withered lover

Shen Guiwan's wrist was bitten by Du Zhinian, and when he got up the next day, he was bruised.

He sat on the bedside and stared at the bruise on his wrist in a daze. Du Zhinian, who had just returned from buying breakfast, saw it and found a plaster from the medicine box.

Du Zhinian tore off the package, and stuck the plaster on Shen Guiwan's wrist, "Will it hurt?"

The plaster was attached to the wrist, and the paste that was close to the skin gave off a slight coolness, which relieved the discomfort on the wrist.

Shen Guiwan raised his eyes to look at Du Zhinian, then lowered his head, and said dully: "It doesn't hurt."

Du Zhinian smoothed the four corners of the plaster, took out a set of winter clothes from the closet and handed it to Shen Guiwan, "After breakfast, let's go shopping together."

"En." Shen Guiwan touched the plaster on his wrist, and reached out to take the clothes.

With his back facing Du Zhinian, he took off his pajamas and put on Du Zhinian's clothes.

Du Zhinian was half a head taller than Shen Guiwan, and his clothes didn't fit well, the top was a bit empty on Shen Guiwan's body, and the original cropped trousers had also turned into trousers.

"Too thin." Du Zhinian reached in from the hem of his clothes, stroking Shen Guiwan's waist back and forth, "Every time I'm afraid that I will accidentally break your waist with too much force."

His tone was frivolous, his warm breath fell on his ears, Shen Guiwan shrank his neck to hide from the itching, and was hugged by Du Zhinian again.

Du Zhinian's hand stretched into his clothes became more and more excessive, he squeezed Shen Guiwan's waist, and touched from the waist to his chest.

Shen Guiwan didn't open Du Zhinian's hand, and waited until he let go before putting on the camel coat that Du Zhinian lent him earlier.

He straightened the rolled hem of his jacket, fastened the belt of his coat, and walked slowly to the dining table.

The breakfast that Du Zhinian bought was placed on the dining table, Shen Guiwan looked at the breakfast on the table, and suddenly bit his lower lip hard.

He couldn't remember the last time he had breakfast, but now looking at the porridge and soy milk, he felt as if he was in a trance.

"I don't know what you like to eat, so I bought some of them and pick what you like." Du Zhinian passed behind Shen Guiwan, and patted Shen Guiwan on the shoulder lightly.

"...I'll just have porridge." Shen Guiwan sat at the dining table, holding the millet porridge Du Zhinian bought, and drank it in small sips.

Du Zhinian said he was going out to buy something, but when he arrived at the mall, he dragged Shen Guiwan to the men's clothing counter.

"Where are we going?" Shen Guiwan asked, but followed Du Zhinian closely.

Du Zhinian grabbed his hand and said with a smile, "Go shopping for clothes."

Shen Guiwan lived in his own apartment, but he didn't bring anything except his mobile phone. Although daily necessities can be shared, his clothes obviously didn't fit Shen Guiwan.

It was really inconvenient to go out like this, but Shen Guiwan didn't have this kind of self-awareness, so Du Zhinian could only half coax and half lie to bring him here to buy clothes.

Du Zhinian took Shen Guiwan straight to the men's clothing store he frequented, and gestured to Shen Guiwan one by one with the new winter styles.

Shen Guiwan is a qualified lover, who is always on call, will not refuse to try new tricks, and will not spend money recklessly, and Du Zhinian is very satisfied with the fact that he talks less and is quiet.

When such a docile and obedient lover was forced to go shopping and buy clothes, he didn't show too much resistance on his face.

He followed Du Zhinian quietly, and waited for Du Zhinian to match the clothes and hand them to him before entering the dressing room to change.

Although Shen Guiwan is thin, his figure is not shriveled. With his fair skin and delicate facial features, even if he puts on overly gaudy clothes, he can wear them differently.

He exudes a sense of alienation from all over his body, but he is not really dissociated from society. He is Du Zhinian's lover, and there is still the imprint of Du Zhinian on his wrist.

"Your friend has such a good figure, he looks good in anything." The shopping guide handed the wool coat in his hand to Du Zhinian, "This is a new model this year, do you want to try it?"

Du Zhinian looked at Shen Guiwan who was tightly wrapped in a lambswool jacket, his expression was gentle and modest, but his eyes were fixed on Shen Guiwan, who hid Shen Guiwan under the heavy winter coat through the fabric The body was carefully traced.

He sized it up for a while, took the clothes from the shopping guide, and smiled teasingly, "It's pretty good."

Du Zhinian bought two sets of new winter clothes with Shen Guiwan, picked out a few sets of close-fitting clothes and a pair of black short Martin boots, and returned home with big bags and small bags.

He wanted to see how Shen Guiwan would look in his own pajamas, he didn't buy new pajamas for Shen Guiwan, but Shen Guiwan didn't mention it either.

Shen Guiwan hadn't bought new clothes for three whole years, Du Zhinian instructed him to change several clothes in the shopping mall, and he was still a little dazed when he returned to the apartment.

"Du Zhinian." He stopped the man who was removing the tag, "Why did you take me to buy clothes?"

Du Zhinian sorted the clothes into dark and light colors, and threw the light-colored basket into the washing machine, "You didn't bring any clothes, and if you don't buy new ones, do you plan to stay in the apartment all the time?"

"Lover is going out on a date, Shen Guiwan." Du Zhinian smiled and raised his hand, rubbing Shen Guiwan's face.

Shen Guiwan leaned on Du Zhinian's hand and didn't answer his question.

People who are imprisoned have no freedom, Shen Guiwan has always lived such a life in the Shen family, and now that he is in Du Zhinian's house, he subconsciously thinks the same way.

But Du Zhinian asked, but Shen Guiwan couldn't tell him what he thought.

Saying "yes" would spoil Du Zhinian's interest, and saying "no" was like a lie to cover up. No matter which answer was inappropriate, he simply kept silent.

Shen Guiwan actually doesn't care if he can go out, he just wants to stay in this comfortable and warm space.

Du Zhinian didn't wait for an answer, he pushed Shen Guiwan onto the sofa, pressed him down and kissed him for a while.

Shen Guiwan swallowed his saliva with difficulty, the hands on Du Zhinian's shoulders clenched his clothes tightly.

He coughed suppressedly, and Du Zhinian slowly withdrew from his mouth.

Du Zhinian looked at Shen Guiwan who was kissed to the point where he was almost deprived of oxygen, licked his moist lips with the tip of his tongue, and said in a hoarse voice: "I have to deal with some things in the study in the afternoon, if you are bored, you can come and read."

"Usually I can go in when I'm not at home. You can read books as you like, but remember not to touch the computer and drawers."

Du Zhinian wiped away the tears from the corners of Shen Guiwan's eyes, leaned into his ear and whispered, "Shen Guiwan, did you hear that?"

Shen Guiwan's eyes lost focus due to lack of oxygen, and Du Zhinian's voice fell to his ears, becoming intermittent fragments.

He couldn't hear what Du Zhinian said, but when he heard Du Zhinian calling his name, he nodded subconsciously.

Du Zhinian looked at Shen Guiwan, who was still not sober, and rubbed his head, "You're so good."

After lunch, Du Zhinian went to the study to deal with matters.

Shen Guiwan went downstairs and threw away the takeaway box, and when he came back, he didn't go to the study to look for Du Zhinian, instead he went into the bedroom after changing his clothes.

As winter approaches, the sun only comes and goes in the afternoon, and the warm sunlight shines on the bed, warming the cold quilt.

Shen Guiwan nestled in the warm quilt, leaning on a soft pillow, and smelled the scent of shower gel lingering on the sheets with the tip of his nose.

A bit of shea butter mixed with orange fragrance, blended into a hypnotic smell, smelling that fragrance, Shen Guiwan soon fell into a lethargic sleep.

Shen Guiwan didn't know how long he slept, and when he opened his eyes again, he didn't feel tired both mentally and physically.

He picked up his phone and checked the time, only to find that he had only slept for half an hour.

The sky outside the window was still bright, Shen Guiwan relaxed on the bed for a while, and heard the sound of typing on the keyboard from the next room.

The crisp knocking sounded for a while and then paused for a long time, Shen Guiwan could hear Du Zhinian's entanglement from the rhythmless sound.

He covered his mouth and yawned, and the fragmentary words remaining in his mind suddenly pieced together into a complete sentence.

"...If you are bored, you can come and read a book."

Du Zhinian said so after kissing him in the afternoon, but he is still busy now, and going in rashly will interrupt his unsmooth train of thought.

Shen Guiwan didn't bother Du Zhinian, got up and went to the kitchen to make a cup of lemon tea.

Lemon tea is a complete tea bag. Lemons and apples cut into small pieces are packed in the bag together with the tea leaves. They are placed in a teacup filled with hot water, and slowly sink into the bottom of the cup, dyeing the transparent liquid Intense tawny.

Shen Guiwan picked up the cup and took a sip, the sweet and sour hot tea dispelled the last bit of drowsiness and coldness in his body.

He leaned against the edge of the kitchen countertop, looking up at the bottles and cans in the hanging cabinet.

Du Zhinian doesn't cook, the refrigerator is full of beer and soda, and the wall cabinet in the kitchen is also full of various tea bags and coffee beans.

His kitchen utensils are still brand new, but there are beige tea stains on the health pot and teacups.

Shen Guiwan drank the remaining lemon tea in the cup, added some hot water, and set it aside.

He put the tea set stained with tea stains in the hanging cabinet into the sink, dipped his fingers in a little salt, and slowly rubbed the tea stains on the wall of the cup.

After finishing the report, Du Zhinian came out of the study rubbing his stiff neck.

Standing in the aisle between the kitchen and the study, he first smelled the scent of lemon tea, and then saw Shen Guiwan who was tiptoeing to put the teacup back on the wall cabinet.

"I'll do it." Du Zhinian stood behind Shen Guiwan, and took the teacup from him.

Seeing Du Zhinian approaching, Shen Guiwan took a step back to the side, giving way to the space in front of the wall cabinet.

Du Zhinian was holding the teacup, and the water hanging on the outer wall dripped from his fingers to his palm, and then slid down his elbow.

He pulled the cloth hanging on the wall to wipe his hands and the cup, and saw that the remaining tea stains in the cup had been washed clean, and the clean porcelain white cup reflected light under the lamp.

Du Zhinian raised his head and took out several other frequently used cups from the wall cabinet, and found that they were also clean.

"Was the tea stain washed off?" He asked Shen Guiwan.

Shen Guiwan nodded, "Just rub it with salt for a while."

"Really." Du Zhinian replied casually, his gaze fell on Shen Guiwan's hand hanging by his side.

The tap water was icy, Shen Guiwan's fingers were red from the cold, and the pads of his index and middle fingers were even wrinkled from the soak.

"I didn't have any empty pipes before. I'll wash it next time. Don't get frostbite."

Du Zhinian held Shen Guiwan's hand to warm it up for a while, leaned him against the corner of the table, and kissed him from his eyes to his lips.

Shen Guiwan's vague answer was swallowed up by the kiss, he hugged Du Zhinian's shoulders, and was carried back to the bedroom again.

Shen Guiwan was pressed under the warm blanket by Du Zhinian, the pajamas on his body disappeared, his back and thighs were stuck together with the smooth sheets.

The warm wind is exhaled from the bed with the ups and downs of the body, with a warm fruity aroma that does not smell of wine, but makes Shen Guiwan's head drunk.

He struggled twice, and got a slightly punitive response from Du Zhinian.

Du Zhinian was full of energy, and he didn't let Shen Guiwan go until dinner time.

Shen Guiwan had experienced intense exercise and had no appetite, so he only drank a small bowl of porridge.

He hugged his pajamas to take a shower, the hot water rushed over the fresh bite marks on his body, and seeped in along the wound.

Waves of subtle pain pierced Shen Guiwan's body, but failed to arouse any reaction in his brain.

He has been beaten by Shen Lu so many times that he has lost his sense of weak pain, even if hot water is poured on him, he will not respond.

After Shen Guiwan took a shower, he just turned off the tap when the bathroom door was suddenly opened.

A gust of cold wind poured in through the open door, making Shen Guiwan shiver from the cold.

He turned his head, only to see Du Zhinian's face flashing past his eyes, and after a while, the cold sheet was stuck to his back.

"Du Zhinian?" Shen Guiwan struggled to sit up, looking at Du Zhinian who was rummaging under the closet.

Du Zhinian took out a somewhat wrinkled aluminum hose from the drawer under the closet, and pushed Shen Guiwan back on the bed, "Don't move around, I'll rub your body lotion."

"The scars are peeling off." He pointed to the scar on Shen Guiwan's chest and said.

Shen Guiwan had too many small scars on his body. After autumn, his skin became dry and the surface and edges of the scars were peeled off.

He didn't notice it himself, but Du Zhinian felt it out when he held him in his arms.

Du Zhinian unscrewed the bottle cap of the body lotion, and was about to squeeze it into his hands to melt it away, when he caught a glimpse of Shen Guiwan's body exposed to the air from the corner of his eye, and suddenly squeezed the body lotion onto his chest with vicious intent.

The body that had been washed by the hot water was very hot and sensitive, Shen Guiwan shivered and gasped for air as the cold body lotion was poured on his body.

His chest heaved up and down, his lower abdomen was tightly contracted, and Du Zhinian's warm palms were pressed against his body again.

With the palm of his hand, he warmed the ointment exuding a faint orange fragrance, and slowly pushed it down along Shen Guiwan's chest, everywhere he went was a moist touch.

Shen Guiwan took a deep breath, his legs exposed to the air trembled slightly.

He wanted to hide, but Du Zhinian's hand was firmly stuck on his waist, and he couldn't move at all.

After Du Zhinian finished painting his chest and thighs, he asked Shen Guiwan to lay down with his back to him.

"I still have three days of annual leave this year, where do I want to go?" He poured some body lotion into his palm, and slowly pushed it around along Shen Guiwan's spine.

Shen Guiwan raised his head when he heard the words, Du Zhinian saw his lips move, but did not hear him make a sound.

He stared silently at the grain of the wooden floor, and after a long time whispered, "Du Zhinian, I don't have an ID card."

Shen Guiwan didn't have an ID card, so he couldn't stay in a hotel, couldn't buy a bus ticket, and he couldn't even enter scenic spots that required real-name ticket purchases.

He didn't say whether he wanted it or not, he just answered this sentence.

Du Zhinian didn't realize it for a moment, he was stunned for a while and asked back: "You don't have an ID card?"

Shen Guiwan gave a "hmm" and turned away from looking at Du Zhinian's expression.

He said, "It's at Shen Lu's place."

Du Zhinian looked at Shen Guiwan's profile, at the eyelashes covering his eyes, "Sorry."

He knew that Shen Lu had beaten Shen Guiwan, and he also knew that Shen Guiwan's freedom had been restricted, but he never thought that he would hear this under such circumstances.

Without an ID card, not many people would believe such words even if they were told to the closest people. However, this also shows how brutal and effective Shen Lu's methods are.

Du Zhinian bent down and hugged Shen Guiwan from behind.

Shen Guiwan's body trembled slightly, but he didn't break away from his embrace.

The orange fragrance of the body lotion slowly drifted into the air with the rising body temperature. Shen Guiwan smelled the sweet fragrance and sighed with his back turned to Du Zhinian.

That sigh was very light and weak, so weak that Du Zhinian almost thought he had heard it wrong.

He kissed Shen Guiwan on the back, and said to Shen Guiwan who had his back all the time: "I want to see the sea."

Du Zhinian kissed the newly healed scar on Shen Guiwan's shoulder blade, "Don't you want to go somewhere farther away?"

"...It's far enough." Shen Guiwan closed his eyes and curled his body into a ball.

The skin nourished by the body lotion shone slightly under the light, and the scar on the shoulder blade that was hidden in the shadow was completely exposed to the light with his movements.

Du Zhinian touched the uneven surface of the scar for a long time, and only after Shen Guiwan's body relaxed slowly did he agree.

"Okay, I'll take you there next week."

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