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"Besides my bed, you can sleep anywhere you like." Yao Sheng said, "Whatever, the sofa in the living room, the couch in the study, and if you like, you can even sleep in the bathtub in the bathroom."

"Are you boring or not!" Feng Feifei stomped her feet.

"I'm really bored." Yao Sheng said calmly, "Did you just find out?"

"you!"

"What am I?"

"You and Xie Shuangchen are really suitable to be friends." Feng Feifei said, "Both are hot chicken!"

"You have to call him the head of the class. People talk about seniority as your elder. I'm older than you, so I have to call you 'you'. Got it?" Yao Sheng said.

Feng Feifei said: "You Beijingers love 'you you'."

"It's polite." Yao Sheng didn't bother to tease the children anymore, so he took out his mobile phone and fiddled with it, "I'm going to buy you a bed now, and it will be delivered in the evening, and you can figure it out yourself. As long as you don't go, I will let you go." That house, wherever I like to go.”

Feng Feifei asked: "Is your outfit expensive?"

Yao Sheng said: "It's all real money, what do you think?"

"……All right."

Yao Sheng's house is not far from the theater in Beixinqiao, Feng Feifei takes the subway to the theater every afternoon, anyway, he is the one who opens the show, and the time is very fixed.

The business of Yongping Society cannot be said to be particularly good, but it is not dead.Xie Shuangchen still had a small amount of money on his card, so it would be good if his daily income could be evened out. Apart from the fixed salary of the cast, there was also the payment of money to the actors who came to work part-time.

Trembling, make do.

Their program list was determined on the same day, because there were few people, and there was no way to keep it if there were any emergencies, so it was better not to announce it at all.Recently, the audience has come for Xie Shuangchen. In order to show respect for the audience, Xie Shuangchen usually plays the third and last of five or six programs in one show, which not only meets the needs of the audience, but also saves a wave. Actor's money.

It seems easier than doing three shows in one show, but at the beginning they only held shows on Saturdays and Sundays, and now there are also weekdays, so the workload has increased. Can't live.

After the performance ended, it was past ten o'clock, and it was eleven or twelve o'clock when I went home to wash up. After talking all night, neither of them wanted to talk about anything else.

The air in Beijing is very bad in winter, Xie Shuangchen was a little noisy, he didn't pay much attention to it, he just jumped on the stage? He developed a fever within two days, and was sent to the hospital by Ye Ling in the middle of the night.

The hospital at night is comparable to a vegetable market, and winter is the period when respiratory diseases frequently occur, and there is no place in the infusion room. Ye Ling searched for a long time before finding a seat in the rest area of ​​the aisle, and asked Xie Shuangchen to sit down. Stand next to him.Xie Shuangchen had a severe fever and sat crookedly. Ye Ling leaned on the chair and stood up a little so that Xie Shuangchen's head rested on her so that it wouldn't be too uncomfortable.

Xie Shuangchen moved, and Ye Ling asked, "What's wrong?"

"Cold." Xie Shuangchen muttered in a low voice.Ye Ling reached out and touched Xie Shuangchen's forehead, and then his neck. The temperature was still very high, but Xie Shuangchen shrank back as if he had been stimulated by something, and said, "Don't touch it, it's cold."

"You have a fever, you must be cold." Ye Ling took off her coat and covered it with Xie Shuangchen, "What about now?"

Xie Shuangchen didn't speak, but half-closed his eyes.

Ye Ling said: "Go to sleep for a while, I'll call you after the infusion." Even without his words, Xie Shuangchen doesn't have the energy to chat with Ye Ling now.He was very quiet, showing a completely opposite posture from the past. Because of the fever, his cheeks were slightly red, and he was very pitiful, as if he could not be manipulated no matter what.

But Ye Ling wasn't in the mood to play tricks on him. He watched the people coming and going in the hospital, and suddenly he was filled with emotion.He is 27 this year, and this year is almost over, and time is driving him madly towards the age of 28.Calculating carefully, the best years of life are really coming to an end soon after excluding the last few stops of life where the body is aging and unable to follow one's inclinations.He had never thought about this before, but at this moment, he felt a little more melancholy and bewildered.

The person sitting next to Xie Shuangchen left, and Ye Ling changed to sit down.After standing for a long time, my legs are a little stiff, and I feel uncomfortable for a while.There was still one third of Xie Shuangchen's liquid in the bottle. He changed his posture and leaned against Ye Ling's arms, and said vaguely, "Ms. Ye..."

"Huh?" Ye Ling responded.

"...It's nothing." Xie Shuangchen seemed to be talking to himself.

"Is it still cold?" Ye Ling touched Xie Shuangchen's hand where the needle was inserted, and the temperatureless liquid entered Xie Shuangchen's blood vessels from here. He hadn't moved for a long time, and it was already cold. "It's almost over." He comforted Xie Shuangchen and said, "Go home when you're done."

"Let's talk for a while." Xie Shuangchen said listlessly.

Ye Ling smiled lightly and said, "Are you feeling better now? Still talking?"

"I'm afraid you'll be bored." Xie Shuangchen explained, "I might really be an idiot, if I make you go away, what should I do?"

"Everyone will get sick." Ye Ling said: "I just took care of you for a night, and you started to worry about this?"

Xie Shuangchen said: "Sick people are very sensitive."

Ye Ling really had a serious thought about his way of dealing with people in his mind, and said: "Although my emotional intelligence is not very high, it is not so low as outrageously low, right? I am not so conscientious? Our life and We all work together, shouldn’t we help each other?”

Xie Shuangchen was bored for a while, then arched his head into Ye Ling's neck again, as if he was looking for a more comfortable position, and then whispered: "This is different." He still had a fever, and even the breath he exhaled was scorching hot Yes, spray it lightly on Ye Ling's neck, the hot air penetrated the surface of his skin in an instant, and penetrated into the blood vessels, which made Ye Ling feel uncomfortable and blushed.

"What's the difference?" Ye Ling tilted her head slightly, looking down at Xie Shuangchen.From this angle, he could only see Xie Shuangchen's eyelashes and the tip of his nose, even if it was only a small part of his face, it was as delicate as a picture scroll.

"I want to protect you from the wind and rain." Xie Shuangchen said slowly in a volume that only Ye Ling could hear, "You haven't had a good life with me for a few days. I feel that I am very sorry for you. It's like wasting your life."

"As long as I think about it, there are ten thousand ways to live a better life than now, but I think that kind of life is too boring." Ye Ling took Xie Shuangchen's words and said, "Everyone has different standards for defining the value of life. I think that making a lot of money is success, and some people think that self-pursuit is success. Actually, I don’t know which is the right answer, but at least I think I can try... I am not begging on the street now, I think it's not bad, at least I won't lose an audience. My career has just started, why is it so miserable as you said?"

"Then..." Xie Shuangchen moaned, "Then do you think I'm annoying? Do you think I can't do shit well?"

"As long as you don't fight with children, you won't be too annoying." Ye Ling said, "You know more things than me. In terms of cross talk, your ability is better than too many people. In life... Speaking of which, I have always In the ivory tower of the school, you can only read books, have no social relations, and can't help you if something happens. You see, you can still fish us out of the police, isn't it quite capable? ?”

He was talking about getting involved in a street fight when he was lying on the ground.

"I know you are actually working hard. Although we are the same in performance, I don't have to talk so much, and I can be lazy. You are different. You can only stand outside the table and perform hard. You are slack, the audience It can be seen at a glance, so you have paid much more than me, and you are tired and sick." Ye Ling continued, "So, you are far better than you imagine yourself. You are only 23 years old , people of the same age have just stepped out of college and entered the society, everything is just beginning, so why worry?"

"The more you say that, the more... hey." Xie Shuangchen sighed.

"Why, a thick-skinned person like you will cause physical discomfort because of others' compliments on you?" Ye Ling asked jokingly.

Xie Shuangchen said: "I definitely don't care about others. I feel very embarrassed when you talk like that. It really has nothing to do with shame. To others, I'm willing to go all out."

Ye Ling smiled lightly: "It's not like your style, what other people can get out with a girlfriend? Such a young man is still like this, who will be with you in the future?" He intended to make a joke casually, but he didn't know why He just said this sentence, and after saying it, he himself felt that it was not appropriate, and suddenly he didn't want to hear Xie Shuangchen answer him.

Xie Shuangchen said: "You and I will be together, I don't ask for anything else."

Ye Ling paused, and said, "What nonsense are you talking about, have you burnt out your brain?"

"Yeah." Xie Shuangchen really agreed to Ye Ling, "I've burned my brain, and I like being with you. How long have I not thought about women? Maybe I'm going to become gay." He raised his head. The hand that got the needle touched Ye Ling's cheek, "Eh? Teacher Ye, your face is so hot."

"It's your hands that are hot." Ye Ling waved Xie Shuangchen's hand away quickly, "There are so many people in the hospital, stop playing." He only blushed slightly, but his attitude was very cold, not like the embarrassment of ordinary people after being teased, It seems that she has developed a strong immunity to Xie Shuangchen's jokes.

Ye Ling really thinks that this is Xie Shuangchen's usual joke, but it's just that he has a fever and his mind is not clear, so he is even more reckless.He's not stupid, how can he not know how much Xie Shuangchen weighs?Seriously with Xie Shuangchen, that's really boring.

Xie Shuangchen looked up at Ye Ling: "I'm not playing."

"You can rest for a while." Ye Ling said, "Quietly finish transfusing the last bit of fluid and stop talking, okay?"

"I feel better now." Xie Shuangchen said.

"I said you are a logical explosion." Ye Ling said, "Just now I said I was in a coma, and now I say I'm fine, there's not even a minute before and after, what do you want to do?" His tone of voice didn't change, It was still the same cold look, but Xie Shuangchen was a little confused when he said it.

The two had been together for a long time, and they knew each other's temper somewhat. As soon as Ye Ling was like this, Xie Shuangchen knew that he was actually impatient.He thought about some problems dimly. He had a fever this night. Ye Ling took him to the hospital and took good care of him after busy work, without a single complaint in his mouth.He sat here in a daze, intermittently recalling the odds and ends of this life, those scenes appeared one after another, his happiness and troubles, the ups and downs of life, every moment there is such a silent shadow accompany.

Xie Shuangchen's heart was in turmoil until someone gently supported his head, giving him something to rely on.When he said it was cold, that person would take off his clothes and cover him to keep warm.His eye sockets were burning hot, he didn't want to sleep with his eyes closed, he just wanted to talk nonsense to divert his attention, and that person was actually explaining him seriously.

A question to himself suddenly popped up in his mind-how can He De be able?

How could he, Xie Shuangchen, let such an outstanding person accompany him to live such a miserable life?

He suddenly felt panic and uneasiness, and his fragile and sensitive emotions took advantage of his illness to occupy his nerves.He has never been so worried about gains and losses as he is now. Once a person is used to relying on and caring, it is difficult to get out of the comfortable space.

Xie Shuangchen grew up so big, and only one or two people are close to him.He didn't know who his biological parents were, and he didn't know why they didn't want him.For him, his family is Xie Fangbi, Xie Huan and Zhou Shuangyu.His childhood was full of questions, why did everyone have parents, but he only had a master and a brother?Xie Fangbi never hid it from him, and told him the ins and outs from the day he knew about it, so Xie Shuangchen always felt that he was missing something.

But he didn't know what it was.

Although Xie Fangbi doted on him, he was very strict in teaching him art. Xie Shuangchen acted like a baby, but he respected Xie Fangbi more from the bottom of his heart.Regardless of whether it is father and son, master and apprentice, despite the superficial laughter and cursing, the relationship between them is actually strong and silent.

As for Zhou Shuangyu and Xie Huan, Xie Shuangchen is pure brother and sister perception.

Zhou Shuangyu had been away for too long, and the bits and pieces of memory turned into a trickle of warmth in Xie Shuangchen's heart. When he occasionally thought of Zhou Shuangyu's untimely death, he would feel slightly regretful, but mostly relieved.Xie Huan left home early because of the conflict with Xie Fangbi. Although Xie Shuangchen and her siblings are still close, Xie Shuangchen always hopes that he will no longer be a brat in front of his sister, but a man who stands up to heaven and earth.

He is very stubborn and refuses to show weakness to anyone, but he will shed tears in front of Ye Ling, making Ye Ling see how miserable he is.

He is also very lonely. In this world, people who love him have left him one after another. Even though the farewell between people is a matter of time, he is still too young to really bear it.

If there is no Ye Ling, can he get out of the pain of loneliness?

Xie Shuangchen gradually discovered that what he was missing was the care in this world, a kind of emotional classification completely different from family affection, and a certain kind of connection between people that is equal, respectful, mutual support and dependence.

Yes……

"Wake up." Ye Ling patted Xie Shuangchen's face, "I'll call the nurse to remove the needle for you, you're awake, it's time to go home."

"... Oh." Xie Shuangchen opened his eyes, and fell asleep again before he knew it.

Although there were many patients at night, there were not so many nurses on duty. Fortunately, Ye Ling went to find them in advance, so nothing was delayed.When he came, Xie Shuangchen's body was so weak that Ye Ling even struggled to take a taxi while carrying him.A bottle of medicine, although the medicine can't cure the disease, but Xie Shuangchen can move around by himself anyway.

After all, he is young, but his head is still covered, and he walks lightly.

When the two came out of the hospital, Ye Ling called a taxi with her mobile phone, while standing on the side of the road to see if there was a passing taxi.Xie Shuangchen put cotton on the back of his hand to stop the bleeding, and stood beside Ye Ling quietly, carrying a bag of medicine.

"Are you cold?" Ye Ling said, "It's hard to call a car in the middle of the night."

"Do you have a driver's license?" Xie Shuangchen answered irrelevantly, "You can drive my car next time, so you don't have to freeze outside."

Ye Ling said: "Yes, there are, but I think many people regard the car as their only private space. It's okay to sit in it on weekdays, but it's okay to drive it for others..."

"I don't have that kind of thought." Xie Shuangchen said, "Besides, you are not someone else."

"Then who am I?" Ye Ling asked casually without any expectation.

Xie Shuangchen thought for a while and said, "I like you very much."

"Well, yes." Ye Ling said, "Let's change it to another word." If he listens to lies, he himself will get weak and feel bored.

Xie Shuangchen's mind wasn't spinning that fast at the moment, just thinking about it, Ye Ling pointed to the front and said, "There's an empty car coming over there! Go, go!"

"Oh, don't run away! I'm a patient!"

"I'll pull you." Ye Ling grabbed Xie Shuangchen with one hand and waved forward with the other, "Taxi!"

After returning home, Xie Shuangchen washed his face and went back to the room. Ye Ling gave him some medicine and tucked him up.Xie Shuangchen thought it was too hot, Ye Ling said: "Are you not cold anymore? Covering up and sweating will get better soon, don't worry too much."

"... Oh." Xie Shuangchen lay down obediently.

"Go to sleep." Ye Ling said, "Call me if you still feel uncomfortable."

Xie Shuangchen nodded in agreement, Ye Ling got up, turned off the lights and went out.

As soon as the door lock was released, Xie Shuangchen fell into darkness and silence. He yawned, and the sleepiness still hadn't completely hit him, leaving him time to think about something.

In another room just separated by a wall, Ye Ling had long since passed sleepiness, lying on the bed staring at the ceiling in a daze.

He also couldn't tell what mood he was in now, it seemed that after meeting Xie Shuangchen, he was in a dazed state most of the time, uncertain and not confident enough.

He suddenly missed his student days very much. Learning only needs to identify a goal and keep moving forward. All the confusion and problems he faces are only caused by the lack of knowledge, and the truth is always ahead.

But emotion is not, it cannot be quantified.

Ye Ling was very irritable, tossed and sighed for a long time on the bed, and finally felt that she should not create pressure on herself for nothing.He didn't want to make the relationship between himself and Xie Shuangchen so complicated. He rationally felt that if there was any problem with one of the two people who cooperated tacitly, it would probably be an annoyance to the other.

Especially for a person like Xie Shuangchen, what would he think of himself?

Ye Ling didn't want to be publicly executed by Xie Shuangchen, he didn't want to become a different kind, an existence treated specially.

From the bottom of his heart, he hopes to go on together with Xie Shuangchen. Except for those inexplicable emotional factors, it is only on the road of cross talk. Ye Ling and Xie Shuangchen have been working together for so long. in the area.He likes this state very much, being able to do what he likes freely.

He won't give up, doesn't want to give up, and he worries about some conflict between the two.

If it's just a joke, he can accept it, and so can Xie Shuangchen, there's nothing wrong with it.