The Human Comedy

Brother Hu Dong also made a conclusion for me, "Artists themselves are already under great pressure in their careers, fans should give them more personal space, as long as they do not do illegal or criminal things, their private life should not be our concern Important point. Whether we like a singer or an actor, we should have an attitude of appreciation, not fantasies. You must know that they will have their own lovers and get married one day. At this time, fans are sad Sure it will, but it shouldn't be overdone because an artiste will never belong to his fans."

Everyone also sighed in agreement.

"I say this not because I am cold-blooded, but to remind many young friends, please cherish life, a favorite star, when he is good, you can support him, and when he is not good, you can also leave him, it is not good for him What an impact. But there are so many people who love you around you, your life is not just for yourself, let alone that star, but for those who love you, such as your parents, relatives, friends, etc. wait."

"When I was in the most difficult time, I also thought about suicide, but when I think about my parents, sister, and so many friends who love me, I understand that my life has more value, whether it is for love or what , it’s not worth my sacrificing my life. It’s okay to love to the point of death, but if you really die for love, it’s not worth it, because those who love you like that will only be sad.”

We all have times when we were young and impulsive, but there are some things that can be done impulsively, while some things are absolutely not.Impulse can sometimes make a good story, but sometimes it will make people regret for life.

"So, Heechul has gone through so many difficulties and is living a happy life now, right?"

"Well, there are a lot of people to thank, but the most grateful thing is the understanding and support of our parents and family members, because in this way we have the courage to face many people outside and get today's happiness. In fact, we will all meet When we are in a desperate situation, whether it is because of our own fault or bad luck, if the people around us can give us more understanding and support and help us tide over the difficulties at this time, we will always remember it for the rest of our lives. It is also true for everyone , If we can help others when they are in trouble, instead of standing by and pushing him into the water, this is doing ourselves and our next generation a blessing.”

I don't know if what I said can help those two children. I just said what I think in my heart, and I hope that more people will hear it and understand it.

Came home after recording the show.The house has been tidied up, and I have also moved here, so we can't just eat at Siwon's house all the time.

Open the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room, facing the rolling Han River, the lights on both sides are brilliant, very splendid.Blowing the cool wind, I feel a lot more relaxed physically and mentally.

Many times wrong wrong right right, who will judge?Who said their love was a mistake?Even if others think so, as long as they can be happy, that's enough.

The phone was vibrating, it was Han Geng calling.

"What are you doing baby?"

"Just finished recording the show and went home."

"Recording a show?" He was surprised, "Come back so soon?"

"No, it's only temporary, not a comeback, and after the recent events, I suddenly don't want to come back."

"Oh? Because Donghai and He are here? You are worried."

"In fact, I have regretted it in the past few years. I quit like that at the beginning. I could have been a star for a few more years. But now I don't regret it at all. I chose to quit and lived a peaceful life. I am so lucky." Said with emotion.

"Heechul...Actually, I also felt guilty. It's a pity that you quit the showbiz because of me..."

"Hehe, thanks to you, I can live so comfortably, thank you, dear."

"Hehe...it should be." He should be embarrassed again, every time I say something emotional, he will be embarrassed.

"By the way, what happened to Donghai and the others?" He asked again.

"I can't go anywhere now, it's a pity."

"Take care of them more, they should be helpless now. If not, let them come to my side first to avoid it."

"Well, I know. I'll persuade them."

"Honey, I miss you."

"Well, I miss you too."

"I'll go to Korea to see you when I'm free."

"Ok, I know."

After hanging up the phone, I suddenly felt that I was so happy. Although Han Geng and I still live a life where we get together less often, we are already used to this state. It can be regarded as a special way of life. It always maintains a sense of freshness and nostalgia Even if the passion of youth has been worn away by the years, each other has become an indispensable existence like relatives. The kind of blood is thicker than water and the never-ending family relationship cannot live without each other, even through the phone. Make sure that he is safe and healthy, get used to living with him, and always have the feeling of being missed by someone.

In fact, we are similar to most couples in the world, but we are all men. Is there something wrong with this kind of love?Then why can we be so happy?Who knew that Hyuk Jae and Dong Hae would not be so happy?

After that episode aired, there was a lot of repercussions, and many people were thinking about what I said. The suicide incident was due to the irrationality of the fans, and it cannot be regarded as He Hai’s fault.So some people who figured it out began to defend them, but the stubborn people were still unwilling to tolerate, so the two voices coexisted.It’s just that I didn’t make any comments after that. Many people can’t be persuaded.

But within a few days, Donghai and Hezai left a letter and ran away from home.No one told anyone, and I only found out when I went to their house. There was only a letter on the table, the person was gone, some clothes were taken, passports and everything were gone.

"I don't know who will read this letter, maybe it's the manager brother, maybe it's Heechul brother. Please forgive us for leaving without saying goodbye. Recently, everyone is tired because of us, right? We are really sorry for this, Let so many people feel sad and worried for us. We know that we bear a heavy responsibility, but please forgive us for being self-willed. The real love in a person's life may only be this time. We don't want to give up, and we can't give up. I I really love Donghai, I will live with him when he is alive, and I will never fall in love with others when he is dead, I will only die alone.

"I once made a promise with Donghae that we would stand on the stage and dance together until the day we couldn't dance anymore. At that time, we would rub each other's old legs, because we danced too much when we were young. Dance, even if we become disabled in the future, we will be the best dancers on the stage. We just love dancing simply, just like we love each other, we blend into each other's body and soul, and can no longer be separated.

"We are really sorry for the injured and dead people. We will pray for them for the rest of our lives, but we don't feel that our love is wrong, and we will not separate because of it. Even if we meet Donghai's father and mother, I can also say to them openly: I love Donghai, I will give him a lifetime of happiness, please allow our love. Donghai's father loves him so much, he will definitely allow us, we really love each other, what is this? Wrong? But if we are really not accepted, we will disappear from now on and won’t cause trouble for everyone. ——Lee Hyuk Jae.”

After reading the letter, my mood is very complicated. I never thought that Hezai, who usually looks silly, can write such touching words, probably because of the truth.I told their agent and the company, there was also some confusion over there, no one knew where they went or what they were doing, would these two children be troubled?Probably not, seeing that He Zai's tone doesn't look pessimistic, but looks like he wants to live in seclusion. That's fine, the torture on the cusp of the storm is cruel, it's better to take a step back and broaden the sea and the sky.

I called their mobile phones, but they were not in the service area. They must have gone abroad.There is no news from Han Geng, they probably did not go to find Han Geng, there are quite a few people in Asia who know them, probably they went to those countries in Europe and America.

So the company announced to the outside world that Lee Dong Hae and Lee Hyuk are stopping all activities in Korea and are being sent overseas to study music, and asked the media to stop tracking them, hoping to calm down the incident.

Naturally, the media refused to give up. They were still stuck in the company, and there were fans looking for them everywhere, going where they might go, but a month passed, and there was no news at all. Everyone was exhausted, and there was no point in following them without newsworthiness. After that, they 'withdrew their troops' one after another.Although fans are still perseveringly looking for clues, the two children left so resolutely that they really cut off all contact methods, as if the world had evaporated and could never be found again.

I lived in Seoul for a month, and it was still my job to train newcomers. Occasionally, I went to drink and sing with my friends, which was considered leisurely.Although there are still people who will grab me and ask Donghai questions, I can't help it if I don't know three things.This kid is so determined that he doesn't even contact me anymore.

Another half month later, one day I was having dinner with Siwon when a text message came suddenly, I saw it was a MMS.When I opened it, it was a photo. I was shocked when I saw it. It was Hyuk Jae and Dong Hai in the photo. What surprised me was not only that, but also the blue sky behind them, spotless, and the endless grass behind them. The house, and a black kid in their midst, smiled coyly.

"What's wrong? Brother." Siwon took my phone to look at it curiously, and was also surprised, and said, "They went to Africa?"

"Look at the photo, it should be." I grabbed the phone and took a closer look. Both of them smiled brightly. They were tanned a lot and lost a lot of weight, but they looked healthier and more sunny.There is also a sentence on the back: Brother, I am so happy now.

I laughed, but tears were in my eyes. These two children secretly went to Africa. They must have food and drink there. The conditions must be very poor. Just look at the endless grassland behind.But they have such bright smiles, but they say they are so happy, is that because they found freedom there?They went there to escape the hustle and bustle of this world, but found the tranquility and beauty of another world.

"At that time, I also wanted to go to Africa with Han Geng to help those refugees." I said to myself.

"Oh, why didn't you go later?" Siwon asked with a smile.

"Han Geng said that the conditions there are too bad and he doesn't want me to suffer." I smiled, "So he continued to stay in the showbiz to make money, and I retired as a company employee. Although we have always donated money to them, if there is a chance , I really want to see it with my own eyes, the sky there is so blue.”

"If you're free, let's go together. Anyway, if Brother Heechul wants to go, Brother Han Geng will definitely go with you."

"Hehe, that's true." I smiled proudly. "By the way, what have you been up to lately?"

"Oh, don't mention it, being forced by the family to go on a blind date, I'm going crazy."

"Oh? Are you still on a blind date? Is there anything suitable?" I became interested again.

"Oh..." He sighed and shook his head, looking very worried.

"Don't be so picky, it's almost enough, anyway, it's enough to live a stable life with you." I advised him.

"Brother! Who do you think I am!" He was still dissatisfied, "Am I the kind of person who can do anything?"

"Then what do you do? The family is still waiting for you to give birth and return home, hehehe..." I took the opportunity to laugh at him.

"Don't mention it, I'm so worried, I don't like those women."

"Could it be that you like men too?" I raised my eyebrows at him, and he raised his eyebrows at me too, as if to say, 'You don't know this brother very well'.

"Hey! You can't do it. Just think about it. Your family will definitely not agree to this. In the end, you still have to find a woman to marry."

"As expected, apart from Brother Xi Chu and Brother Han Geng, there is no one I love!" He sighed pitifully.

I almost didn't spit out a mouthful of food. It's been so many years, and I still miss the two of us. We are in our thirties, and we don't know how to worry about our own affairs.

"Ah, let me tell you, you Han Geng and Heechul are happy now, you don't need to worry, now you should quickly find a woman you like to marry, Han Geng and Heechul will be happy, Araso?" I patted him on the shoulder and said, he sighed again and bowed his head to eat.

"Is it strange that others look at us? Brother, the woman I was on a blind date with yesterday asked me, 'Is Donghae and Eunhyuk really a couple? If you are good friends with them, you won't be affected by them and become Are you gay?’ and said, ‘How on earth did Han Geng and Heechul live together? Don’t you find it strange to look at them?’ I almost got angry, so I ignored her and left.”

"There will always be other people's prejudices. I don't care about it a long time ago. Don't be sad about it. We're fine."

"But she can't accept my brother and friends, and I can't accept her."

"Siwon, don't be obsessed, some people's prejudices cannot be changed."

I know that Siwon loves us very much. Although we are not related by blood, he has long regarded us as his closest relatives, but if we delay his life because of us, we will feel sorry.Siwon looks very easy-going and gentleman, but he is actually very persistent, and he is also the kind of person who will treat him sincerely if he believes in it.

After we finished our meal, we drove slowly along the road, watching the night view of Seoul, leisurely.

When the car reached the Han River, Siwon stopped and opened the car window. We looked at the Han River Bridge and felt the night wind.

"Brother, do you still remember that many years ago, when we were trainees, we also came here together, you, me, and Brother Han Geng and Ki Bum."

"Well, remember, you and Ki Fan were both very young back then."

"You and Brother Han Geng are not very old, and you always treat us like children." He pouted and said.

"It was so good at that time, so simple, you don't have to think about anything, just practice hard every day, and the time with you is also very happy, I really want to go back to that time."

"I think it's pretty good now. If I go back, I'll have to go through so many difficulties again. I'm afraid." I shook my head and said.

"Afraid? If you do it again, won't brother come here like this?"

"No, if I do it again, I will still live like this, but forget about those experiences, there is no need to always find torture for myself, now I am happy."

"Yeah, brother, you are so happy now..."

Looking at his sad side face, I know that there will be a lot of pressure in his life, much more than mine, so I will miss the simple life in the past.I touched his cheek and said with a smile, "We, Siwon, should be happy too! Brother, wait for that day."

He smiled, still with a handsome side face, "Thank you brother, I love you."

"Hehe, brother loves you too."

Suddenly he took my hand, I looked at him puzzled, but he looked at me seriously, his eyes were sad and affectionate, which made me a little overwhelmed, I wanted to withdraw my hand, but he held it tighter.

"Brother, I want to kiss you, can I?" He asked suddenly.

"mo?"

"Just once, okay?" He stretched out a finger and begged, looking at his begging eyes, I was even more confused, what's wrong with this kid?

"Siwon..." Before I could finish speaking, his mouth was on his lips, and he put his arm around my shoulder. I opened my eyes wide, but I saw his eyes closed, with a sad expression, For a moment, she couldn't bear to push him away.

I patted his back to comfort him, but my lips didn't move, knowing that something must have happened to him, and now I just need a comfort. We have always been close, and kisses are not uncommon, but I Knowing that something big must have happened to him, otherwise he wouldn't look so sad.