Number one!Sankeng school belle is not white moonlight

"Hello," the boy in front of him scratched his head a little at a loss, "Excuse me, are you Su Xiang's classmate?"

Su Xiang slightly raised his eyelids, and said a word lightly, without even a tone.

"Why."

"Uh……"

The boy seemed not expecting such a cold reaction from the always sweet Bai Yueguang Goddess, and his expression seemed a little cramped.

Su Xiang didn't care about the boy's thoughts at all, and asked bluntly, "Did Meng Yue call you here?"

The boy hastily denied, "No! I came here voluntarily... No, I wanted to..."

"It's you who want to ask me out?" Su Xiang's tone sounded like he was questioning a stinky kid who didn't know what to do.

The boy took a deep breath and gradually calmed down, "It's me."

"Just tell me what's going on." Su Xiang said straight to the point.

The boy's expression became flustered, and he still had the courage to say, "I'm here to tell you, I like..."

"talk later."

Su Xiang interrupted him decisively, and completed the rest of the sentence, "I haven't thought about finding a boyfriend yet."

Heart is aching.

The reason for the pain was not because Gu Yunche was not the one who tried to express his love, but because his refusal hurt another innocent person.

For no reason, Su Xiang recalled the time when some people wantonly corrupted and disregarded their reputation not long after the finals in Mengyin Taoyuan.

After Su Xiang used his nanny to bury one of the fiercest stinky shit players at the resurrection point several times, the other party not only didn't let it go, but even called his good brothers from his guild to help out.Although Su Xiang is outnumbered, she also invited her old friends in Zhentian Mountain to help.

They even fought fiercely back and forth several times in team battles. Although Su Xiang had an overwhelming advantage, it was just that the shouting stinky shit player not only didn't want to repent, but continued to jump up and down to pollute the world channel. Air.

Su Xiang was really angry at the time. He stared coldly at the fluorescent computer screen, and told his friends in Zhentianshan expressionlessly that he would block this account for me, and I would pay any money.

As soon as Su Xiang said the words, he was stunned.

It's not that I'm surprised that this approach itself is too extreme, but I didn't expect that I could accept my own "evil" so calmly.

Su Xiang never thought that he would be the light and have the power to bring warmth to others.On the contrary, she would do some very bad things instead, but she never said who she was doing such things for.

Because if you say that you are doing it for someone, it will make the other person feel ashamed that it will be moral coercion or pressure.

Therefore, instead of choosing to explain, Su Xiang would often choose to remain silent, or just explain that it was just her doing her own way.

Now, facing this slightly shy boy in front of him, Su Xiang just smiled wryly, and sadly found that he couldn't be evil at all, and couldn't be a bad person.

"Can you tell me the reason?" The boy didn't seem discouraged, and his face looked much better than the embarrassment just now.

"……Nothing to do with you."

Su Xiang gritted his teeth, trying not to let his emotions explode completely.

"Since Department Hua doesn't want to talk about it, then I won't ask too much."

The boy seemed to be mentally prepared to be rejected early in the morning, and there was not much remorse in his expression, but a little more understanding and sincerity.

Then, the boy took out his mobile phone from his pocket and rummaged through it, "I saw you at the party before... You were holding flowers in your hand, and it felt like, the kind of Guanyin who can save all living beings." Like a Bodhisattva..."

Su Xiang sneered in her heart, it just so happened that she put sand on the center of her eyebrows on the day of the party, and her prop was a lotus flower with a long handle, for this reason she was ridiculed by the hot girl as a "good fortune boy" for a long time.

Now this stinky man actually mentioned it to her...Damn it, I really can't help but criticize it.Su Xiang felt the corners of his mouth twitching quietly.

The boy continued to say, "And then I don't have any special skills, so I drew it. But I didn't bring it here today, so it's stored in my phone. Do you want to see it?"

No, get out, don't bother.

Su Xiang's heart was full of rejections three times in a row, but before she could speak, the boy came over very consciously as soon as he finished speaking.

Su Xiang dodged in disgust, but involuntarily glanced at the boy's phone screen. "I don't...huh?"

—It’s an oil painting.

In other words, it is a very... stunning oil painting.

The water lily in the painting is like a newborn baby with spotless purity, curled up with a petite and lovely body, sleeping quietly on the velvet-like leaf cover.

...Wait, water lilies?

Su Xiang probed over and took a closer look at the oil painting on the screen of the boy's phone.

After a long time, Su Xiang said blankly, "Go back."

The boy froze in place, even the hand holding the phone froze, and his expression silently expressed a sentence, "Is it because I didn't draw well enough?".

Su Xiang bit his lip and said nothing.As if he had finished speaking, he refused to speak again.

The dislike of boys is more difficult to control because of that painting, but I know that I can't become "evil".

From the moment he couldn't directly reject the boy, Su Xiang knew that he couldn't be a bad guy through and through, and couldn't let go of Gu Yunche thoroughly.

A strong sense of frustration caused Su Xiang's emotions to fluctuate. At one moment, she would have the urge to scold the boy and lose her temper, and at another moment, she suddenly felt too lazy to say anything to him.

Seeing that Su Xiang didn't say anything more, her silent silence was like an order to chase away guests.In desperation, the boy had no choice but to retreat to the door angrily.

The boy hesitated to speak, but his expression was full of pity. "...Then I'll go first. Take care of yourself, classmate Xihua."

Su Xiang propped his hands on the table, trying to force himself to calm down.

Meng Yue is irritating her?Su Xiang couldn't understand such an approach.

The only thing she could clearly feel was that she was trembling all over.

Until the knuckles of the fingers scratching the edge of the table began to turn white, until the corners of the clenched mouth began to numb, until the body felt so exhausted that it was almost impossible to stand up...

Su Xiang could completely and unreservedly feel the pain that pierced deep into the bone marrow, and the pain was so painful that she could hardly sustain herself to continue living.

It hurts.

How long will it take, how long... How long will it take to meet?Su Xiang didn't understand.

"Give."

"...I won't eat your candy!"

Little Suxiang was covered in mud, but she just crouched beside the mound with her knees hugged, tears leaving streaks of tears on her dusty face.

"After eating candy, just wipe away your tears and stand up." My brother said.

"I don't know why those kids would tell you that you had a turnip in the grass, or why you wanted to dig it up and give it to them,"

The elder brother squatted down and continued to say, "Get up, there is someone waiting for you in the future. Maybe no one understands you yet, maybe that person will like the candy you bring and the joy you bring , will like you too."

Liar, you are obviously not much older than me.Su Xiang was arguing in his heart.

She's a rare case of full color blindness, yes.

Compared with the dark night, in Su Xiang's world, the touch of light is far darker than the long night.

In that dark rain curtain, facing his fragmented self and the oncoming tram, Su Xiang, who had given up struggling long ago, saw the light in the ashes of his heart because of Gu Yunche.

Really, "light".

Although Su Xiang has never seen the color of real light, the moment Gu Yunche stretched out his hand, Su Xiang felt that it was light.It won't be anything else.

Gu Yunche was still wearing a white and old shirt, with the smell of lilies eaten by rabbits, standing in the wind, his whole body was warm.

"Don't be afraid." She said softly.

Without the holy beam of light, without the halo of angels, Gu Yunche just stood there, using only two simple words, but filled all of Su Xiang's delusional desires.

"Perhaps we will meet under the instruction of the gods."

"Since meeting left and right is fate, there is nothing wrong with having a little more."

"I will work very hard. For you, I am willing to offer all my devotion. The south wall will be there, rain or shine, and I will walk thousands of feet, and the mountains and rivers will go forever."

But the gods have never cared for me, let alone bring fate to pity me. The south wall came to an end, the wind and rain stopped, and Wanren became flat ground. I stayed in the mountains and rivers without you.

For a moment, Su Xiang suddenly felt very light.

It was as light as flying back to childhood to that afternoon, under the dim sunlight, that little muddy figure just cried desperately, could only cry desperately.

what.

He obviously didn't let out a heart-piercing cry, but at some point, there were already vertical and horizontal tear stains on his face.

The lightness of relief allowed Su Xiang to breathe heavily, but the sense of loss in her heart silently warned her that something had flown away.

Meng Yue rushed in suddenly.

"Little Susu?!"

Su Xiang was shocked back to reality, he didn't get angry or speak, just squatted down slowly and extremely slowly.

Although Su Xiang has a strong self-esteem and doesn't want her to be seen as weak by anyone, but now.

...It hurts too much, let her be quiet.She needs quiet.

Is Meng Yue urging her to give up, or urging her to keep going?Su Xiang didn't even understand why Meng Yue did this.

Su Xiang didn't even understand why he was suffering and tired these days, as well as all the worthless anger and sadness.

What is the reason for all this?

Is it because Gu Yunche is not worth it?It seems not.

... Is it really my fault?It seems not.

Meng Yue's expression became fierce, "...Why are you so stupid, Gu Yunche is not the only one who likes you! You are the department girl in the school, and there are many people who like you and have a crush on you! Why do you At once……"

"I do not need."

Su Xiang covered his ears in pain, but his tone gradually became weaker and weaker from coldness, until finally it sounded like he was just muttering to himself. "No...no need."

Meng Yue couldn't bear it anymore, and said loudly, "Su Xiang, you fucking sober up! When you broke up with those scumbags, you didn't complain about anyone. How long are you going to be depressed!"

Su Xiang raised his head suddenly, and shouted, "You don't need to find someone who even stole the paintings to humiliate me?!"

Meng Yue's throat moved, "...I didn't find it."

"Who do you think I am? A beggar on the road who can be dismissed casually? ... Oh yes, now even beggars on the road can pay with WeChat scan code, so what the hell am I? In the end I still don't deserve it." Su Xiang suddenly laughed at himself.

"Stealing a painting? What stealing a painting?" Meng Yue looked a little confused. It seemed that this matter had nothing to do with him.

Su Xiang bit his lips that were beginning to bleed faintly, as if his proud self-esteem had been greatly humiliated, he lowered his head and did not speak.

For some reason, Su Xiang suddenly understood.

All my pain, loneliness, struggle, unwillingness, anger and even madness these days have a reasonable explanation.

It's not a right or wrong conclusion that can't be reached after endless debates, but Su Xiang poured all his anger, confusion, loss, and even a sigh of ups and downs...all back on himself.

Su Xiang kept forcing himself to do things that he might not be able to do, and he happily attributed this behavior to the fact that he should be more ruthless to himself, and he did not want to implicate Gu Yunche in the slightest.

Su Xiang raised his head and confessed blankly, "The painting he showed me...is Monet's "Water Lilies". Moreover, it is not a copy, but an intercepted part."

Meng Yue froze in place, speechless for a while.

After Su Xiang finished speaking, as if he had exhausted all his strength, he covered his head helplessly and hopelessly.

"Whether you want to humiliate me or laugh at me or something else...let me meet her, let me like her...is it really a difficult thing??" Su Xiang buried his face in the In the knees, the voice is muffled.

Seeing her self-defeating look, Meng Yue couldn't help feeling distressed, and her attitude suddenly softened, "I'm here, I just want to say..."

Meng Yue swallowed, and then said with difficulty, "There is a Hanfu Festival this week, shall I take you to see it?"

Su Xiang was silent for a while, and then said softly, "You won't be able to fool me this time."

Meng Yue quickly defended, "This time it's really the Hanfu Festival, I didn't lie to you!"

Su Xiang lowered his head and didn't speak, like a hedgehog covering what little softness he had left with its spikes all over his body.

Meng Yue still refused to give up, "Just think about it, you will never meet her if you stay here, but it's quite different when you go out, the probability of encountering her will increase linearly!"

"No." Su Xiang no longer looked at him, but continued to bury his head deeply in the socket of his elbow.