So you're secretly jealous again

After Xu Fengyi finished asking, she immediately regretted it.

The reason why she asked this was because for a moment just now, she thought of what happened to two colleagues in the company before.

These two people are single dogs, and they are the kind who claim that they will never fall in love and marry in the future.

But because the old man at home kept urging and even arranging blind dates, the two joined forces to act as a fake couple in order to fool the parents of each other.

In the end, who knows, the two of them acted together, and the girl fell in love with the guy.

Because they got along very well during the Chinese New Year period, the girl found that she and the guy were very compatible in every aspect, including favorite movies and music, and even clothing styles, etc.

Not only that, but the girl also found that the guy is very good at dealing with people and has a good personality, and he is extremely gentle to her.

Over time, the girl fell in love with the guy, and in the summer of the second year, she confessed to him with enthusiasm.

But after the confession, the relationship between them quickly collapsed.

Because that guy didn't like her, and he never thought of developing a relationship with her. The girl's sudden confession made him feel burdened instantly.

In the end, these two people didn't even have to be fake couples.

Xu Fengyi began to think, if this kind of thing happened between him and Shu Jinshi, would he follow the same path then?

But when she really asked, she felt so regretful that her intestines turned green.

It's true that she asked this question out of curiosity...

However, no matter how I think about it afterwards, I still feel that this question is a bit too reckless.

Doesn't Shu Jinshi feel that he is a 24K pure idiot?

Ah, what to do?

At this moment, Xu Fengyi really wants to have a Doraemon time machine.

After all, there is no need to ask this question at all.If you think about it with your toes, you know what will happen if you fall in love with her.

If I fell in love with her, the result must be to terminate the cohabitation, right?

What is there to ask.

Under the thick night, Shu Jinshi lowered his head and thought for a while, then smiled.

It was cold at night, and the tip of her nose was also faintly red. When she opened her mouth slightly, a faint white air spread into the air.

After Xu Fengyi caught her subtle movements, he held his breath for an instant.

Inserting/inserting her fingers into the cold hair that was eaten by the night wind, Xu Fengyi lifted her hair and shook it twice, then changed the subject: "Oh, let's not talk about this, the important thing is to eat! Let me see where the barbecue restaurant is. where~"

Xu Fengyi looked around, then trotted a few steps to the center of a big intersection, pointed to the left: "Here we are, there!"

Shu Jinshi turned his head to look over there, and saw that it was a small shop with rolling doors similar to a roadside food stall a long time ago. There were orange/color folding tables and various plastic stools at the door and inside the room. The overall look is not only a bit old, but even a bit tattered.

After Yu Cheng vigorously developed and built a civilized city, he has transformed many of these fly restaurants, so that now when he sees such restaurants, he still feels quite old-fashioned.

However, even in the years when there were many such restaurants in Yucheng, Shu Jinshi didn't pay much attention to them.

Her family would never eat at this kind of place, so she herself has no habit of eating at this kind of place.

The steamed stuffed bun shop that Lu Yuan recommended last time was already considered old to her, but she didn't expect this place to be even older than the last time, and even dilapidated.

Even the stools are worthy of being so perfunctory.

But there is one thing to say, even though they haven't even started to order food, let alone eat it, they are already attracted by the unique aroma of skewers.

I don't know what the store put in when marinating the meat. It feels very fragrant, similar to a combination of burnt aroma, milk aroma and meat aroma, which makes people salivate.

"You are right. The business here is really good and there are a lot of people."

Shu Jinshi glanced at the big brother who was having fun at the table next to him, and then at the diners on other tables, and found that there were no empty seats at all.

"Really?" Xu Fengyi rubbed her hands next to her, "This is a treasure shop that Yan Yu and I discovered. It tastes better than it smells. And, you know, I'm addicted to spicy food. What do I eat? Everyone likes to mix a little chili into it, otherwise they won’t be able to eat it, but here, I was very surprised to find that I can add it or not, because it’s so fragrant!”

While talking, Xu Fengyi caught sight of a table of diners who had just paid their bills and were about to get up and leave, so she hurriedly pushed aside the crowd like a loach, and trotted over there.

"Waiter, please take this table away!"

"it is good!"

Soon, a waiter quickly came over, quickly picked up the plates, bamboo sticks and chopsticks on the table, and quickly wiped them with a rag several times to wipe off all the dirt.

In less than 2 minutes, the table was put away at the speed of light, and a pink menu and pencil were pressed onto the table by the waiter's fingers.

In the blink of an eye, the waiter had already returned with the basin, and this series of movements was so skillful that it could be called smooth flow.

After Xu Fengyi was seated, he glanced at the menu roughly, then handed it to Shu Jinshi: "You read it first?"

Shu Jinshi took it and put it in front of his eyes: "What do you recommend?"

"For vegetarian dishes, I recommend grilled sauerkraut, grilled enoki mushrooms, and grilled eggplant. They are especially delicious! For meat dishes, I recommend grilled oily sides and grilled pork belly the most!"

"Okay, then get a copy of each of what you said, and see what else you want." Shu Jinshi rubbed his temples and handed her the menu back.

Her thoughts are too messy now, and she has been thinking about the question Xu Fengyi just asked, which made her not so focused.

Even though she is hungry now, her desire for food has not yet reached a very strong level.

This feeling is indescribable.

Xu Fengyi took the menu, and on her basis, selected some beef and mutton, grilled prawns, and a small dish of cold fish skin, and it was over.

Greeting the waiter again, after handing over the menu, Xu Fengyi turned her head, put her arms on the table and held her chin, and sighed softly.

Not knowing what to do, Xu Fengyi cast his eyes everywhere, and finally fell on Shu Jinshi who was opposite.

Shu Jinshi was rubbing his temples.

"What's wrong?" Xu Fengyi asked.

Shu Jinshi stopped his hands and raised his eyebrows slightly: "It's nothing, maybe it was because the wind was relatively strong just now, and it blew my head off."

Indeed, after tossing all afternoon, the energy was almost exhausted.

Xu Fengyi suddenly felt a little embarrassed: "It's all because of accompanying me..."

Shu Jinshi shook his head and interrupted her: "I don't blame you, I want to accompany you."

Xu Fengyi paused for a second: "It is true to say so...but after all, it was because of me that I was blown like that, wasn't it?"

It's all because of her, if it wasn't for her, Shu Jinshi wouldn't have been unable to eat for an entire afternoon, and then became like this.

The worst thing is that when it was time for dinner earlier, people asked her if she wanted to eat, but she didn't eat.

It's fine if you don't eat, and you even have to go for a walk by the river to evaporate the few calories.

"Hey, why haven't you baked it yet..." Xu Fengyi glanced at the phone.

Twenty and ten minutes have passed.

Unable to bear it, Xu Fengyi stood up and walked towards the restaurant: "I'll go and see when things will be ready!"

After all, Xu Fengyi trotted over there.

Shu Jinshi was slightly taken aback.

Originally, she wanted to grab Xu Fengyi and say no need, but before she lifted her hand, Xu Fengyi had already run away.

It's like stepping on a hot wheel, and it's faster than a loach.

Looking at the slender figure, Shu Jinshi smiled and shook his head.

After a few minutes.

Finally, Xu Fengyi ran back to his seat with a plate of barbecue.

"Come on, Jinshi, try this!" Xu Fengyi sat down, picked up a bunch of pork belly and handed it over, "If you eat the meat while it's hot, you'll be able to replenish the heat quickly!"

Shu Jinshi was a little taken aback when he saw the beautifully roasted skewers of meat exuding a tempting aroma.

"Thank you." Shu Jinshi took the pork belly.

"It's really fragrant." After holding the skewers to his lips and nose and sniffing, Shu Jinshi took a bite.

"Right? Eat it!" Xu Fengyi finished urging, and picked up a skewer and bit it down.

It is still a familiar taste. The overflowing aroma wraps around the lips and teeth, which brings great enjoyment to the taste buds. It is also excellent without spicy.

After swallowing the first mouthful, Xu Fengyi gently shook his shoulders.

To be honest, Shu Jinshi often felt that he didn't have much place in Xu Fengyi's heart, but sometimes he didn't feel that way.

For example, at this time, she can really feel the other party's care for her.

No matter what, Xu Fengyi will put all her thoughts on herself, and care about her state, whether she is hungry or not. In a sense, she still has a place in her heart.

In a daze, Shu Jinshi remembered Xu Fengyi's previous topic again.

Then, she spoke again: "You ask me if I'm afraid, what about you?"

She didn't want to let the topic go unnoticed.

"Huh?" Xu Fengyi never expected that the other party would ask back.

"Are you afraid that I will fall in love with you?" Shu Jinshi asked.

Xu Fengyi stared at her blankly, as if she had been cast with some kind of immobilization spell.

In fact, she hadn't thought about it.

Because she has always tacitly agreed that it is impossible for the other party to like herself.

There are many reasons.

The first is that they grew up in different environments.

Not only is it different, it is simply two worlds.Under normal circumstances, two people who grow up under such a gap will only become a couple in the novel.

But in real life, it must be hard to see right.Even if you see the right eye, you will often end up full of contradictions due to too large differences, and the excitement will soon wear off.

What's more, as Shu Jinshi said, she doesn't want to fall in love.

Moreover, I have never been tempted by anyone.How could such a person fall in love with her all of a sudden? She, Xu Fengyi, is not a strange woman, so how could she have such great ability.

Based on the above, Xu Fengyi rolled his eyes, and gently twisted his signature: "But I think... things like you liking me shouldn't happen, right?"

Shu Jinshi's lips were tightly lined, wondering what she meant by this sentence.

In the end, she nodded and smiled wryly: "Yes, it's you, you are right, smart. I also think that I will never like you."

Shu Jinshi narrowed his eyes and looked at the skewers in front of him, and continued: "After all, isn't it because we are sure that the other party really won't like me?"

Xu Fengyi used his mind to process what Jin Shi just said, and his heart stopped for a moment.

It stands to reason that I really don't want to fall in love, and Shu Jinshi's words are also very good for a person who doesn't want to fall in love, just right, the kind that can make people feel at ease.

But strangely enough, she still felt a little bit of a shock in her heart.

Even, I felt a strange sour feeling spread to my heart.

I don't know what caused this series of events. It can't be that I really have some interest in others, right?

But then why do you feel that way?

Thinking of this, Xu Fengyi was stunned.

Wait, what's interesting, how could it be interesting, she doesn't want to fall in love.

Then, Xu Fengyi quickly found a reason for herself: probably because this is the first time someone has said to her so bluntly, "I also feel that I will never like you".

It's a bit direct, making me feel like I have no charm at all, haha...

Yes, it must be so.

The reason was perfect, and she managed to convince herself.

Yes, she doesn't like Shu Jinshi, so things like that colleague will definitely not happen between the two of them.

Unexpectedly, Shu Jinshi said "but."

These are two extremely turning words, which means that all her previous remarks may be overturned.

Like a stone thrown into a lake, ripples were instantly stirred up on the surface of the water, which could not be calmed down for a long time. Xu Fengyi's heart was immediately brought to his throat, and even his breathing became short of breath.

Shu Jinshi looked into her eyes, kept watching, and then said softly: "How I feel is one thing, what is the truth and how it will develop is another matter. Many times, it is not what I think. To control, to be able to control."

"If I fall in love with you, will you be afraid?"

Xu Fengyi was stunned for a moment, he could hardly hold his breath.

After a while, Xu Fengyi cleared his throat: "I, I don't know..."

"You're right. No one can tell what will happen in the future. Even if I swear here today that I'm afraid or not, it doesn't mean that my thoughts will be the same in the future..."

"That's right, I don't know, that is, I really don't want to fall in love very much now, but in the future I will... just... don't know..."

Xu Fengyi is so nervous now, so nervous that she doesn't even know what she is talking about.

All she knew was that her face was so hot, so hot.

But Shu Jinshi smiled: "I understand, I understand."

Xu Fengyi let out an "ah" and stared at her blankly.

Afterwards, Shu Jinshi took a deep breath, picked up a skewer of barbecued meat, and gently twirled the stick at the bottom: "You have a shadow on love. Even now, maybe, you have a shadow on people, let alone love."

"So at this stage, you definitely can't accept a relationship even if you want to."

"So, you don't know if you would hide if this happened."

"So, your answer, rounded up, is, unknown. Right?"

In a few words, Shu Jinshi summed up her inner thoughts.

Xu Fengyi's eyes were startled, and she nodded mechanically.

Shu Jinshi smiled: "It's normal for you to think that way. But I can tell you, if you fell in love with me, would I be afraid."

In an instant, Xu Fengyi held his breath.

At night, Shu Jinshi's eyes seemed to be full of moonlight, which was extraordinarily beautiful.

Then, she raised the corner of her lower lip: "I'm not afraid."

(This book comes from: Dragon and Phoenix Internet)