Self-knowledge

27

At the door of the room, Ye Xiang and Sun Xiao met the man and his companion who sent Sun Xiao back yesterday, and the man greeted them with a smile from a distance.

"Meet you again, good afternoon both of you."

"Mr. Qin... why are you here? Who is this?"

"What a coincidence, I met you. This is my friend, Le Wenjia. I wonder if the two of you are interested in hanging out together?"

The man has a high nose bridge and deep eye sockets. He looks at Ye Xiang and Sun Xiao with a smile in his eyes. Le Wenjia is slightly wearing a sweatshirt, and is younger and handsome than him. His eyes are very light in color, as if separated by a layer of fog, cold and alienated. Looking at Ye Xiang with a faint smile, he waved his hand to greet him.

"Okay." Sun Xiao said with a smile, showing two beautiful and symmetrical canine teeth, and happily agreed.

Ye Xiang looked at Mr. Qin opposite with a blank expression, what a "coincidence" that a cruise ship that can accommodate thousands of people happened to meet them in an empty corridor.

It's just... Mr. Qin and Le Wenjia's aura is a bit strange no matter how they look at it?

Feeling a bit like a couple?If it's a couple, is it really okay to do this in front of your boyfriend?

Forget it, it's time to change your mood.

In the evening, the four of them went to the restaurant for dinner, and then played mahjong all night.

Yes, even Ye Xiang couldn't complain that as four "exquisite" homosexuals, their entertainment was playing mahjong.

However, Sun Xiao is a serious person. At one o'clock in the morning, when Ye Xiang and the other two were too sleepy to keep their eyes open, he was still counting cards with brilliance.

"The bobbin you made... well, this card is very dangerous, it won't come out..."

Although Mr. Qin looked sleepy, he still answered some words from time to time.

I have to say that Mr. Qin has a decent manner, handsome appearance, and humor. Ye Xiang thought to himself, if he is really 1, he should be the "celestial dish" that many people chase after.

But feeling like it should be a dude?Or let Sun Xiao stay away from him?

Ye Xiang complained secretly, the baby really fucked the mother's heart.

In the end, Ye Xiang suggested that he would go ashore tomorrow, so it would be better to rest early.Mr. Qin and Le Wenjia made an appointment for them to go ashore tomorrow and act together.

"Le Wenjia, I forgot my key in the room, did you bring it?"

"Heh..." Le Wenjia yawned big, "I brought it, sir."

In the elevator, passing the floors of Mr. Qin and Le Wenjia, the four of them smiled good night.

The elevator door was closed, and Ye Xiang remembered that he had seen it in the introduction of the cruise ship, and this floor was full of extra large double rooms.

The third day of the cruise was a shore excursion. The four of them followed the tour guide to see the flowers, went to the temple to worship, asked for a lottery, and took a commemorative photo near the torii gate.

Lin Jiaxu has been following the four of them not far or near since he got off the shore, staring at Mr. Qin and Le Wenjia with gloomy eyes.

"That... Mr. Ye, I wanted to ask just now, do you know the person who has been following us?"

Le Wenjia suddenly approached Ye Xiang and whispered in Ye Xiang's ear, the scent of the other's perfume squeezed into his nostrils, making Ye Xiang feel very uncomfortable.

Ye Xiang answered vaguely, and subconsciously glanced at Mr. Qin. Mr. Qin and Sun Xiao were chatting not far away, studying the ema of the shrine, and did not look this way.

Le Wenjia smiled knowingly, and blinked at Ye Xiang, "Do you like Mr. Qin?"

"..."

what?

The other party moved a little away, thought for a while as if troubled, and finally smiled at Ye Xiang, "Why don't we go together?"

Together?together with what?

"Well, but Mr. Qin seems to like your friend, so the four of us?"

"..."

Is that what he understood? !

"roll."

An angry and violent voice sounded behind Ye Xiang, without turning his head, Ye Xiang could already imagine Lin Jiaxu's face.

Le Wenjia was too frightened to speak by the sudden anger, and Mr. Qin and Sun Xiao who were not far away came over to say something, and Sun Xiao continued to study ema at the window of the shrine.

Before Ye Xiang had time to express his disgust or rejection, he just looked in shock at the man who could be called beautiful in front of him.

It's not that he doesn't know that some people in the circle are really playing wild, but it doesn't mean that GAY must be messy, and it doesn't mean that he can casually accept multiple physical relationships.

Although Lin Jiaxu's stalking all day made him irritable, but at this moment he was a little glad that he appeared.

"I don't talk nonsense," Lin Jiaxu said slowly, staring at Mr. Qin and Le Wenjia motionlessly, "You have found the wrong person."

"Leave far away."

"Don't touch my people."

Mr. Qin's expression was calm, he glanced at Le Wenjia, and said heavily: "Mr. Ye must have misunderstood something."

"There is no misunderstanding. I will not accompany you." Ye Xiang pursed his lips, took a detour to find and take away Sun Xiao who did not know.

Lin Jiaxu glared at them fiercely, and followed Ye Xiang.

"Ah Xiang... what happened? Why is the atmosphere so strange?"

"I just finished hanging the ema. Didn't Mr. Qin just say that I want to hang it too? How did I leave?"

Ye Xiang rubbed his brows, he didn't know how to tell him that Mr. Qin, who seemed harmless to humans and animals, wanted to play 4P with us.

Before Ye Xiang could reply, Sun Xiao turned his head and scolded someone who had been following them since the beginning with a wrinkled face.

"Tsk, why is your surname Lin still haunting you?"

"Hmph, if I didn't show up, I'm afraid you'd both be betrayed."

Lin Jiaxu breathed out his nostrils and peeked at Ye Xiang out of the corner of his eyes, like a kitten that just performed a live mouse-catching performance in front of its owner, waiting for the owner's compliment.

"..." Ye Xiang decided to ignore Lin Jiaxu first, "Anyway, don't associate with them, these two people have impure goals."

After all, Ye Xiang looked back at Mr. Qin and Le Wenjia who were in the distance. He couldn't see clearly through the crowd. He saw Le Wenjia covering one side of his face and lowering his eyes to explain something to Mr. Qin.

Mr. Qin's complexion was very ugly, his usual gentle and suave expression was gone, his eyes were cold, he turned his head to meet Ye Xiang's gaze.

This man is dangerous.

Ye Xiang shuddered, and his instinctive reaction made him quicken his pace and leave this place of right and wrong.

Ye Xiang met Le Wenjia at the bar on the deck.

He went to the bar to digest the irritability of the past two days, and there were many troublesome things - first he learned about Sun Xiao, Lin Jiaxu's appearance made him shake, and then he met two strange things... Unexpectedly It was here that he encountered one of the sources of his annoyance.

Originally, he wanted to go out for a trip to relax, but Sun Xiao went to bed early in the room, and he planned to drink away his worries after a long absence.

The singer slowly sang a lyrical love song, the moonlight, the lights, and the sound of the sea swayed together. Le Wenjia shot two rows of shots by himself.

Ye Xiang hesitated for a moment, but sat down anyway.

"anyone there?"

Le Wenjia raised his head, his cheeks were already slightly red, seeing Ye Xiang, his pupils were surprised, and then he smiled, "It's you, Mr. Ye."

Ye Xiang nodded, pulled out the chair and sat down.

Ye Xiang ordered a glass of Beach Affair, drank lightly and didn't say much.There is no wind on the sea, but the sea is still a bit cold in early spring. Fortunately, the vertical fire column heaters are turned on everywhere in the bar.

"Mr. Ye, here's a toast to you."

Clinking glasses slightly, Ye Xiang took a sip, and Le Wenjia drank a small shot in one gulp.

The two chatted intermittently, as if nothing happened in the afternoon.

Le Wenjia asked about Ye Xiang's work, Ye Xiang gave a general introduction, and he noticed that Le Wenjia's eyes were shining with envy.

"How old are you?"

Ye Xiang asked casually, clinked glasses, and drank the last sip of the cocktail.Although the alcohol brought some heat, it was still a bit cold, so he hesitated and ordered another glass of cinnamon mulled wine.

"Mr. Ye, do you have any cigarettes?"

Le Wenjia had already finished half of his shot, so Ye Xiang handed him a cigarette and moved over to light it for him.

Curls of smoke floated upward.

"Mr. Ye."

Le Wenjia smiled at him, and Ye Xiang felt his eyes filled with sadness, "Thank you for the cigarette, let me tell you a story."

The story is very simple, nothing more than the story of him loving him but not loving him.

The one you fall in love with, or the one you love more, always loses.

"So you are not Mr. Qin's boyfriend?"

Le Wenjia chuckled, "Of course not, I'm just a pet."

In the smog, the man's face was blurred. He lightly blew out the smoke ring and said, "If he can give me a little bit of love, just a little bit, that would be great."

Ye Xiang's eyes hurt a little, and You Zi clinked glasses with him.

There is no need for extra comfort between men, as long as proper company is enough.

"So Mr. Ye, I'm sorry," Le Wenjia stuck out his tongue at him, "I scared you this afternoon. I'm just a pet, but I fantasize about meddling in the owner's happiness."

Ye Xiang waved his hand holding the cigarette. Anyway, he didn't suffer any substantial harm. As for Mr. Qin's thoughts on him or Sun Xiao beyond friendship, he's sure that the two of them are not in the mood to respond.

The love of the person in front of me is humble and cautious, carefully using despicable and unbearable methods to prevent the lover from leaving.

"So the person who followed us today is Mr. Ye's lover?"

After being silent for a while, Ye Xiang nodded, "It used to be."

"You still love him?"

Ye Xiang looked at Le Wenjia, he had finished his mulled wine, and the evening wind was blowing a bit cool, he didn't drink much, but he felt a little drunk.

He nodded.

"Then why aren't you two together?" Le Wenjia tilted her head, "I'm stupid, Mr. Ye, but I think it's really rare that someone like you just cares about me. Why don't you stay together?" ?”

Because I was afraid, afraid that their love would be wiped out by time.I am afraid that he is no longer the one I love, and I am afraid that I am no longer the one he loves.

Or like Sun Xiao, because of family, worldly affairs, and because there are people in this world that I care about besides my lover, I can't be together.

Ye Xiang just smiled wryly and extinguished the cigarette in his hand.

"Good night, Le Wenjia. I wish you can find your own happiness too."

The author has something to say:

Le Wenjia herself has written some stories.But the whole article is already being closed, so I don’t want to open a new thread and delete it all.If I have the opportunity, I may write a separate article.