mistakenly compared you to a star

After a while, perhaps because of Chu Zichen's constant urging, Yan Ke was finally willing to take him to see the house again, saying that this time the agency helped them find a very suitable house.

The location of the house is actually in the community where Yan Ke's house is located.

Zichen’s budget for renting a house is 1 yuan per month, and he used this standard to find a house before.And this time the agent just brought them into the house, Chu Zichen felt that this place was completely different from the houses he saw last time. The decoration was high-grade, the area was very spacious, and all kinds of auxiliary facilities were complete.

"Is this also 1 yuan a month?" Chu Zichen asked the agent suspiciously.

"Haha, yes, yes, the landlord is short of money and is in a hurry to rent out, so it's cheaper." The young intermediary brother smiled enthusiastically, clasped his hands unnaturally, and glanced at Yan Ke inadvertently.

Chu Zichen seemed to smell something unusual, so he turned around and walked out: "I didn't like this."

"Zichen, I think this place is very good, and it is also a place you are familiar with. What do you think is not satisfactory?" Yan Ke hurried to catch up and asked.

"I'm not satisfied anywhere." Chu Zichen didn't bother to expose him, so he turned to the agent and said, "Please recommend some reliable houses. If a house with this condition only costs 1 yuan a month, I don't want to live in it." Be sure, you say yes."

The agent showed embarrassment, and smiled apologetically: "Ah, my brother is still very cautious. In fact, there is really nothing wrong with the house, haha."

Chu Zichen didn't answer, he could guess the tricky thing in the middle - it must be that Yan Ke wanted to secretly add some fees to arrange a better house for himself.But he didn't want to accept this kindness.

At Chu Zichen's insistence, the agent took them to another apartment.

When they arrived at the place, Zichen found that it was across the road from Zheng Ru's house, which was once rented, and it was called Yimei Community.

Maybe it was because of the familiar location, or maybe because Zichen had encountered so many walls, Zichen gradually adjusted his psychological expectations, and the new set he saw was more in line with his needs in all aspects.

He looked around, and the only concern he had was that there were no handrails or other things in the bathroom for borrowing strength, so he planned to try it out on the spot to see if he could use the bathroom independently.

Yan Ke stood outside the bathroom door without saying a word.Seeing Zichen propping up his body with his hands and moving to the toilet with difficulty, he felt as if the other party was stabbing his heart with a knife, and he was suffering.

He didn't dare to imagine that Zichen would live with such a person in the future, and he didn't understand why Zichen would rather choose to live with such a person.If it was just for revenge on himself, then he would rather bear everything by himself than let Zichen suffer such grievances again...

Soon Zichen walked out of the bathroom, avoided Yan Ke, and said directly to the agent, "I think this house is good, so let's settle here."

The agent smiled and prepared to sign the contract, but Yan Ke stopped between the two and said to the agent: "Sorry, let's just say a few words."

The agent nodded: "Then I'll smoke a cigarette first, and I'll wait for you downstairs."

Watching the agent walk away, Yan Ke finally couldn't bear it anymore.He squatted in front of Zichen's wheelchair and firmly grasped the other's knee.

"No, if you live in such a place, it's better not to move out. I really don't trust you, Zichen, I can't leave you alone to suffer."

Yan Ke's anxiety was filled with pleading, but Chu Zichen only felt irritable.If it wasn't for Yan Ke's constant excuses to delay and play these little tricks, he wouldn't be so eager to move out.Why, he spent his own money renting a house and asked Yan Ke's opinion. He was just his ex-boyfriend, not his guardian.

In a panic, he replied stiffly: "It's your own business whether to let go or not."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he felt a little too cold, so he could only soften his tone and say, "If it's really inconvenient, I will hire a nanny."

Yan Ke was even more sad: "Then you give me the money, and I will be your nanny. Am I not better than strangers?"

Zichen said helplessly, "The nanny can completely listen to me, will you?"

Yan Ke: "When did I stop listening to you?"

Zichen: "Then you listen to me now. I want to rent this apartment."

"It's not the same thing!"

"Why is this not the same thing? You have no right to control me, you are nothing like me!" Zichen was anxious, but finally said what was in his heart.

Faced with Chu Zichen's questioning, Yan Ke was speechless, only grievance and helplessness in his heart, and an indescribable sadness.Who can tell him why he was rejected by Zichen? Could it be that the past mistakes really cannot be made up for?He remembered that he once saw a sentence, some injuries are like nails driven into a wooden board, even if the nails are pulled out, the marks will remain there forever.At that time, he felt infinite regret, but what happened in front of him now seems to tell him that this sentence is true...

"No, Zichen, you misunderstood! I am different from before, I am not trying to control you... I, I really want you to live better..."

This incoherent explanation made Zichen almost unable to control himself. He interrupted him excitedly: "Do you know how I can live a good life? You don't! So don't bother me any more!"

Yan Ke was stunned.

Seeing Yan Ke's expression, Zichen quickly realized that what he said was exaggerating. In fact, he didn't have Yan Ke's change, and he didn't know that Yan Ke had good intentions!But for some reason, he was extremely resistant and irritable, feeling as if he was just an ordinary wooden bowl, and Yan Ke wanted to dump the whole ocean in it, of course he would collapse, of course he would not know what to do measures.

Yan Ke's injured expression made him regret it for a moment, but he didn't intend to take back his words, so he could only turn the wheelchair quickly in embarrassment and embarrassment, and walked towards the outside of the unit building.

The intermediary brother was smoking a cigarette under the slope at the door. As soon as Zichen saw him, he moved over there at a faster speed.

But when the wheelchair boarded the slope, the downward potential energy caused by the small slope exceeded his imagination. During the downhill process, the speed suddenly became uncontrollable.

Seeing that he was out of control, the intermediary stretched out his hand to pull him, but he didn't pull him back, and the wheelchair slammed into the moving truck parked by the side of the road——

With a bang, the wheelchair hit the side of the truck with a loud noise, and the force of the rebound caused it to roll over. Zichen fell out of the wheelchair and fell to the ground.

"Zichen!!" Yan Ke was so frightened that Poyin rushed forward.

Compared with the physical pain, Chu Zichen cared more about how he fell helplessly on the ground.He wanted to sit up with his own strength, but it was futile to struggle for a long time. He beat his weak legs angrily, and endured it all his life so as not to let the tears fall.

Until Yan Ke rushed forward, hugged him firmly in his arms, and restrained his self-destructive movements: "Don't do this, Zichen, don't make trouble... Let's go home."

Fortunately, Zichen tried his best to adjust the direction when he was about to hit it. No one was injured, but the wheelchair was crashed.

Without saying a word, Yan Ke picked him up and walked straight to the parking lot.Chu Zichen thought disheartenedly, he had never been so embarrassed in his life, one moment he was arguing with someone, but the next moment he couldn't move without him.

Along the way, neither of them spoke.

After Yan Ke sent Chu Zichen home, he hurriedly sent the wheelchair to a specialized shop for repairs.At the repair shop, he was told it would take two days to fix the wheelchair.

Two days were short for Yan Ke, but very long for Zichen.Losing his wheelchair, even his basic movements were restricted. Yan Ke had to help him move from the living room to the bedroom, and from the bedroom to the bathroom.

During this time, he had a lot of secrets, one of which was that he gained more than ten catties after taking hormone drugs to restore his vocal cords.He didn't know whether Yan Ke didn't feel it, or he never mentioned it to take care of his own mood, but every time the other party struggled to pick him up, it seemed to constitute a silent whip for him.

Seeing Yan Ke tirelessly picking up and putting him down again and again, Chu Zichen's heart became more and more overloaded.

Regret came up little by little, he could no longer think of the reason to get angry with Yan Ke.If there is, it is probably because I am too useless.

After dinner that day, Yan Ke helped him do rehabilitation exercises and massaged his leg muscles as usual.

Yan Ke's movements are already very skilled, gentle and meticulous, his dry and soft fingertips are rubbing the places that make him comfortable inch by inch, making him easily indulge in it.

The difference is that today's Yan Ke is more silent than in the past, with his eyes downcast, making it difficult for people to see the emotion in his eyes clearly.Zichen secretly stared at the face that broke his heart, and carefully guessed whether he was finally tired or tired...

Sailing in dead water will eventually run aground.

This silence was brewing in his heart, gradually turning into an unprecedented courage.Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, it is better to be open and honest with Yan Ke, and express your thoughts frankly and clearly.

Chu Zichen thought about how to start the scene, but unexpectedly, the words suddenly became:

"Yan Ke, in fact, none of these should be borne by you."

Yan Ke raised his head in doubt, and he repeated with determination: "I've wanted to say it a long time ago, it's not your fault that I became like this."

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People are still out of town, so the next update will be delayed until Wednesday!Sorry again! (bow)