you are unspeakable

People without sleep don't last long. Wang Qi is telling the truth. It's not that he doesn't have sleep. He really sleeps less, sleeps... very little.

Li Xinglu didn't really stay up for four days, he persisted until the second half of the night and fell asleep unknowingly, but he didn't need to fully meet Wang Qi's standard to feel Wang Qi's state, after all, he was already feeling overwhelmed after only four days. no more.

What happens to an ordinary person who lacks sleep? I used to hear about it, but now I actually feel it.

"So you drink and indulge," Li Xinglu guessed Wang Qi, explaining him: "Just to fall asleep?"

Wang Qi's eyelids trembled slightly, but she didn't make a sound.

"Alcohol and sex are not the only ways to sleep," Li Xinglu said in a low but firm voice, "If you are sick, go to the doctor."

Li Xinglu came back at noon the next day, and after having dinner with Wang Qi, he put the medicine in front of Wang Qi.

Wang Qi silently looked at the familiar medicine in front of him, and understood what Li Xinglu meant when he said that he was sick.

Li Xinglu poured a glass of warm water and divided the dose of the medicine for that night: "This is the medicine Liu Wen prescribed for you. Take one meal in the morning, noon and evening. I also made an appointment with a psychologist for you. Liu Wen recommended it to you. He, have you seen him?"

Li Xinglu's action of releasing the water made Wang Qi see that he couldn't refuse. He hadn't digested what he had barely eaten in his stomach, so he had to take medicine in front of Li Xinglu.

Show him the food, Wang Qi thought, just like in the past at home, later in the hospital, and in the company after graduation, it is the same. Whatever they want him to be, he will become what kind of person they want him to be. necessary trouble.

Even his parents can't stand him, how long can Li Xinglu last?

Wang Qi grabbed the handful of medicine, raised her head and swallowed it into her stomach, without hesitation, it was as natural and smooth as drinking water and eating.

Li Xinglu's dark expression relaxed a little: "Would you like to take a nap or go downstairs for a walk?"

Before Wang Qi answered, Li Xinglu said immediately, "Forget it, you must not be able to sleep, let's go down for a walk, digest food, live for so long, have you visited this neighborhood?"

Wang Qi was dragged downstairs by Li Xinglu. When he was about to leave, Li Xinglu saw the thin sweater Wang Qi was wearing and frowned. He went to the bedroom to fetch a thick dress for him, but the clothes in the closet It was pitifully small. Judging by Li Xinglaw's standards, none of them reached the standard thickness. He stood in front of the wardrobe and was stunned for a moment.

Did he ever care about Wang Qi's hot and cold?Have you ever cared about Wang Qi's feelings?How did Wang Qi...how did he stay by his side?

Suppressing the strangeness in his heart, Li Xinglu went to another bedroom, took out his own down jacket and put it on Wang Qi.

Wang Qi and Li Xinglu walked side by side in the green belt of the community, the weather was getting colder, there were not many joggers in the community, and the surrounding area was fairly quiet.Li Xinglu's clothes Wang Qi wore were very big, like a costume, empty, and when the wind blew, Wang Qi didn't know whether she felt warm or cold, but the smell of laundry detergent on the clothes followed the trajectory of the wind When it reaches the nasal cavity, it smells a faint taste of time.

It's not that he doesn't miss those rainbow-like days.

The two walked in silence for more than ten minutes, Li Xinglu suddenly pointed to the newly opened dessert shop at the gate of the community, and asked him with a smile: "It seems that there is a discount for opening, go shopping."

The new store opened, and the shop assistants were very enthusiastic. When Wang Qi walked to the door, there was already a sweet smell all around him. He stopped in his tracks, unwilling to go forward.

Here, he didn't want to go in at all.

However, Li Xinglu didn't notice Wang Qi's strangeness. His thoughts were on the ice cream cake that he didn't send out on June [-]. He wanted to make up for it, and wanted to give Wang Qi another sweet cake. He remembered that Wang Qi liked to eat it. The sweet food, pastries, ice cream, and desserts Wang Qi always ate without knowing it, and when she appeared in front of Li Xinglu for the second time, only the unpacked box was left.

Wang Qi finally followed in, and he remained silent all the way. Li Xinglu looked around briefly, and when he turned around and asked Wang Qi what he wanted to eat, he realized that the face of the person behind him was as pale as a piece of paper. The inside was overwhelming, and the base of his tongue couldn't hold back the nausea welling up in his throat. Before causing trouble to others, he quickly walked out of the store, went to the trash can opposite, and vomited it out. Wang Qi vomited for a long time until There was nothing in the stomach and she was still retching, and the stimulation of gastric reflux made Wang Qi's tears and snot flow out, looking embarrassed and ugly.

He often vomits, whether actively or passively, he is used to it. What he is not used to is vomiting on the street, where people glance at him strangely, and he is not used to the rhythm of someone behind his back. pat.

Wang Qi spat out the filth in her mouth, and a beautiful hand appeared in her blurred vision. The owner of the hand was holding a bottle of water. He opened the lid of the water, and Wang Qi took it with her stiff hand to rinse her mouth.

He was extremely contradictory, he didn't dare to look at Li Xinglu's face, but he wanted to know Li Xinglu's expression, he guessed that the man beside him must be full of disgust for him, but he didn't leave because of his good upbringing ?

Wang Qi laughed at herself in her heart, feeling a kind of self-torture pleasure.

But he guessed wrong, Li Xinglu didn't have a trace of disgust on his face, he had a gloomy face, no expression could be seen, but his movements were still gentle.

Wang Qi slowly recovered, Li Xinglu went to a nearby convenience store to buy tissues, lifted his chin to help him wipe off the water stains on his face, and helped him walk home, and neither of them said anything until they got home. In a word.

Li Xinglu was considerate and considerate. He settled Wang Qi, twisted a hot towel for him, wiped his face meticulously, and fed him a cup of warm water at a suitable temperature. There was a huge panic, and even an abnormal person like him felt that everything was abnormal.

But Li Xinglu did it so naturally, Wang Qi couldn't see his reluctance, he would never reject other people's kindness, how could he refuse Li Xinglv, Wang Qi waited painfully, waiting for the passage of time, waiting With Li Xinglu going to work, he desperately wants to have his own space.

Li Xinglu didn't go to work, he did everything well, sat beside Wang Qi, and said, "Let's go to the hospital."

Wang Qi subconsciously shook her head.

"Didn't I say that if you are sick, you have to be cured?" Li Xinglu's voice was a little cold.

"I'm fine..." Wang Qi lowered her eyelids: "I'm not... sick..."

"Are you not sick?" Li Xinglu asked indifferently: "Do you need me to find a mirror for you to see what you look like now."

Wang Qi couldn't beat Li Xinglu, so he was dragged by him to the hospital for a comprehensive physical examination. Wang Qi was manipulated like a puppet to experience all the equipment he could experience in the hospital. After everything was over, he sat In the waiting area, I have a splitting headache.

It's bearable, he told himself.

Of course, what else could he do but endure?

Li Xinglu was not by his side, so the doctor called him in. When Li Xinglu came out, his complexion was even worse, but Wang Qi could no longer take care of these, he was so uncomfortable that he was about to die now.

They were going to go home, but Li Xinglu obviously couldn't wait to go home, so he put a pair of lists in Wang Qi's hands: "Don't you want to see for yourself?"

Wang Qi didn't want to look at it, but Li Xinglu gave it to him, and he held it, holding them with his thumb and forefinger vaguely. His vision is a little blurred now, and the words on the white paper overlapped.

Li Xinglu was not sure at first, he just felt skilled when he saw Wang Qi squatting next to the trash can and throwing up.

He actually felt that Wang Qi vomited proficiently, and something flashed through his mind quickly. He took someone home to slow down, and he couldn't wait to drag him to the hospital for examination.

Originally, I wanted to do a comprehensive physical examination, but now it was afternoon, and the blood test results were inaccurate, so Li Xinglu told the doctor to prescribe all the other items that could be prescribed, and to make up for the other items that could not be done in a few days. Among them, Wang Qi's stomach was the most important thing to check.

Li Xinglu did not expect that he would be so eager. The best time for a physical examination is in the morning. If he was calm enough, he would wait until the next morning to make an appointment with a doctor he knew well before bringing Wang Qi over. But he didn't understand, Why didn't I want to wait even half a day.

When he got the checklist, the doctor's words echoed in his ears: "The patient should have frequent vomiting or vomiting. Frequent picking and vomiting will have a great impact on his health. According to the examination, it was found that his throat mucous membrane was damaged, causing Edema, mild infection. Repeated vomiting can lead to acute hyperemia and edema of the gastric wall mucosa, gastrointestinal bleeding, and even gastric perforation, etc., and vomiting can cause gastric juice reflux, corrosion and burning of the throat and esophagus mucosa, resulting in acute and chronic inflammation of the mucosa Inflammation, resulting in reflux pharyngitis and reflux esophagitis, will cause burning sensation in the throat and retrosternum. In this case, continue to pick and vomit... In terms of treatment, we suggest..."

The doctor's words verified Li Xinglu's conjecture.

"I really underestimated you," Li Xinglu said with a gloomy expression, "Are you so keen on torturing yourself?"

Wang Qi's ears started buzzing at some point. He wanted to say something, but found that his throat was congested, and he seemed to be unable to open his mouth.

He is extremely powerless at this moment.

Why do these people appear, suggest, intervene, and force him?He obviously couldn't be happy by himself, but he could feel a little... a little better.

"Someone can cross this hurdle well, why can't you?"

Stomach hurts too.

Very painful, very painful.

They were in the waiting room on the second floor of the hospital, which was empty and... full of people.

Wang Qi stood up blinking and ran away.

But he couldn't run fast, and was grabbed by the arm by someone chasing behind him.

In the blurred vision, a nurse walked towards her. The nurse was pushing a cart with sharp needles and knives on it.

The pain in his body tormented Wang Qi, he grabbed a handful of those needles and knives, and opened his mouth to stuff them into his mouth.

Wang Qi's madness frightened the people in the corridor, and the screams and discussions drowned his eardrums, so that he couldn't hear Li Xinglu's voice.

He was stopped, and the person who stopped him was Li Xinglu. Li Xinglu grabbed what was in his hand and threw it aside. Both of their hands were cut, and there were glaring blood flowing all over the floor.