Self-knowledge

After nine o'clock, Sun Xiaomo woke up slowly. The two men cooked two bowls of noodles, but Ye Xiang still vomited after two mouthfuls.

I didn't eat anything last night, and I have vomited for a while, and now I have nothing to vomit. What is shocking is the blood stains in the sink.

Sun Xiao was so scared that he called 120.Ye Xiang held him steady and took a taxi to the hospital for emergency treatment.

First, he had an internal medical examination. He wore a lot of clothes in winter. Ye Xiang thought it was troublesome and directly lifted up the hem of his clothes to facilitate the doctor's diagnosis. Only then did he see a black bruise on his abdomen, which was probably caused by Lin Jiaxu's punch yesterday.

"What? Got into a fight? What are the symptoms?"

A doctor like Wu Qingcheng didn't dare to palpate, fearing that it would cause secondary injury, so he asked Ye Xiang to pull down his clothes, and mainly asked questions.

"I had chronic gastritis before, and I started to have a dull pain a while ago. The pain has become stronger in the past two days. It may also be related to my not eating three meals. Yesterday, I accidentally bumped into it yesterday."

The doctor asked some more routine questions, and told him to do a gastroscopy first. After the gastroscope was ordered, Sun Xiao grabbed Ye Xiang as soon as he went out, and asked with red eyes, gnashing his teeth, "Tell me the truth, what's going on? Lin Jiaxu Hit you?"

Ye Xiang sighed and looked back at him wordlessly.

"I, I beat him to death!"

"We broke up. Really broke up."

Sun Xiao was startled, his eyes became redder, then he nodded and let go of Ye Xiang.

I have cried in pain, but the memory of Lin Jiaxu in my heart still hurts numbly.But looking at Sun Xiao in front of him, Ye Xiang thought silently, he must live well, there are still people in this world who love him.

The result of the examination was stomach bleeding, and he was infused with fluids and received medicine. Ye Xiang basically stayed in bed at Sun Xiao's house for three days on New Year's Day.

Sun Xiao refused to let him sleep on the sofa no matter what, but fortunately his bed was big enough, two quilts were more than enough to sleep, and they would not be disturbed by each other.

Ye Xiang experienced the long-lost feeling of being cared for by others. There was always a cup of warm water beside the bed. Every four hours, Sun Xiao would come in with a thermometer to see if the low-grade fever had subsided. The three meals a day were not perfunctory takeout or instant noodles, but meat. It is suitable for porridge cooked slowly over a low fire.

Ye Xiang was lying on the bed, thinking in a trance that he had spent all those illnesses in the past seven years alone at home. Once he fainted from a fever, he once complained about whether Lin Jiaxu could spend more time with him. It was the other party who scolded him for being ignorant.

It's nothing more than being entrusted with non-human beings, knowing how to be warm and cold.

During the New Year's Day, Lin Jiaxu called three times. He hung up on the first and the second, and the third tirelessly called. Ye Xiang handed the phone to Sun Xiao and asked Sun Xiao to answer it.

"Yes, he's here with me."

"Okay, I see, I'll come and get it."

"Goodbye."

There were only three lines of dialogue in total. Sun Xiao threw the phone back and pouted, "He asked you when to pick up your things. If you still have a conscience, I don't ask how you are. Fuck me."

Ye Xiang smiled, why didn't I realize that Sun Xiao had such a violent temper before, this look of gritting his teeth to protect the calf is inexplicably warming.

Sun Xiao came over and poked Ye Xiang.

"My ancestor, you are finally willing to laugh. What do you think? Let me help you move things here?"

"I'll go with you. Let me borrow things from you first. I've also found the house, so I don't want to keep disturbing you."

Sun Xiao put his hands on his chest, frowned and said, "No, why are you being polite to me. You can stay here as long as you want."

Ye Xiang shook his head, although Sun Xiao was indeed good enough to live with him without any scruples, but he also had many considerations.

One is that it is too far away from the company, and the other is that it is not easy for two homosexuals to live together—it’s not that they are afraid of what will happen between them, it will happen sooner or later, but they will have their own lives sooner or later Not to mention himself, what if Sun Xiao finds a suitable partner?

In short, it is okay to live for a while, but it is definitely not realistic to live for a long time.

He concealed the second reason, and persuaded Sun Xiao with the first reason, saying that he would live here for a month or two, and then he would move out.

He made an appointment to pick up things from Lin Jiaxu on the first day of work. Ye Xiang didn't want to see Lin Jiaxu, and would rather take a precious day of annual leave, and deliberately staggered the time.

Lin Jiaxu was indeed not at home after New Year's Day. He saw that he had just left for a few days in a chaotic home. The shirts and trousers he had changed were thrown on the chairs, crumpled and crumpled. Weird smell, the wine bottle was placed casually beside the sofa.

Ye Xiang complained that he had only left for a few days, and the family became like this.

For a moment, this is no longer my home.

After packing up his things, he resisted the urge to clean up, put the key on the porch at the door, and left without looking back.

That night, Ye Xiang received another call from Lin Jiaxu.He sighed and picked up the phone.

"What the hell are you doing?!"

There is a familiar voice on the other end of the phone, familiar decibels, familiar anger.

Ye Xiang frowned and held the phone away from his left ear, "What do you want from me?"

"...Ye Xiang, you took all your things away? What do you mean?" The other party struggled for a while, and finally calmed down a bit.

"..."

He was the one who asked himself to get it two days ago, and he is also the one who came to question him now.Ye Xiang was stunned, "We broke up, Jiaxu. I thought it would be better for us not to meet, so I came here today to pick up my luggage. Sorry, I didn't tell you in advance. I left the key at the entrance, I saw it ?"

"I see... no!"

The sound of that person's breathing hit the microphone, making a wheezing noise, "What are you making a fuss about? You haven't had enough fussing outside for three days?"

After three days in the wild... the heart that I thought was numb still hurts.Ye Xiang laughed at himself, after all, this person is not so forgettable.

Seeing that Ye Xiang didn't speak, he added a few more knives there, "What are you dissatisfied with? What happened to Ze Ye last time? Can you stop being so narrow-minded, Ze Ye..."

"Lin Jiaxu—"

He tried his best to restrain himself, and his stomach, which had been taken care of, was throbbing again. He exhaled a foul breath, and said in a tone as calm as possible, "Lin Jiaxu, let me say it again, we broke up. I...we, Don't contact me anymore. I don't want to know about you and other people. Then... goodbye. "

Trembling, I hung up the phone, pulled into the blacklist, deleted friends on WeChat, quit several public groups where Lin Jiaxu was, and changed Weibo from special attention to blacklist...

After finishing all this in one go, he felt a little relieved while venting his anger.

It turns out that leaving is not that difficult...