perfect out of control

The light came on, and the warm yellow light illuminated the darkness of the room.

Lou Ying stood outside Sheng Ye's bedroom door for a while, looking at the familiar room, Jackson also got out of his kennel, and stood silently with her outside the bedroom.

More than 20 hours had passed since the news of the crash was released, and it was four o'clock in the morning, and she couldn't sleep at all.

Behind the desk, on the wall next to the bed is a small bookcase. From the top to the bottom, there are comic books that I can’t bear to lose, professional books related to drama performances, DVDs and CDs, and half of the DVDs are works starring Tan Zhen. , the bottom column is a neat row of diaries.

Lou Ying walked over and took down one of the books with a blue spine.

Ever since the diary with Chen Xue's photo was discovered by Sheng Yanfeng, and Sheng Ye had a big fight with his father, Sheng Yanfeng never looked through his diary again.However, in the third year of junior high school, Sheng Ye was still angry and didn't write a diary for a whole year. After entering high school, he probably realized that his disrespectful father had a long memory and no longer violated his privacy. Write it up.He put these diaries in the box under the bed at first, but both she and Sheng Yanfeng knew about it, and she even told Sheng Yanfeng that you forced him, and Sheng Yanfeng turned over silently without speaking .But she knew he was awake, because she asked him to turn off the light, and he immediately reached out to turn it off.

She is very glad that Sheng Ye did not give up writing a diary, because those who can write a diary love life.

She took the diary and went to the desk and sat down, staring at the cover of the diary hesitated for a moment, then turned on the lamp.When I opened the diary, my heart sank quietly, still afraid that some photos would fall out of it.

However, the notebook is very clean, and there are no photos of Tan Zhen in it.

She regretted it a little, thinking that maybe it would be better if there was a photo of Tan Zhen inside, because it showed that Tan Zhen was an idol to Sheng Ye, just like Chen Xue, who was hard to touch in his life.

She always felt that it was impossible for her to look through Sheng Ye's diary in her life, because she would definitely walk ahead of Sheng Ye, and there would never be a day when she sorted out Sheng Ye's relics.

But it's almost 24 hours, even if you deceive yourself, you can't do it.She didn't want to use "relics" to describe Sheng Ye's things, and she didn't want to do things that Sheng Ye hated, but at this moment she thought he couldn't do it.

Opening the diary and seeing the familiar handwriting, tears fell uncontrollably, and she hurriedly wiped it with her cuff when it dripped on that line.

At this time, Sheng Ye's handwriting was not very good-looking, and his handwriting seemed to be growing with him. Lou Ying read it word by word, gradually immersed in the process of Sheng Ye's growth, and her sad mood eased a little.

This book is like the time when Sheng Ye was in high school. She saw "Mom" and "Dad" written by him. She read it repeatedly every time she went to the places where she and Sheng Yanfeng were recorded. I want to cry and laugh at the same time.So many memories were brought back, she read "My mother is too spoiled by my dad, it's fine to spoil me, why spoil him", he even wrote a letter to Sheng Yanfeng on purpose , wrote on the head, "For my stubborn dad who came to peek at my diary again", he thought that Sheng Yanfeng had seen it, but it was a pity that Sheng Yanfeng didn't see a word in the end.Sheng Ye's feelings for Sheng Yanfeng are very complicated. He picks out Sheng Yanfeng's thorns in his diary, but between the lines, he still inadvertently reveals his admiration for this "disqualified" father.

When the diary was about to turn to the end, Tan Zhen's name finally appeared. Lou Ying wanted to read it but didn't want to, but Tan Zhen's name gradually appeared more and more, and she knew she couldn't avoid it.

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I want to take back my opinion on my mother watching idol dramas, "Creating Love" is enough to just watch Bai Xingnian and Bai Xingheng!I specially looked at the cast list, the leading actor is Tan Zhen, his appearance is amazing, I think he will be popular soon!

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Tan Zhen is really popular. Many girls in the class like him. It seems that I have the potential to buy stocks haha!

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Sometimes I want to join them in the discussion, but I feel a little embarrassed. Boys are all chasing actresses. Would it be strange for me to do this?It's all my dad's fault. If I accidentally become gay, it's all his fault. He should reflect on himself, and I'll be shadowed when I see Chen Xue later!

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Haha at the New Year's Eve party, it was obvious that he was lip-syncing, but he is an actor, so it's understandable, anyway, he's doing a good job of lip-syncing~ The cameraman really likes to slap him in the face, better than actresses The face is still close, and his face can really hit. Sometimes I feel a little embarrassed to see it too close, and I feel sorry for him.When he attends such occasions, he always has a sense of distance. Standing in the crowd, he is very prominent. He may be a person who is too suitable for acting. Even if he is outside the play, he seems to be in the play. A feeling of... "expensive"?And when he speaks, his aura is really different from others, his lines skills must be very good!The whole audience seemed to enjoy listening to it, haha, doesn’t it feel like listening to a love story?

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I actually watched "Dragon and Tiger Strategy" with my dad today. It's so strange that he can actually follow the TV series. Didn't he keep complaining about the flashy filming of the current film and television dramas and movies?Where is your venomous film critic, Mr. Sheng Yanfeng? !

However, this is indeed the best costume group drama that has been filmed recently. It is about court tactics.Tan Zhen played the young King Xuan in it, and I carefully asked my dad what he thought of Tan Zhen's performance, but he shook his head and said no, saying, "He can only play this kind of role with his true qualities, and he can't do it if he is too tall. "I was not convinced. I said I thought he acted very well. It was very natural. Dad said: "What do you know? Nature is only the most basic. His acting skills are comparable to Zeng Changsheng, and he can compete with Sun Jian Than? Why do you just stare at him? He is an actor, if he can't even play nature well, what kind of actor is he? How is it different from other face-based traffic?"

I asked him what is so good about Mr. Zeng Changsheng's acting skills. To be honest, isn't he only able to play that kind of atmospheric and deep roles? Doesn't he also have his own routines?Dad just left it there and said inscrutablely that you will understand when Tan Zhen plays with him.OK, I'll wait!

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Finally, it’s time for Tan Zhen and Zeng Changsheng’s rivalry scene. This scene is very exciting. The two of them come and go.I still don't understand, I think Tan Zhen's acting skills in this scene are already very good, and Zeng Changsheng is still the kind of majestic and powerful hero I am familiar with.

Dad said that Tan Zhen was led by Zeng Changsheng to act in this scene, and his aura was completely suppressed by Zeng Changsheng. I said it was because Zeng Changsheng was playing Tan Zhen's father. Of course, his aura can suppress his son. (I was overwhelmed by you too), isn't King Xuan still very young at this time?

He said: "I'm not talking about the aura of the characters, but the aura of the actors. To put it simply, when there is no bias from the camera, which of the two can catch the audience's attention better? In the eyes of young people, Tan Zhen is indeed more eye-catching, if you really don’t understand, just close your eyes and listen to their lines, and you will know which is good and which is bad.”

I really don't understand, and I didn't tell him that I signed up for the school's drama club. Everyone in the club likes Xuan Wang played by Tan Zhen very much.Who does Dad like, but he actually doesn't like anyone.But I'm glad he didn't say that the film was ruined by Tan Zhen. If he talked about Tan Zhen like other traffic stars, I would really feel bad.It may also be because in my heart he is the authority in acting. Obviously I have never seen his plays, but Uncle Jie said that my father is an acting genius.

But my son knew he was an actor because I threw him a photo album of his actor days, and he was almost pushed to the ground and beaten...

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In the end, I really closed my eyes and listened to Tan Zhen's lines. My dad was right. Just listening to the lines, Teacher Zeng Changsheng's lines are really more powerful than Tan Zhen's, and he catches the audience's ears even more.I really don't understand, am I really just looking at the face?

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I still think what my father said is wrong. I have seen my own performance in the club. I acted too hard and too hard, it was too embarrassing. Although they all said yes, it is not true.I like Tan Zhen's performance better, because he doesn't have to exert much effort to perform, I can feel the emotion in his eyes, how can this be bad acting, does it have to be clear to be called good acting?

Wang Yue is always used to step on him on the Internet, because they are of the same age and both graduated from majors, but I don’t appreciate Wang Yue’s performance that is too dramatic. Grab the audience's ears, because he is more excited and louder, but Tan Zhen can't act like this. Besides, he doesn't look at the actor's expression but only looks at the actor's lines. So what is the difference between an actor and a voice actor?Tan Zhen's line style matches his acting style. His line style is very natural. The characters he has encountered so far do not require him to perform in a dramatic way. Of course, it may be because of his I interpret these roles in my own way, maybe Wang Yue's role is given to him, and it won't be such a drama.

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His comfortable performance is indeed not very popular with film critics and directors.I saw a film review saying that the problem with Tan Zhen's performance is that he has too much control, and he should lose control appropriately.Alas, don't you just want to see him lose control?In fact, I really think this is very good, maybe I am too easy to lose control, I don't like myself like this.

Some people feel that emotions need to be vented and broken down. They themselves do not vent or collapse in their lives, so they are eager to see characters vent and collapse in movies and TV dramas, so why Aristotle said that the function of tragedy is "catastrophe". Sith (Tao Ye)"?There is a saying that people watch dramas and movies in order to experience these ups and downs in tragedies, so as to cultivate their emotions.And if you want to see Tan Zhen collapse and vent, it is more like a desire to destroy, because he is too perfect, the more perfect he is, the more people want to see him lose control, be betrayed by his relatives, and his lover die. These plots are not available in Tan Zhen. Will get out of control, his performances are very restrained, because sadness is enough!Why do you have to collapse and lose control to express the emotions of the characters?He has played the sad role well.Can't the character appear decently in front of the camera?Should it be bloody cut open for others to see?Many actors will collapse in front of the camera, they call this into acting, Tan Zhen knew that he was born in a family with a particularly good tutor, he must have been able to control himself since he was a child.