I just want to be a vegetable

Xiangxiang didn't know how long he cried, but he only knew that Cheng Zhiyuan's hospital gown was wet and dry, dry and wet again, he tried to calm himself down, but no matter how hard he tried, the tears couldn't be stopped.Later, he couldn't make a sound, and let the tears fall silently.

Cheng Zhiyuan wiped the tears on his face with his palm from time to time, until his hands were sticky.

Yearning cried until both noses were blocked, and she could only breathe out through her mouth.Cheng Zhiyuan put his hands under Xiang Xiang's nostrils, and said softly: "Come on, use force—"

Yearning to pat his hand down: "I'm not Yangyang."

"You are more precious than Yangyang."

"You..." Xiang Xiang wanted to say that you were disgusting, but after he said about you, his tears flowed even more fiercely.

Cheng Zhiyuan's body got used to it, he lowered his head to get close to him, and Xiang Xiang gently pushed his head, but Cheng Zhiyuan didn't let go of him, and continued to kiss his lips down, and then let go after a few seconds.Yearning's arm wrapped around Cheng Zhiyuan's waist, and his emotions gradually calmed down.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner?"

Cheng Zhiyuan's kissing action paused for a while: "I planned to tell you these two days, but I didn't expect to be in a hurry last night..."

Yearning pushed his head and let Cheng Zhiyuan look into his eyes.Cheng Zhiyuan wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes again, so that his swollen eyes would not be so cloudy.

"Even Feng Zhe knows, why can't he tell me?"

Cheng Zhiyuan stroked Xiang Xiang's sticky hair back from his forehead, and looked into his eyes: "Feng Zhe knew it first, because I asked him for business and had to confess to him."

"Shu Mu, is it also because of work?"

"Ah."

"What is there that you have to avoid me to do?"

"My... future life, I want to arrange for you and Yangyang. I have completed the transfer of the company's equity, and it will be transferred to your name.

There are also the car and house at home. At that time, you didn't allow me to write your name, so I also took care of it.

Yangyang's education fund and some projects I invested in, I have basically finished.

Because Shu Mu is in charge of property division, so I got in touch with him a little while ago, are you jealous? "

Xiang Xiang snorted, acquiesced to Cheng Zhiyuan's last words, he raised his hand and grabbed Cheng Zhiyuan's face: "Are these things so important? It's hard to hide them from me, right?"

Cheng Zhiyuan smiled: "It was very hard, and I tasted the tension and excitement similar to cheating."

"You know it's like cheating?"

Cheng Zhiyuan bit Xiangxiang's pursed lower lip: "Now I know."

"I made a will—"

Xiang Xiang hurriedly covered his mouth with his hands: "Stop talking about this, okay?"

Cheng Zhiyuan took his hand away: "I have arranged everything for you, Yangyang, and parents. Yangyang, don't tell him the truth, he still doesn't understand."

Yearning covered his ears with his hands, and closed his eyes desperately, Cheng Zhiyuan took his hands away: "I'm done talking, I won't say these again in the future."

Yearning slowly opened his eyes, and looked deeply into Cheng Zhiyuan's eyes: "You..."

Yearning rubbed in Cheng Zhiyuan's arms for a while before getting up and going to the bathroom to tidy herself up.

Feng Zhe stood at the door for a while, seeing that the two of them were not recovering so quickly, he wandered around in the hospital garden, and chatted with a grandfather who was out for a walk for a long time.

He reckoned that it was almost done, so he went back to Cheng Zhiyuan's ward, knocked on the door twice, and Xiang Xiang came out to open the door.

Feng Zhe looked at his red and swollen eyes, knowing that he had finally vented the pent-up anger in his heart, so he felt relieved.

He walked to the bed, exchanged glances with Cheng Zhiyuan, turned his head to Xiang Xiang and said, "I guess I told you to go back, but you definitely wouldn't agree. So, I thought, get your house key with you, go back and help You pack up some clothes and daily necessities, what do you think?"

Xiang Xiang nodded, only then remembered that Yang Yang was not here, Feng Zhe looked at his expression, and continued: "I only came out after Yang Yang fell asleep. Let him stay at my house for a few days, Shu Tong also said yes Let Yangyang live there for a while."

Xiang Xiang was about to say something, but Feng Zhe quickly waved his hands and said, "Don't say thank you to me, how hypocritical... Uncles and aunts took Yang Yang back, and he kept crying and wanting to come to the hospital. I don't think this is the way , it’s better to live with me, anyway, I often go to the hospital, and it’s convenient to bring him here, otherwise the two old people will be exhausted.”

Yearning didn't know what to say, so he lightly punched Feng Zhe on the shoulder, and Feng Zhe punched him back.

The two walked out of the ward, stopped in their tracks, and turned to look at Feng Zhe: "I want to see the attending doctor." Feng Zhe understood what he meant, and walked with him to the attending doctor's consultation room.

Because Feng Zhe was busy last night, the doctor recognized Feng Zhe, he glanced at Feng Zhe and said, "What else is unclear?"

Feng Zhe put his yearning to the front and said to the doctor, "This is the patient's family. He wants to learn more about the condition and treatment plan."

"Also, how long?" Xiang Xiang said such words without a subject as soon as he opened his mouth, but the doctor understood it as soon as he heard it.

"If chemotherapy is combined with drug-assisted treatment, it will take up to six months. But he is already at an advanced stage, and the effect of chemotherapy is actually not too great. It can only play a controlling role, but it will hurt the body."

"What about chemotherapy?"

"Three or four months."

Yearning didn't say a word anymore, Feng Zhe led him out and grabbed his shoulder: "You decide, no one can help you with this. Discuss it with Cheng's father and Cheng's mother."

Xiang Xiang nodded silently, Feng Zhe squeezed his shoulder: "Are you okay?"

"Ah."

Feng Zhe and Xiang Xiang took the key and left, Xiang Xiang walked alone in the corridor of the hospital, his soul seemed to leave his body, floating in the sky.

He tried his best to calm himself down and think about things, and let the two hourglass-like countdown times be cleared from his mind.

As soon as Xiang Xiang returned to the ward and opened the door, Cheng Zhiyuan opened his eyes and looked in his direction: "Shall I have something to eat?"

"I'm not hungry." Yearning replied mechanically.

"But I'm hungry."

Only then did Xiang Xiang wake up: "Then I'll get you something to eat." After speaking, he turned and went out.

Yearning didn't know how he got out of the hospital and walked back to the door of the ward inexplicably. When he realized it, he was already at the door, and he was standing there empty-handed.

He opened the door subconsciously, and said to Cheng Zhiyuan: "I just forgot to buy it, I'll go down again. Are you hungry?"

Cheng Zhiyuan hurriedly stopped Xiangqian who was about to turn around and go out again: "Mom and Dad just came here, and they brought food here, don't go out. Come here."

Xiang Xiang walked over and sat next to Cheng Zhiyuan, opened the insulated box on the table, and stirred the hot porridge with a spoon.

"Hey me... ah—" Cheng Zhiyuan smiled and opened his mouth to look at him.

Yearning forced a smile, took a spoonful of porridge and fed it, Cheng Zhiyuan was fed obediently, after a few sips, Xiangxiang stretched out the spoon again, and he kept silent: "It's your time. You don't want to eat I won't eat it."

Yearning had no choice but to drink a few sips and then feed him a few sips, just like this, you sip one sip and the other drank half a box of porridge, and Cheng Zhiyuan couldn't eat any more.

After packing up the lunch box, Cheng Zhiyuan called Xiangxiang to his side, wanting him to go to bed, but Xiangxiang refused.

"I'll overwhelm you in a while, I'll just make an escort bed and sleep next to you at night."

Cheng Zhiyuan originally wanted to "act like a spoiled child", but after seeing Xiang Xiang's tired face, he stopped again.

"Baby, just tell me if you have anything, don't hold it in your heart."

Yearning looked up at Cheng Zhiyuan, and said after a while: "Let's do chemotherapy?"

"Well. You make the decision, and I will listen to you. Did you think about this just now? Come here, my husband will give you a hug... What a worrying baby—"

Yearning to pull over the chair and sit down, burying her head on the side of the bed, grabbing Cheng Zhiyuan's clothes.Cheng Zhiyuan stroked yearning's hair gently with his hand, again and again.

Yearning closed her eyes comfortably, and said a word after a long time: "Shall we work together?"

"Okay. As long as you behave well and don't think too much, everything will be fine."

Yearning's eyes were watery, and he vowed never to shed a single tear in front of Cheng Zhiyuan again, and he did, because he couldn't cry anymore.

At night, Cheng Zhiyuan failed to pull Xiangqian into his arms to sleep as he wished, and Xiangxiang lay on the bed beside him with his back turned to him, and turned around after a while, just facing Cheng Zhiyuan's dark pupils.

"Does it hurt?"

"It's not uncomfortable, I just want to see you."

Xiangxiang responded to him with the corners of her mouth upturned: "I look good, don't I?"

"Well, of course my baby is good-looking, handsome and charming."

"Slick-toned—"

"Okay, it's your turn."

Xiang Xiang let out a chuckle: "So you're playing tricks on me... you, let me think about it. Hmm... a sexy guy with a great figure and a good life..."

"Baby, if you say it again, I'm going to commit a crime." Cheng Zhiyuan followed him and laughed.

The voice from a distance in the middle of the night lingered in his ears, longing for a moment to forget where they were, and only knew that the person in front of him was his lover, the one he wanted to spend his whole life with.

But the next moment, he came back to reality, a sense of urgency made his chest hurt, he knew that time was running out, but there was nothing he could do.He has never been a person who accepts his fate, but he doesn't know how else to resist.

After Xiangqian and Cheng Zhiyuan teased for a while as usual, they found that Cheng Zhiyuan was tired, so Xiangqian yawned deliberately, put Cheng Zhiyuan to sleep, and opened his eyes to look at him.

Yearning didn't dare to turn over, for fear of waking Cheng Zhiyuan, but what he didn't know was that Cheng Zhiyuan was also afraid of his worry and pretended to be asleep without moving.

Yearning really wants to fall asleep, and after falling asleep, I don't have to think about anything.Maybe after waking up, all of this is fake, he just had a nightmare.

But the more he wanted to sleep, the more he couldn't sleep.Hearing Cheng Zhiyuan's gentle breathing, he calmed down a little, and after a while, his chest hurt again, and he was afraid that he would not be able to hear such breathing in the next moment...