he said made him feel better, "However, it's best to have a little secret between us as a couple. OK."

"Secret Base" Although only elementary school students are interested in this kind of thing, human beings will be inexplicably excited about places that only they know.

"It can be understood in this way, as long as you don't feel childish." Dazai shrugged, "Go and take your luggage with you."

"Is it a rented place?" Tangun was quite excited as he was walking on the road carrying his and Dazai's luggage.

"No, I bought it." Dazai denied it flatly, "I am also a cadre of the port mafia after all, so I still have money to buy the apartment."

"So why did you live in that place before?" Tangun felt that after meeting Dazai, he could write a complete list of deceptive behaviors in the world.

"Because I am a prince in a foreign country, and I was expelled..."

"Reject Chuuji's speech." Tangun covered Dazai's mouth.