you are unspeakable

If it weren't for the sound of fingerprint unlocking at the right time, maybe Li Xinglu's phone call would have passed.

Wang Qi stood in the entrance, lowering her head to change her shoes. The lights in the room were so bright that it seemed to dispel the darkness outside the door at once. Li Xinglu stood behind the partition shelf, his eyes fell on Wang Qi's hanging Forehead.

The forehead hair covered Wang Qi's eyes, Li Xinglu couldn't see Wang Qi's expression, at that moment, he felt a little flustered for no reason, Wang Qi changed into slippers, and took off the backpack from his shoulder Lifting it in his hand, he raised his head to meet Li Xinglu's gaze.

There was a brief silence between the two, Li Xinglu couldn't get used to it, and said, "Your hair seems to have grown."

"Well," Wang Qi responded in a low voice, shaking his head slightly. His hair was very soft and thin, and the hair on his ears and forehead shook slightly with his shaking. He recalled and said : "It's been a long time since I cut it."

"I'll take you to cut it after get off work tomorrow," Li Xinglu smiled, and naturally put the bag in Wang Qi's hand aside: "Tip it up, and look more energetic."

"it is good."

They never mentioned the accidental meeting tonight, and Li Xinglu didn't ask why Wang Qi came back so late.

And Wang Qi won't ask Li Xinglu, no matter what it is, but ask and don't ask, and don't give Li Xinglu any burden.

"Go take a shower," Li Xinglu said.

Wang Qi went into the bathroom, he was actually a bit tired, after Jinshi put him down, he walked back step by step against the darkness, he walked all the way, thought all the way, but still couldn't figure out how to continue walking with Li Xinglu.

He also wants to ask his partner whether there is any concealment and attempt to him like every man who is deeply in love.

But he also understands that Li Xinglu's plan for him is the only reason why he can stay, even though this plan makes him look so ridiculous and humble.

Of course, the most important thing is probably——Children's Day is coming.

Wang Qi tried hard to tell herself that this day was like a dream, if it can last for another day, let it last for another day.

That night, they had sex, and they were exhausted. Wang Qi had never seen Li Xinglu so excited, but he tried his best to cooperate. As long as Li Xinglu wanted, he would cooperate well.

Besides, he didn't know what he could give Li Xinglu.

They embraced each other, sweat slipped together, as if they were the most intimate lovers.

The sky was gray, and Li Xinglu fell into a deep sleep beside him. Wang Qi moved her sore body and slowly approached him, putting her ears on Li Xinglu's lips, feeling the heat of his exhalation, and catching the sound of his breathing.

But he couldn't stop the tears slowly falling from the corners of his eyes.

Alarm bells sounded in Wang Qi's heart, one after another, his chest felt tight, and he couldn't breathe from the shock.

He and Li Xinglu have been together for almost a year, and for the first time in this year, he suffered from insomnia beside Li Xinglu.

It feels like a person who is about to die of thirst in the desert has gone through untold hardships and finally found a clear spring, just felt the sweetness of the spring water, just relieved the dryness of the throat, and wanted to drink again, but found that the spring water was fake. Everything is imagined by myself.

Death is not terrible, thirst is the most tormenting.

There is never something that is not terrible, and it is the most desperate to have it once.

When Li Xinglu opened his eyes the next morning, it was cold under the quilt around him, and he couldn't hear any other sounds in the room, so Li Xinglu sat up somewhat disappointed.

Wang Qi rarely gets up earlier than him. In my impression, when they were in this room, Wang Qi would always wait for him to finish his breakfast before rushing into the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face, and then sat obediently at the dining table and smiled at himself. , waiting for myself to serve poached eggs or porridge, sat opposite him, and said good morning.

They would eat breakfast quietly, and Wang Qi seemed to have always had a good appetite, never leftovers, whether it was breakfast or dinner, even the desserts he brought back would be eaten properly.

In Li Xinglu's heart, he never seems to be picky about food.

Maybe there was something urgent in the company, Li Xinglu thought of a reason for Wang Qi's departure, but he never thought of calling Wang Qi to ask for confirmation.Li Xinglu put on his clothes and made himself a cup of coffee after washing. Wang Qi was not there, and he didn't have the heart to make breakfast, so he drank coffee while reading documents on the computer. Li Xinglu was different from Wang Qi. His current The location can give yourself a vacation, even if you work at home, it’s no different, but Li Xinglu, who has always been efficient, looked at the bottom right corner of the computer for the third time today when he was working.

I don't know why, but he felt that the time passed very slowly today, and he couldn't do his job well if he pretended to be busy. Li Xinglu simply turned off the computer, took out his mobile phone and booked a time for the hair studio he often went to. , and then drove back to his house.

He needs to make a pot of tea to calm down.

Wang Qi's company did have something to do in the morning, but it had nothing to do with him. The reason why he went out early was because he couldn't sleep.

I can't sleep, and I don't want to be discovered by the people around me.

Step by step repetitive work is not difficult for Wang Qi. Even if his efficiency will drop due to illness, he will always force himself to complete the work before the deadline.

A 28-year-old man needs a job to make ends meet, even though he's been doing the same job for years with no promotion and little pay rise.

But he won't starve to death, and won't ask for anything from others, that's enough.

To Wang Qi's surprise, Liu Wen called him at noon. He said gently that he had contacted another psychiatrist in the hospital this morning. If Wang Qi wanted, he could briefly introduce this psychiatrist.

Wang Qi declined him politely: "Thank you, Dr. Liu, I don't need a new doctor. I have been sick for so many years and know many psychiatrists. I will go to my last doctor."

He was very pleased to hear that Wang Qi did not give up treating Liu Wen. He said sincerely: "Bless you, I hope you and your loved one can be together happily."

Wang Qi didn't say thank you.

Only this sentence he can not say thank you.

In the afternoon, Wang Qi filled out a leave slip for tomorrow.

After joining the company for so many years, Wang Qi has asked for leave a handful of times, and the leader quickly approved it.

As soon as he entered the community after get off work, he heard the car whistle, Wang Qi turned around, and Li Xinglu rolled down the window to signal Wang Qi to get in the car.

He didn't ask where Li Xinglu took him, as long as Li Xinglu took him, he was willing to follow.

When he got there, he remembered what Li Xinglu said yesterday.

This is a hair studio that looks very clean, simple and elegant. Wang Qi stood aside and watched Li Xinglu chatting with the hair stylist. He was a little far away and could hear what they said clearly. Glancing over, Wang Qi guessed that they should be talking about what kind of hairstyle they should cut, but during this process, Wang Qi, as the person involved, did not interject a word.

After the decision was made, Li Xinglu pulled Wang Qi to sit on the chair, smiled at him and said, "Trust me, you will become very handsome."

Wang Qi looked at him silently, and said after a while: "Will you come to have a haircut with your friends?"

"Yes," Li Xinglu just talked for a while, he stood up and walked to sit on the couch behind Wang Qi, and casually handed out the manual on the table: "This store was introduced by Jinshi."

"Will you come with Liu Wen?"

Li Xinglu's hand that turned the page paused, and quickly regained his composure: "Yes."

The hair stylist moved very quickly, Wang Qi only felt that he circled around her a few times, and heard the quick click of scissors, and then someone patted on the shoulder: "Okay, handsome boy, look, How beautiful your eyes are."

As soon as the hair stylist finished speaking, both Li Xinglu and Wang Qi looked up at Wang Qi's eyes in the mirror.

is it beautiful?

Wang Qi's eyes were full of confusion. It was the first time he had cut his hair so short. The ends of the hair did not cover the eyebrows or the tips of the ears. The whole face was completely exposed. Wang Qi flinched. Immediately lowered his eyes.

Those beautiful eyes quickly disappeared from Li Xinglu's sight. Wang Qi's retreat made Li Xinglu feel a little inexplicably angry. He frowned: "Don't you like it?"

Wang Qi didn't look up, but he could hear the emotion in Li Xinglu's words.

When this hairstyle was just cut, Wang Qi felt familiar—reminds him of Liu Wen.

Pity, similar hairstyle but different eyes.

One person's eyes are empty and blank, and the other's eyes are filled with firmness and conviction.

In fact, Wang Qi would not have thought of Liu Wen before last night, but Jin Shi's words were always a thorn in his heart.

"No way, little brother doesn't like this hairstyle?" The hair stylist packed up his things and said with a smile: "Xing Lu, this little brother's face shape is very similar to Liu Wen's, but a little thinner. The result is better than Liu Wen's."

However, bystanders are clear.

Li Xinglu's complexion changed slightly, but unfortunately the hairdresser who turned his back didn't notice it, so he recalled the past.

"Speaking of which, I think he is quite similar to Liu Wen. Of course, it's not the current Liu Wen. It was when he first came to me a few years ago. He looked like you. He looked like he was dying," the hair stylist seemed He was very familiar with Li Xinglu, so he didn't have so many scruples when talking, and said half-jokingly: "I said Xinglu, did you recruit them like this?"

"You talk too much, Li Qi."

Li Qi shrugged and closed his mouth: "Okay, I'll shut up, I won't bother you anymore, I still have guests."

After speaking, he opened the door and left.

In fact, Li Xinglu had been waiting for Wang Qi to ask him, but Wang Qi didn't speak again until he left the studio, but Wang Qi's silence didn't make Li Xinglu feel happy at all, and he was even a little inexplicably irritable.

This irritability made Li Xinglu not choose to stay in the same room with Wang Qi at night, so he went to sleep in another room.

Looking at the tightly closed bedroom door, Wang Qi lowered her head and gave a wry smile.